Yesterday I contacted some foundations to inform that I will donate food and at the same time I faked a sale. Killing two birds with one stone. But to be honest I was more curious to see the reaction. Once again as I expected, it was the same as what I thought.
This is a murderer. This is definitely a slow kill. It's slowly making my inside die rotten. I regret my decision to postpone this years ago. I should have done it. I should have not look for excuses. I hope today will be the day to end this all for good. I can't fail. I mustn't fail. I will wait for an opportunity. I hope it will be today. I just need a 10 minutes peaceful chance. Then I hope it will be a farewell for eternity.
Until then I must survive this slow kill...