Okay... I think that I need to say this.
No, don't worry, I won't be dropping any story or leaving FFN. No, this is about some of my... issues.
This isn't easy to say, or write in this case, but my phycologist believes this is for the best. And because I feel more comfortable writing that talking this with people that I know, here I am, sharing this with you guys.
First of all, why I started to write. As the ones that read 'A Change of Heart' since it came out, you already know that I already have one-year writing fics. Well, one year ago, some weeks before the first chapter of 'A Change of Heart' came out, my mom was diagnosed with cancer.
No shit.
After that I started to read DxD fics and I got frustrated because the best ones that I found, were not finished. Classic.
So, determinate to do a good story with an end, I uploaded the after mentioned story. And I'm not going to lie, I expected it to have 30 followers top.
After that, more stories came: '5 Hearts', 'Bones', 'Frozen Time', etc. And I was getting better.
But, somethings happened with my dad, in school and in a small part-time job I had, that made me fall into something that I am not proud of. If I can say...
I am disappointed of myself.
One day a 'friend' gave me something that he told me that will 'help me'.
You probably already guessed but I'll say it anyway.
Me (Insert real name here, it is too soon to tell you guys) I am a drug addict.
That was harder to do than expected.
Right now I am in rehab and because of that, I will put in Hiatus all of my stories. This will last some time but when I'll come back, it will be stronger and better. With more ideas for new and old stories. I read your reviews and I take them to heart. Believe me, big things are coming.
And I guess that was all. I did this to say out my problems. Why I started to write and why I keep writing. I'll see you in a couple of months when I get better. Thanks for all the support.
With love,
Roy D. Harper.
