A/N: Here's a new update after years. I really apologize if it took so long. I am currently revising all my stories as well. My new and upcoming update chapters might have slight changes in some minor details that may be inconsistent from previous chapters, but like I said I am revising my stories from the beginning. But those changes does not affect the plot, just some minor details. I just can't believe how cringey my writing was back then and why did I only realize it now HAHAHHAA. I'm really sorry for giving you all such crappy chapters before XD. Anyway, I haven't been in novel/fiction writing for years, I focused more on screenwriting so my apologies if it's not that good. I hope to see the changes in my writing in this update from my old ones.

This chapter is dark and angsty, btw, so brace yourselves.

Chapter Eleven (Part Two) - Jellal Being Erza

Erza

Presentation over, finally. I deserve boxes of strawberry cake from Jellal after saving his lucky ass. He should be even thanking me more because if I wasn't able to get rid of Minerva, he would have gotten sabotaged and roasted by her inside the conference room earlier. Right now, I'm just back at his cozy office and relaxed my (his) on the swivel chair. I always wonder what Jellal could have done with Minerva on how he got a nice office like this. I just don't get Minerva, if she and Jellal are having an affair or something, why would she threaten Jellal on his position at work? I am somehow convinced at least five percent that it is possible that Jellal may have only hooked up with Minerva for a reason. I've been thinking if there was something I don't know he did that could have pushed Minerva to threaten him like that? I have the advantage to find out on my own, especially that I own Jellal's body at this point. But if ever there is a truth being kept away from me, I still hope it would be Jellal to have the guts to confess.

I heard Jellal's phone ringing from my pocket. We exchanged phones earlier before leaving the house. I looked at the screen and saw my contact name 'Erza' and phone number. Hmm, I wonder why he is calling.

"Jellal?" I answered.

"Erza, a-are you still at the conference room?"

"Hmm, the presentation and meeting just ended a few minutes ago. I did it, told you so-"

"Wendy's bleeding, Erza. C-can you come back home right away? Just tell Ultear it's an emergency."

"What?! O-okay, I'll get there right away."

Jellal

"Wendy? Wendy, please open the door!" I called out on Wendy outside her bedroom. "I'll take you to the hospital, just calm down. I called your Ma- I mean your daddy already." I keep knocking on the door of her bedroom. All of the sudden she just started to cry and run inside her bedroom to lock up herself. I don't know if I did say anything wrong or how I freaked her out that much. Shouldn't she be heading to the hospital with me already? It took more than half an hour before Erza finally got back home.

"Jellal, what happened?!" She asked worryingly while running up towards the second floor.

"Wendy and I are just watching TV, t-then I see her bleeding and her abdomen starts to cramp. I told her to-" I explained to her but then she cut me off. The worried look on her face turned calm and she just slowly walked towards Wendy's door.

"Wendy? Sweetie? I-it's me...Daddy." She called out. "Umm, can you let me in just for a few minutes?"

In just a nick of time, Wendy unlocked the door but only opened slightly, signaling her to come in. I was about to come in as well, but Erza stopped me from doing so. "You stay there! I can handle this." She hissed at me before entering Wendy's bedroom and shutting the door behind me. I just let out a sigh and sat on the small couch in the hallway and waited for them to come out. I always thought being Erza is just easy peasy, being a housewife and a mom. I just realized there are really a lot of things Erza can do that I can't. I wasn't really that hands-on to Wendy when she went to culinary school for three years compared to how she is a full-time mom and housewife for years to us. Being busy at work, I cannot really focus on Wendy at all times. Yes Erza does the cleaning, does the cooking, like Nicki Minaj. Unlike me back then, I would just hire part-time housekeepers and babysitters to maintain the house and look after Wendy when she has no school or after school. Sometimes I'd ask our nice neighbor, Bisca, to look after her. Even though Erza was away for her studies, she still manages to come home on holidays and sometimes on weekends just to see us. No matter how much hard work I have invested in my work, I do think it is nothing compared to everything Erza has done for us.

After almost half an hour, Erza finally came out from Wendy's bedroom. I don't know if I should feel relieved already or not. Shouldn't we be taking Wendy to the clinic or hospital already? Why have a girly talk at this time? Judging from the way Erza looks after she talked to Wendy, she seemed calm at all.

"S-so? Should we take her to a clinic?' I asked her.

She sighed and giggled as if she was making fun of me. "Jellal, you silly...she's fine."

"Fine? B-but she was bleeding, she told me her abdomen keeps cramping, a-and-"

"She just got her period." She said.

"P-period? What? She's just nine! Isn't she supposed to have a period around eleven, twelve, or thirteen?" I wondered.

"Oh, well, some girls have their first period around nine or ten. I actually had my first when I was ten. You should have asked me over the phone instead of being hysterical. She locked herself inside because you freaked her out." She sighed, then she started skipping merrily towards our bedroom. I followed her inside, still wondering why did I freak out anyway. Why didn't I think about period blood? It was as if I didn't learn it from school. Erza was rummaging from the drawers of the dressing table. She pulled out one pack of sanitary napkins and tampons. "You give this to her later. It's a good thing I still have some stock here during my last period." She told me. "Oh, Jellal, I can't believe our baby girl just had her first period. We should celebrate. It's a milestone for Wendy." She keeps saying in joy. It's usually normal for Erza to get excited at events or changes happening to Wendy like this. For her, who's a hands-on mother to our child, moments like this means a lot to her. To me, I didn't care about little happenings to her or Wendy the past few years when I got so busy at work. I didn't realize how lovely they are until this body-switch thingy.

"What is she doing now?" I asked. "Oh, I told her to take a bath and clean up before putting on any of these." Then, she starts taking off my coat and tie. "It's a long day for me although it's just past lunch. And, how can you wear this thing everyday, it's so uncomfortable." She complains as she starts unbuttoning my white dress shirt. Well, if I won't have any choice but to let her pretend as me in the office for a couple of days, she's gonna have to deal with those clothes. In my situation, I feel comfortable in her loose maternity dresses and this body switch is like a break from wearing those formal business attires.

"So...how did the presentation go?" I asked her and sat on the bed. I am now relieved that Wendy is alright, but I wanna know how the presentation exactly went, then I can finally breathe well.

Erza pulled down my pants and hung it on the chair, leaving her on my undershirt and boxers. She lays down on the bed and rolls a little bit to get a comfortable position. "Oh, well, I just presented all the necessary information you taught me. I followed every bullet point you gave me. I was able to answer all the possible questions you told me to prepare for. Although, I almost screwed up on one question because I have no idea much about it, good thing Levy was able to back up for me. And, yeah, I think it went well, especially with Minerva not around." She answered while stretching on the bed. Minerva is not around during the presentation? How is that even possible? She's one of the board members and a candidate as the next CEO, how is it possible that she is not around during an important proposal presentation to a foreign investor?

"What do you mean - Minerva is not around? I-i mean, she's an important person in the company, why is she not around during an important meeting and presentation with a foreign investor?" I asked her.

I hear Erza giggle softly and now I have this feeling she did something to Minerva. "Erza...tell me you didn't do something." I said worryingly. I'm not worried about Minerva, but for myself. Erza is carrying my name, image, identity, reputation, and whatsoever. If ever she does something and Minerva finds out I (her originally) was behind it, I'm dead. "Minerva wasn't able to go because she has to take a shit. A big load of SHIT..." That's what she just said and I don't get her at all. "Don't worry I didn't poison her or threw her out of the window."

I was walking alone in a narrow street. The place looks familiar to me, it's the shortcut street from our house to the grocery store. Everything seems fine, until I feel someone grab my body and forcibly cover my mouth with a handkerchief. I tried to fight from being locked in his muscular arms, but he was too strong and the next thing I knew everything went black.

I opened my eyes a little only to find myself inside a dim bedroom. I couldn't move as I started to feel weak after passing out, but I see this tan-skinned man with muscular body standing on the end of the bed. I don't know who he is, but this time, I am certain that this is not me and someone else. The man positioned himself on top of me and started kissing me harshly. I tried to push him with the last strength I have, but all I get is one hard punch on my stomach untilI feel drained. Who is he? Why is he hurting my Erza?

"Please, no...let me go. I won't tell anyone, just let me go…" Erza cried.

Please, wake up. This is just a horrible nightmare. Don't hurt my Erza.

But the man acted as if he was deaf from all the cries. He started ripping off every clothing I have, touching me everywhere...he treated me like a pig. The next thing I knew is he forced himself inside me.

Why is he doing this to my Erza?

I opened my eyes and finally woke up in the middle of the night with all the tension in my body. I could feel my heart racing fast. It's not the first time I dreamt something like this happening to Erza. I quickly flipped on the right side to check on her. She's still sleeping soundly. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her head as I beg it to be just a random nightmare.

Is it still normal to dream about the same scenarios on consecutive nights? At first I thought it was the time I hit Erza and forced her to make love with me when I was drunk, but this time I am definitely sure that it's not me. Please let this be a dream...

Jellal

The next day, I still had no choice but to let Erza come to work as me even though the presentation was over. According to Ultear, it's just a few paperworks, proposal reviews, and emails. No meetings or conferences for now thank goodness. I can't just be absent at work and tell them I'm sick. I don't even have any idea how long Erza and I are stuck in each other's body. For now, I have to trust her. Right now, we just stopped in front of the company building to drop her off at the office. She (as me) kisses Wendy goodbye on the forehead before stepping out of the car. She just ignored me. Well, I can't blame her for being cold to me after causing her pain.

Wendy and I are currently in the toy section at the department store. I can't remember the last time I took her out to play, stroll around, and buy whatever she wants. It took me a body switch with Erza to realize how much I've missed out. I was so busy at work, trying so hard to prove that I am not a loser for choosing life with Erza. I wanted to show Minerva and her father that I can live and work on my own without my parents' support and their silly arranged marriage for business purposes. I came to the point I forgot that we have this wonderful daughter.

I notice Wendy staring at the doll she's holding from the doll section. Oh, another Barbie doll. Wendy's a typical little girl who likes dolls, dollhouses, kitchen and tea sets, and other girly kids' stuff. "Do you want it?" I asked her and she looked at me.

"Hmm, yeah, it's the doll I always told you about.

"Let's get for you, then."

"But you said that no toys for the meantime before?" She wondered.

"It's okay, s-sweetie." That's what Erza calls her, 'sweetie'. I'm getting used to it a bit. I'm not really that affectionate as a parent unlike Erza, but being her for a few days made me realize how heart-warming it is to be so close to your child. "I'll get it for you."

"I thought we need to save money because Daddy is having problems at work?"

I feel my heart wrench at that second. How can I thank Erza for raising Wendy so well? I used to be a rich spoiled brat back when I was a kid who'd throw tantrums if I didn't get what I wanted. I was born with a silver spoon and everything I get everything that I want. I loved how Erza raised Wendy to be considerate and understanding of what we can only give her for the meantime. She deserves a little token of reward.

"Umm...your daddy lent me his credit card to buy whatever you want. So go ahead, pick some more if you still see other toys you want." I told her. It's a good thing I have my other credit card with me while the other is with Erza. "Hmm, what else do you want? A new kitchen set? New dresses for your other dolls?"

"Yay!" Wendy squealed in joy and headed over the other shelves to look for other toys she'll like.

Wendy and I walked out of the department store of the mall after paying for all the stuff she wanted. She got herself a new Barbie doll, kitchen set, and PlayDoh set. Right now we're on our way to get some ice cream. It's around three in the afternoon already and we'll stop by at the office to pick up Erza before five. We'll just stroll around a little bit more to let the time pass.

Just when we were about to walk, a slim woman with long black hair and bangs gently touched my shoulder. She was looking at me shyly. "E-erza…" She called me with a low tone voice and her eyes slowly went down to my (Erza's) belly bump. Oh, fuck, who is this girl? I tried to study her facial features to try recognizing her, but I don't. Who is she? A relative? A friend of Erza? I have no idea now how I should react. I don't even know what her name is.

"H-hey…?" I forced myself to smile, trying not to look and sound awkwardly. I have no idea if this was even a friend of Erza or what if they were enemies yet I smiled at her? How nice should I act accordingly to how close they are?

"Erza…" She embraced me all of the sudden, much to my surprise. Oh, so they seem close, she hugged me (Erza). Wendy just stood there looking at the woman.

"Mama, who is she?" She asked.

Now, what do I say? What if I answered a friend, but she was a relative of Erza's whom I just never met before? I glanced at the woman once again while thinking of an answer. "S-she's uh...my…" I stuttered while panicking deep inside. She doesn't have any resemblance to Erza, not even a bit, so I'm guessing she's just a friend or probably one of the people Erza met in culinary school?

"I'm Kagura, your mom's friend. You must be Wendy." She answered and smiled at Wendy. Oh, thank God, how awkward it would have been if I say anything wrong.

"Oh, hello." Wendy smiled back at her.

She looks back at me and down to my belly again. "I didn't know you were pregnant…" She said.

"Oh, yeah, it's my due date in a few weeks actually." I told her. "Umm...when was the last time we met, can you ring the bell for me? I've been just so busy lately I forgot." I asked, trying to bluff. I assume it's been a long time since the last time they saw each other because she had no idea about Erza's pregnancy.

"Nine months ago…" She answered. Oh, so they met like exactly nine months before I got Erza pregnant? "C-can we like go somewhere, have coffee or anywhere we can sit, so we can talk? Is that okay?" She asked shyly while she could hardly look me directly in the eyes. Okay, so why do I smell something fishy about this woman? Should I really be nice to her? She seems a bit aloof and nervous around Erza.

"Sure, we're about to go get some ice cream. Come join us." I told her. She just nodded.

We headed to the nearest ice cream cafe in the mall. I got strawberry ice cream for Wendy and chocolate for me, while the Kagura girl got nothing. She asked if we can get some coffee and talk yet she ordered not even a glass of juice? I told Wendy to sit on the other table while checking out her new doll beside ours so we could talk in private.

"Erza, how have you been?" She asked.

"Oh, I'm doing good, I guess. You know, just mother and housewife duties, nothing new really." I answered.

"Y-you're not mad at me or anything?"

Oh, now this is the perfect time to spill some tea. Erza's the nicest girl I know and it's so not like her if she gets into a fight or misunderstanding with someone (Minerva's an exception though) unless it was another person who caused her trouble. It's time for a girl talk with this Kagura and let herself spill the tea.

"Hmm...why would I be mad at you?" I chuckled sarcastically and took one spoon of chocolate ice cream.

"Erza…" She holds my hand and could barely look at me directly. "I-i don't know if you're just pretending to be nice or what, but Erza if you're mad at me, just feel free to do so. You can slap me, punch me, just to let your anger out." Then her voice started to crack a little bit. Now, there is really something going on that I don't know. I have no idea if this is just some girl drama or it is something else, but why did Erza never mention her to me?

"Why…?" I asked her directly. "Can you specifically tell me what I should be mad about?"

Her hands squeezed mine and I could feel the tension in her. Girl, just spill the tea so we can get over this drama. I have no time for your girl dramas like this, if it is one. "Erza, the baby…" Then, she forced herself to look at me directly. "...who's the father?" She asked which made my heart skip a beat. Who's the father? Is that even a question? Who else could it be other than me?! Who is this girl in Erza's life anyway to question who the father of this child is?

"W-what are you talking about? It's Jellal's, who else could it be, silly." I forced a sarcastic laugh.

"You know what I mean, Erza. There's a possibility...that the child may not be Jellal's."

Now, there really is something off. I need to fucking know what the hell is going on. What did I not know nine months ago about Erza? She just stays at home all the time, doing household chores and taking care of me and Wendy. She ain't a party animal who goes out to drink with other guys, so what should I be worried about? What is she trying to imply, that Erza has been unfaithful to me nine months ago that's why there's a chance that someone else could be the father?

"What are you trying to say? This is my- I mean Jellal's child." I tried to sound calmly in the best way I can. I need to figure this out little by little by acting as if I am Erza.

"Erza, I went back to Magnolia to look for you and it's a good thing I found you here. Simon escaped from the asylum and he is after you." She warned me. Simon? Who the fuck is Simon who escaped from the asylum? My wife spent most of her time at home to be connected with someone from the asylum. Or did it all happen while she was at culinary school? I don't know anymore, but I have to find out. "He is still not in the right state and you have to be careful because he might be lurking around you. This time, I'm not gonna let him hurt you, Erza."

"Care to enlighten me of what happened in the past? I just can't seem to remember WHAT YOU AND SIMON DID?" I pulled my hand from hers and crossed my arms. I glared at her, trying to intimidate and make her talk.

"I-i don't want to bring up every single thing that happened before. I just want you to know that I'm sorry-"

"Well, how will I know what you are sorry for if you don't fucking tell me?! So, who is Simon again and how were you involved with him?" I raised my voice at her, which made other customers at the cafe glance at us but I don't care. I was gonna listen to her story, but I stopped when I heard my phone beeped. "Excuse me for a moment." I told her.

As much as I don't want to be interrupted I checked if it was Erza trying to text me. It was not her, but I got curious as it was a text from an anonymous number. I have Erza's phone with me and she has mine. Who could be texting Erza other than me and her family? I opened the message and it was a video file, which got me curious and played it. When I did, it was as if my whole body got splashed on by a bucket of cold water.

It was not just any video clip. It was a sex video of Erza with another man.

'Meet me at Grove St. tonight at eleven. If you don't this video will be posted online and sent to Jellal and your family.' A text message was followed after the video file.

I could hardly feel anything at this point. First, all the dreams I am having about Erza. Second, this woman who keeps implying that the baby Erza is carrying may be the Simon guy's. Now, this video. I don't know anymore. I am certain that Erza is faithful to me, but looking at the video, made me doubt so. The video shows Erza naked with a man on top of her. The man was between her legs and kissing her. What made his heart crumble even more is the fact she kept on moaning his name while doing it.

With my hands trembling, I showed Kagura the video and text message. "Does it have something to do with this?" She gasped in shock. "E-erza...h-he knows where you are already-"

"Possibly..." I took a deep breath to try calming myself. I cannot get mad as Jellal with this woman, I need to find out the story from her. "Tell me everything that happened from the start. How did this all happen…?" I asked her in a neutral tone. Kagura took a deep breath and looked away from me once again before speaking. "W-when we were celebrating one night a few days after our graduation…"

Third Person

Erza is at a nightclub with Kagura, Sho, Milliana, Wally, and Simon who were her friends at culinary school. They all agreed to celebrate together for being included in the graduation ceremony to be held.

"Erza, come on, let's dance!" Milliana called out Erza, but she refused to join the crowd on the dance floor.

"I'll just stay here. I'm not really comfortable with crowds and closed spaces." Erza said as she remained seated on the couch.

"What are we here for if you're just gonna sit there?" Sho butted in.

Simon sat beside Erza who brought two glasses of tequila. "Go on, guys, I'll just stay with her."

The group joined the crowd, while Erza was left alone with Simon. Simon offered the glass of tequila to her, which she refused at first as she has low alcohol tolerance but he insisted. Erza took the shot of tequila and in a nick of time she started to feel dizzy. "S-simon, I-i can't move. I don't feel so good, I want to go back to the dorm." She said as she started to feel weak on the couch and closed her eyes.

Simon pushed the door of her room back at the dormitory while carrying her in a bridal style. He locked the door before he gently laid her on the bed. Erza is still half awake but she feels weak after the drinking the tequila Simon gave her. Simon placed his phone beside her bed and started recording before heading towards her.

"Jellal…" Erza mumbled.

Simon, hearing her say Jellal's name, made him go mad even more. He started kissing her and undressing her.

"S-simon, what are you doing...?" A weak Erza tried to push him away.

Simon whispers to her ear, "I'll make you scream my name this time. I'll make you forget that man by making love with you…".

"Simon, no! Kagura, Milliana, help me-!" She tried to scream for help but Simon covered her mouth and punched her in the stomach, practically making her even weaker. With that, Simon succeeded in doing his plan on her. Muffled cries and screams were heard inside the room as he forced himself on her. "Jellal...help me..." She sobbed.

"Say my name, Erza…" Simon taunted her while he kept pounding inside her.

"Simon...ugh…" Erza moaned, not in pleasure, but in pain. "I'm sorry, Jellal..." She sobbed.

Kagura went back to the dorm room around three in the morning already. She was expecting to find Erza already asleep and resting, instead, she found her brother putting his pants back after using her and Erza on the corner of the bed naked and crying. She was a little woozy but she came back to her senses the moment she saw Erza trying to cover her naked body with the blanket.

"Simon, what have you done?!" She freaked out, dropping her bag on the floor in shock.

"Don't you dare tell anyone, Kagura! I'm warning you...you're not gonna like it." Simon threatened her.

Kagura quickly runs to Erza and pulls her body towards hers. Erza was shaking in fear and sobbing on her. She finds blood between Erza's thigh as Simon had been so rough on her.

Jellal

I don't know what to do first. I knew that the video is not as it looks like. I don't know if I should cry after knowing what Erza went through that night or if I should haunt down that demon and kill him. May God forgive me but I am willing to have my hands stained by his blood just to make him pay for what he did.

'My Erza…'

Erza was such an innocent, sweet, and pure girl when I met her. When we got married, she made a solemn vow that she'll only give herself to me, her husband. She already suffered enough when I've been hurting her physically whenever I'm drunk and stressed from work. I recalled the time when she came back home after graduating from culinary school, she didn't want me to touch her. Whenever I try cuddling and initiating to have sex with her, she'd always avoid me and sometimes she'll just freak out. I had no idea back then, until I came to the point where I was drunk one night and I forced myself on her.

I realized then what difference do I make from that Simon? I, more than once, also forced myself and Erza and even hit her physically. One can call me a hypocrite for raging over what Simon did. Erza doesn't deserve someone like me, nor I deserve someone like her. But it's not the time to compare myself to Simon, all I know is that I have to make up to her by helping her get the justice she deserves, even if it means turning myself over to the authorities as well. I keep wishing that this is not the bad karma intended for me after what I did to Minerva. Let it be me to suffer instead, not my Erza.

"The first time Simon did it to you, I thought he would just run away after what he did and threatened us. I was a bit relieved that he didn't get you pregnant-"

"Tell me more...what makes you think that this baby might be Simon's?" I asked her. "Jellal and I conceived this nine months ago." I wondered, if it happened a year ago, how is it possible that the baby might not be mine?

Third Person

Nine months ago...

Erza was walking on a narrow street when Simon grabbed her and made her inhale chloroform, causing her to pass out. She then wakes up inside a motel room with Simon.

"Please, no...let me go. I won't tell anyone, just let me go…" Erza cried. She kept begging for him to stop, but Simon continued to strip every piece of clothing on her body including her purity and dignity as a woman. For the second time, Simon used her like a toy and tainted her womanhood.

When Simon was done, Erza could hardly move her body and just remained lying on the bed naked. She grabbed the blanket to cover her naked body. "No one will believe you, Erza. You think Jellal is still gonna love you if he finds out what happened to us? He'll think of you as a dirty woman, a slut. What do you think your family will say? Their married and so-called perfect daughter got laid on by another man? And, what do you think your daughter will think of you? That her mama is unfaithful to her father?" Simon chuckled evilly at her. He gave Erza a peck on her cheek and caressed her bare arms which disgusted Erza. "I'll let you go back to him just for now. I'll come back for you again then we can live together. After all...I'm supposed to be your husband not Jellal..."

Jellal

"When I found out Simon did it to you again after a few months, I sent him to a mental asylum because I know he's getting worse. H-he's mad and obsessed with you. T-that's the only thing I could do to make it up to you. But Simon escaped from the asylum last week." She continued. The tension in my whole body keeps getting worse as I uncover the truth. I could hardly move and say another word. It's so hard to let everything I heard sink in. Exactly nine months ago when Erza was used by Simon for the second time. She didn't get pregnant the first time, but who knows if he could have gotten her after the second time.

"Erza, I'm sorry if I didn't turn Simon over to the authorities as soon as I found out what he did to you that night. I thought...Simon would stay away from you after what he did. But I was wrong….h-he even threatened me that he'll kill me if I stopped him from going after you. I only sent him to a mental asylum secretly, but I didn't want the authorities to find out what he did because it'll stain our family's image." She sobbed while squeezing my hand tight. "Believe me, Erza, I've regretted letting Simon away from what he did. I'm sorry for covering up what he did to you. But not this time...I promise you I'll help you get the justice you deserve. I hope you forgive me someday for covering up Simon and letting him hurt you for the second time."

You better make sure you will do so, woman. If anything happens to my Erza because of that man and you covering him up, I swear I may be able to kill someone again, but this time it's intentional. If the day will come that Minerva will push through to sue me with murder, might as well kill Simon before I surrender to the authorities.

"You have to tell Jellal. He can help you have the authorities take Simon. You have to tell him that...S-simon may be the father...I-i'm not sure as well. But both of you have to be ready for the worst case scenario." She said. Well, little did she know that she is talking to 'Jellal'. "If Jellal really loves you, he wouldn't think of you differently just because you were taken advantage by Simon a-and if ever, just in case...the baby might not be his." I've been a terrible significant other to Erza. I've physically hurt her and at some point I did take advantage of her as well. My hands suddenly went down to Erza's belly. I am certain that whatever Simon did to Erza won't change the way I love her. It doesn't make her less of a person or a woman. I will never think of her as a slut or whore. She's always been a loving and faithful wife to me even if I wasn't able to do the same. It's just that every second that keeps passing by as of this moment since Kagura told me what happened to Erza, the fear I have for Erza and this baby keeps getting worse. I'm so scared to find out sooner or later what if it was really Simon's? What if this baby I'm currently carrying wasn't mine all along?

A/N: There it is! My first update after being on a hiatus :D Hope you all liked it, although it was a dark chapter for Erza's character. But wait for the next ones to find out more. lease do leave an update and let me know what you think. I've been cringing at my old writing and ugh HAHAHA I can't believe I posted crappy writings back then. Let me know if my writing changed even just a little bit.

I have a new Jerza/Nalu fanfic as well "While You Were Sleeping". I would appreciate if you all check it out as well. I'm planning to make a fanmade fanfic video series of it in youtube soon.