Author's note: In honor of my fellow Delena shippers I will be updating all my Delena stories first since their story on TVD has come to a close. It was a beautiful ending and it couldn't have been more perfect, but they can always live on in our hearts and through our fanfictions. Let's all ban together to keep Delena alive and make great fanfictions based around them. This couple might be over but they are not forgotten. Thank you for the six great years of Delena TVD and I hope the show still survives even without Elena there.

The Confessions of a Secret Sorority Sister

Chapter 4

"Elena, What the hell were you thinking?"

Elena opened her eyes and squinted daggers at Caroline who had just woke her up for no reason. She sat up in her bed and looked at Caroline with questioning eyes wondering what the hell had made Caroline upset this time.

"What are you talking about?"

"You don't remember what happened last night."

"I was drunk Caroline. You know I always do stupid things when I'm drunk."

"Well this one tops anything you've ever done."

Caroline handed Elena her cellphone and Elena glimpsed at the picture of her riding none other than her RA Damon Salvatore. Oh my God. What had she done?

"What do you have to say for yourself now Elena Gilbert?"

"It was a stupid mistake I made while I was drunk Caroline. I'm sure everyone has had one and it will blow over."

"Yeah and so will our chances of getting into your mom's old sorority."

"What are you talking about?"

"The girl who took this photo of you and Damon was his ex-girlfriend Rebekah, who's the head of the sorority your mom was in, so in other words your ticket to that sorority flew out the window when you fucked her ex-boyfriend."

"Listen if Damon is her ex then she wouldn't care if I slept with him or not."

"Suite yourself, but I think we should get ready for our first day of class. Also don't be shocked if everyone is talking about you. Rebekah sent that photo to everyone on campus."

Elena sighed as Caroline grabbed some of her clothes. Elena grabbed the outfit she wanted for the first day and headed to the bathroom to take a shower. The hot water calmed her mind and smoothed away her thoughts. How could she not remember that she slept with Damon Salvatore? She would have to talk to him about it after class, but for right now it was time to get ready for her first day of classes. Elena had to make a good second impression on her fellow students so she had to pick out a kick ass outfit. Elena had personally picked out her navy blue mid sleeve blouse with a scoop neck and a light brown belt with her favorite jeans and light brown boots. She threw on her makeup and accessorized her hair with her clip on red hair extensions that made her curly hair look amazing. She just hoped that her outfit would be distracting enough that they wouldn't talk about her and Damon.

Elena sighed and with one last look at her mirror she took off to face the world.

By the time Elena was out of her classes she was seething with anger and rage. No one had given her a rest today about sleeping with her RA and Elena couldn't have been more embarrassed. She had made one tiny little mistake and had slept with Damon. Now she was being punished for it and she had no idea why.

She only knew that in that moment she had to go apologize to Damon. No matter how bad she had got it today, his day had probably been worse considering he was her RA who was supposed to set an example for her not to get into her pants when he had the chance.

Elena looked around the dorm rooms until she located the one he was staying in and knocked on the door. He answered it only wearing a pair of tight fitting jeans. She gulped this might have proven more difficult then what she had originally thought.

"Elena, what are you doing here?"

"Can we talk in private?"

Damon gestured for Elena to come in and she stepped into his dorm room looking around. It had looked verily nice, but she wasn't here to look at a dorm room. She was here to clear the air with Damon and hopefully get her life back on track without any further complications from their one night stand,

"I came here to apologize."

"What for?"

"Sleeping with you. It was a stupid drunk mistake and I would really hate it if I was the cause for you losing your job."

"Well you can breathe easy on that part. I already reported it to my director and he told me to not let it happen again or else he would take further action and fire me. What happened between us can never happen again."

"Easy. It's already done. No more hot wild passionate sex for the both of us."

"I mean it was probably only good because we were drunk. We'd probably hate having sex with each other when we're sober."

She laughed, but then felt his lips on hers. She didn't know what she was doing except that every instinct in her body was telling her that she wanted to have sex with Damon after all the one time they did have sex they had been interrupted and besides it wouldn't hurt them to do it one more time just to see how it would really be like between them.

Damon pulled away from her exhaling and looking into her eyes. They were wild and something animalistic had taken a hold of both of them. Something that was dangerous and irrational, but demanded to be sated.

"We're only doing this one more time. Do you understand me?" He said with his breath heavy.

She nodded as they both headed for his bed. They kneeled on their knees as Damon took off Elena's shirt kissing her neck in the process. She moaned and unbuckled his belt sliding it threw the loops and throwing it to the floor. He grabbed her face and smashed his lips to hers as he pushed her down into his bed unzipping her boots and throwing them to the ground.

She looked up into Damon gorgeous blue eyes and unbuttoned his jeans helping him slid them off in the process. Something had felt off to her though. Why was she still almost fully clothed and he was down to his boxers.

She placed Damon hands to her jeans as he got the hint and unbuttoned hers getting the off as fast as he could and making her giggle a little in the process. He looked down and took in the sight of her in only her bra and underwear. Her socks had long since been taken off and now all they had was the dilemma of who would be the dominate first. Elena was about to reach and take off Damon's underwear when he pressed her hands down to the pillow. Man she had never felt so hot in her life.

"I hope you don't mind, but I like being the dominant." He said.

"That's not the way it was last night." She said with a smirk.

He grinned at her and shuffled through his bedroom drawer to pull out something. Elena had expected it to be a condom but was shocked when she felt cold metal snapping her wrist and something else snapping. She looked up and gasped at the fact that Damon had managed to handcuff one of her hands to the bedpost. No boy had ever tried that with her before, but she had to admit the sheer dominance of it got her all hot and bothered. This would be one pleasurable experience.

"Is this okay?" he said gesturing to the handcuff that kept her wrist captive.

"Who knew you could be so kinky?"

"Well it is our only time we're going to have sex with each other so I thought I'd pull out all the stops."

Elena shrugged as he went for her bra peeling off the useless piece of fabric and throwing it to the floor where the pile of clothes was quickly osculating. He placed his hands of her mounds and gave her a gentle squeeze. She bit her lip to surpass a moan. There was no way she would let Damon win in their battle for dominance. If she kept on moaning she would surely lose and Elena Gilbert was a winner. Damon had just shrugged it off though and moved on to setting his mouth on her nipples and giving them both a gentle suck. Her nipples had gotten hard from the softness but fierceness of his mouth and she had rewarded him with a small moan. Damon smiled and gave her a pointed look.

"Really that's all I get?"

"I guess you just have to try harder Mr. Salvatore."

Damon shrugged and kissed down to her stomach resting his lips by her underwear when he had gotten to that sensitive spot a hint of recognition flashed in Damon's eyes as a mischivios grin spreaded across his face.

"Well I guess if I have to try harder than I have to pull out all the stops."

Elena was about to question Damon when he had suddenly moved his body up to her upper torso. He had gotten rid of his underwear in the process and was now pressing the tip of his erection to her lips.

"Now I want you to take this in your mouth Elena and I want you to take all of it and don't play with me because I know you can."

Elena opened her mouth as Damon slammed his erection in her throat. She took him deeper and deeper until he moaned with pleasure. She had loved the sounds he was making and when he came in her mouth she had no objections to swallowing his whole load. It was a bit salty, but nothing she couldn't handle.

"What's next Salvatore?"

"Your reward."

"What do you mean?"

In one foul swoop Damon had taken her underwear off and inserted a finger into her soft wet folds teasing her until he finally slip a finger into her entrance. She bit her lip to surpass another moan. Damon grinned at her and slipped another finger in adding to the pleasure. She didn't know how much more of this she could take without slamming onto him and taking him herself. Damn handcuffs. Elena's breath grew heavy as Damon pulled away his fingers but was soon replaced with the gentle strokes of his tongue on her clint. She moaned as he lapsed his tongue on that spot over and over until she just couldn't take it anymore.

She needed him and she needed him now.

"Damon-"

"What is it Ms. Gilbert?" He said sucking on it gently.

"Would you please-"

"Please what?"

"Fuck me."

"What was that I couldn't hear you?"

"I want you to fuck me Damon Salvatore."

A grin spread across Damon's face as he took his hard erect penis and rubbed it on the inside of her folds teasing her with it in the same spot his mouth had just been.

"Do you like that?"

"You know I do."

"I want you to beg me to fuck you."

"I want you so much Damon."

"What do you want me to do Elena?"

"I want you to fuck me." She said gritting her teeth together.

His erection circled her entrance as she tried to fight the urge to take him herself. She was two seconds away from breaking those damned handcuffs.

"That's a very broad definition Elena. I need you to clarify it for me."

"Fine. I give up. You win Damon. I want you to fuck me however you see fit. Now please just fuck me already. I'm begging you."

"I thought you'd never ask."

She didn't even have time to respond before he was inside her slamming against her walls and making her cry out his name. God this had felt good. Ten times better then their drunken night of sex. She was amazed at how much she wanted this to happen. And since it would be the last time between them she wanted to enjoy herself.

Amazingly, Damon had reached to her handcuffs and unlocked them.

"Turn around Elena. Get on your hands and knees."

Elena obeyed as Damon slammed into her from behind taking her from behind in the doggie style motion. It wasn't everyone's cup of tea but to Elena it was amazing. It gave him better access to her g-spot and Elena couldn't help, but to cry out her moans of pleasure as Damon slammed into her not giving her a moment to compose herself as he literally plowed her into his mattress.

Elena had never had sex with a man like this and damn it had felt good. It had felt like she was on cloud nine and she never wanted to come down. That was until Damon pulled out. She was saddened by the loss of him as she turned around and noticed him jerking off. Had she not done it for him?

"Why are you doing that?"

"I don't want to come inside you without protection."

"Well it's a good thing I'm on the pill then. Go ahead. I give you my full permission."

Damon flipped her back over to on her back and she laughed until he slammed back into her. This time he was not holding back his moves were more animalistic and aggressive as she came letting her tears of pleasure spill out. It had felt good. Awhile after her release he had found his own and had sent the contents of his wet hot seed into her. She shivered as he collapsed onto her and pulled her into his embrace.

"So did you like it?"

"Are you kidding that was amazing?"

"Well I hate to toot my own horn, but I knew it was going to be."

She laughed and looked into his amazing blue eyes.

"It's just bad that we can't do this anymore. It was pretty awesome despite not having booze in my system."

He shrugged and they got out of bed getting dressed in the process. Her legs were still shaky and it was hard for her to move and get her clothes on but she had somehow managed it.

"Did you want to stay and watch a movie?" he said.

"That sounds great, but I promised Caroline we would go shopping for clothes for rush week and Elena Gilbert always keeps her promises."

"Well it's an admirable trait to have."

She smiled as Damon leaned in closer. Everything about him drove her crazy, but she knew she couldn't give into her desire again. Not if she wanted to be a sorority sister.

"Damon. You know we can't keep this up. It's wrong of us."

"I wasn't starting something. This is the last kiss we'll have until we mutually agree that we actually want to be together."

"I don't see that ever happening. Especially considering your position."

He smiled and gave her a small kiss.

"Some things are worth the risk."

She smiled and they kissed again as if this was going to be the last kiss they shared.

"Goodbye Damon Salvatore."

"Have a nice day Elena Gilbert."

Elena smiled and left Damon's room as she left to go shop with Caroline one thought crossed her mind.

Would she ever be able to look at Damon the same way again? And could she control herself before it was too late to save herself?