TWO WEEKS LATER
I'm closing my textbook sighing. I have been distracted all week. I mean did I do something wrong? Todoroki has been avoiding me. I mean I thought after what happened we would be closer or something. He didn't text, he didn't call. He didn't even show up to the apartment when it was raining one day late in the week. He always comes over when it rains if we aren't at school. I pack up my backpack when I feel a hand on my shoulder. I glance up seeing Kirishima.
"You okay?" he asked.
"Yeah," I reply putting my backpack on. "Everything is fine, why?"
"You got that look," says Kirishima adjusting his own bag. We walk towards the dorms. "Did you not have a good week?" I sigh because hiding things from Kirishima can be hard to do. In so many ways he reminds me of myself. He is good at reading people. He knew before I did my relationship with Uraraka was coming to end. I was in complete denial really wanting to love her. She's such a great person… I weigh my options deciding to open up to him.
"Can I talk to you about something," I reply as we continue to walk. "I need you to keep this between us okay, no Kacchan." Kirishima nods yes.
"Lay it on me man," he replies.
"So I basically hooked up with a friend and now they aren't talking to me," I explain sadly. I tried to keep my voice even, but this hurts emotionally. I care about Todoroki. It feels like he has turned his back on me. "I don't know why they aren't talking to me. Like are they pushing me away? Did I hurt them? I don't get it…"
"You hooked up with Todoroki?" he whispers in shock.
"H-how do you know it was him?" I ask in surprise. I look around quickly to see if anyone heard. My surrounding peers seem to be rushing off to whatever place they have in mind.
"He is the only one who isn't talking to you," Kirishima points out. "I didn't think anything of it though. You know how moody he can be."
"I do but he never just stops talking to me," I reply. "He would come to me sometimes. Lately he had even begun to open up even more."
"Why don't you ask him?" suggest Kirishima before looking at me. "It sounds like Todoroki does trust you." Kirishima pauses for a moment before continuing. "Okay maybe that won't work if he continues to run from you. Man that sucks…..I don't know what to tell you."
"Great….." I mumble. That was the main reason I opened up to him. I needed some sound advice. I try to think of what to do as we continue to walk. I finally get the idea to cut Todoroki off at his dorm room, yeah. He is going to go straight to his room to change into his workout clothes. This conversation needs to happen!
"You just got an idea didn't you," says Kirishima.
"Yup!" I exclaim holding on to my backpack straps. "Thanks Kiri, I will update you later!" I take off running towards Todoroki's room. I get to his room I'm out of breath but totally worth it. I lean over trying to catch my breath. I sit up seeing Todoroki come down the hall. I'm sure I didn't imagine him freezing up. He gets closer finally speaking.
"What are you doing here?" he asks.
"You have been avoiding me," I reply deciding to be up front. "I wanted to know why?"
"You know why," he responds.
"No, I don't," I reply. He is almost cold towards me. What is this? "Why are you acting like this!" I see Tokoyami looking at us out of the corner of his eye before heading into his room. Todoroki begins to blush as he unlocks his room allowing me inside.
"That was certainly embarrassing," he replies sitting his bag down. He turns to face me as I stand by his door. He didn't really invite me inside like he would usually do. He folds his arms. "No offense to you Midoriya but sleeping with you was a mistake."
"W-what?" I stammer. I stumble forward looking at him. He shifts his eyes away from me. I'm trying not to get mad but I am. Sure, it was my first time doing that with a guy but it was certainly a connection we had. I walk closer to Todoroki causing him to back away from me. "I can't speak on what happened with you and Yoarashi but this is different. I really care about you….." Todoroki glances at me for just a moment before looking away. I'm not use to seeing him like this….this is unusual. I grab Todoroki chin forcing him to look at me. He looks…..frightened. I've never seen fear in his eyes ever. Todoroki pulls away from me.
"Y-you can leave now….." he says shakenly. For the first time in my life I feel utterly calm as I walk over to where he is standing. I lean into Todoroki and he turns away from me yet again. I lean in kiss his neck tenderly. Todoroki gasps.
"I respect you Todoroki…." I mutter into his neck. "I know for a fact now that I love you….this isn't an experiment for me." I continue to kiss his neck tenderly.
"Haaa…..Izuku….." he whimpers. I pull away from his neck knowing it is hard for him to focus on what he has to say. I shift to stand in front of him. My eyes trace over his face as he trembles a little. I can see that he is scared.
"Shouto," I say softly. I grab his hand. "You can tell me anything. I would never turn you away. I will always be there for you if you let me." I can see Todoroki eyes water as he glances down at his feet. "Talk to me…." He looks at me pulling back his emotions, but I can still see his fear.
"How do you even know you love me?" he asks. That is a good question. I smile at him. He hasn't wavered giving me his stern face.
"I think about you before anyone else," I reply. "I am going to be an amazing hero no doubt because others happiness is important to me." I go quiet for a minute. "From the moment you told me your story, your life our 1st year I never looked at you the same. Not in a bad way but I felt more of a connection to you despite us being so different. Sure, we didn't hang out much until after you stayed over for the first time, but I could feel it then. I just didn't know what it was. Having sex with you…." I begin to flush. I clear my throat becoming nervous. "Having sex with you helped me to realize how much I love you. Your happiness means more to me than anything in this world. I want you to be happy, happy with me."
"Mmm….." whimpers Todoroki cover his mouth. I chuckle lightly seeing how emotional he has become. He appears to be trying not to cry.
"I love preparing your tea," I explained. "Us exploring things together. Like movies, or being bold enough to go mountain climbing. I like how I can feel your emotions. You allow me to see you." Todoroki wipes his eyes quickly.
"I didn't allow you to see me," he says quietly. "No matter what you are always the only person to know what I am feeling. You never pushed me." I nod my head in agreement.
"I know when you need space," I explain.
"You do love me," he says. I nod my head yes. "I was afraid you didn't."
"Why would you say that?" I ask in confusion.
"Yoarashi," he replies shaking his head. "We were friends and it was nice. When we had sex it was still pleasant. Next thing I knew he was wanting to spend time together, making all these plans. It was the fact he wanted me to be something I'm not."
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"He wanted me to go to college." he explains. "Work as a full time hero part time student. He even spoke of us going into hero business together. It's a fact I want to get away from my father. Yoarashi wanted me to not move in with Bakugou and Kirishima. It's like he saw me in a light I'm not."
"I'm so sorry…." I mutter.
"I'm not," replies Todoroki sternly. "It allowed me to see how much you do love me. What real love is." Todoroki comment takes my breath away. He leans in kissing me deeply. I wrap my arms around his waist pulling him against my body. "Haaa…..Izuku….."
"Mmmppphhh…." I moan into his mouth as my hand shakes a little. Todoroki continues to kiss me taking my left hand placing it lightly over his erection.
"I want you…" he mutters against my lips.
"Okay…" I reply feeling drugged a little. I take off my backpack before removing my clothes quickly as Todoroki does the same. He is blushing heavily as he sits down on his bed. He reaches into his nightstand grabbing the lube. "Have you had sex here before?"
"God no," he replies. "However I do other things alone…." My cheeks warm up knowing what he meant. He clears his throat as I lay down on his bed. Todoroki looks more than happy that I did. He climbs on top straddling me. He stares down at me as his hand rubs my chest. "I have been in love with you for a year."
"A year!?" I exclaimed. I feel a little sadness creep in. "How come you never told me."
"You just got out of your relationship with Uraraka," he explains. "I also thought you were straight." I sit up as Todoroki shifts his eyes.
"It's okay…" I reply. "I thought you were straight too." He begins to smirk before altering his eyes kissing me. "Mmm…" Todoroki cradles my face between his hands as he slowly rocks his hips. "Ahhh….." I am very erect right now. Todoroki pulls away breathing hard. He applies lube to my dick before focusing on himself. "You like this dick raw huh?"
"Izuku…" he groans blushing. I can't help bit smirk as I lean forward kissing his neck. "Haa…hahh….." Just something I noticed. We didn't use protection one time that night our bodies first connected. I continue to hold Todoroki waist as he shifts slowly sliding down.
"Haaa….nnggghh…." I moan into his skin. My body shakes lightly because all I can think is, I can feel like this for the rest of my life with Todoroki. He does small rolls taking more and more each time. "Shouto…..gggaahh….."
"Mmpphh…" he mumbles turning his face into my green curls. "I'll try to go slow…..but god damn I missed you…." My hand tightens on his waist as I mutter incoherent words trying not to blow my load so soon. I want to enjoy every single second of this.
"Ohh…" I whine in pleasure. Todoroki deepens our kiss as he continues to rock his hips slowly. I have so many things running through my mind. What if I had acted back in my 1st year. Would there still be a we? "Gaahhh….ahhh…." I slide my hand down to Todoroki ass helping him move.
"Fuck….aahhh…" he cries turning out of the kiss. "Izuku….nneehh…." My eyes glaze over his face. I whimper feeling him tighten around my length. I pant before swallowing hard.
"You're going to cum….." I pant lowly recognizing that spasming. It is not something I could ever forget. Todoroki face turns red as he shakes his head still not looking at me. "Please. Please cum….." I grab Todoroki by his chin forcing him to meet my eyes.
"Ahhh…" he cries. Todoroki gasp before his body begins to tremble. "Izuku…..Izuku…aaaggghhh….."
"Oh my god…." I moan as I feel him orgasming. Not only on my abs but around my dick. "Ahhh…" I can even keep my voice in. "Shouto…haa….haahhh…" Todoroki leans down close to my lips.
"I love you …" he mutters against my lips. "Haa…..hahhh…." Todoroki begins to speed up his hips. Oh god this is so intimate, so perfect.
"Ahhh…..shit….." I cry out.
"Fuck yessss….." he moans adding in a bounce. I close my eyes trying to come back. I don't want to climax yet despite Todoroki reaching his peak already. I pant feeling dizzy as my hands tighten on Todoroki. "Ahhh…ahhh…." I groan in surprise as I feel Todoroki erection coming to life rubbing against me.
"Ahhh…." I whimper. "I'm going to cum…ahhh…."
"Yes….yesss…"gasps Todoroki. "That's it Izuku…..aahhh…..fill me up…." He slows his hips down teasing me greatly.
"Gaaahh…" I choke. I grab his hips beginning to pull him down on my dick. "Oh god…oh god…..haahhh….hahh…." Todoroki lays his head on my shoulder before kissing my neck. "Ohh…."
"Haaa…just like that…" sighs Todoroki before groaning deeply. "Oh shit…..aaagghhhh…." Feeling Todoroki cum once more as he trembles with his ass jolting around my muscle. Him kissing my neck, feeling the heat of his breath on my neck. My hand tightens on him as I let my orgasm take me.
"Shouto…aaagghh…." I howl loudly. "Haaa…..ahhh….ah…." I continue to bring up down on my dick until I become soft. I'm so tired so spent I fall back on the bed. "Oh my god…" Todoroki is gazing down at me smiling lazily.
"That felt so good," he replies softly.
"Right…." I reply. My heart rate is returning to normal. "You missed me?" Todoroki nods his head yes.
"I know I shouldn't have pushed you away," he replies. "I was just afraid you would treat me like a trophy like Yoarashi."
"I would never do that," I reply grabbing his hand.
"I know that now," he replies. Todoroki face becomes focused. He lifts off me causing me to groan. I will never get use to that feeling. Todoroki walks away from me putting on some sweat pants. He walks over laying down beside me. "Sorry, didn't want to ruin my sheets completely."
"Oh, should I get dressed?" I ask concerned.
"No," replies Todoroki before chuckling. I smile at him. "You know when we go on our beach trip now it is going to be even more special." My heart on the inside begins to beam.
"Yeah it is," I agree. "Since you are my boyfriend." Todoroki cheeks turn pink. He's so damn cute. I chuckle a little unable to help myself. Todoroki laughs a little running his hand through his hair.
"I spoke with Bakugou about you," he replies. He talked to Bakugou about me? Whhy?
"You did?" I inquire. "About what?" Todoroki blushes making me even more curious.
"About you being our roommate," he mutters.
"Seriously?" I exclaim sitting up. He starts laughing before quieting down.
"Yeah," he replied. "I wanted you close by. I didn't know you would end up being my boyfriend." I'm so happy I lean in kissing Todoroki hard. "Haaa…..I'll take it you want to move in."
"Yes….." I mutter. "Fuck yes!" Todoroki chuckles before I begin kissing him more. It's strange because I find love in the one place, I wouldn't have thought. I'm now in a relationship with my best friend who I love, and we will be living together. This is going to be great.