"Toshi?" You said softly as you leaned into the comfortable spot between his chest and his arm as you watched him play Avengers for PS4.

"Yeah?" He replied with as much interest as he could muster with his tongue peeking out of the corner of his mouth as he fought against one of the numerous villains you didn't care about.

"Do you think we aren't intimate enough? Like, I'm not as affectionate or I dunno...sexy as I should be? I mean we have been together a year now, and I worry I'm not giving you everything you want." You say bashfully as your fingers reach out to run circles over his right knee.

You can feel his heartbeat begin to increase as he takes a shuddered breath in, trying not to react to the question. Intimacy was hard for Toshi. It wasn't that he didn't like it or had something against PDA; he didn't seem to want to take his affection to the next level. Even once you had gotten to the sixth-month milestone, you had had to blindfold him so that he wouldn't know you wanted to give him a blowjob. The whole thing had been quite the ordeal. You had had to convince him you wanted to go for a swim in the indoor pool down the street so that you could get him in the most accessible clothes to take off. Once he had done that, you told him you wanted to give him one of his gifts, but he needed to be blindfolded to do it. Once the blindfold was on, and you had counted down from 5, you had yanked his swim trunks down and grabbed his cock with just enough deftness that he wasn't able to stop you from sucking it in to the hilt, an easy feat since he was limp.

The whole thing had happened so fast, he hadn't had a chance to complain, and by the time he started to he was well on his way to an orgasm. Blushing and moaning the whole time he had caved quickly through the wall still showed signs of uneven paint where you had had to fix where his hands had leaned against it, and his quirk got away from him during the climax.

It had hurt your feelings at first when he wouldn't let you do it again. It made you think you sucked, which caused a slew of self-doubt and arguments until he finally admitted he was scared of hurting you with his quirk since his own experience had proven he didn't exactly have control while receiving pleasure.

That had assuaged your fears for the next six months, but now even you were itching to go a little further.

When you leaned back and looked at him, you could see his face scrunched in anxiety and worry that wasn't related to the game. "We can't keep avoiding the concept of intimacy Toshi. I need to know if I'm not doing something right or if it's because I'm a virgin."

That last word caught him off guard enough that his head swiveled to look at you, causing his character to get smashed right in the face by the bad guy he was facing. By the redness of his cheeks and ears, you could tell he was embarrassed but also disturbed by your line of reasoning.

"What makes you think it's because you are a virgin?" His voice was clearly showing how stunned he was by my statement.

"Well, the only time we did anything remotely sexual, I had to trick you into doing it and then, even though you seemed to enjoy it you never wanted me to do it again let alone let me anywhere near you sexually," I said with a pout.

His mouth pressed together in a firm line as his brow scrunched. "That has nothing to do with the fact that you are a virgin. It has everything to do with the fact that...I don't want to hurt you if I lose control of my quirk."

That's when I grin teasingly and run a hand along the underside of his chin. "Maybe I like it a little rough you don't know."

He swallowed hard in response, and I could swear I saw the crotch of his pants tighten slightly as if the mere thought of being a little rough turned him on.

"Toshi, I want to lose my virginity to you. Please?" I asked in as needy of a voice as I could muster while looking him dead in the eye as I leaned back on the couch, so my head rested on the armrest.

We said nothing for the next few seconds as Toshi seemed to battle with himself about what to do next. I had never expected my request to disorient him this much, but my attempt to take things up a notch had potentially crossed a line.

Turning my head to the side, I began to roll off the couch. "Sorry Toshi, guess I got a little carried away." I placed my hands on the edge of the sofa and pushed myself up to rise when his firm grip caught the wrist closes to him.

Looking back in surprise, my gasp sticks in my throat as I'm suddenly yanked back down against Yoshi's chest.

"Where do you think you are going?" He says with that steely look in his eye that freezes bad guys in place as his voice commands, not asks, my compliance.

Biting my lip briefly, I answered in a timid voice, "You didn't seem to want to do anything, so I just figured I'd asked a little too much."

That's when actions spoke louder than words. On the rare moments, Toshi was overtaken by intense emotions; he lost the ability to speak. Instead, he showed everything he needed to say with actions. 99% of the time this meant I would end up with a bouquet whose petals got scattered on the floor leaving a trail of color towards the bedroom where he would curl up with me and kiss me from head to toe before we both fell asleep.

One super rare occasion he cooked for me before taking me for a walk on the beach where we danced to a playlist he had created just for us. Never, however, had anything more than kissing played a part in his emotional expression. Today was different.

"Nothing you could ever ask me would be too much." He said after bringing his face next to my ear and whispering the last full and relatively grammatically complete sentence I would hear until I was almost too lucid to care.

As the last word left his mouth, his lips brushed across my cheek to my jawline where he traced its delicate curve with soft kisses. With each intentional inch he traveled, his blond hair kissed my skin as I felt myself being guided back down, so I lay on my back.

When my back was flush with the couch, his lips had inched their way to my chin. Nipping at it, which elicited a moan from me, he began trailing kisses down the underside before veering to the right. Every place his lips touched my neck became inflamed as heat from my sudden wanton desire flooding to it.

"Toshi," I whined as my left-hand came to rest on his right shoulder as my right found its way to his golden locks. Tangling in them, I tried pulling his head into my neck, embarrassed by my glaringly virgin neediness, but his lips just smiled before sucking in the delicate skin above my collar bone so he could mark my flesh with what would be a deep purple bruise.

Drawing air through my teeth, the fingers of my left hand dug into his shoulder as my eyes squinted.

"Pains ok right?" His voice was as much a challenge as a confirmation.

"More," I said breathily.

He took a deep breath in through his nose before his hands went to the base of my shirt and ripped the fabric open, the veins of his hands protruding slightly like a dosed anime junkie in some sci-fi story as he exerted a fraction of his quirk.

My face went red at the sudden exposure, but he left little room for shame as he lifted me enough to remove the torn fabric before tossing it aside. Supporting the small of my back with one hand, he brought his lips to my collar bone. Kissing down its length he locked his teeth around my bra strap before pulling it down with his teeth. With my shoulder exposed, he released the strap and proceeded to kiss over the opposite collar bone before removing that strap in the same fashion.

With the straps dangling precariously and the fleshiest parts of my breasts bare almost to the areola, Toshi leaned in and kissed me deeply as he let the force of his body push me back into the couch; his body leaning into the kiss.

I didn't resist him nor did I want to. When I was flat on my back, he brought his lips to my breasts where he kissed at the bra line before slipping his tongue underneath to just barely graze the nipple. As his warm tongue ghosted the edge of my rapidly erecting bud, my back arched into him as I did a half moan half gasp.

Bringing his left hand level with my right, he interlaced our fingers before gently pulling the remaining fabric of my bra down so my breast became fully exposed. Wasting no time once the fabric formed a useless sling under my breasts, he cupped the left in a C grip before encasing the sensitive bud with the wet warmth of his lips and tongue.

Calling out his name in shock, I gripped his hand, pressing the fingers of my right hand into his palm as my other hand slid from his hair down his still clothed back in a shallow rake.

His gentle touch only lasted a few rotations of his tongue on my nipple before he sucked it in and bit down gently before harshly swiping the tip of his tongue across it.

Virgin sensibilities ripped from my body as each touch tainted my soul with a need to have him do more. I became needy, desperate, wanton. Even though it hurt for a second, he followed through with such gentle caresses that the pleasure and the pain blended together and enhanced one another.

When my right nipple became sore from his repeated ministrations, he traced his tongue around it with concentric circles outward. When his lips reached the sensitive bottom flesh of my breast, he sucked hard leaving another purple mark.

"Toshiiii!" I whined.

"Those are just for me. No one else will see them and it lets me know you are mine now completely." He said softly before kissing the spot gently and shifting his focus to the deprived right nipple whose surrounding skin was twitching randomly in anticipation.

I didn't realize how badly I had wanted him to put his mouth on it until he did and my back arched into his lips begging for him to capture more. I also hadn't realized how wet he had made me until he pressed me back into the couch and I felt a cold wet spot on my ass.

"Ah! Toshi. Let me move. It's wet." I said breathily as I tried to scoot around the wetness.

"Is that so." He said with slight cockiness before removing his right hand from my breast and sliding down my torso to the still clothed triangle between my legs.

"Toshi don't it's..." then I let out a loud moan as his hand slid under the waist of my pants before his index and middle finger brushed against the slick folds of my sex.

"God you're wet, you weren't kidding."

"You don't have to...!" But my reproach was lost as he slid down my body, yanking all the clothes I had on from the waist down off my body on one swoop. With my body completely naked, he rose and drank me in.

"You are more beautiful than I imagined. It just makes me want to devour all of you." His eyes held that same steely gaze for several long moments before he turned and grabbed his PS4 controller.

Confused with irritation quickly rising I gave him a dirty look as he turned to the T.V. and quickly shifted through what looked like setup screens.

"What the hell Toshi! I'm..."

That's when he turned back quickly and kneeled down next to me before saying, "You are gonna let me watch you."

I looked at him stunned, mouth partially open a second before I asked, "Watch me what?"

"Watch you enjoy yourself." Then he leaned in and captured my nipple as he held one handle of the controller and brought the other against my clit before hitting a button, which set off the vibrate function on the controller. His eyes never left mine as he sucked my nipple and watched as my body convulsed and I moaned his name until he had to push the button again to refresh the vibrate cycle.

After several minutes of torture, I looked at him and begged, "Toshi please, I want you."

That was all the encouragement he needed. Removing the controller, he tossed it to the side, released my nipple with a pop, and shifted so his head was between my legs. Without giving me a chance to protest, his tongue was at my clit and my hands were in his hair.

"Toshi yes! More!" I begged before closing my eyes and trying to ride his face.

My want caused him to moan into my lips, sending delicious vibrations over my sensitive sex. Wanting him to encase it all in his sensual heat, I spread my legs as far apart as the could go as I pressed the back of his skull with my hands to let him know to take it all.

What it earned me was the insertion of his index and middle finger into my dripping sex as he sucked on my clit causing me to scream cry his name; my hands flying back and over my head so they could grip the arm of the couch.

"Fuck yes!"

He knew I wouldn't last long but he didn't need me to. Pumping with one hand, he removed his tongue and sat up enough to undo and shimmy down his pants. With his bottoms removed, he slid his fingers out slowly causing me to whine uncontrollably before he pulled his shirt off.

Looking up with half slit eyes, I hardly had enough cognizance to take in the divinity that was his body as a whole. I had seen him nAked from the top up and knee down plenty of times, but I had never gotten a view of anything other than his ass without bottoms.

Before I could even worry about how he would fit, he had spread my legs, pulled them up so they wrapped around his hips and slid slowly inside me.

I had always heard it hurt and there was bleeding. For some reason none of that happened to me. I knew hymen's could break without sex but my life wasn't exciting. The only thing I felt was the pleasant sore stretch of my muscles as they accommodated his girth and length.

One inserted down to the hilt he stayed there motionless as one hand caressed my lower abdomen. "Are you sure you are ok with this?

His tone was soft, guarded and his eyes were filled with worry and love when I lifted my head do my eyes could find his.

"It's a little late now don't you think?" I teased with a slight smile.

He just laughed a quick sharp laugh before taking my hips in his large gentle hands and pulling in and out.

"Tell me if I'm hurting you."

I nod weakly in between moans of pleasure as my body melds into and around him.

"Toshi?" I ask hesitantly as his thrust begin to increase in speed.

"Yeah?" He replies with controlled breaths.

"Is this ok? Is it what you wanted?" Even though I hadn't wanted to, my eyes begin to tear from worry.

That's when he stops and leans down to kiss me. "I could never not want this or you."

"Toshi." I sniffle before he picks me up, making sure we don't separate, and walks us to the bedroom where he sits down before falling on his back with me still on top and he inside. Before I can shift, he has rolled to the side putting me back on my back as he brings his lips to my ear, "Let me make love to you and show you how much I want and need you."

I pull him into me then for a deeply passionate kiss, boldly inserting my tongue between his lips to capture more of him. This time he moans as my unexpected dominance turns him on.

We spar a few more moments before he ducks my tongue and bites my lip before pulling back to resume his insistent penetration.

I never knew how much he liked to watch but as he sat up watching me, taking close stock of my reactions, I took a chance and brought my fingers to his lips before inserting my middle finger between them.

"Wet it for me." I said as my face turned beat red.

He did as he was asked, his eyes staying locked on mine even when I brought my hand to my sex to play with myself as he increased the speed of his thrusts slightly. I'm not sure if it was the combined feeling of masturbating and sex that brought me to climax quickly or the look in his eyes as I watched my pleasure enrapture him.

"Toshi I..."

That was all it took. He pulled me against him and thrust in deep as my walks clamped around him washing him in my fluids as he drew my breath from my lungs in a demanding kiss. As my high peaked, he too reached his climax. Pressing his face into the crook of my neck I felt his body shudder as he whispered my name.

Caught up in the intensity, I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him down next to me on the bed.

"I love you Toshi."

"I love you too."

And would keep loving him every way I could, even when he couldn't love himself.

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