"No. No. Please." Olivia hears quietly in her dark room. She quickly wakes and sits up. She reaches over to the other side of the bed and feels nothing but the cold bed.
"Amanda?" She calls out and gets no response. She hears crying coming from her closet. Olivia's throws the blankets off of herself and quickly moves to the light switch. After turning the light on, Olivia slowly makes her way to the closet.
"Please don't hurt me. Please." Amanda cries out. Amanda's desperate cries almost make her cry with her. Olivia opens the closet and sees Amanda sitting in the closet with her knees pulled to her chest. Amanda looks up at Olivia for a second but there seems to be no recognition. Amanda just rocks back and forth while crying.
"Honey, what's wrong? Are you okay?" Amanda's cries just get louder as she puts her head down on her knees. "Are you feeling okay? Why are you crying?" Olivia reaches out for Amanda's arm and she pulls away, like she's been burned. Amanda screams and moves further back into the closet.
"Mommy? What's wrong?" Noah asks walking into the doorway with Jesse holding his hand. Olivia didn't really know what to say. What was wrong?
"Just go back to bed, babies. Mama is just tired and doesn't feel well. I'm going to take care of her. Just please go back to bed." Noah nods and leads Jesse back to their room. Olivia hears their bedroom door close and starts trying to work with Amanda again. She reaches for Amanda and pulls her into a hug.
"No! No! Let me go! You're hurting me!" Amanda yells.
"I-I'm Sorry. Baby." Olivia's eyes burn with tears after being rejected. Olivia feels a wetness on her leg that is closest to Amanda. Amanda was shaking and It concerned Olivia, to say the least. "Baby. What is happening? Amanda please try and talk to me." Amanda looks up at her but not directly in her eyes. Olivia picks up her phone and starts taking a video, so she can show Amanda, a doctor, or someone who can help.
"I'm sorry. It was an accident. Please don't. Sorry. Sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Amanda cries while rocking back and forth. She stops recording and puts her phone back down.
"That's okay. It's was an accident. I'm not angry. I can clean it. Amanda I need you to stand up and walk with me." Olivia stands and holds her hand out to Amanda. "Come on." Amanda slowly reaches out and grabs Amanda's hands. Olivia walks to the the bathroom and walks Amanda with her.
"Step into the shower." Amanda doesn't seem to hear her and she gently lifts Amanda into the tub. Amanda is basically hyperventilating. "Honey. Please try and relax. I going to wash these clothes and get you in the shower. Amanda just stands while shaking. Olivia sighs. Olivia pulls Amanda's oversized sleeping t-shirt over her head . She throws it on the floor by the toilet. She then reaches for Amanda's shorts. Amanda flinches and moves against the wall of the shower.
"No! Please don't! I'm sorry." Olivia is mortified when she hears this. Amanda doesn't trust her anymore? What happened? Just two hours ago they had enjoyed some wine and popcorn on the couch. They lay there cuddling until Amanda fell asleep in her arms. She carried Amanda to their room and they both were asleep.
"Baby. You have to get out of the clothes. They are dirty. Trust me baby. Please just trust me." Amanda keeps using soothing words with Amanda while she finishes undressing her. She turns on warm water and washes Amanda's lower half. Olivia sighed, still not sure whether she wanted to bring Amanda to the Hospital or not. After washing Amanda, she started warm bath water and had Amanda sit down.
"I'm going to go put your clothes in the wash. I'll be back soon." Olivia started to stand and Amanda cries out and reaches for her. "Okay. I'll stay." Amanda doesn't stop reaching for Olivia. She nearly pulls Olivia, who is in a kneeling position, into the rub with her. "Honey, I cant get in with my clothes on." Amanda just looks confused. "Let me get undressed and I'll get in with you." Amanda looseness her grip a little. "Look, I'm staying. It's okay. I'm going to her in with you." Amanda finally lets her go and she is able to take her clothes off. Olivia gets in the tub behind Amanda and holds her close. Olivia lays back and, a few minutes later, Amanda is laying on her chest fast asleep. Olivia allows herself to relax and is fast asleep along with Amanda.
What's wrong with Amanda? What are your predictions for this story? Also, if you have any suggestions, please let me know. I also don't have a beta at the moment, so please just comment, if something doesn't make sense and I can explain. But I reread and everything looks pretty good but it's also 6:37 Am.
~BubblesMariska
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