I'm so sorry!

I just had a very hard time focussing on writing... With school and everything...

And I like to be a good friend so I also made some time for my friends...

I hope this part makes you see an other side of Damon...

btw I hate myself for writing this last part, just so you know it...

POV Damon

The words kept echoing in my head, over and over again. I don't understand why Sam had to rub it in so much. It hurt like a knife being stabbed over and over again in your back. Like she really wanted me to feel the pain.

"It was for your own good Damon…"

I look up from my glass filled with Bourbon. She's standing by the window of my bedroom while I'm sitting on the edge of my bed. My hair still dripping from the shower I just took.

"Do enlighten me why exactly?"

She turns and looks at me, wondering if I'm joking or not.

"She hurt you enough…"

The words are not more than a whisper on her lips. She turns her head before I can look her in the eyes. She knows she can't lie when I'm looking. She needs space…

She comes sitting next to me. Leans her head into my shoulder. Someone to lean on when the world is crumbling down around you. She just remains quiet and waits…

"What are you going to do now?"

Her words wake me a little out of my daze. I look down on her and hear her stuttering heart, like she's anticipating my answer.

"I don't know… Leaving most likely…"

She nods slowly and leans a bit closer.

"Where do you wanna go?"

Her curiosity never fails. I let the question go through my mind. I've got friends everywhere, at least that's what I make myself believe. I just bother people. The only one who doesn't mind my prying is her…

"I don't know, where do you want to go?"

Her breathing stops…

"Damon I'm not coming with you… There are still things I have to take care of…"

"I'll help, than I'll have something to do…"

She shakes her head and stands up. She looks around the room.

"Don't you think it's time you start living again. Without Katherine in the back of your mind…"

What is Katherine doing in our conversation again? I look at her and see her eyes fidgeting. What is going on here…

"Do you know something?"

I can't help myself but ask the question that's been haunting me for the last hours. The wisdom in her eyes when she pulled me out of the tomb. The knowing…

"I… I…I tried to warn you…"

Nothing more. She knew all along and didn't say a word…

"Get out of my room Sam. Or better just disappear like you did when you were sixteen but this time don't bother in coming back… You were supposed to help me, be my ally…"

"Damon you don't understand…"

"I don't understand what? That you're keeping secrets?"

"It was for your own good…"

"Letting me hope that she was there and getting a major blow to my ego was for my own good? How is that?"

"Don't you understand? She never came looking for you, she doesn't care!"

I closed my eyes and let the words sink in. I crash my glass into the wall. She doesn't flinch but waits…

"Get out Sam… I mean it…"

She walks toward me and gives me back her vervain necklace.

"Than make me forget you…"

I look at her as if she has lost her mind. Why would I ever do that to her…

"Damon I'm serious…"

"Why?"

The tears stream down her face. Her eyes look greener than ever before. I see something I never saw before but because of my anger I chose to ignore it.

"I can't live without knowing I have a place I can come home to. Erase you and I'll find a new one…"

"I'm your home? When the hell did that happen?"

"When you saved me all those years ago, but what do you care? All you care about is Katherine Pierce, the woman that never came looking for you!"

The anger in her voice resembles my own but I can't let it break me. I flash in front of her and take her face in my hands. I'll regret this forever…

"Sam you never knew me, will not remember this place or my face. You will leave and never look back… It will be like we never even met…"

I let go and see it work in…

"Now leave this place and take your stuff with you…"

The pain in my heart feels like opening the tomb all over again but finding the person I was looking for dead. I just killed myself and I didn't even realize it yet…

I watched my life walk out of my room and life.

I was finished…

that was it... The end of Sam and Damon...

No it's not the end of the story my dears, this is only the beginning of all the trouble...

let me know what you think...