one.

*weeks before the prologue.*

"What do we got?"

Adam lifted the yellow tape to allow Voight to the scene. It was super early. 5:29 am. And the constant flashing lights and sirens made Adam too tired to joke around. He had to get up early to meet Rojas on the scene and take statements. He was wearing sunglasses and his hair wasn't even done.

"Group of witnesses claim to have seen a woman kidnapped. They were outside of the bar and saw the woman and a man arguing in the alley, they thought it was nothing since it just verbal. Then a van drives by and the man pulls the girl inside and they take off." Adam caught Voight up while they walked to where the rest of the team was.

"Did they catch a look at the plate?" Voight asked.

"No. The car was unmarked." Kevin answered.

"The group wasn't able to identify much of either the woman or the man. It was too dark. But they did say they were dressed for the club. The woman had on a dress. So my guess is camera footage of the club might have their faces. Jay is securing security footage from both inside and outside." Rojas explained.

"Okay. Get back to the district and watch every second of the footage. I want to see if they were inside that club and if we can get facial rec."

"We're taking this Sarge? The witnesses were drunk themselves. They might not be credible. How do you know we're just wasting time?" Hailey asked. There didn't seem to be anything worth dragging Intelligence into. They probably could've handed this off to some other unit.

"We're taking this case because I said so. This club has been on the radar for PD a while now. So go watch that footage. While you're at it, grab the manager. Maybe he has some talking to do."

"Copy, Sarge." Adam walked back to his truck and sat inside there, trying to keep his eyes open. They had nonstop cases, and he hadn't gotten much sleep in the last few weeks. The whole team hasn't. With one member down, they had to do overtime most nights in order to be one step ahead of the bad guys.

Before he could drive off the scene, his passenger side door opened and Kevin sat down and buckled himself in without permission.

"Hey man, mind giving me a ride to the office? I rode with Jay and he's still getting footage."

"Nah, you got it." Adam took off, heading back to the district. He didn't talk much on the ride there. He just focused on not letting his eyelids close.

Kevin tried to ease the silence, "So, have you heard from her?"

Adam sighed and rubbed his forehead. "No, I haven't. I've called her everyday. I've even dropped by her place a couple of times. She doesn't want to be heard. Or seen."

Kevin looked at Adam with sympathy. "Give it time. She took it hard."

Adam answered as they pulled up to the parking lot.

"Yeah, I just don't feel okay with it. Something doesn't seem right."

...

buzz, buzz. buzz, buzz.

It took everything in Kim to open her eyes. She rarely gets any sleep anymore; she is either pulling all-nighters or she is waking up sporadically at odd hours of the night. Her new lifestyle, as she would call it, isn't the most healthy. She doesn't have a sleep schedule, doesn't have anything but beer in her fridge, and always wakes up hungover. But she doesn't really care. She'll do anything to keep going through life at this point. She takes every opportunity to rest her eyes, and she waits until the last seconds to rise out of her slumber. The light was already shining through her half closed curtains, and it took a few seconds for eyes to adjust. She yawned and stretched her arms before reaching for phone, reading the new message that she just got. However, before she could read it, she had a missed call notification. Kim sighed, she could probably guess who it was from. Nevertheless, she opened her phone and played the missed message.

*one voicemail from Adam Ruzek*

"Hey Kim. Just checking up on you. I haven't heard from you in a while and I know you're probably upset over everything that happened. I know I am. I miss being able to see my friend everyday at the office. Um, anyways, I just want to make sure you're doing well. The whole team wants to make sure. Kevin won't stop bothering me about making sure you're doing good. I've tried visiting, but you must not have been home. Maybe we can meet for coffee or something. I have to go, but please. Just call me. Reach out. And know that I'm already here for you."

Adam has called Kim everyday for two months now, ever since Kim left intelligence. And everyday, Kim would either sleep through it or she would ignore it. And everyday, Adam would leave a voicemail. Sometimes short, sometimes long. Always asking if she is okay and if she can call him back. Kim couldn't help but laugh at how persistent Adam is. He will probably never stop calling he's so stubborn. He's probably just doing it out of spite now. Part of Kim wanted to pick up the phone one day and tell him to leave her alone and stop calling. To forget about her because she is not coming back. Part of her wanted to answer the call and just tell him the truth. But she knew that she couldn't do either, because it would distract her from her new life.

...

Kim remembered the day like it was yesterday. The day that changed her life forever.

Two months ago.

The bastards that raped her sister, Nicole, were fully released. Kim dreaded that day, because she knew that she had to inform Nicole of the news. Nicole was healing to the best of her abilities. She felt okay living on her own, but every once in a while she would call Kim, scared and crying. When she heard of the news, Nicole was shocked and felt uneasy. She said that she felt unsafe and asked if Kim could stay the night with her. Kim obviously said yes, but she feared that Nicole would start to retreat to her previous ways.

Within a week of the release of the two men, two women were found in the basement of the train station with obvious signs of rape and signs of drugs in their system similar to what Nicole experienced. After hearing the news of the two women, Kim's fear turned out to be a reality. Nicole would not leave her house, and she begged Kim to stay at her apartment during the night. Kim often times had to stay late to work on the case, so she would leave Nicole on speaker phone, being there for support and calming her down when her anxiety picked up.

A week later, two more women were found in the train station. It was enough for Intelligence to be looped in. All of the women were drugged with ketamine and raped. They couldn't remember anything, other than they were invited to an after party after being out at bars.

Kim immediately saw similarities in this case with Nicole's. She wanted to go and storm the two men's apartment, but the team shot her down.

"We have no other leads," Jay tried to reason. "There's no evidence that it's the two men, and there's not enough probably cause for a warrant."

"Are you kidding me? Of course there's enough evidence. This is the same exact scenario we saw four years ago. The exact same. You can't tell me this isn't enough probably cause." Kim replied.

"Kim, I get it, okay. I do. But we have no dna evidence, nothing useful from the women. A judge won't sign off on a warrant. And who's to say these aren't just other men?" Hailey jumped in. Even though she wasn't there when the first case went down, Hailey had heard about it when she arrived. She heard Kim's concern about the release of the two men about a year ago. She felt for Kim, she really did; but she also understood Jay and knew it wouldn't be enough for a warrant.

Kim let out a sigh, shaking her head. She was about to respond when Adam jumped in, trying to diffuse the situation.

"Let's just try to find some evidence. Let's pull pod footage and see who dropped off those two women."

It was obvious Kim herself wasn't handling the news well, either, and the team could tell. She couldn't shake the feeling of Nicole missing. She couldn't shake the image of Nicole helpless on a bench at the station. So helpless, no one even looking her way. And she can't can't shake the fact that Nicole was doing so good, actually taking a step forward before those two bastards were released. Now, all Kim could do was watch Nicole retreat to her previous ways. She tried being there for Nicole, but Nicole was shutting her out again.

If Kim couldn't be there for Nicole physically, she was going to do everything in her power to make Nicole feel safe again. She was the first one at work and the last to leave. She just threw herself on the case, which meant getting little sleep or lunch breaks. Even without knowing for sure it was the same two men, Kim had a gut feeling that it was, and it made her sick to her stomach that they got off so easily. Kim asked to run point on the field, but because this case was so close to her, Voight said no without hesitation.

"Kim, I get it. You're close to this. But I can't have you going off the books like you did last time."

"Sarge, please. I won't. I—" Kim tried but was shot down by Voight again, this time more assertive.

"No. I've made my decision. No further questions. Kim you will run the calls in the office and you are not to go on the field. Got it? Cause if not you can just go home." Voight stared down Kim. He wanted to make a point to not only her but also the whole team that he is in charge.

The bullpen was silent, and there was so much tension in the room no one dared to even breathe. Kim could feel all eyes on her, waiting for her to make a move.

"Yes sir," was all Kim could get out before clearing her throat and shifting her eyes to her desk, almost in embarrassment. Adam swallowed hard, he felt so bad for Kim.

"Good. So what do we got?" Voight slid his hands in his pockets and shrugged his shoulders, getting back to business.

"We tried searching for pod footage of the train station, but couldn't find anyone dropping the women off. Instead, we pulled video footage from the club." Rojas began typing in her computer while the other gathered around her. Kim still sat at her desk. She felt like she couldn't move. She was still stunned at what Voight did. And right in front of everyone too. Adam went to see the footage but kept a close eye on Kim.

"Here, you see the two victims, getting into a car. But you only see a portion of the faces of the two men." Kevin explained.

"So not enough for facial rec." Jay stated.

"No, but if you pause the video right here." Kevin stopped the clip and zoomed in on one of the men's arm, "You can see a scar on the shoulder. I ran all credit card transactions and the same two men that got Kim's sister were there that night."

"How does the scar link the same two men to both crimes?" Hailey asked out loud.

"Kim stabbed one of the guys in the shoulder as self defense." Adam answered quickly, being sure not to share too much information in case Kim was sensitive to it. Everyone looked to Kim, seeing if she had a reaction. She instead was still staring at her desk. Jay began to put the pieces together.

"Do you think that's enough probable evidence?"

"It can be." Voight answered, starting to walk away from the desk. "Hailey, Jay, get together a paper lineup. Go see if the women can point out the suspects. Good job Rojas and Atwater. Write up a warrant for the judge."

"Thank you sir."

"Got it."

Everyone stirred to action. Hailey printed out a sheet of random men, with the two suspects on there to see if the women can identify them. Jay put on his jacket and they headed downstairs to the hospital. The sudden noise and movement stirred Kim from her thoughts. She quietly rose from her desk and went to the locker room to splash water in her face. To her dismay, Adam saw Kim her up and he followed her. He wanted to make sure she was okay.

"Hey, Kim. You doing alright? Voight went down on you pretty hard." Adam followed her into the locker room and closed the door, for privacy. She was drying off her face with a towel, and she turned to walk back out, not meeting his gaze.

"I'm good, Adam. I just want to catch these bastards." Kim tried to move past him but he stepped in front of her, not letting her out the door.

"No, really. How are you doing? With everything?"

Kim sighed. She didn't want to express what she was truly feeling, and she especially didn't want to in front of Adam. Even though they had been through a lot together, this felt different. This not only affected her, but it also affected her sister and her niece. Her family. However, she knew that he wasn't going to let her leave without doing so, so she opened up a little.

"I feel like I'm helpless. I can't do anything up here sitting at a desk, that won't help Nicole. That won't help those two women. God, I just need to be out there. I need to close this case." Kim ran her hands through her hair and then put her head in her hands, almost in self defeat.

adam places his hands on her arms, rubbing them up and down to try to sooth her. He gently consoled her, "Hey. Hey. It's okay. You are helping by being up here. A lot. You have to be strong. For Nicole. And when we get these perps, when we do, you'll be able to tell her you helped put those men away. We will get these perps. I will make sure of it. For you. I'm always here for you, Kim."

Kim calmed down a little. She started to give in to her tiredness and fell into a hug when her mind ran back to the case, and she remembered that she had work to do.

"Yeah, thanks." She pulled away and slid past him to head back to her desk to bury herself with paperwork.

Unfortunately, the two women weren't able to identify the two men. They were too drugged to remember much of anything. However, the judge did sign off on a house warrant, saying there's enough probably cause without the women identifying the suspects. The suspects being the same two men that assaulted Nicole and attempted rape on Kim and Erin. This information made Kim sick to her stomach. She knew that they should have been charged with more and sentenced to more time behind bars. Her gut feeling was proving to be true. She knew it had to be the guys. Fortunately, because of this, and with the previous evidence, Intelligence didn't have to do any undercover operation. Kim was at least pleased with this, because she certainly couldn't have gone under again, and she didn't want anyone else going through what she and Erin did years past.

Once Kevin and Rojas came back with the warrant, everyone grabbed their jackets and took off, leaving Kim at her desk. She sat on the edge of her desk seat, listening to her team radio to each other their locations. Her right leg was shaking up and down, and her left index finger was tapping the desk.

"We're fifteen minutes out."

"Copy. No one moves in until I say."

"Copy that, Sarge."

It was just past 11:00 pm, so the team was going to the nightclub that their phone pinged to about 15 minutes ago.

"Just rolled in. Both of their cars are here."

"Twelve minutes out."

Kim clenched a fist, tensing up at the thought of the two men taking advantage of another pair of women. In the very same room that they tried to take advantage of her. In the very same room where Nicole was raped. She made a split second decision, and before she could talk herself out of it, she grabbed her jacket and her car keys. She headed for the back exit in order to avoid running past Trudy.

She didn't know what she was doing. She didn't know what she was going to do. She just knew that she had to see this case through.

...

Kim sighed. Adam. Never fails. She rubbed her eyes to try to get herself to forget about him, and she looked at her other missed massages.

*one text message from Ryan*

Babe. The cave. One hour. And don't forget the beer.

Kim quickly look at the time.

11:43 am. Shit.

She only had twenty minutes until she would be late. And she could never be too late. Not with Ryan. She sprang out of bed and ran to the bathroom to get ready for the day.