Alright, with Arc One done, here comes the Opinions of the characters who meet our MC. the last one will be Haru's, which will come out on wednesday. enjoy the two of Louis' and Juno's opinions.
This wolf… disgusts me… His entire nature, screams of him hating his own body… you don't have that right… you have no right, for hating the strong body you were given…
I found that one day, after I had broken my leg, he stopped reacting. Before, his instincts were barely hidden below the surface, now, his instincts were gone, or I should say more accurately, that he didn't act like a wolf. Sure, nothing changed on the outside, he acted the same way he always did, his face was impassive, his demeanor was gentle. But his unconscious reactions, his tail wagging, any emotional shock was muted. At least until the play...
It was my day, in which I'd show everyone the strength of 'Louis The Red Deer.' but my broken leg finally got the better of me. I didn't think he'd be put on stage after I had Bill take my place. I expected it to fail, for the school to realize only Louis, The Red Deer was fit to be on that stage. What I didn't expect, was for that wolf, Legosi, to take off his mask. His Instincts weren't gone, but hidden in a deep abyss. I doubt the audience recognized it, but that look in his eyes, he was showing his pain and anger at the world for all to see…
It was a month later that I had seen him at Haru's clubhouse. His eyes were distant and cloudy, and he asked if Haru was in, I couldn't let him see her as it was, so I told him no. He left before I could even ask him anything, was he sleeping with Haru? I thought so, but I had the feeling, that he wasn't…
The last meaningful interaction I had with Legosi, was the time before I lost everything. I had learned That Haru was taken, and I was blackmailed into doing nothing. It didn't matter anyways, me and Haru couldn't be together.
"Louis, thank goodness I found you… Haru's been taken! By the Shishigumi!" I hated that look he gave me, like I was supposed to fix everything, like I was perfect and could do anything.
"It's nothing new… It's too late to save her anyways..." was my answer, she was probably already dead, it hurt, but we couldn't risk it getting out that this happened… I couldn't risk it… "but you're in love with her! And she loves you too!" what did he know! What does a wolf who hates his own nature know! Before I knew it, I struck him and yelled."Don't act like you know anything. you're just a wolf who pretends to be powerless. Who pretends to be a nobody! I can't break the peace of the city for one life! So do what you always do, and pretend you belong!" I meant it, he always pretended to be powerless, it would be better if we both… forgot.
I never saw hi- Legosi, the true Legosi, until that day, his eyes, were the same as that day of the play, except it was aimed at me. His body wasn't like it was before though, while his eyes showed his true nature back then, his body was still cowed. But here…
"If that's how it is… I'll show you. My anger for this world… My anger towards the group who took her… And my anger towards you for doing nothing!" and he grabbed my shoulders, before punching me in my face, his strength was unbelievable as I flew far.
I felt like I needed to run, like he was about to devour m- Red Deer Louis doesn't run from carnivores… he came towards me, so I kicked him. Eventually the onlookers stopped our savagery, he looked like an actual Carnivore in that instant, his eyes focused on only me.
"If you refuse to take another path… then Haru.. will be mine!" He stormed off in that moment. He wasn't seen the entire day, instead of being mad at him, I was for once impressed, He could do what Louis The Red Deer couldn't. Because he was in the darkness, and I was in the light…
The last time I saw him… was as he was walking away from the Shishigumi's base… I knew the wolf wouldn't be able to finish the job, and I was tired, Tired of fighting the grown-ups. I had lost everything, my pride, my honor, even the girl I cherished… it was time for me to disappear into the darkness…
"who are you?! Put the gun down!" it was time… to disappear…
"I'm livestock number four, I'm small and fragile, but I'm still good enough to eat. Leave nothing but my antlers! Eat me gratefully!"
