After we cuddled together in silence for a short while Ben then told me everything from what they did to try and find me, what happened when Uma went into labour, Harry's confession and the DNA tests. I had mixed feelings on the fact that we all had to go through this was heart breaking; and I would never be never able to forgive Uma, Harry and Gil for this.
Another thing that I would always feel guilty for and never forgive them for is the fact that me and Ben had not been able to share our first pregnancy together. We had missed so many things together; and I hoped that this wasn't going to affect the three of us. Me, Ben and our son had so many milestones to look forward to - and I for one couldn't wait for each and every one of them.
Me and Ben then started to talk about planning our wedding; we both wanted to be married before our baby is born and unfortunately time wasn't on our side. I was nearly 35 weeks pregnant so we were going to get married at the end of next week. In reality we both wanted a small intimate wedding but due to Ben being king it had to be a state and grand affair. I for one couldn't wait to be his wife; so we could continue where we left off before all of this sorry mess started.
We then discussed that given how far along onto my pregnancy I was in we couldn't have a normal honeymoon. Ben then suggested that we could have a short holiday a number of weeks after the baby was born. I agreed with this; when I questioned Ben whether our son would come with us we both decided that we would decide closer to the time. Yes we probably would want our baby with us; however it was our honeymoon and given what we had just been through we would need some time on our own.
When I asked Ben where we would go he smiled and said that he would keep it a surprise; I couldn't help but grin at this. Yes my curiosity had peeked; but Ben said that he wanted to spoil and surprise me. And even though I protested there was still part of me that wanted to leave him to whatever he had planned for us both.
The conversation then moved onto what we wanted to call our son; and a number of names then came up. Some names we both liked and other names we disagreed on; however it didn't take very long for us to finally decide on a name. After much discussion well into the night we finally decided to call our son Edward, Benevolent Adam Adams. And I was very happy with that name I wanted Ben's name somewhere in our son's name and Ben wanted his father's so we compromised and used both of their names for our son's middle name. We had decided on Edward as we both liked the name; and it also happened to be Ben's grandfather's name on his father's side. It was at this point where I advised that we would have to have another son; and when Ben questioned me on this I told him so we could call them Maurice - which made him grin broadly. Ben had always had a very good relationship with his parents - and I knew that Edward was going to have the same, which was something I was very much looking forward to seeing.
As me and Ben started to fall into a peaceful slumber the last thing on my mind was that I was very happy with the choices and decisions that me and Ben had just made. Yes they were the start of many that me and Ben would make in our lives together - but that is how it was now, me, Ben and Edward together forever.