-1A/N: Sorry about the huge wait I'm working on the final chapter of Forbidden and also school is ending for me in about 3 weeks so I'm really really busy with that. Thanks for all the reviews they are great encouragement!!

Piper Halliwell

1. She felt so alone and detached her senior high school that she gave up her virginity to a pre-med student at a college party. She didn't want to and he had so many drinks that he thought she was a red head named Penelope.

His name was Curtis Williamson

2. She hated seeing guys fight over Prue, or continuously ask her out. She wished for that herself, and when Prue complained she wanted to strangle her.

When Dan and Leo came along she got what she wanted

3. She always why Leo chose her instead of Phoebe. Phoebe had everything Piper wanted…

Leo was the one thing that Piper had one over on her baby sister

4. Piper loved Phoebe more than anything, but she was more trouble than anyone could handle. For her grandmother's sake she would wish Phoebe would go away. Phoebe would end up in jail or on the streets.

5. She wanted desperately to know Victor Benett. For awhile she would look at his picture and imagine what it would be like to have her mother and father with her. All Prue would ever do is speak bad things about him, told Piper to forget about him that he forgot about them.

On her sixteenth birthday, another year no card, and no phone call she wished that he would come back. Then she never looked at that picture again

6. She cut herself for weeks after Prue's death, covering them up with a glamour spell. Sitting in the bathtub watching her own blood seep in the water was a release for her. One time she couldn't stop the bleeding and reluctantly called Leo before passing out.

She woke up crying for Leo to heal her…not physically, but emotionally

7. Saving innocents was always something she had to do, but she needed to save herself and her family first.

8. It took a couple years to fully adapt and accept Paige as her sister. Just passing Paige's room, or seeing all of Paige's makeup, and hairbrush in the bathroom instead of Prue's added to injury.

9. On a particular boring Friday night when they were teenagers, her and Phoebe were spending some bonding time together. They baked cupcakes, and watched movies. Phoebe had come up with a silly thing that she had read. She got two pieces of paper, and they wrote down what they would want in an ideal guy.

She wanted a blue eyed, tall guy, who would be noble, make a difference, love her unconditionally, and would be a challenge. Then they both threw it into the fireplace.

10. She was offered a prestigious executive chef position in Miami, she didn't want to go because she was worried for her Grams. She was told that if she didn't leave now she would probably not get the chance to. Her Grams even gave her money for a ticket and a little extra for a place to stay.

The day before she was set to leave her Grams died