Disclaimer: I own nothing. All characters belong to Stephanie Meyer and the idea of the plot belongs to Günesi Beklerken.
A/N:
Hi everyone, welcome to ''Jar of secrets''.
''Jar of Secrets'' is my very first story. After being a reader for many years on this website, I thought that it was time to try my luck with writing my own story.
I came onto this idea when I was watching one of my favourite Turkish tv-series ''Günesi Beklerken'' (roughly translated: Waiting for the sun). I started thinking about how I could use this plot in a Twilight setting and liked the picture I got. I hope you guys like it too. I just used the plot as a base, the rest is my own. I would appreciate any feedback I would get, as long as it is done with respect.
Warning: You are warned for any grammar/spelling mistakes. English is my third language and I do not have a Beta right now. All my stories will have a HEA (what can I say, I am a sucker for those). In the case of violence, I will warn you at the beginning of the chapter.
I will try to update every week if real life doesn't get in the way. Have fun!
Have you ever reached that point in your life when it got too much? When you felt like life screwed up with you? That you were just a poppet in an endless play, pulled in all directions without any explanation?
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I could feel the wind in my hair and hear the waves crashing into the cliffs. I opened my eyes and looked below me. It would be so easy to let myself go. To free me from the burdens of the secrets that were placed on me.
"Bella!" I hear him shouting. He had found me. My heart felt like it was ripping in a halve. "Bella, don't do it!" When I didn't reply, "please Princess" he begged. I closed my eyes again. My tears falling freely on my face.
"Bella." I heard him closely. "Take my hand, please." I could hear the pain in his voice.
"Don't come closer." I managed to say. All the crying had made my voice gruff.
"Bella, I know that it hasn't been-"
"You know nothing." I cut him off. And he didn't know. He didn't know how it felt to know that your whole life was based on a lie. That your life got screwed up because someone took the right to interfere with others. To make life-altering choices about people. And for what? Because of jealousy.
He didn't know how it felt like to know that everyone you've had trusted and loved with your whole being, stood by you in silence. Just letting you believe all the lies that you were told.
I shook my head. The pain I had endured in the last few days was crushing me. I could feel myself crumbling underneath it. I didn't have any strength anymore.
I took a step closer to the edge. "BELLA!"
The panic and hurt in his voice made me turn around to look at him. He looked like he hadn't slept for the last few days. His eyes captivated me, like the very first day we had met.
So much happened since then. He became my everything.
His eyes were begging me to take the hand he was offering.
I closed my eyes again.
"Forgive me" I whispered and let myself go.
A/N:
This was the pre-face. I hope you enjoyed it!
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Lots of love and hugs, MoonShinee