tw: kind of suicidal ideation, only kind of because he is the devil. But he is not all right!
also sorry for being late with these i was cross stitching and making gobelin (that's one weird excuse but here we are)
When she comes to arrest him he is drinking alone the pub's bar. His own collection is broken and spilled, wasted on his struggle with his brother who left him in his misery.
So when she shows up with guns blazing he is ready to give up and go back to hell. He can handle Maze leaving and Amenadiel wanting to kill him. He can handle his reputation being in shambles, even those dead kids whose life was taken in his name.
He is used to all that. Death, betrayal, hurt, all of it.
What he can't take is her eyes looking guilty, full with tears begging him to come quietly.
He doesn't.
Instead he shouts and taunts, aggravating the newbie, telling them to shoot him, because at least hell has a familiar ache, not this new, suffocating one.
Death, he thinks, would be a lot less cruel at this point.