Chapter 8: Do You Really Want to Hurt Me?

The next day Rachel didn't talk to Santana all day, at least not until they got to Glee. She was sitting next to Kurt and Mercedes, wearing a thigh length black dress with short black heels.

Santana walked in and went past Rachel with a, "Looking good Berry," as she went to the back of the classroom.

Rachel blushed and her two friends wiggled their eyebrows at her as she gave them a light shove as she whispered, "Stop it."

Kurt and Mercedes laughed as Mr. Shue walked into the classroom, "Alright, more 80's today."

"Mr. Shue can I go?" Finn raised his hand. Mr. Schuester nodded and sat in his chair. Finn stood and walked to the front, telling the band the song. 'Do You Really Want to Hurt Me' by Culture Club started.

Rachel rolled her eyes as Finn walked to her starting to sing, "Give me time to realize my crime. Let me love and steal. I have danced inside your eyes. How can I be real? Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really want to make me cry? Precious kisses, words that burn me. Lovers never ask you why. In my heart the fire is burning. Choose my color, find a star." Finn grabbed Rachel's hand when he said to find a star, only to have her pull it back.

Finn went and pulled Brittany to dance with him and, being her oblivious self, she slow danced with him as he sang, "Precious people always tell me, that's a step, a step too far. Do you really wanna hurt me? Do you really wanna make me cry? Do you really want to hurt me? Do you really wanna make me cry?"

He let go of Brittany and she went back to her seat as he continued, walking in front of Rachel, "Words are few, I have spoken. I could waste a thousand years. Wrapped in sorrow, words are token. Come inside and catch my tears. You've been talking, but believe me, if it's true you do not know. This boy loves without a reason. I'm prepared to let you go. Then take it away. Everything's not what you see. It's over again."

Finn grabbed Rachel to dance with him but when he pulled her close she pushed him away and sat down again with crossed arms. He frowned but finished, "Do you really wanna hurt me? Do you really wanna see me cry? Do you really wanna hurt me? Do you really wanna see me cry? Do you really wanna hurt me? Do you really wanna see me cry? Do you really wanna hurt me? Do you really wanna see me cry? Do you really wanna hurt? Do really wanna see me cry?"

There was scattered applause from everyone except Mr. Shue and Brittany, who were giving him a loud round of applause. Mr. Shue stood, but before he could say anything Santana input, "I know that that song wasn't for me but I would still like to say that, yes I want to hurt you and I want to see your cry. Maybe your tears will keep you wet enough that you will be able to stay out of the water a little longer just so that I can make fun of you."

"Santana," Mr. Shue sighed. "I get that your mad at him-"

Santana interrupted him standing up, "No Mr. Shue, I am not just mad at him, I'm pissed. He fucking outed me to the entire state of Ohio, not to mention the people in other parts of the world who may see it. There was a reason that I hadn't come out yet, but did Finn Blubber think about that? No. He thought it would be OK to force me out of the closet. Haven't you seen what people have done to Kurt for being gay? It's even worse for me because I am a cheerleader. Do think anyone on the Cheerios are going to be OK with me being in the locker room with them? Or doing stunts with them? Everyone here hates me but the only reason no one had really retaliated because I'm a raging bitch who is not afraid to cut someone. But now? Now they have something to use against me. And what if my parents had been some bible pushers? I would be out on the streets right now, I'm lucky that they accept me. So no Mr. Shue. I'm not mad."

Everyone was silent as Santana sat back down. Rachel looked back at her and shot her a look, mouthing, 'You OK?' Santana just shrugged in response as she sat there. Mr. Shue cleared his throat, "Well uh Finn. Why did you choose that song and what does it mean to you?"

Finn looked at Rachel, "I chose it for Rachel and to me it means that, if you're not with me then I'm hurting. And I want to know if you want to me to keep hurting or lessen my pain by being with me again because I still love you. I always have."

Rachel sighed and shook her head, "Finn, I already told I don't want to get back together. Yes, I still love you and maybe I always will but I just can't. I am tired of being hurt by you. Every time you say or do something wrong, you don't see it. I mean just recently with Santana, you did something really awful and you still haven't realized it or apologized to her. So Finn, for the last time, I won't get back with you."

Finn frowned and walked to his seat, crossing his arms. Mr. Shue looked at everyone, "Alright anyone else want to go today?"

Santana stood, "I have a song."

"Alright Santana. The floor is yours," Mr. Shue sat.

Santana walked to the front and looked at everyone, "Tumble out of bed and I stumble into the kitchen, pour myself a cup of ambition. Yawn, stretching and try to come to life. Jump in the shower and the blood starts pumpin'. Out on the streets, the traffic starts jumpin' with folks like me on the job from 9 to 5."

Santana grabbed Quinn and Brittany, pulling them up to dance with her to the upbeat music. She grabbed Brittany's and twirled around with her and danced as she sang with her two friends, "Workin' 9 to 5, what a way to make a livin'. Barely getting by, it's all takin' and no givin'. They just use your mind and they never give you credit."

Santana grabbed Rachel and Kurt while the boy grabbed Blaine and Rachel took Mercedes. All of them danced around as Santana continued singing with everyone, "It's enough to drive you crazy if you let it. 9 to 5, for service and devotion. You would think that I would deserve a fat promotion. Want to move ahead but the boss won't seem to let me." Santana got in Finn's face and gave his shoulders a little shove as she said her next line, "I swear that sometimes that man is out to get me!"

Santana continued alone but still danced with everyone while Rachel shot her a bright smile that she returned, "They let you dream just to watch 'em shatter. You're just a step on the boss-man's ladder. But you got dreams he'll never take away. You're in the same with a lotta your friends, waitin' for the day your ship'll come in. An' the tide's gonna turn and it's all gonna roll your way."

Everyone joined in and Santana pulled Rachel in and danced a fast slow dance with her, she raised their entwined hands up and down, "Workin' 9 to 5, what a way to make a livin'." Rachel laughed as Santana twirled her away and out before she turned to Kurt, spinning them once and dipping him, causing him to laugh with wide eyes, "Barely gettin' by, it's all takin' and no givin'." Santana tapped Blaine's head as she sang her next line, "They just use your mind and you never get the credit."

Santana pulled everyone else but Finn up as she sang, "It's enough to drive you crazy if you let it. 9 to 5, yeah they got you where they want you. There's a better life, and you dream about it, don't you? It's a rich man's game no matter what they call it. And you spend your life puttin' money in his wallet."

Santana went to the middle to dance by herself, "9 to 5, whoa what a way to make a livin'. Barely getting' by, it's all about takin' and no givin'. They just use your mind and they never give you credit. It's enough to drive you crazy if you let it. 9 to 5, yeah they got you where they want you. There's a better life, and you dream about it, don't you? It's a rich man's game no matter what they call it and you spend your life putting money in his wallet. 9 to 5, working 9 to 5."

Everyone clapped and cheered as they sat back down, causing Santana to smile. Mr. Shue clapped as he stood, "I have to say, I was not expecting country from you but well done."

"Well I have to admit that Dolly Parton is pretty badass," Santana laughed.

Mr. Shue chuckled, "Alright. Well other than her being a badass why did you choose it?"

"Well Shue, I chose it because in this world men don't respect woman. They think they can walk all over us because we aren't as good as them. We can be doing the same thing as men but we won't get the same recognition," Santana looked at Finn as she answered. She then added, "I was also hoping that Finn would get the hint that not all women do everything he says."

After she said her piece she went to sit down. Mr. Shue continued, "Alright well those were great performances. We have time for one more."

Puck stood and sang, 'Purple Rain' by Prince. When he finished he looked at Quinn, "I sang that because it is my weird way of apologizing to Quinn for what happened last year. I am sorry for what I did and I hope that we can be friends."

Quinn looked at Puck as everyone stared at her, waiting for an answer. After a few moments she spoke up, "Sure Puck, we can be friends."

Puck grinned as he walked to his seat. Mr. Shue stood up with a clap of his hands, "OK I will see you all tomorrow and I hope to see some more great performances."

Rachel stood with Kurt and Mercedes, walking out of the room. Rachel saw Santana walking down the hall and called out, "Hey Santana can I talk to you for a second?"

Santana turned around, "Um, I'm already late for Cheerios practice and every minute I'm late, Sue makes me run a lap."

"Oh OK," Rachel smiled at her.

"Why don't we go to your practice so she can talk to you after?" Mercedes asked.

Kurt looked at Mercedes then added, "Yeah, we can talk while we wait for you."

"Sure. But I'm sure you will be bored," Santana shrugged as she started walking again.

Rachel shot her two friends a glare as she continued to walk, "I mean it can't be any more boring than being at home alone for the next few hours."

They got out to the field and Sue yelled through the megaphone, "Sandbags, get your ass over here now."

Santana immediately took off at a sprint to her coach. All the other cheerleaders stopped their warm-ups to watch the interaction between their captain and their coach. Rachel sat on the bleacher with Kurt and Mercedes as she watched the two biggest bitches of the school.

"What makes you think it's OK to be late Tits McGee?" Sue yelled through the megaphone even though she was standing in front of her.

"The man child ran Glee a little later than usual," Santana hoped that the stab at Mr. Shue would help.

Turns out it just made Sue even more mad that it was Glee that made her late, "Start running." Santana immediately turned to run around the track. Sue yelled out after her, "And don't stop until you pass out from heat exhaustion, then you are going to get up and run through the routine until you puke."

Rachel turned to her friends, "Sue is really going to make her do that? It's like 100 degrees out here."

Mercedes shrugged, "I guess we will see if that really happens."

Rachel watched Santana run for 45 minutes, biting her lip nervously. Santana had started to slow down about 10 minutes ago. Sue noticed the slow down and yelled, "You better pick up the speed Sandbags or you will be doing the same thing tomorrow."

Brittany looked over at Santana from where she was holding up a girl and yelled when Santana didn't speed up, "Come on Sanny. You can do it."

Santana looked at her blonde best friend before she sped up just a little bit, her legs feeling like jelly. After a few more minutes Santana stopped and when Sue yelled at her to keep going she just bent over and threw up.

Rachel got up and ran to her with a water bottle, "Santana, are you OK?"

Santana shook her head as she panted heavily. Rachel handed her the water bottle as Sue yelled, "Porcelain, Aretha, go over and help Streisand with Tweedle Fake Boobs."

Mercedes walked over with Kurt and handed Santana another water bottle since she downed the first one. She drank half of it before she pulled it away to catch her breath. After a few moments she slowed her breathing a little.

"Are you feeling a little better?" Rachel asked.

Santana nodded and gave her a small, shaky smile. Sue once again yelled, "Alright Jugs, you've had enough time to be lazy, get your ass over here and do the routine."

Santana sighed and walked over on shaky legs. One cheerleaders looked at her with a disgusted look on her face, "Coach, why is she still on the team? She's only here so she can watch us."

Sue turned on the baby Cheerio, "She's on the team because she is the best one and just because she likes girls doesn't mean she likes looking at you talentless Cretans. Now shut up and run through the routine."

Santana looked down as she got into place, her legs still shaking. They started the routine with a toe touch jump which turned into the front row going to the ground while everyone else did a backflip. When Santana landed she stumbled a bit but caught herself and kept going through Sue yelling that it was sloppy.

They did a sophisticated dance routine before they got into 8 stunt groups of four. Brittany was Santana's base along with another junior Cheerio while a baby Cheerio was her back spot. They hoisted her in the air where two flyers from surrounding groups grabbed Santana's arms and helped her back flip into a group behind them.

They put her on the ground where Santana was again brought into the air again, not lifting her to full arms-length, just to their heads. The other groups did the same then together they did a front flip off of their bases hands.

Because of Santana's fatigue she didn't dismount right and she hit the ground before anyone could help her. All the other flyers landed on their feel but Santana went face down, trying to use her hands to catch herself as she yelled out.

When she hit the ground she screamed in pain and everyone stopped immediately. Sue went running down the bleachers as Rachel ran to her new friend.

Santana rolled on her back as she held her right hand in pain. Her wrist was twisted at a weird angle and the bone in her elbow was threatening to poke out of the skin. Rachel dropped beside her, "Oh my God Santana."

The Latina bit her lip and she closed her eyes to hold in her tears. She was trying not to let anyone see her cry but when Sue came over and grabbed her arm to see how bad it was she howled out and a tear fell.

Brittany came over, "Sanny. Are you OK."

Santana looked at the worried blonde and offered her a smile that turned to a grimace, "Yeah Britt-Britt. You know nothing hurts me. I'm too badass."

"Go shower," Sue looked at Brittany then shouted it at the rest of the Cheerios.

When Brittany was gone, Santana whimpers, "This hurts like a bitch."

Rachel looked at Sue, "Can we take her to the hospital?"

Sue looked at the three diva's surrounding her Cheerio before she nodded, "Yeah."

Rachel gently helped Santana up with the help of Kurt. They all walked to Kurt's car as Santana kept cradling her arm, tears falling against her will.

Rachel looked at her with a look of worry, "How bad does it hurt?"

"Like someone just threw my arm in a shredder," Santana whispered, not trusting her voice.

They got into Kurt's car and drove to the emergency room, taking Santana in. They brought her back ten minutes later, telling the three friends to wait in the lobby.

Rachel looked at the two diva's, "You guys can go. I'll wait for her here."

"How will you get home?" Kurt asked.

Rachel thought for a second, "Do you have your license Mercedes?" When she nodded Rachel took out her keys, "Can you guys get my car and drop it off here?"

They nodded and hugged her before leaving. They came in half an hour later and gave her her keys before leaving again.

After about two hours Santana came out with her arm in a cast and a sling. Rachel stood and walked over to her. Santana grinned at her, "See I am too badass."

Rachel rolled her eyes at the Latina before looking at the doctor, "What happened?"

"Well she fell from a far height and dropped most of her weight on the arm which caused her wrist to shatter and almost sent the elbow out of her arm. She is lucky it didn't penetrate skin. But she will have to keep her arm in a cast for two months to let it set," the doctor explained.

Rachel nodded and sent a thank you before she led Santana out. They drove to Santana's house in silence. When they got there Santana turned to the future Broadway star, "Thanks for helping me."

"No problem," Rachel smiled at her.

Santana smiled back and opened the door before turning to her, "I almost forgot, you wanted to talk to me."

Rachel looked at her for a moment before waving it off, "I'll tell you tomorrow. Go get some rest."

Santana nodded and got out, going into her house. Rachel sighed and drove home.

So this one was a little bit longer. I hope you liked it. I don't know much about cheerleading routines, only what I've seen at my high school and our coaches suck at making routines so I didn't want to use any of those. But next time I do a cheerleading scene I will ask my sister so hopefully it will be better. Anyways the song for this chapter title is 'Do You Really Want to Hurt Me?' by Culture Club. Also the song Santana did was '9 to 5' by Dolly Parton. Anyways please review and again I love all of you. See you Saturday.