Stef:
When school started I had a good amount of friends from last year and Lena didn't have that many friends, so I introduced her to my friends. Some of the kids that weren't my friends teased her because she was always in the books. Lena did the cheerleading tryouts in the gym after school and I watched her. She did so well and looked so cute with her cheers. Then Johnathan sat next to me.
"Hey, Stef."
"Hey, John."
"You watching the tryouts?"
"Yeah. My best friend is trying out. The Carmel skin-toned over there on the left."
"She's Pretty."
"Yes, she is."
"You with anyone right now?"
"No, I'm not."
"Would you like to date me?"
"Sure."
We looked at each other and kissed.
Lena:
I did the tryouts then me and Victoria talked.
"So Lena, how are you liking the school so far?"
"It's nice. Some people are very nice and some people are mean. The teachers are okay."
"Since you're Stef's friend I can be a very good friend to you."
"I'd like that."
"Stef knows I like girls since she likes boys and girls."
"That's cool. I don't know what I like because I never dated anyone."
"How would you like to date me?"
"Sure."
"We don't have to kiss right away no pressure."
"We can kiss. But I might be bad at it because I never kissed anymore before."
"No one is good at there first kiss. But the more you do it the better you get at it."
"Okay."
Veronica leans in and gives me a kiss. We kiss for a bit. Then After we kissed for a bit me and Stef took the public bus home and we did all our homework then we talked in her room after dinner.
"So Stef who's the guy?"
"His name is Johnathan."
"That's cool. Veronica kissed me after tryouts."
"Oh okay."
"I don't even know if I was doing it right or if she thought I was a bad kisser not that you would know even though you know everything about me."
I was in a panic mode and I couldn't go home like that. I was pacing back and forth in her room ranting about it and she tried calming me down then I finally sat on the bed next to her and she cupped my cheeks to look at her and kissed my lips and I got quiet.
"I should go."
"What is it, sweets?"
"Its nothing. I gotta go."
I leave Stef's house and go to my room. I didn't know what to do when Stef kissed me it made my stomach all jumpy. I want to be near Stef but it's just confusing right now. I don't want to upset her by ignoring her but I don't know how to tell her how I am feeling right now. Maybe if I pretend I'm sick she will give me space just for a few days to relax my nerves.
Stef:
Its been a few days since I kissed Lena and I don't know what going on with her. She tells me everything even when something bothers her and she been avoiding me since we kissed. I wonder if I scared her off witch I hope I didn't. My aunt knows I'm Bisexual and that I've been seen people. I got a soda from the kitchen and my aunt was there.
"Hey baby, everything okay?"
"I don't know I think I messed things up with Lena. She has been avoiding me for a few days now."
"What happen love?"
"Her aunt gave her permission to date and she met my friend veronica at the carnival this past summer and she joined the cheerleading squad and victoria kissed her the first time a few days ago and Lena was panicking and I kissed her and she calmed down fast but left as soon as it happened and been ignoring me since and that was 4 days ago."
"Give her some time love."
"My stomach was all jumpy when I kissed her."
"You're in love that what it means."
"I'm too young to love. I'm only 13 and I think me and Lena need to see other people before we jump into something with each other but I do care about her."
"I was 15 when I had my first love. You will have plenty of loves."
"Okay."
"I'm here if you feel like talking."
"I'm okay but don't say anything to her aunt let me and Lena work this out ourselves please."
"Okay."
I go back to my room and put the tv on and lay on my bed