Chapter 20 – Will I Ever Get My Happy Ever After?

[Hello my fellow Shugo Chara Fans! I am happy to be back to my writing – I apologise for the long hiatus. But as we are stuck in Lockdown I it the best time to get back into the writing game hehe - Anyway! I have quite the twist in store for you all ;] whether you will all love me or hate me at the end? Well you will have to read and find out ;) - Please remember that I do NOT own any of the characters – only the initial storyline 3]

Normal POV

'Everything is perfect.' He smiled back at her, the purest and happiest smile she had ever seen. 'Hearing you sing that song made me feel like everything is going to be fine. We are going to be fine.' He kissed her again as she smiled with him feeling relieved. 'I love you Amu Hinamori.' He whispered as he placed his forehead against hers. 'And I love you, Ikuto Tsukiyomi.' She smiled as he let her down and they just stood in blissful silence, hugging. Amu's music still playing in the background.

Amu's POV

I smiled as he wrapped his arms around my slender waist. I was truly in love with this man and nothing was going to ruin what I had fought so hard to get. I gasped as I felt him pick me up and then felt the cool wall against my back. He smashed his lips against mine, hungry for my love. I wrapped my legs around his waist as I could feel his hand slowly making its way up towards my breast once again. I groaned in pleasure as he squeezed gently and began to fondle as I got my fingers tangled in her hair, I could feel him getting hard again causing me to moan out in pleasure. We had gotten really close over the 3 weeks we had been at the resort. I did want to wait but I also wanted to feel him inside of me…the thought of us becoming one had really been playing around in my head for a while now.

He was gripping my ass cheek with one of his hands as he continued to fondle my breast, the feeling made my skin feel hot as I pulled away from our kiss and gripping his hair harder. 'I...Ikuto…' I breathed out his name as my pleasure kept building. I felt him pull his hand away and drop me to my feet gently. I looked up at him with that same maroon blush playing across my cheeks that he had gotten used to seeing this past week.

As I looked at his eyes I could see the hunger in them, we had been playing a dangerous game and I honestly don't think I can keep it in much longer, it had been so dangerous, plus I wanted us to really get connected if we are to tell my parents when we get back home, I had been thinking about talking to him about this for a while. 'I'm going to get dressed, the bath is ready for you.' He turned to go to the wardrobe and I realised he was only in his towel, I bit my lip and grabbed his wrist. He turned back to me with a curious look in his face. 'Amu? Is everything ok?' He sounded concerned, I kept my eyes locked with his, I took a deep breath as I took a step towards him and kissed him deeply.

'I think…I am more ready than I realised…' I whispered against his lips as I pulled away and looked away, I could feel a furious blush across my face. 'Amu what are you saying?' he sounded stern, I was afraid to look up at him, I couldn't believe the words had just left my lips, but I had to be honest with myself…I was ready. I took another deep breath as I looked up at him again. 'I want to be more intimate with you Ikuto…I'm afraid that I will never see you again if it goes badly today…I want us to have an unbreakable bond…These 3 weeks have made this clear to me.' I was watching him carefully as he just kept his eyes on me, not giving off what he was thinking.

Ikuto's POV

I was in shock. I couldn't believe the words I had just heard come from her sweet lips. 'Amu…Are you sure?' I asked with a serious tone. I didn't want us to dive straight into something like straight up sex but I did understand what she meant about wanting to have that unbreakable bond. I was scared as well but I knew that we would figure something out. No matter what I was not going to let anything come between us. We had been here together living as a couple without a care in the world away from prying eyes. She nodded slowly as she had that same blush playing across her cheeks.

I picked her up and carried her over to the bed. She looked up at me with shocked eyes as I kissed her deeply. She gripped onto the sheets as she kissed me back, I was concerned about what she had said but I wouldn't take her virginity, I thought it was be better to give us both a taste of what that kind of relationship could be like. My hand found her breast again, I felt myself growing harder and harder as the thought of us taking a step forward in our relationship filled my head, I was very aware of the fact that I was in only a towel at this point.

I began to fiddle with her nipple and felt her body slowly growing hotter beneath me, her legs naturally spread apart as they had done so many times before, I refused to lay between her legs with my current clothing choice, we would go all the way and I didn't want us going there yet. I took my lips away from hers and looked down at her, still blushing but little moans leaving her lips as I continued to fiddle with her nipple. 'Amu, I don't want us going all the way yet. But we can take our relationship a step further without us doing that just yet.' She bit her bottom lip as I stopped fiddling with her nipple, she looked up at me, her chest rising and falling quicker than usual due to getting all hot and heavy. 'Are you sure you are ready for that?' I asked, she nodded slowly as she continue to bit down on her bottom lip. 'You trust me right?' I asked as I could hear the lust filling my voice. She nodded again, causing me to smirk.

With that I wasn't going to hold back anymore and moved the strap on her shoulder for her nightdress to one side and let her breast hang free, I moved my mouth down to her breast and as I simply breathed on her nipple I felt her body shudder with anticipation as I let my tongue swirl around her nipple slowly, her moans slowly got a little louder. This only made my urges for her worse, my hand slowly crept up around her breast as I continued to play with her nipple with my tongue, as my other hand slid down her body and between her legs, and I heard her take a deep breath as my fingers gently grazed against her inner thigh. I smirked as I looked up at her to see her gripping the sheets once more and biting on her bottom lip to try and contain her pleasure.

I lifted myself up from the bed so I could look her dead in the eyes again as my fingers moved closer and closer to her pulsating entrance. I could feel my bulge continue to grow bigger than before as I finally felt the fabric of her panties and her moan out loudly as I felt just how wet she was, I had to bite my bottom lip to try and control myself.

Amu's POV

I had never felt this kind of heat radiating from my skin, just his touch sent me into new realms of pleasure that I really didn't know was at all possible. I was trying to keep myself under control but just know that his hands were at my panties I was finding it extremely difficult. I heard him groan as he slipped his finger up and down my entrance outside of my panties. I was trying not to look at him but I was wondering what look he had on his face, I looked towards him while panting through my pleasure rollercoaster.

His eyes had that same look in them from the first time he kissed me all those months ago at the club. His possessive eyes piercing my very soul, I saw him smirk as he began to fondle my breast again, I could hear my moans getting more frequent. 'I…Ikuto….' I moaned out as I lay my head back down against the pillow, just as I done this I felt his fingers slip under my panties and enter me, I moaned out louder than I ever had before as he continuously penetrated my pulsating entrance, I gripped on the sheets as hard as I could to try and contain my moans of pleasure and bliss but it was no use, I never knew a feeling this good existed. 'mmmm….Ikuto….oh my god….' I panted as his fingers began to move a little faster and my back arched up towards his hand, still around my breast.

Suddenly his lips were against mine, kissing me hungrily as if he had never tasted me before. He was beginning to groan as I continued moaning through our hot kiss. My eyes were beginning to water as he fingers continued to slip in and out of me, my moans were filling this room, even if they were muffled by his lips, I felt my body begin to shake as the pleasure kept building and building within me, I let go of the sheets and gripped onto his arm that was attached to my breast, I felt him smirk against my lips before lifting his head up to watch me. I was writhing underneath him by this point, I felt as though I was about to blow.

'Please…Oh god…Please Ikuto…You feel amazing…I want you….' I groaned as I felt his fingers go faster than before, I gripped onto his arm even tighter as I could tell he was still watching over me with that sexy smirk and his eyes filled with hunger. I continued breathing heavier and heavier before I felt my insides squeeze around his finger and all the pleasure escaped my lips. I felt his finger slowly leave my warm insides, I looked up at him as he stopped fondling my breast as well and licked his finger. I was breathing heavy and still felt like I wanted more of him.

He began to stand up from the bed but I gripped his arm tighter, my eyes never leaving his. 'that was…incredible.' I could barely whisper through my pants. He smiled down at me then kissed the top of my head. 'I have to go sort myself out.' He said as he looked towards the bathroom. I wanted to repay the favour, he had just given me such a wonderful feeling. 'C-can I help?' I asked sounding shy, his eyes instantly flashed back at me. 'Can you what?' he asked sounding concerned. I looked down at his towel wrapped tightly around his waist and back up at his face. 'I want to help…' I moved my hand over his towel as he sat there looking at me shocked, I found his throbbing member quite quickly and heard him moan out softly as his eyes rolled into the back of his head. 'You don't have to Amu.' He panted, I could tell he was cautious but wanted this. He would never admit to it but I knew he had probably imagined this.

Ikuto's POV

She had her hand over my throbbing member and just the thought of her even considering to do something like this for me made me even harder, her hand moved away slightly when it moved due to me getting harder. I smiled at her and put the hand I had been fondling her breast with to her cheek. 'You honestly don't have to.' She smiled back at me before gripping onto me and sending a crazy shot of pleasure through my body. 'A-amu' I groaned out in pleasure as my eyes rolled back in my head.

She smirked over at me as I felt her hand start to move up and down slowly. I moaned out louder this time laying back against the bed as she sat up. I knew this was getting dangerous, especially with how she had said she wanted me…I was close to plunging myself inside of her and truly making her mine but I knew we had to wait to do that. As my mind wandered I felt her skin suddenly against my member which caused me to moan out louder than before, I looked down to see she had switched hands and put one hand under my towel. She was so cute with the little blush playing across her cheeks as she kept checking me over to make sure she was doing it right.

I bit my lower lip as she started to get a little faster with every movement of her hand, she started off slow and with her hand softly around my member but as I continued to grow harder and harder she gripped me a little harder, it was now my turn to be gripping onto the sheets, she certainly wasn't the best at doing this considering the little experience she has but my god did it feel incredible. 'A-Amu….I want you here and now….' I groaned as she moved her hand fasted and faster. I could feel my pleasure building and my hunger for her getting stronger.

I sat up and pinned her down to the bed, taking her by surprise as she let go of my member, her legs were spread beneath me as I stared down at her wanting to take her small form right there and then, we began to kiss hungrily as she wrapped her arms around my neck and dug her nails into my back. I moved one of my hands to my towel and moved it out of the way as I brought myself down to her sweet wet opening just begging for me to enter her. 'Amu…' I groaned as I moved her panties to one side and began to get ready to enter her….

Normal POV

Kukai and Utau stood outside of Amu and Ikuto's room, with the door locked and the bedroom way in the back they had no idea what was going on. Kukai knocked hard on the door. 'Hey guys we need to start getting ready to leave. Nagihiko doesn't want us leaving without having something to eat first so we need you guys to come downstairs now.' Kukai called as he pulled Utau over to him and kissed her neck. She giggled as she playfully hit his chest. They didn't hear anything so they exchanged looks and banged against the door a little louder. 'Guys? What's going on in there?' Utau called out beginning to get concerned. 'Wait a god damn minute would you!' They heard a very frustrated sounding Ikuto call out from inside. After a couple more minutes of the couple standing there impatiently the door was unlocked and Ikuto's face appeared from inside. 'What the hell do you want!?' he said in a more irritated tone than normal.

'Woah woah woah, what has gotten you all worked up man?' Kukai asked with a suspicious look on his face. 'Did something happen?' He asked sternly. Ikuto bit the inside of his mouth, when he didn't answer Utau tried to push her way in but Ikuto stood firmly against the door. 'It's probably better that you guys don't come in right now.' He said as he looked over his shoulder in the room and nodded. They assumed it was to Amu.

'Amu? Is everything ok?' Utau asked cautiously while keeping an eye on Ikuto very carefully. 'Y-yeah! No-nothing's wrong!' Amu blurted out quickly. Kukai began to see red as he pushed the door, Ikuto wasn't prepared for it and fell back showing his bare chest to his sister and her boyfriend. He tried to stop them entering even further only to see a flash of pink run off to the bathroom and lock the door behind her. 'What the hell is going on?!' Kukai demanded as he glared back at Ikuto.

'What a couple do in their own time is of no interest to you!' He said sternly as he tried to guide them out of the room. Utau noticed a towel on the floor and the leftover sweat on his brow. 'Oh my god….' She gasped with a bit of a giggled. Kukai looked back at her with a confused face. 'What?!' he demanded, she rolled her eyes at him. 'They had sex.' She stated as Kukai turned his head back to Ikuto who had turned a bright red colour and turned away from them both. 'Oh my god…you didn't.' Kukai whispered, he knew that Amu wanted to wait. 'You didn't force her did you!?' Kukai's anger began to bubble over but after he saw Ikuto shake his head to indicate no Kukai calmed down and watched as he sat down on the bed.

'She said she wanted to go further…She wanted to go all the way but I wouldn't cross that line yet…' He began to say as Utau shut the door to their room and rushed back in to listen. 'She wanted to?' She said in shock. Ikuto nodded as he put a hand to the back of his neck. 'I wanted to give her what she wanted but not go all the way. So I gave her pleasure in….' He looked towards the bathroom door. 'In the only other way I thought would do.' Kukai was looking at the bathroom door, he still felt hurt that he knew he could never do those things with Amu but now couldn't get the thought of how she must feel out of his mind.

'Things were under control until she decided to. Help. Me out.' He rubbed the back of his neck as Utau put her hand up to her mouth in shock. 'Wait she didn't suck you did she!?' she squeaked getting a little over enthusiastic. Kukai looked over at Utau then back at Ikuto who shook his head. 'I wouldn't have let her do that.' He sighed as he put both hands behind him to hold him upright as he spoke to them both. 'She used her hand if you must know.' He said more to himself than to them. Kukai sighed as he sat down on the small armchair inside the bedroom. Utau sat on his lap. 'But that's when it got a little messy.' Ikuto said sounding disappointed with himself. 'If you hadn't have knocked when you did we would've taken it all the way.' Kukai's eyes widened at the thought of Amu being under Ikuto in that kind of position, he was brought back to reality as Utau started laughing. 'I knew that changing her normal pjs out for the sexy nightdresses would get you guys further in your relationship!' she got up and grabbed Kukai's hand as she made her way to the door. 'We will see you downstairs bro.' she winked as she giggled and left the room with Kukai behind her. Ikuto jumped up and locked the door to their room again and made his way back over to the bed.

~Flashback~

Ikuto is hovering over Amu as their kisses get more intense and hungry. Their desires have completely taken control of the situation. Ikuto moves his member to Amu's entrance as they stop kissing and he begins to slips himself inside of her, Ikuto moans out at the simple touch of their skin against one another, he moves slowly just as his tip is almost inside of her they are brought back to reality by a knock on the door. Amu's eyes widen as Ikuto jumps off of her with shock across his face.

Amu begins to blush furiously as she quickly jumps up and covers herself up. 'Amu…I am so sorry! I wasn't thinking!' Ikuto started to say as Amu shook her head. 'I know! I wasn't thinking either!' She looked so flustered and he could tell that she was still feeling the effects from what had just transpired. Ikuto adjusted his towel so it covered him a bit better. Then there was another knock on the door. 'Wait a god damn minute would you!' Ikuto shouted towards the door. He sighed as he looked back at Amu. I think we need to get rid of them before we talk about this.' Amu nodded as Ikuto made his way into the closet to get some clothes on. He had completely lost his hard on now and sighed as he got his boxers and tight jeans on. He made his way over to Amu. 'Just give me a minute to get rid of them ok?' He kissed her on the top of her head, she nodded as she got out from the bed and watched him her cheeks still flushed.

~End Flashback~

Ikuto sighed as he pinched the bridge of his nose, he heard the door to the bathroom open as Amu came out looking all shy in only her towel. Ikuto looked over and immediately began blushing. 'I'm sorry I let it get out of control like that… We won't do anything like that again until you are completely ready. I should've been stronger and said no.' Ikuto said as he looked away from her feeling heavily disappointed that he wasn't able to contain himself better.

She comes over to him and puts a hand over his, this causes him to look up over at her smiling face. 'Don't be sorry Ikuto. I shouldn't have said I wanted to go further, all the way with you. I feel like I am to blame for all of this.' He takes her hand and presses it against his cheek. 'I think we need to try and restrain ourselves better in future though.' He said quietly, she nods while biting the inside of her mouth. 'You made me feel really good though…' he looked up at her to see the blush playing across her cheeks turn a deeper red. He stands up and cups her cheeks in his hands and kisses her gently against the lips.

Just as she was going in to kiss him again her phone began to buzz against the table she had left it on, she groaned as she moved away from Ikuto looking at the screen her heart stopped as she saw it was her dad calling. She pulled her earphones out of her phone and answered it.

'Hi dad, what's wrong?' She asked as he hadn't disturbed her the whole time they had been away. 'I need to talk to Mr. Tsukiyomi Amu.' She felt herself go cold as she heard her dad sounding more serious than usual. 'Ok let me pass the phone to him.' She took the phone away from her ear and looked at Ikuto with a worried expression, he took the phone from her and put it against his ear. 'Yes this is Ikuto.' He said. 'Mr. Tsukiyomi, I need to have a word with you when you return. The MINUTE you return. Do you understand me?' he winces at the serious tone from the other end of the phone and sighs internally to himself. 'Yes sir, I understand. We will be leaving in an hour, I will be dropping Amu home anyway so I will see you then.' Ikuto said in his adult-teacher voice, though he had never called her dad sir before. 'Good.' Her dad responded then the phone line went dead. Ikuto passed the phone back to Amu.

'You've never called him sir before.' Amu whispered as she gripped her phone tightly. 'I'm going to come clean with them. I want them to understand just how much you mean to me and just how much I love you Amu.' He said as he pulled her in for a cuddle. He kissed the top of her head as she nodded against his chest. 'We should probably get dressed and make our way downstairs for breakfast.' Ikuto said sounding solemn as he let go of her to go and grab a shirt.

They got themselves dressed and didn't discuss anything with anyone else once they got downstairs for breakfast. Luckily they had packed most of their belongings the night before. Amu had given the sexy nighties back to Utau in a laundry bag as she wasn't able to take them home.

Later that day

They had finally made it back to their street. They had parked up outside of Ikuto's house, Kukai and Utau had gone inside with their stuff while Ikuto was helping Amu bring her stuff back up to her house. They made their way up, in complete silence. 'I love you…' Amu whispered as she began to panic. 'Hey it's going to be alright. Don't worry so much ok?' he smiled down at her as they reached her front door, as Amu went to unlock the door her father opened the door looking down at them both.

Ikuto placed Amu's bags inside of the doorway by her father, him watching their every move carefully. 'We need to talk.' He finally said breaking the awkward silence. Amu was still standing by Ikuto and instinctively grabbed his hand. Ikuto looked back at Amu with a small smile trying to reassure her before looking back at her father to see his eyes glued on the pairs hands with a stern look now on his face. Ikuto takes a deep breath in and out as he grips Amu's hand back. 'I think I know what you wanted to talk about sir.' Her father is still looking at their hands intently. 'But I need you to understand I love your daughter. More than you could ever possibly understand.' He said with a serious tone. 'I am in love with her and will do whatever I can to make her happy and prove myself worthy to you and your wife.'

Suddenly Amu's father's face grows extremely angry as he leaps forward and punches Ikuto square in the jaw. Amu and Ikuto had let go of each other's hands from the sheer shock of what was happening. Amu looked at her in horror as he grabbed Ikuto by the collar. 'You think you are in love with my daughter!? You are a teacher! Do you not understand how wrong that is! You have clearly tried to manipulate her and take avantage of her! She is still a child! You are nothing more than a disgusting pedophile!' He shouted as Amu began to tear up. 'Stop it dad you have it all wrong! Just leave him alone! He didn't do anything wrong!' Amu begged and pleaded with her father as she tried to get him to release his grip on Ikuto's collar. Her father shoves her off of him causing her to fall over, she let out a small scream. 'I love him! Please leave him alone! I'm in love with him too!' Her tears getting heavier and heavier. This only causes her dad to get even angrier and throw Ikuto off of their property and onto the pavement. Ikuto was looking shocked and had no idea how to respond. 'If you EVER come near my daughters again I will have to take drastic actions! We trusted you! Now get the hell off of my property before I do something to get myself thrown in prison!' Ikuto puts a hand to his sore jaw and can only watch as her father grabs Amu by the arm and drags her into the house as she cried out and was kicking and screaming. Ikuto stands up in shock and makes his way slowly back down to his house.

'You are grounded! Get up to your room! No dinner for you!' Her father yelled at her the second he shut the door behind them both. 'How could you do that to him!? He has never done anything to hurt me! Only ever tried his best to protect me and keep me safe!' She yelled at her father through her tears. 'I don't care! I forbid you from ever seeing him again! Do you hear me!?' Her father shouted as his anger continued to get worse and worse. Amu clenched her hands into fists as she punched him against his chest until he let go over her arm. 'I HATE YOU! I AM NEVER GOING TO FORGIVE YOU FOR THIS!' She yelled at the top of her lunges before running up to her room and rubbing the tears from her eyes. She locked her room from the inside and began pacing around her room slowly trying to calm herself down.

She takes her phone out from her pocket only to see a bunch of messages from Ikuto reassuring her 'We just need to give them some time.' 'Try not to worry, everything is going to be fine.' 'I know you are probably freaking out right now, but please don't.' 'We will figure this out.' 'Trust me ok.' She looks over at her balcony then back at her bedroom door and decides she has to go and see him to make sure he is ok. She opens her balcony doors then turns her music up loudly and climbs down from her balcony and makes her way over to Ikuto's house feeling more and more anxious.

She knocks on the door and after a few minutes Ikuto opens the door only to be tackled by Amu hugging him, he stumbles back before hugging her tightly with one arm around her. 'I am so so sorry Ikuto! Please forgive me! I never meant to get you into this kind of situation!' She cried out as she snuggled into his chest. He sighs as he hugs her tighter. She looks up at him and sees an icebag pressed against his jaw. He looks down at her with a calm smile to reassure her that he is ok, although she could see where he had been crying, she hated knowing that she had been the overall cause of this. As they stand in the doorway Utau and Kukai make their way downstairs. Amu lets go of Ikuto and turns to them both and opens her mouth to speak before Utau slaps her across the face with tears running down her face. 'You've fucked everything up! He is going to lose his job all thanks to you! He's going to have to move back home with our mother and that means I have to move back too! I won't be able to see Kukai anymore! You've ruined everything!' She screamed as Kukai stood at the bottom of the stairs silently, after Utau has finished her rant he takes her back upstairs to try and calm down. Amu puts her hand to her cheek before looking back up at Ikuto.

'She just needs a bit of time to cool off. Like I said we will get this whole thing figured out. I am not going to let this stand inbetween us ok? We will be together again.' Ikuto smiled down at Amu as she wiped her tears away and nodded in agreement. 'You should head back home before you get in trouble.' He said as he hugged her again. 'They don't know I am gone, I don't want to leave you yet.' Amu said as she hugged him back around his waist. 'I figured that you wouldn't have been able to come down here after the way your father reacted. But it will be best for you to head back, it would be worse if they found out you left and find you here. We want to try and wait this out. I will message you ok?' He smiled down at her as he put a hand on her shoulder to stop their hug, she looked up at him and nodded. 'I love you Amu Hinamori.' He smiled sweetly down at her as she smiled sadly back at him. 'I love you too Ikuto Tsukiyomi.' They kissed gently before Amu left their house.

Ikuto took a deep breath as he locked the door assuming that Amu had headed straight back home then leans his back against the door, not knowing that Amu is still standing there with her back against the door as well.

[So there we go – after being missing for 3 years I bring you a really saucy chapter – I hope this makes up for all the time I have been MIA! I am trying to get back to my previous schedule of uploading new chapters every Friday. I want to start updating my other stories and have some new ones planned for you all! I shall see you all in the next chapter! Please remember to Fave, Follow and Review so I know what you like and don't like. Thanks again for your support everyone!]