A/N: I know, I know. I'm a horrible person for saying this was going to be a QUICK break and I still haven't updated but I am a little bit STUCK on the next chapter. I have the future planned out perfectly but I'm still stuck on how to get there. And school is keeping me busy and i can only usually write on the weekends and if I get the chance to do that, I'm lucky. But as a treat, here's a little sneak peek at what's to come for Jared and Kim.

"You can't leave…You promised that you were staying. You said you wouldn't leave."

I shook my head, staring at the ground and trying my best not to cry. I wouldn't cry anymore, not for him. "I can't even look at you anymore."

watched them dancing and he leaned down to whisper something in her ear. Her whole face lit up and she stood on her toes to kiss his lips and the emptiness in my heart panged a little more.

The gnawing feeling in my gut started again, and the realization of what I had given up was staring me in the face.

Jared took my hand and twirled me around. "You look absolutely beautiful tonight. I mean, you looked beautiful every day as far I can remember but tonight you're just wow." I held my hand stiffly on his shoulder as we moved back and forth, but didn't respond. I was having a hard enough time being back here as it was. "You seem really tense." He mentioned.

I bit my lip and looked at our feet, keeping in step with each other almost naturally. I hated it, the way that my body moved with his. "I don't like being here." I said honestly.

"Kim…" He whispered. "I know that I hurt you, but it's been a really long time and I miss you so much. When Paul told me that you were coming back, I tried not to be optimistic but now, having you here in my arms, I can't swallow my hope anymore."

I knew where he was going and I quickly shook my head. "Don't."

"Please. Please let me fix this."

The tears and the anger that I had been holding in flooded out. "Don't! Okay?" I cried, stepping out of his hold. "I don't want to hear it. I didn't come back for you!" I stepped out of my giant heels and turned my back towards him, starting to run out of the church.

"I can't live without you, Kim!" He called to my retreating form.

I stopped short of the doors, fully aware that everyone was staring at me. I caught eyes with Paul for a quick moment and his eyes were also pleading, begging with me. But I just couldn't. "You broke my heart." I whispered.

Knowing that he heard me, I turned and let the doors shut behind me.