I passed all of my exams...

i was so scared... i didn't want to go back in the holiday to try again...

so, here we are part 9 if i'm not mistaking...

Damon is questioning some things...

and we reached the beginning of the series...

hope you like it...

POV Damon

I drove back home trying to push the curiosity to the back of my mind. But somehow I couldn't win. She knew so well that giving me a hint is enough to make me go crazy. But I wouldn't let her win this time. She would tell me when I thought the time was right. But my fingers were itching just to call her.

I park the car and start packing. Wonder what Stefan will say… I can't wipe the grin of my face. Just the prospects of making his life miserable. I couldn't help myself really. I didn't want this life. He just dragged me into it. Wonder what his reaction will be this time.

Last time I went for a visit, yes I call it a visit, don't think he feels the same about it but that's his problem not mine. What was I thinking again? Ow, the time he fell of the roof. I showed up behind him while he was looking at the town from the roof. Let's just say I did a classic "boo!". Nothing big really, boo was all I said and the guy tumbles of the roof.

You should have seen Sam her face when I told her this story for the first time. She couldn't stop laughing for an hour. Her stomach hurt in the end. But her face…

I watched her grow up. She was seven when I found her and even back then, she was never a child. She was a grownup stuck in a children's body. When I once bought her a doll, let's just say this. Never buy a child 'who's not a child anymore' a doll when you live in an apartment on the 7th floor. The porcelain face was smashed into pieces just because she didn't want to be treated like a child.

She was already too old for toys. But for some reason she kept the remains of the doll with her. The face of the doll was put carefully together again with superglue but there were pieces missing. It was one of the only things she always took with her if we would move. The doll…

I wonder if she took it with her on her journey. I didn't see it in our last house when I left. I open the door to the room I had ready for her if she would have come back. Sadly she didn't.

The drives alone were boring. I had no one to tease. Like about the one promise I made her all those years ago. To never kill anyone in front of her again. The last time gave her nightmares although she wasn't willing to admit that. That was just so Sam. Tough on the outside but to see the inside… I'm not even sure I even knew what she was like. I just think we were very much the same.

Driving to Mystic Falls has something nostalgic. The roads were still the same even though they were so many years older then the last time I was here. My crow was flying above the car. Funny what that animal would do and how easy it was to get it to listen. It was getting darker. The thirst was getting stronger. I park the car in the bushes near the road. This calls for an old trick learned from Katherine herself. The play dead trick.

I go stand in the middle of the road. Not far from here a car is coming. A couple if I'm correctly. I use my new little trick with the fog. The car comes around the corner. Showtime…

They hit me hard, lucky for me I'm dead but this just makes me angry. Fog or no fog, mind the road will you… I stay still on the ground. The man checks my pulse. Good luck with that. I stand up and bit down. The warm liquid runs down my throat. The woman gets out of the car. I pull the guy with me in the bushes.

Did you know your blood runs faster when you're scared. So that's what I had to do, get her frightened. I toss his corpse on top of the car. She shrieks. I jump down from my hiding place in the tree. When I'm finished, I make it look like an animal got to them. They should know better then take a hike at this time of day…

I pull at the edge of my jacket and get back in the car. My cell was lighting up.

"please don't leave any proof you were there… Wouldn't want to get you out of jail again…"

Ow she just loved to rub that one in. One mistake and I had to live with it for the rest of… I was going to say eternity but she wouldn't be around that long. That's life right? One chance and then you leave… Even I was going to have it that way till my little brother changed that. I could not bring myself to do the same to her. Look at Stefan and me… Imagine if she and I would ever end up in such a situation.

No forever for her, but maybe just some more time…

I have this vision of Damon and I'm trying to picture him for you

I hope you get him a little...

the shadow parts of his personality...

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