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Author's note: This chapter contains Lucissa! Sorry guys but I couldnt let Bellatrix have all the fun. No worried Bellamione is coming...pun fully intended. I added an argument in here between Bellatrix and Narcissa...Idk if it will make any sense...and it may seem weird that Bellatrix is opening up so quickly to Narcissa...but she is the only one that she trusts, so to me it makes sense. Thank you guys so much for the reviews, it really means alot. Though I have never really been able to write a story that is just one ship, I do appreciate the reviews. Please continue them!
Wide Awake: Chapter 6
"You spent the night with Bellatrix." Lucius said the next morning as Narcissa walked back into their bedroom.
"Yes I did. Do you have some objection?" She asked flatly walking into the bathroom.
"No I just missed you last night." He replied softly.
Narcissa smiled at him. He knew about her intimate relationship with Bellatrix. But he never questioned his wife's loyalties. He knew that she would never leave him. And she had been supportive about his occasional mistresses through out their marriage. But sometimes he wished that she would take someone other than Bellatrix. Sometimes the jealously was an ugly color on him.
"I love you Lucius. You know that." She said walking back into the bedroom and straddling his hips.
"Yes, Cissa I know. I never question your heart. Because I know that a woman's heart is something that should be handled with care, one wrong move, and it is forever closed." He said.
She smiled; he said the most romantic things sometimes. She leaned forward and kissed him softly.
"Mmmm I can tell that you missed me a great deal." She said against his lips.
His manhood was at full attention between her legs, she could feel it pressing against her heat. Which had been treated with care last night, but Narcissa felt that Bellatrix wasn't really into it as much as she should have been.
"You don't know what you do to me Cissa." He said huskily kissing the skin of her exposed neck.
"Nor do you." She agreed in a moan as his lips caused goose bumps to rise on her heated skin.
Narcissa moaned as Lucius gently squeezed a silk covered breast, pinching an erect nipple between his thumb and forefinger. His other hand holding the small of her back, holding her against his bare chest.
"Lucius…" Narcissa whispered.
"Yeah Cissa?" Lucius asked.
"Take me…" Narcissa replied.
Lucius lifted Narcissa and flipped her around so she was lying on her stomach; she rose up on her hands and knees, opening her legs, giving Lucius a tempting view of her slick womanhood. She moaned as he gently slapped her ass, mounting her, his manhood pressing against her opening.
"Please Lucius…please….take me…" Narcissa pleaded.
Lucius smirked; he loved it when she begged him to take her. He loved it when he was in control of her, making her completely come undone in his hands. Without any further hesitation he pushed into her slowly, teasingly. Narcissa gasped as his impressive length filled her up, moaning as he set a pace thrusting in and out of her. He groaned as her walls clenched to accommodate his length, squeezing him gently.
"Cissa…you're so tight." He said gripping her hips firmly.
Narcissa moaned, moving her hips back, meeting him thrust for thrust. He lifted her night gown up her back, leaning down to kiss the porcelain skin of his wife's back. She shivered as his lips touched her heated skin. She moaned as his thrusts grew deeper and more urgent.
"Mmmm fuck Lucius…yes…fuck me…" Narcissa urged in a throaty whisper.
He obliged, unable to deny a request from his wife, he thrust into her hard. She moaned loudly as his length caressed her g-spot.
"Yes…Lucius…fuck…yes…oh yes!" Narcissa moaned loudly as he pushed deeper.
Bellatrix stood outside the door, feeling slightly hurt that her baby sister went straight back to her husband after their own night of love making. Bellatrix knew that her heart had not been entirely in it, but it still didn't stave off the hurt feeling in her chest as she listened to Narcissa's moans of pleasure. She opened the door a crack and was disgusted by what she saw, Narcissa on her hands and knees her long blonde hair cascading down and round her face while that man was behind her, grunting and rooting inside of her like she was a common whore. Though Bellatrix had to admit that her baby sister still looked beautiful in the tendrils of bliss, even if she was letting him fuck her like that. Unable to watch any longer Bellatrix closed the door and padded back to her room closing the door behind her.
"Fuck Cissa…I am so…close…" Lucius groaned as he thrust deeper and more urgent inside of her.
"Yes…Lucius cum for me…" Narcissa encouraged huskily.
She moved one of her hands between her legs and stroked her clit as she felt her orgasm rip through her body. Her hips bucking of their own accord back into Lucius, continuing to meet him thrust for thrust.
"Yes…Lucius! Lucius…I'm cumming…Yes…cum for me…" Narcissa moaned loudly as a second orgasm ripped though her body.
She shivered and he gripped her hips tightly, thrusting into her hard, forcing her to brace herself with both arms as his orgasm spilled inside of her, flooding her with warm, sticky fluid.
"Yes…Cissa…" He groaned as his thrusts slowed.
After a few minutes he pulled out of her, falling on the bed beside her. He smiled at her glowing face, kissing her sweaty forehead.
"I love you Cissa." He said.
"I love you too Lu." She replied smiling weakly.
"You should sleep, get a nap in before lunch." He suggested.
"Do you work today?" She asked.
"I do, I have to go through all the bank records and re file them, without magic." He said scowling a little.
"Sounds like detention." She said.
"Yes well, it could be worse. I could be in Azkaban." He said sitting up.
"Yes, true. Well you had better get going." She said.
"Shower with me?' He asked.
"Of course." Narcissa said.
He offered her is hand, and they both went into the bathroom and took a shower.
Bellatrix lay in her bed, seething with anger. Of course Narcissa would have sex with Lucius, he was her husband after all, but it felt like a slap in the face. Perhaps Narcissa hadn't really given it a second thought, after all Bellatrix didn't wholly expect her sister to stop her life just because she was there. Narcissa had already done so much for her, and she hadn't really said thank you. Though she felt like she didn't have to say thank you that Narcissa knew how thankful she was. But slapping her baby sister was a set back. She was angry and hurt that Narcissa had gone behind her back and done that, and now she was confused about Hermione.
Bellatrix Lestrange didn't do confusion very well.
She sighed, rolling over to face her large window. It was starting to snow. She always loved the snow. That was one of the things that she missed the most while she was in Azkaban, apart from Narcissa.
"I need to go back to my own home. But I can't abandon Narcissa." Bellatrix whispered to herself.
She hugged her pillow tighter, trying to suppress the tears that were stinging her eyes. The emptiness in her chest was becoming too overwhelming to handle. Her life had gotten so out of control and she was struggling to recover what she had left. She wasn't used to being free and making her own decisions. She sighed again and rolled over, trying to fall asleep.
A few hours later she awoke to find a warm pot of tea sitting on her bedside table with Narcissa sitting in one of the chairs across from her bed, smiling at her. Bellatrix sat up and rubbed her eyes, glancing at the clock.
"Have I missed dinner?" Bellatrix asked her voice thick with sleep.
"Yes, but I can have Midas bring you up something if you are hungry." Narcissa replied closing her book.
"No Cissy its fine, don't make a fuss." Bellatrix said dismissively.
Narcissa's eyebrows furrowed in concern. Bellatrix was agitated, and that was never a good sign.
"Are you alright Bella?" Narcissa asked.
"Fine Cissy." Bellatrix snapped.
"No you're not. I have done something to upset you haven't I?" Narcissa asked.
"Come along have you?" Bellatrix said curtly turning to glare at her sister.
"Well get on with it Bella." Narcissa said coolly.
She wasn't going to let Bellatrix bully her anymore.
"You…last night…was I not good enough?" Bellatrix asked softly.
Narcissa was taken aback by the question, but more importantly, the softness and vulnerability in her older sister's voice.
"Bella…you have always satisfied me." Narcissa replied.
Bellatrix snorted in disbelief.
"Is that what this is about?" Narcissa asked getting up and moving to sit beside her sister.
But Bellatrix got up off the bed, and paced the room, not wanting to be close to her sister. She was manic, her long nails clutching at her dark, wild curls, her breathing shallow and rapid.
"No Cissy! This is about you getting on your hands and knees like some sodding prostitute! Letting that pathetic excuse for a man fuck you like you are less than a goddess!" Bellatrix said angrily advancing on her sister.
Narcissa moved away from Bellatrix, her eyes darkening.
"Don't you insult my husband Bellatrix!" Narcissa hissed angrily.
Bellatrix stopped pacing and glared at her baby sister.
"We took you in. Well really I took you in, and he doesn't say a word to you or even look at you. You should be grateful for this!" Narcissa said.
"I never asked for this Cissy! I never wanted any of this!" Bellatrix shrieked.
"So in other words, you don't want to be around me anymore? You want to leave and go back to your own Manor and prowl your own dark and empty hallways?! Miss my company in your bed?! Hire whores to lick your cunt while you lay there and wish that it was me who was making you cum like the sodding whore that you are?! Who are you to tell me how to live my life, who are you to tell me that I can't fuck my husband any way that I want?!" Narcissa said getting to her feet and advancing on her sister.
Bellatrix actually backed away this time, afraid of what Narcissa was going to do.
"And last night you weren't even in it! You were eating me like I was everything to you, but you didn't let me touch you! You didn't let me make you feel good; you have never dismissed me like that! And you expect me to believe that you got off while eating me out?! Even I know that it isn't all that easy." Narcissa continued.
Bellatrix said nothing, she just stayed rooted to the spot, crossing her arms in anger, her mind was blank. She didn't know what to say. But it was the truth. She wasn't in it last night. She wasn't all there because she was confused. Confused about how she felt about her life now, and especially how she was feeling for the Mudblood.
"Do you want to end up back in Azkaban?" Narcissa asked completely throwing her sister off guard.
"What?" Bellatrix asked.
"This isn't about me fucking Lucius; this is about me making the call to Granger." Narcissa said her voice calm once more.
Bellatrix said nothing, so Narcissa went on.
"You are used to being in control. You are so used to taking charge that one little bit of your life that isn't controlled by you, makes you insane. You even controlled my life for fuck's sake! "Narcissa said heatedly.
"I did it to protect you Cissy." Bellatrix said softly.
"That's not the point Bella. The point is that you are scared. Scared of what that girl does to you. I could see it when you were torturing her. There was something there that I had never seen before, not since we were children." Narcissa said.
"Oh yeah, and what was that?" Bellatrix asked.
"Life." Narcissa said simply.
Bellatrix uncrossed her arms and looked at her baby sister defeated.
"You ...ever since Azkaban, you have changed Bella…you were insane…changed, feral like some wild animal. I was afraid of you Bella, afraid that if I did or said something wrong, that I would end up like Sirius." Narcissa said.
"Cissy, I would never…I could never take your life." Bellatrix said.
"I wasn't so sure back then Bella." Narcissa said honestly.
A wave of nausea settled itself in Bellatrix's stomach. Her own sister, her own flesh and blood was terrified of being murdered by her. The thought was unbearable to Bellatrix; she could never have done that. But Narcissa had a point, there were times when she felt unstoppable, that she would go too far one day and really do some serious damage. It did not feel good to kill Sirius. She only aimed to please, and though the act made her sick, the thought of her master's approval drove everything else out of her mind.
"Bella?" Narcissa said tentatively snapping Bellatrix out of her musings.
"Cissy…I'm sorry…" Bellatrix said her voice laced with tears.
"There is no need to apologize Bella. I understand. Well not entirely, but enough to know that it wasn't your fault." Narcissa said.
"I knew I was different, but Cissy…I wanted him to want me…want me like he used to…I was his most loyal…most faithful…but after the fiasco at the Ministry, he lost faith in my abilities…he didn't want me anymore. That hurt me…for the first time I knew what betrayal felt like." Bellatrix admitted.
"You need to tell Ms. Granger all of this…if you intend to form some sort of relationship with her. It's obvious Bella that she had opened you up somehow. Otherwise you would not be telling me this." Narcissa said.
Bellatrix shrugged.
"I have kept many things from you Cissy." Bellatrix said finally.
"I know. Now you have something to look forward to in your sessions with Ms. Granger." Narcissa said walking towards the door.
"Where are you going Cissy?" Bellatrix asked.
"You need some time alone. I know that may not be the best solution for you, but right now I can tell that you need it. I will see you in the morning Bella." Narcissa said.
Bellatrix sighed and Narcissa closed the door behind her leaving Bellatrix to her thoughts. After a few minutes of kicking herself for letting her emotions come out like that, she climbed back into bed and fell asleep.