A/N:So... This is my first fan fiction and I'm writing it to just try and test out my writing skills. This will be a fluff fan fiction between Peter Pevensie and Edmund Pevensie. Please read and review.

Edmund smiled brightly as he skipped towards the Dining hall. Bright smiles and the happy hellos that were directed towards anyone fortune, or unfortunate, to come in his. Briefly the creatures wondered about the reason of this unexpected happiness coming from their youngest prince. Well, you see, last night Edmund had, in a fit of anger and sorrow, told Peter, his older brother, mentor, king and secret crush, his true feelings concerning Peter. Peter, at first had been shocked, but after a lengthy discussion, had revealed his not so innocent feelings towards him. Edmund had been completely over the moon and in the heat of the moment, scrambled up and awkwardly kissed Peter.

Flashback

Edmund felt the streams of tears as he starred into the eyes of his brother, trying to find any traces of Peter joking or lying. His heart leapt up and his breath hitched when he found only pure love, tenderness and gentleness just for him. Grasping clumps of the bed sheets in his hands he scrambled up awkwardly, wanting nothing more than to feel those soft, thin lips on his slightly larger and plumper one. "Oww!!! Eddd!!! " Quick in his haste, Edmund had tripped on his brother's legs, sending both of them crashing on the bed in a tangle of legs and broken noses. Releasing his face from the warm chest below him, Edmund starred at Peter, hyperventilating and too lost in his excitement to care for both of their broken noses. Peter was rubbing his nose while tenderly smiling at him. Raising his head a little, he mummers against his trembling lips, "This is how we kiss brother." And the next second, Edmund was on his back, a deliciously warm weight pressing on him as his brother snogged the living daylights out of him. And Jadis would be a foe if Edmund denied the fireworks bursting at Peter's kiss.

Flashback ends

Since last night, Edmund's happiness levels sky rocketed. He was swimming in a lake of concentrated happiness, that would threaten to overflow whenever he would see the object of his affections. Whistling along a cheerful tone, Edward looked out of an Elizabethan window with stained glasses, only to take a double take. The scene in front of him couldn't possibly be true, it was impossible.Yet it was there, as clear as day. For there in clear view was Peter, an arm looped around his companion, a pretty blonde, who by the looks was chatting and laughing with a clearly willing Peter. Tears pooled in Edmund's eyes, a few traitors betraying their master's wish of keeping them in. Edmund was chilled to the core. Subconsciously, Edmund was chanting a volley of no's, not wanting to believe his eyes or the possible scenarios his brain was torturing him with. "Look as a match made in heaven don't they? " a voice behind him mummers. Edmund jumped and instantly turned to find Susan behind him. Appearing his best to act nonchalant, Edmund casually said, " Susan!! You scared the hell out of me. Don't ever do that again. And, answering your question, who exactly is the pretty angel standing next to my idiotic brother." Adding to the act, he folded his arms on his chest, complementing it with a curious face. And he successfully succeeded when Susan's gentle demeanour immediately transformed into a scowl and a hand whacked him on the head. "Try to be a little sensitive Edmund. Peter's your brother. " she was breathing heavily and flushed, a sign that proclaimed her anger towards him. Taking few deep breaths and sounding reasonably calmer than earlier ,Susan continued, "And for your information, that girl standing over that is Islasa*.She had arrived in the castle alone at four in the morning. As my window directly overlooks the stable area and as sleep deserted me, I looked out of the window curiously. And there she was, with Peter being a perfect gentleman to her. They looked so perfect together, it was astonishing. It was like Islasa was meant for Peter, her beauty and intelligence for his loyalty and bravery. " with a dreamy sigh Susan continued, " They looked so beautiful Ed. I would be least surprised if they married each other. In fact my instincts tell me that we might be looking at the future queen of Narnia and the mother of our nephews. " Susan looked so dreamy and wishful at that point that some vague,surprisingly unaffected part of his brain compared her with a dreamy fairy.But Edmund on the whole was...for the lack of a better word, fairing,well,good.The thick sheen of tears had become impossibly thicker as Edmund's heart was played and tortured him. Susan's words seemed to be echoing around him again and again, proving to be the worst sort of mental and physical torture. Unknown to him, Edmund had started with his chanting of no again, completely drowning out Susan's voice and missing her bewildered expression. When Peter bowed to Islasa, kissing her knuckles and cheeks with a genuine smile, the final string broke. With a whimper, Edmund turned and ran with all his force, not caring where he was going. There was just the picture of the duo kissing in his head as he ran, blocking out his other senses. There was just a need to release the tremendous pain he was feeling...

Peter starred Isla( as he now called Islasa) and bowed and kissed her knuckles and cheeks as a perfect gentleman would. Isla giggled quietly and shot a genuine blooming smile at him. "She's beautiful" a part of his mind registered, "But not as beautiful as my Edmund. " Clearing his throat so as do the same with his mind sending beautiful pictures of his love, he was sure he would act like a dog then, Peter motioned forwards a faun to ready Isla's chariot. Just as the faun was bowing and turning to leave, horrible screaming noises calling out Peter's name invaded their ears. Out of reflex, Peter pulled his sword, and sighed in relief when he saw it was just Susan and Lucy. Just as he had finished putting the sword away, Lucy jumped into his arms while Susan threw her arms around them. The first thing he noticed that both of his sisters were shaking as if they were silently crying and were trying to tell him something through their cries. Just as fast as the concern disappeared than it reappeared again, this time tenfold. " Susan. Lucy. Calm down. Tell me what's the matter. What's wrong? Why are both of you crying? Tell me from the beginning. Maybe I can help" Peter asked, reverting to his 'Older brother' self again. Susan took gasping breaths of air, as if it was taking all her will power to do this while Lucy continued crying. "It's Edmund, Pete. He was watching you and asked about Islasa. I told him from you meeting her at four o clock in the morning and how both of you are a perfect pair. I don't know why but he had a heart broken look on his face and when I said the last part about Islasa being your wife and you kissing her knuckles and cheeks, he ran away. I've never seen Edmund so heart broken. I ran after him but failed to catch him so I asked Lucy if she had seen him and she replied that she had not. We searched the entire castle Pete but there was no sign of him anywhere. Its like he has vanished from Earth. We are really worried about him Peter. " With that Susan all but fell into his arms, as if too broken to go futher while Peter inwardly groaned. Edmund was, however much he liked to show he wasn't, an insecure boy. He needed to feel love and Jaldis had definitely not contributed to his personality. To hear about him with someone else would definitely break Edmund. Right now, scratch Royal dignity, he needed to make his little love see how foolish he was to even think about the thought. Commanding all his attention to the girls seemed to be taking a lot of will power. Isla looked guilty as if she felt she was intruding the family peace while Susan and Lucy continued to cry. "Miss Love* , Karim* here will make your carriage ready. We deeply apologize for this abrupt departure but it has to be so. We look forward to seeing you again. Susan and Lucy you will see that Miss Love's departure out of the castle. And you will not come after me, any of you. " The last part was spoken by Peter so sternly that Susan, accompanied with Islasa and Lucy, hurried to follow his orders while Peter ran towards the forest, heart beating with worry for his little love...

Edmund ran blindly. The pain was intolerable, insufferable. He wanted nothing more than Peter to comfort him, to hold him, to reassure him. But who was he kidding. Why would Peter come after a freak who had since God's time itself made him mad with anger and annoyance when he had a goddess on the other side. He should have known that Peter was too good to be his, too innocent, too pure, too wonderful. And which man would choose Islasa over Edmund. No one. And they were right too. Islasa was a goddess, a fairy, an angel, a dream, a desire. Peter, his Peter was loyal, brave, wonderful, handsome, kind, fierce, romantic and poor Edmund was a waste of space, skin and human. A whimper left his mouth as he thought of their children, golden haired beauty with their mother's warm ocean blue eyes and father..."Edmund? " Vaguely he was able to hear his god's relief laced voice and he found himself apologizing, begging for Peter's forgiveness and telling him he was happy with his choice in Islasa, telling him not to worry about Edmund and that he would willingly go home again. Peter starred at his love as if he was mad. Peter was angry, no scratch that, he was downright furious. How dare his little love berate himself like that.Grabbing his chin and pulling him into a sweet, passionate, possessive kiss while getting his sweetheart on his lap, was the only way Edmunds concentration on berating himself was broken.At first he fought it, but then, after all the fight was removed from his body, Ed slumped against Peter, enjoying ( trying to being the main word) what he thought was his last kiss. Once when Peter was sure Edmund wasn't going to pull away he broke the kiss, only to tighten his grip on Edmund when he heard the whimper. "Shh Eddie! I'm not going anywhere. I'm here for you and only you. You, my light, my fairy, are all mine just as much as I'm yours. Only yours. Completely my Edmunds, There is no future for me without my little love. " " But... but.. Peter, why would you want to waste your future for a freak like me? " Edmund asks ,confused. Peter almost growled and tightened his hand, holding his little love impossibly tighter. " You are not a waste of space sweetness. On the contrary you are my strength, my weakness, my love. You are never gonna leave Narnia ,do you understand!? You're just mine. Mine to love, to use, to punish. Just mine. " And with that another soul wrenching kiss was placed on Edmund's lips, so deep and so burning with passion, domination and possession that Edmund lost himself in it as it soothed every ounce of insecurity he had left. "You will always be mine, just like I will be yours" Peter vowed. And till today he has not broken it.

END

* I haven't finished watching all the movies of Chronicles of Narnia, have only watched the first one so far so I don't know if Islasa is a name of one of the characters or not. Out here I have created Islasa. If offended any of you, I apologize but it was done unknowingly. And btw here full name is Islasa Love.

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