Author's Note:
Hey guys, sorry for the late update... that's kinda my fault... anyways, I'm practically falling asleep on my computer, so I hope that my grammar is ok...
ANYWAYS, this chapter is kinda long and I hope that it doesn't drag (because I hate stories like that), this is for all y'all Balder lovers out there! I hope it's up to par with your standards!
Like usual, if you review, I'll tell you the next pairing!
I hope that I can get the next chapter done quickly so that I can update at time... And since its finals week next week, I've been extremely busy.
Sorry my fellow readers, but please enjoy!
DISCLAIMER: I FUGGIN HATE THIS...
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Jealousy
BALDERxYUI
"Oh, hello Thor-sempai!" Yui gleefully greeted the green haired, Norse god of thunder while clasping her notebooks to her chest. She was merely walking down the corridor when she decided to stop by one of the hallway's windows where Thor was sitting by.
"Good afternoon, Kusanagi-san." He dipped his head, his greeting polite as ever. She strolled up to him leisurely wanting to find out what he was doing during his lunch break. "Are you perhaps reading something?" She always talked to this kami differently from the others because, well... He was just different. "Yes." Was all to his short answer.
She leaned over to catch a glimpse of what he was reading, but no matter how hard she tried, bending over wasn't going to get her anywhere. She sat down by his side and finally saw what he was reading; Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet. "Oh wow! I love his writing! The way he was with a pen, it was absolutely breathtaking!" She gushed over literature, it was just part of her nature.
She saw him crack a smile, "Yes, it is quite miraculous."
•
Balder was headed towards the Dinning Hall, when he came across Thor-kun's voice, he usually ate lunch with his two best friends, so he decided to find their whereabouts. He followed the voices down the hallway and what he saw next, made him clench his chest.
Thor and Yui-chan were sitting together by the window sharing a book.
He swore nothing hurt more then that, how could he have let this happen. Thor-kun was the god he was the least worried about.
He knew that he was very open about his feelings and emotions toward Kusanagi Yui, and he was, quite frankly, not embarrassed one bit by it. If he had to rip her away from Thor, so be it.
By the time he had made his mind up about what he was going to do, Yui was leaning a little too much to her right, towards Thor. This time when he clenched his chest, he dug his nails through the fabric.
That usual gleeful face was no longer as he purposefully strode over to the two, there seemed to be that dangerous grace in his step. "Yui-chan, may I speak to you?" He plastered that very fake smile on, maybe to normal people it looked genuine, but the people close to him knew better.
Thor looked up at him ripping his gaze away from Yui's face. Balder knew that Thor could see right through him, he didn't care, anything to keep her by his side forever.
"Yui-chan?" A hint of annoyance graced his voice, his flawless bright features visibly tensed to the people immune to his alluring aura.
•
She was terrified of him, she's seen this before, may times before, but she knew it was slowly getting worse. The amount of times he'd pulled her away from the other gods were increasing a substantial amount. So much that in fact that she'd no longer have any time with the other kami-samas.
He always insisted that she eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner with him everyday of the week, including the weekends. He demanded that she walk with him to and from class.
After a while, it got exhausting.
"Yes, Balder-san!" She realized that she was unresponsive for a while, "I was j-just reading with Thor-san!" She added for good riddance.
"Can I speak with you, Yui-chan?" He kept that bittersweet fake smile on his lips, she was never scared of Balder, but recently, that's started to change.
Afraid that something bad might happen if she declined, she nodded her head and quickly stood up, "O-Ok..."
And before she could throw an apologetic glance back to Thor, Balder quickly swept her away down the hall and around the corner.
Balder continued to drag her along while he kept a fast pace in front, while she could hardly keep up and she constantly tripped over her own feet. She didn't fall—well she couldn't—because of Balder's strong grasp on her wrist that will inevitably form a ugly bruise.
They were walking forever it seemed, she still had no idea where he was taking her. She forced herself to stop, putting her feet in front of her while she grabbed his forearm with her free hand, "Balder-san! Stop!" He finally stopped and turned around. What she saw almost made her cower from absolute fear, "No." He stated with his cold eyes boring holes through her. She's never seen such a... dark side to him.
He started to yank her again and this time, she was too terrified and too shaken to protest.
He turned down what felt to her like the twentieth hallway before he shoved her into a room. She had previously thought that she had explored all the vast halls of the school, but she was very much mistaken.
He slammed the door behind them. "B-Balder-san...?" She stammered standing in the middle of the extremely large and extravagant room, she'd probably compare it to a royal ballroom in children's fantasy books. Before she could further examine the room, her back abruptly hit the wall, she could feel the air knocked out of her lungs.
•
He pushed her to the wall, he was ready to make her his.
He could no longer bare to watch the way the other gods looked at her.
He could no longer stand and watch her throw herself to them.
It was like she was purposefully trying to make him jealous. And it hurt him to no end.
"Yui-chan..." He breathed on her face as he leaned his forehead on hers. He closed his eyes and took in her scent, the scent that made him go crazy.
He had one leg between the two of hers, his forearms resting on the sides of her head, his body pretty much pressing against her in a way that he knew made her uncomfortable. He didn't care at the moment, he just wanted her.
She was unusually quiet in her current predicament, but he didn't think about that, his mind was too busy running the previous scene he had just witnessed over and over again in his subconscious.
The way Thor was watching her made him want to bring up whatever his empty mortal stomach could find. He couldn't believe that she was allowing Thor to rake his eyes over her, he thought that she was smarter then that. He thought that she knew she already belonged to him, and no one else.
The way Thor's fingers 'accidentally' brushed over hers when he wanted to turn the page, it make him sick. But what was worse was when she flushed from the contact, it made his blood evaporate because it was past its boiling point.
He thought she knew better then that.
He wanted to make it clear to her that she was his and only his, he wanted to leave his mark on his property.
Rage overtook him, to a point where his sensitive side was long forgotten. His sense of moral dignity from right and wrong slipped away the moment he saw the two sitting so close.
"Balder-san..." Her voice was so small and so quite, she almost seemed scared of him.
He opened his eyes and looked into the depths of her caramel pupils, she had so much love in them. Even he could see it through the thick layer of her fear. He cupped her face in his soft hands, he could feel her lightly push on his chest. "You're mine, Yui-chan..." He whispered, their lips only mere centimeters apart.
He saw her eyes shut close just before he slowly, so excruciatingly slowly started to move his lips forward. She sunk further in to the wall, trying her hardest to shy away. He smirked at her reaction.
•
This was definitely not the Balder she knew, this Balder was reckless and would do anything to get what he wanted. She concluded that in this predicament, he wanted her. She was scared, almost deathly scared of him, she hopped that Thor-sempai or someone would find them and stop the God of Light from what he was going to steal away from her; her first kiss.
She wanted to enjoy it and not be forced into it. She loved Balder-san, but she didn't love him that way. She didn't think she did anyways, she didn't have any real attraction towards any of the gods, but she did enjoy their warm company.
But the Balder before her wasn't anything she was used to. He was possessive and bordering the fine line of being harsh and just plain cruel. She missed the happy and cheerful Balder who seemed to have no worries.
She could feel his body pressing her further into the wall, she placed two hands on his chest and almost shoved him, she was panicking, but he didn't budge.
Before she knew it he was leaning in ready to take away a precious asset just for his gluttony. "B-B-Bal-der-san!" She could feel her body temperature rising and her face turning bright red while she became a nervous reck. She grabbed his uniform where her hands were resting and it bunched under her hold. She turned her face to the side and looked away just as the doors to the extravagant room swung open with much force and in dashed...
Dionysus?
Not the person she expected, but at this point anyone would do.
"Sorry to interrupt..." He cleared his throat looking away.
She was too embarrassed to even turn towards Apollon's brother, her entire face a deep crimson. She could barely look at Balder, but she could feel him hide his face into the nape of her neck behind her cheek. His hot breath caressing her tender skin.
Neither Yui nor Balder answered to poor Dionysus.
"W-Well, there'll be a school ball this evening..." His voice drifted, she didn't know where he was going with this. "I-I was wondering if you were-" he cleared his throat again, "If you two are going?" She mentally noted his error. "Y-Yes... I suppose so..." She couldn't bring herself to look up yet, she still couldn't recover from her equal to death embarrassment.
•
He heard the doors slam against the side of the walls when it was forced open, he didn't move however. If it was any of the gods, he wanted them to know what they were doing, what it looked like they were doing, anyways.
He still didn't like the interruption, so he leaned his lead into the crevice of her neck and brushed his lips on her clavicle gently. He could tell Yui was embarrassed by their private get together, but he was feeling proud, too proud, like he had won a trophy and now he was putting it on display to boast about it.
"W-Well, there'll be a school ball this evening..."
That definitely perked his interest, it was the Greek god of fertility, he had to admit, he was surprised to see that drunk.
"I-I was wondering if you were-... If you two are going?"
He wanted to laugh at the poor god's mistake, it was pitiful.
"Y-Yes... I suppose so..."
He could feel her voice through her chest, it was so soothing. He leaned in and kissed her collarbone, successfully giving him a squeak from her and some dirty glares from the god of Fertility. "Oh and, Loki is looking for you, Balder." With that he hastily took his leave slamming the doors shut.
He leaned ever so slightly back and looked into his goddess's face, he couldn't help but think she was beautiful. He acted as if nothing had happened, it was like he pressed the resume button on a movie.
"Yui~chan... Let's go to the ball together. Shall we, malady?" He brushed his lips against her quivering ones, she was still otherwise.
How could he possibly let his precious gem go to a potentially romantic occasion without him being the man standing next to her? He wished not to see any other male by her side, it would make his temper flare to uncontrollable heats.
"I-I..." She placed her hands on his shoulders and shoved, he decided to let her go, she needed time to realize that she wants him.
•
She was ready to let the waterfall of tears flow, but there were spirits walking in the halls heading to their next class for their lunch period was long over. She just ran covering as much of her face as her hands would allow. She didn't know where she was headed, or why she was running, she just knew that she needed to go somewhere.
Before she could stop it, she let a sob rip through her throat, why couldn't she control her emotions? Damn those female teenage hormones. The only possible explanation to her sudden outburst was from fear, was she afraid of Blader? Had she come to a point where she couldn't even face him?
She stopped running and ran to one of the windows, she slammed her back against the wall and let her weight slide down. She was exhausted and panting hard.
Pat. Pat. Pat. Pat.
She could hear rhythmic soft footsteps, she didn't really want to face anyone just yet. She hoped that they'd just leave her alone. She wanted to figure this out for herself, she didn't want to burden anyone with her problems because she was a selfless person like that.
"Kusanagi-san?" She quickly wiped her eyes and looked up to see red wine hair and emerald eyes.
"Dionysus-sempai?"
She looked up at his calm form, but his forehead was in a knot. "Kusanagi-san, what seems to be the matter?" He kneeled down about a foot in front of her and gently reached out to brush the stray tear off her cheek.
She gently smiled from his concern, "Oh, nothing, thank you for worrying Dionysus-sempai." He cracked what seemed to be a worried smile for her. "Come now, Little Lamb, let us return to class now." He reached out and slipped her hand in his as he helped her stand.
Yui blushed at his tenderness towards her, she didn't know that Dionysus had this side to him, since he was always drinking or being drunk.
"Thank you, Dionysus-sempai."
"Not a problem... My queen."
•
By the time he left the grand ball room, he was emitting an awful amount of cheerfulness. Almost drunk on happiness. He knew that his Yui-chan would ask him to be the man by her side. It was a matter of time before she chose him. His smile grew wider as he strode down the hallway to his class.
He thought Yui-chan had gone back to class, but he was wrong, she was with Dionysus.
His smile instantly faded as he watched the two laughing as they walked side by side—hand in hand— down the hallway. They almost looked like they were together.
His face became devoid of emotion as he decided to approach them, "Yui~chan!" He quickly ran up to them, he kept his eyes on her as she inched closer to Dionysus. He saw as the Greek God of Fertility watched her reaction to his arrival. "Come now! Let's go to class!" He smiled widely at his violet haired goddess while grabbing her free hand. She looked up to Dionysus with pleading eyes, while he narrowed his.
Although the god in front of him was probably couple centimeters taller than him, he calculated the outcome of his prevail against the Greek god and he still had a chance with hand to hand. Although his other side was sometimes very clumsy, he on the other hand, was the complete opposite.
"Yuuuii-chan..." He whined.
Dionysus released her tender hand quickly, sending back a quick retort over his shoulder before disappearing into the classroom, "Don't do anything Norse, or I'll find out."
He gave one second more of his lingering glare before turning back to Yui. "Let us skip class, shall we?" He didn't give her enough time to answer, instead he just pulled on her hand intertwining his fingers with hers before running off with her in toll.
•
Balder was scaring her, more now then ever, especially when he was a man on a mission dragging her to an unknown destination, again. Why hadn't she declined his invitation? She should've known better then to ditch class.
Before she knew it, he had dragged her into his dorm room. He slammed the door shut behind them and grabbed her upper arms and forced her to the side. And this time it wasn't a solid wall that her back hit, it was a soft bed. She fell back and gasped at the shock of sudden contact.
She was ready to push herself up and off when Balder had followed her down. It was like the ballroom scene was replaying just forty-five degrees turned down.
He he held his body over hers while she tried to sink into the covers. She tried to look anywhere but his eyes, but she accidentally met the icy caverns. She quickly turned her head madly blushing from such close proximity.
"Yui~chan..." He breathed her name out, it tingled against her skin, she shut her eyes close.
"Look at me, Yui~chan..." He licked her cheek leaving a trail of his hot saliva, she sealed her lips from letting out a small squeak. "B-Balder-s-san..." She reluctantly opened her eyes and decided that she had to do something. She saw his hand next to her head and she placed her hand gently on top of his, still not daring to look into his eyes. She wanted out.
She could feel him tense before her entire world was literally flipped, he was suddenly beneath her on the bed while she was on top.
"B-Balder-san?" She hoped that he would let her go if she... Was supportive? Supportive of what he wants? But no, that probably made the situation worse. She tried to sit up by pushing off his chest, but he simply just pulled her back down, "Yui-chan... Please stay with me." He had pleading eyes, she couldn't say no, but either way, she wasn't able to get off.
She laid still, not answering.
•
"Yui-chan, have you connected with Dionysus?" He was curious, she seemed to be closer to that bastard more then normal. "Wh-What...?" Her honey sweet voice dripped with innocence, he hoped that he would be the man to make her a woman. But at the present moment, he was worried about his rivals.
"The Greek god of Fertility, have you connected with him?" His voice was tainted with anger, frustration, a hint of annoyance, and a split second of jealousy. He continued trying to capture her eyes, but they seemed to drift away from his gaze, and since she didn't answer, he continued, "It doesn't matter," he paused, realization sinking in again, "your mine anyways." He snaked his arm around her waist and a hand behind her head, bringing her face closer to his.
He decided that this is how she would start to fall for him, and fall hard.
He kissed her, there was no words to describe what he felt surge through himself. She tasted amazing against his lips, like there were no other woman in the world. It felt to him like they were Bounded by Vows already.
•
She didn't know what was going on with the sweet and childish Balder she has come to known, this person in front of her wasn't the same man she met. She was no longer scared but terrified of this inhumane god giving her nothing but pure shame.
He kissed her forcefully, holding her closer to his body, leaving no space for the Holy Spirit. Her heart was pounding in her throat as she tried to open her mouth to tell him what he was doing was wrong. She didn't want to go through with anything with this—this monster who has eaten up and buried her oh so sweet Balder.
But opening her mouth proceeded the situation to advance, not to her favor. The god of destruction was showing his true colors as he slipped his tongue into her mouth while flipping their bodies around again. She felt the warm bed sheets beneath her as he pushed her further into the soft mattress.
Was she really going to be forced to go through this?
•
He could feel himself loosing grip on reality as his second soul took control, he was like a bystander in the crowd, not being able to change the fate that was being played out in front of him.
He truly lost himself when she opened her mouth for him.
He was holding her by her hips as he roamed the covered skin of her abdomen, he could already feel her muscles quiver. How was she going to be when he truly touched her? He continued to kiss her, not caring if he suffocated along the way.
He quickly shrugged off his coat before caressing her throat. He slipped his arm under the small of her back as he arched her body closer to his up off the bedding.
Not being able to intake more oxygen, he pulled away only to start kissing down her jawline.
When he pulled away, she gasped his name, "Balder-san!" And that proceeded to pump the god of destruction's blood even more.
•
She knew where he was going, he's tried this before (A/N: usually don't do this kind of thing in the middle of a heated XP moment like this, but I'm taking this reference ('he's tried it before') from the KnA game) but thankfully Loki-san was nearby to stop him. This time, no one was coming for her rescue.
He stopped his hot trail of passionate kisses and bore his glare into her eyes. He moved his hands down to the too button of her blouse by her collar, "Stop! Balder-san!" She couldn't take it anymore, she didn't want to see this person on top of her.
She broke out crying, covering her eyes and sobbing.
She didn't see his initial reaction, she didn't want to, she was deathly afraid she'd see someone else.
She could feel her hands being removed from their hold as Balder brought them to his lips and laid them gently on his mouth kissing them. She turned away from him, hot tears streaming down her face. "Yui-chan..." He brushed away the bangs in her face. "It's ok, my goddess..." He kissed the tears on her face, she could feel herself shiver. "Why don't we eat lunch?" He smiled sliding off of her and standing up. She cracked her eyes open and saw him holding his hand out to her.
She didn't want to take it, but she did anyways, another force pulling her towards him.
•TIMESKIP•
They were walking down the hall hand in hand, fingers intertwined. He still hadn't told her where they were going, she felt lost, all day, people just dragging her around. She didn't want to constantly be pulled around like a rag doll. He on the other hand seemed to be enjoying their time together immensely. She was scared that this definitely wasn't the Balder she has come to know, but the God of Destruction.
They continued down the hall, silently for the time being.
•TIMESKIP•
They were sitting down in the gazebo eating a vegetarian meal. She noticed how Balder didn't order meat for the meal for he always ate meat. It just confirmed her suspicions even more that this being in front of her was the god of destruction.
"Yui-chan, you haven't said much, how are you feeling?" He reached over and placed his hand on her forehead, she didn't more an inch. She let him touch her although she was terrified.
•
She acted so scared, he was worried about her health. Had that bastard Dionysus touched his goddess? He'd make sure that the god of fertility would pay the ultimate price for touching what was his. He didn't like the thought of any man touch her, especially a minuscule god as the likes of Dionysus.
He tried to brush it off nonchalantly reminding himself that she'd attend the school ball with him.
•TIMESKIP•
He was back in his dorm looking for suitable clothing for the gala. He knew that he wanted to wear something tradition to his home world, so he decided to wear the battle uniform his father, Odin had given to him as his annual birthing gift. He draped the furs along his shoulders and buckled down the clothing to his shoulders and waist while propping his feet into its comfortable Norse combat boots. He even wanted to boast to Yui about his Sword of Light that slightly resembles the mysterious sword slung on her pale neck.
He was definitely excited to see his goddess in her dress, any dress would make her look wonderful.
•
Yui Kusanagi wasn't looking forward to going to this extravagant gala. She wasn't used to such foreign concepts for she never really attended any type of ball in her home world. She didn't know what to wear...
She had decided to go to the school store for they had anything she could ever want. She just hoped that the spirits there would help her pick out the perfect dress for a dance—if she should even call it that—like this one.
She had been deliberately thinking about it the entire time while walking to the school store that she didn't even notice the person in front of her that was directly behind the entrance way.
"Ouch!" She stumbled back, rubbing her head a little. The person in front of her, well they acted more like a wall, didn't move an inch. "Ah! Little Lamb! It's you, what in Athena's name are you doing here?" He had stabled her by placing two large hands on her shoulders.
"Oh, well..." She was embarrassed for some reason, but she couldn't lie under Dionysus's penetrating glare, "I-I came to look for a dr-ress..." She admitted lowering her gaze to his chest. "Well, we could look for something together!" She perked at his sudden announcement, was he really willing to technically go shopping with her? She never had a boy offer to go shopping with her...
•••TIMESKIP•••
Balder had arrived to the grand ball room on time, the rest of the gods filing in one after another, all looking around. He knew who they were looking for, the same girl who he was trying to searching out.
Yui Kusanagi.
He noticed that all the gods were here, they were just missing her. None of the spirits showed, maybe it was just a special occasion for the gods and their human representative.
But that's when he noticed not all of the gods were here. There was one missing.
It was Dionysus.
He could feel his eye twitch as he pushed his long golden hair behind his shoulder. He didn't want to believe that Yui was with him of all people, he hated the idea.
He loathed it.
But the chattering around the gods died quickly as the two late guests arrived.
And together.
He could already feel his hand resting on the handle of his Light Sword.
They walked together, gracefully as her long Greek style toga dragged along the ground, the same wine red color of that bastard Dionysus's revealing masculine style toga. Something about the fact that they were wearing lover's clothing made his heart burn to ashes.
•
She was having a great time with Dionysus-sempai. He treated her well and always asked what she wanted to do. He even paired his toga with hers! She felt like she was going to a extravagant school gathering with her best friends. She never knew that school could be this fun.
Dionysus was holding her hand as they walked through, she could feel the intense gaze of all the other gods on her, she suddenly felt subconscious of how she looked.
She tried to stand behind Dionysus's large frame, but he pulled her out in front of him, "Come out now, Little Lamb, I want to see you!" He was unusually cheerful, like he was drunk on happiness. It was pleasant.
But then she saw golden locks move in the corner of her eye. She turned and saw Balder-san standing by himself looking out the large windows up at the extensive milky ways and bright moon.
"Balder-san, is something the matter?" She wanted to confront him about everything that's happened in the past day.
"Kusanagi-san..." He looked down at his feet as his hand slid off the handle of large sword that was kept in a beautiful sheath that had gold bands wrapped around it. She was surprised that he called her by her last name, it was quite formal and seemed to fit for the gala they were currently attending.
But something stuck out to her, something in his voice was different.
"Balder-san." She smiled a soft smile at him, stepping into his line of view while grabbing his hand and holding it between her two, "Let's go dance."
There was classical music in the background that you'd naturally slow dance to. She hoped that he'd say yes so they could talk in their little bubble.
He looked up to her and nodded before she led the way to the center of the room where he pulled her close in a careful way, unlike he had been doing before. She wondered what changed inside of him.
"Kusanagi-san, I'm sorry..." He hide his face in the nape of her neck behind her hair where she couldn't see his face. The tone in his voice was very sincere, "It's ok Balder-san," she paused squeezing his hand tighter, "it wasn't you." She simply stated.
There was silence while they continued to dance until the song was slowly coming to an end.
...
"Though, you won't run off to Dionysus now, would you?"
She laughed.
"Of course not, Balder-san."
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