~doctordonna39~

Can't wait for what? XD

~Snowcrystal of Thunderclan~

I'm still working on that one actually XD

And yes, yes lil' Leon has a crush XD

~Ivystorm~

I have no idea why that cliche even exists XD Granted I wrote that part years ago XD Anyway with the reviews thing, the Hexagon thing is going to happen, but it's being written by me and Azra and I'm doing my best to keep it all a soft T :D It's actually just a bonus, a half AU too :P

I wake up at various times depending on the day and my sucky health Xd

And ruuuude! Cinderblaze is and will forever be the best couple in WHSS ever! Xd

Life hates me. My health hates me. And exhaustion seems to love my sorry ass. Excuse the late uploads, for my health seems to be on a permanent decline...

Leave me alone...

I stumbled and weakly braced myself against a wall in the small alley through the fuzziness of my brain. I was alone…

All alone…

My friends…

My family...

Gone.

My body ached, ached and burned like it was on fire and it was greedily consuming my needed energy. I gave a soft shiver, unable to help myself at the feeling of wind against the blood on my shirt from my injuries, and a low pained groan escaped my lips without my say in it. The sound of excruciatingly painful, and so was the glass shard from the window impaled in my abdomen mixed with that hallucinogen no doubt pumping through my system, but nothing was worse than the pain in my heart. Nobody wanted to help me…

I was alone in this world.

I wanted it to end.

And I had tried

Over

And

Over

Again.

Only to receive no results.

I wanted to be free, free from the people chasing me, my horrendous career that haunted my dreams every night, and home to those I lost over the years.

Sarah

Bracken

Lily

Miles

Sage

Hannah

Suga

Blake

And Jacob.

My friends and family, all gone in what seemed to be the blink of an eye.

Someone wanted me dead, and wanted me dead so badly that they killed all of them. Who's left to save me now? I wonder dimly as I slid down the wall to be propped up against it, cradling the glass shard causing blood to stain my body from the waist to be splattered around my thighs. I guess this is Karma. Karma I've always deserved, no matter what. I had gotten involved in things I couldn't escape, and happiness had always been out of my reach, so I believed in that moment that after everything, I deserved to die alone. And I accepted it, finally.

Surrounded by the frigid air of early December, without a jacket, my lips going numb and turning blue, the first snowflakes falling slowly into my vision, I accepted my fate and my eyes slowly closed on their own accord. I accept it… I can't ever make up for what I've done.

"Hey!" The words, spoken by a rough tenor, his voice brimming with concern and rough from the cold air, sent a sharp stab of consciousness through my aching skull. "Are you alright over there?!"

I let my eyes stay closed, couldn't I be left to die in piece? Was having my last few moments ones of peace too much to ask? My mouth moved on it's own accord. "Just leave me alone…"