Oof writing is a terrible way to pass time guys. I don't want you to give up but if you are not earnest in your desires and passionate enough, all you would do is burn yourself in the process. I had to write and rewrite this chapter more than 15 times and yet I am unsatisfied with it. Seriously, I wanted to just press shift + delete but I thought maybe the readers would forgive me as they have forgiven me multiple times already. Sorry for being so lazy. And other thing, I went through the earlier chapters today and I was astonished, Chapter 1 till Chapter 10 really is a chart that shows how far have I come. Straight from writing like a shit to writing like a shit that people can still read just for the sake of reading. I can't thank you guys enough for your support. Next chapter may take some considerable amount of time but I love you all and will surely bring something. So wait for me please.

One other thing - I have begun to write a series on the app "Webnovel" so if you use that app please read my book "The city where Silence Screams". I have used "SpookySaint" as my pseudonym. I would be glad if you could show me support on that platform too. Now over and out.

And the chapter begins...

Subaru entered the room on tiptoes. His every step is full of caution lest he wake up the sleeping beauty. He was nervous beyond words to be alone in a room with a cute pink haired girl who, a few weeks back had suddenly turned into a dere from tsundere. Subaru had to clasp his fingers together, forming and breaking his fists frequently which were full of sweat.

He had been given such a task that he preferred battling Betelgeuse once more rather than fulfil the mission he has been told to do.

He looked at the cuckoo clock in the room. 11'33 was the time according to the pins on display.

The moonlight was dense and so, the clouds that were obstructing the shower of brightness provided by it, began to move.

As Subaru's face got drowned in the intense white pallor, he decided that he needed to act. He went to the bed and sat on the chair beside it. He could hear Ram breathing heavily and the frequency of ups and downs of her breasts became slow. He held her creamy white hands that were so thin and fragile, he felt that he would break them if he put strength in his grasp. That's why he was gentle.

"They are so soft, as if they would melt into me" thought Subaru.

He could not understand why he could not contradict his thoughts like, he did every time when Ram did a moe attack without her knowing about it.

He was scared of carrying out his mission for if he accomplished it, it would mean that he truly never loved Emilia in the first place. All his feelings for her were a hoax, an illusion that he'd summoned upon himself because of her beauty and the circumstances in which they have met.

Even thinking all of it didn't deterred him. Emilia was still precious to him even if he questioned his feelings for her. But she wasn't so precious that he can lose Ram. Ram was never his in the first place but this mattered little to him now.

He closed his eyes, brought his lips near her's and time conveyed the impression of not as a flowing entity but something that can be paralyzed for in that moment it seemed to have stopped, for it couldn't care less for its protocol and neither the fear of god. Even time wanted Subaru to enjoy this moment to his fullest. Time wanted to provide him a reason and it wanted to be a cause to make Subaru understand what his heart has wanted all along.

Sweet. The word resonated in Subaru's head. A delicacy unlike any other was felt by him. He was enraptured and enthralled by the exotic and exquisite savouriness of her lips.

The whole moment to him seemed like, he was sleeping on a dark lonely cloud in purgatory, when suddenly flowers begin to sprout abloom from the watery soil. Their fragrance filled the air which brought the most meticulous birds to the scene, their chirping paving a way for melody that would even sway the lost cause in hearing-aid users. This was in fact for him a moment of perfect paradise.

He initially wanted to go for just a peck. But the strange flavour of sweetness as rich as mangoes and dreamy-like nectar of holy flowers, while having an aroma of passion fruits stacked together, was making his senses numb.

He remembered the days before she became amnesiac. The cold hearted Ram, who spit poison from her mouth every time she saw Subaru.

The Ram, who revealed that she and Ram were Oni i.e half demons, a secret known to few. A secret known to the people they can trust. A secret then known to Subaru.

The Ram, who although didn't have strength to face an enemy of that calibre went along with Subaru to save Rem, her sister who she loves them most in this world.

The Ram who became amnesiac because of him.

The Ram who is like a fallen angel now.

The Ram who is shy.

The Ram who is sweet.

The Ram who makes his breath stop, using her moe attacks.

The Ram he likes…

Cough, Cough Ram sat upright on the bed, crucified and astonished.

She remembered that she fell unconscious in the kitchen. And when she succumbed to darkness, she found herself in a dream. She saw herself trapped in some sort of prison. She was all alone in that pitch black darkness, so dark that it can gave the word emptiness its meaning. She was hurting. She was in pain. She cried and instead of tears, red pool of blood flowed from her eyes and ended up on her cheeks. It dripped and formed a patch of crimson colour near her feet. She could understand nothing but she wanted to flee. She can't do that on her own, so she was waiting painstakingly for someone to save her. Someone who cared enough for her to risk his life for her. Someone who had her face embedded in his heart. And as she was close to have a break down, she felt two strong manly hands embrace her. And then, she found herself in the air. So someone did came to abduct her from this vile and malicious place, to carry her towards the bright centre of light. Before she can turn around to look at her saviour's face, the dream was over.

All she could see was, Subaru breathing heavily in front of her. The problem actually can be blamed on him because he got so carried away that he did not notice, that more than a minute has passed. He was that lost in his throes of passion. And passionate kissing.

Ram sat in silence because in the intense moonlight, she could notice the wetness on her lips and Subaru's too. So they K-Ki-Ki…

Her brain went haywire.

Meanwhile, Subaru was silent because Ram was awake. The duty has been fulfilled. The deed was done and he came to terms with the answer of his heart. He came to know…

What his heart wanted?

Whom his heart has chosen to live and die for?

Whom it has accepted as piece of puzzle that can complete the jigsaw of his life?

The answer was right in front of his eyes.

"Subaru-Sama..." Ram said in a solemn voice "Did you…Did you k-ki-ki-kissed me?"

"Uhm…I think so"

"Why?"

"Why? Ahahaha…Why?...You see there was a mosquito on your face and I had to get rid of it"

"With your mouth?"

"I cleaned the garden just now and had not washed my hands"

"Subaru-kun…I don't think that would put so much of your saliva on my mouth that I can literally feel your aftertaste…"

It took quite a moment for Ram to register what she had said and her eyes began to move in circles, as her mind was breaking due to embarrassment.

Subaru's nervousness left him after he chuckled at Ram's reactions which were so cute and innocent that he was actually doing something sinful by his actions.

He jumped on the bed, and with a smile grabbed Ram's hands.

"Subaru-kun?"

"Let's kiss"

"What are you suddenly saying B-Baka?"

"I am saying to put your lips on mine"

"Even if you say that with such a smile, I…I can't…"

"Do you hate me?"

"No. I don't hate you. But I don't know if I can do this."

"If you don't hate me, then why not?"

"Because I can't. This feels wrong"

"It isn't wrong. Let's kiss and let me prove you that."

"Why are you stubborn about kissing anyway?"

"Because…I love you"

Eh…Eh…Ehhhhhhhhhhhhh

Except that repetitive monologue in Ram's mind, the room had gone silent. The winds that were trying to make the atmosphere comfortable had suddenly vanished into the thin air. It was as if nature itself had become shy due to the sudden change in performance before them.

Ram fidgeted nervously, keeping her hands on top of each other.

"I don't know how to answer that Subaru-sama. There's too many things on my mind right now. I don't know who I was before"

"Why does it matter?"

"It matters. I haven't been able to figure out who am I. How do you think I will be able to figure out what I feel?"

"Because feelings are formed on the spot. If you were angry at someone before you lost your memories, would you be still angry at them after you recovered it, you won't would you. At least the Ram I know won't do that"

"How can you be so sure?"

"Because all the time that I was in pain, all the time I was trying to survive the days here. It was only you and Rem who were close to me. I do love Rem but I don't think I love her that way. Meanwhile you and I were kind of incompatible but…I still ended up liking you. And now this feelings won't go. So stop thinking about your circumstances for a moment. I love Ram for who she is. Maybe I like you now because I find this version of Ram cute but I was never averse of you and certainly made a place for you in my heart long ago"

"…"

"Don't be sad and spoil that cute face"

"Cute?"

"Super cute. Cuter than fairy. You, Ram are the definition of cuteness. You give the word cuteness its meaning"

"Awwwwwwwwwww"

Ram can hear no more. Steam was pouring out from her brains.

"So Ram, let's do this. Let's go on a date."

"Date?"

And then Subaru explained to Ram what a date is.

"So you will take me to places to K-Ki-Kiss"

"No. Just not that. I would like to do more in fact. Because already dressed in pyjamas, you are making it hard for me to control myself."

Ram, out of shyness covered her breasts with her hands.

Moeeeeeeeeeeee

"Let's go to the village together for our date. It would be a challenge for me to make a place in your heart by the end of it. By the time the sun goes down"

"But…what if I can't find an answer even then?"

"Then I would be sad and probably give up on you. Not coming up with an answer is as good as a no"

Subaru remembered the day when he proposed Emilia and she did not give him an answer but kept him hanging forever. Ram too felt a little sad, when he Subaru told he would give up.

"Okay. Subaru-sama, I would go on the date with you"

"Yesss. Now let's kiss"

Subaru said this and dived for her lips. Ram struck him in the head.

"You said you would wait for my answer"

"No, this is…"

The way in which Subaru suddenly went silent worried Ram. He explained the situation to her with all the explanation provided by Roswall. The way to provide her enough mana that can last for days. SEX.

"Se-Se-Sex"

"That's why I want you to confirm your feelings. I do have some mindbreak and ugly bastard doujins in my world but I don't take delight in forcing cute girls. I want you to accept me yourself because I want to do that with you but more than that I want to make you happy. I want to help you in having a enriching life forever, a life you can enjoy. So a few kisses would be a good backup so that you don't fall unconscious tomorrow."

"I think you increased the amount. But if its for that, then I think…I can do it. I am also, a little excited for the date."

Moeeeeeeeeee

Subaru couldn't control himself anymore.

And as the winds changed direction and their pace, the shrubberies scattered around the lawn surrounding the mansion, lifted an essence of pure waft of serenity in the air. The moon intensified its rays and the moonlight now acting as limelight shone upon two figures in the room. Ram and Subaru could be seen embracing, with their lips mounted on each other and the flow of time went limp again in the night.

Bobberhd what do you think my friend, was the chapter much longer this time xd. I'll try to make chapters long but sometimes I have to cut unnecessary things from first draft and they become short. Still I'll try to do something about that flaw. Thanks for reading...