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Author's note: I want to thank all my awesome reviewers. Your words mean alot to me! I know the Muggle clothes and things can be a bit hard to deal with, but this is a changing time within the Wizarding world, but I will tone it down a little. There is Cissatrix in this chapter, I know this is a Bellamione fanfic and it will become so within the next few chapters. I dont want to rush this. And this very well may be one of the few Cissatrix scenes in here. So I do apologize if I have upset anyone by adding Cissatrix, but I have never really been able to keep the two apart, something I am working on. Please continue to read and review.
Wide Awake: Chapter 4
Bellatrix went straight to her room after their arrival back to Malfoy Manor. She didn't speak to anyone and she barely ate that night. Narcissa suspected that something had happened between the two during their session that afternoon. She didn't push the subject because she was finally hopeful that a break through was starting to be made with her sister, and therefore didn't feel guilty anymore that she had made that call.
"Bella staying in her room again?" Lucius asked his wife at dinner.
"Yes, she has had a long day." Narcissa said taking a sip of her wine.
"I don't see why she has to be here at all." Draco said putting down his knife and fork.
Narcissa put down her wine glass and glared at her son. She already got enough belittlement from her husband; she didn't need her methods questioned by her son as well. They had no idea how much help Bellatrix needed, and they didn't know that she was the only one who could get it on the right track.
"Bella is staying for as long as it takes, and you will learn to live with it or you can get out of this house Draco Scorpius Malfoy!" Narcissa said her voice quivering with anger.
Draco was taken aback by his mother's loss of control. He had never heard or seen her lose her temper. He sat there and glared at her.
"Bella is staying as long as it takes, and the two of you will learn to live with it. I am tired of trying to defend my choice, she is my sister, my family and I am going to help her until she no longer needs it." Narcissa said in a dangerous voice looking at the two men at the table.
She took her wine glass and left the room, snapping at the house elf to bring her more wine up to her study. Draco and Lucius stared at one another and finished their dinner in silence.
Narcissa sat in her study staring at the words on the page in front of her but not taking in a word of it. She had left dinner rather abruptly, but she had decided that she wasn't going to apologize for her loss on control. They had no idea what she was going through, what she had gone through with her sister. What was more, they never liked Bellatrix, and Narcissa had to constantly deal with the tension that was always present when Bellatrix and Lucius were in the room. Draco had only just recently met his aunt, she was in prison when he was growing up and Narcissa didn't talk about her much because the pain of the loss was still too great to overcome. She sighed and finished her wine. The day had been a long one and she walked back to her bedroom to change into a knee high, blue silk gown. She threw on her robe and padded across the house to Bellatrix's room. She knocked once and heard the summons to enter. She opened the door closing it behind her.
"I just came to say good night Bella." Narcissa said to her sister as she entered the room.
Bellatrix was in a black, silk nightgown, much like the one Narcissa was wearing; only it was much more low cut and had no lace. It had fallen half way up her thighs as she pulled her knees to her chest and rested her chin on her knees.
"You didn't have to defend me Cissy." Bellatrix said breaking the short silence that had settled between them in the few minutes that Narcissa had been in the room.
Narcissa's brow furrowed and she crossed her arms over her chest and glared at her sister.
"I heard you." Bellatrix said flatly.
Narcissa still said nothing; she just continued to stare at her sister.
"I don't have to stay here if it displeases your family Cissy." Bellatrix continued.
"You're my sister Bella. Of course I will not abandon you." Narcissa said softly.
Bellatrix put her forehead to her knees and sighed.
"Cissy…I…this isn't easy for me." Bellatrix admitted.
"I know it isn't Bella, but I haven't always been there for you and now that I can be, I want to be." Narcissa said.
"You have always looked out for me, there is nothing I can say or do to thank you for what you have done for me." Bellatrix said.
Tears pooled in Narcissa's eyes at these words, Bellatrix never opened up like this before. Narcissa said nothing she just stared at her sister, silent.
"When I was in the room today, I thought that up until that point, everything I have done was set against me, that I would be forever damned and labeled for what I did all those years I was in the service of him. But…the Mudblood…she didn't look at me like I was some kind of monster…she looked at me like I was human…like I had feelings…" Bellatrix said her voice soft.
Narcissa stood there, tears streaming down her face at this point, wanting to go to her sister, to hold her, but she knew that Bellatrix needed to say this, that she needed Narcissa to understand.
"She was afraid at first…I had an outburst, but she didn't stay afraid…I mean meeting me can be rather…daunting, but she wasn't tense…and when we shook hands, I felt…for the first time like I didn't have to prove myself, like I was just like everyone else." Bellatrix continued.
"She is rather gifted." Narcissa agreed.
"I am glad that I am here Cissy, I am happy that you are here for me." Bellatrix said looking at her sister.
Narcissa was surprised to find tears in her sister's dark eyes.
"I want you here Bella. I have missed you." Narcissa said.
"I will stay a while longer Cissy, then it will be time for me to go back to my own house." Bellatrix said.
"Stay as long as you like Bella. I am not forcing you to stay, I know that you need to have your space, I just thought…that maybe I could have you here a while longer. I have missed you…what you used to be." Narcissa admitted.
"I know Cissy, and time hasn't been fair to either of us. But I will make it up to you." Bellatrix said getting to her feet and moving towards her sister.
Narcissa swallowed her sister was beautiful in the moonlight. Bellatrix stopped in front of her sister, Narcissa closed her eyes, taking in Bellatrix's sent. Narcissa felt Bellatrix's arms wrap around her waist and pull her close.
"I have missed you Cissy." Bellatrix whispered against Narcissa's lips.
Narcissa's head was spinning, having her sister so close but so far was too much to take. And before she knew it, Bellatrix had her on the bed and was kissing down her exposed neck. Narcissa was moaning and writhing beneath her, she loved this feeling of making her sister fall apart in her hands, and she knew that she was the only one who could do it.
"Bella…oh gods…Bella…" Narcissa moaned as Bellatrix kissed her clit, sucking on it hard.
Bellatrix smiled and added two fingers along with her tongue, pumping them in and out hard and fast. Narcissa was moaning and her legs began to shake, her body was trembling and then her eyes clamped shut. Her hips moving of their own accord as her orgasm ripped through her body. She clutched at Bellatrix's raven curls as another orgasm made its way down her body throwing her into the tendrils of bliss. Her back gracefully arching off the bed.
"Fuck Bella…shit…oh gods…Bella…Bella!" Narcissa moaned as a third orgasm exploded in her body.
Bellatrix continued to lick and suck at Narcissa's clit until she was sure Narcissa was sated. It had been far too long since they had felt this good. Bellatrix knew that Narcissa needed this and the closeness was something that they both craved. Narcissa fell back on the bed, breathing heavy, and sweating. Bellatrix kissed her passionately, swirling her tongue around Narcissa's dry mouth.
"Mmm…you taste good Cissy." Bellatrix said breaking the kiss.
"I like the way…you taste as well Bella." Narcissa replied.
Bellatrix smiled, looking down into her sisters blue eyes.
"You look exhausted Cissy." Bellatrix said softly.
"I am." Narcissa agreed kissing Bellatrix again.
"We need to sleep Cissy." Bellatrix said breaking the kiss.
"What about you?" Narcissa asked.
"You know me Cissy, I came while I was getting you off." Bellatrix said honestly.
Narcissa smiled, Bellatrix had always been the easiest to satisfy, even if she wasn't being touched.
"Okay, let's go to bed." Narcissa said.
"You'll stay with me?" Bellatrix asked her voice on the edge of something like panic.
"Of course Bella." Narcissa cooed stroking her face with her perfectly manicured nails.
Bellatrix smiled and curled up into her sister's arms, falling instantly asleep.