Notes: I am so sorry for this to come out so freaking late! i just have drama im going through and i lost motivation for writing... but here it is! and i hope you all like it! :D

Chapter: Wonder What Will Happen

He knows I'm gay now…. Is he mad at me? I couldn't tell if he was or not. Does he not like me anymore?

He hates you…

No, he doesn't hate me. I hope he doesn't… why would he?

"GAAH!" I wine as I keep on walking on this path that I have no idea where I'm going.

I look up at the sky. It looks nice… Its quiet out here... How long have I walked out here for? What time is it? I have no watch or phone to tell what the time is.

I think I've been walking out here for a long time. I should go back and finally get my phone. I turn around and follow the path where I came from and get back to the boys dorm.

"I wonder if he's still awake." I walk upstairs to the 3rd floor where Reiners dorm is.

I'm only gonna my phone and get back to my dorm, that's it. No fooling around.

When I reach to Reiners door I was gonna knock on the door but I stopped… There's moaning coming from the other side of the door.

Wait, what! Why is there moaning?! Who could he be do- "Reiner!"

Oh…

It's Bertholdt… He's fucking Bertholdt…

"Please! M-more!"

Yeah… Of course… They're together… It seems like they made up. That's good… really good…

I stand in front of the door for… how long have I stood here for? it seems like its been forever… All I hear is loud moaning and name calling…He never let me do that…

Of course he never let you do that. He doesn't love you. You're just someone he can call in the middle of the night to fuck. You're nothing special to him.

I notice there's tears running down my cheeks. I'm crying. I wipe the tears from my face and start walking away. Walking back to the my dorm.

I bump into someone "Hey! Watch i- Marco?"

but I completely ignore them and keep on walking. Wiping the tears from my face.

Tears are still running down my face. As I enter my dorm and straight to my room.

Your useless now. Like a used up chew toy.

I close the door behind me and lean on it. I start to cry more and more. I slide down the door and hug my knees up to my chest and hide my face in my arms, crying.

Did you think he would stop and think about you when he gets with Bertholdt? You're so stupid and selfish. And now you're crying because he finally made up with Bertholdt and forgot all about you.

"MARCO! MARCO!" I hear banging on my door. "HEY GET UP WE GOT CLASS!" Its Jean.

I turn over on my bed and snuggle into my blanket and put a pillow over my head.

I really don't wanna get up.

"Ah fuck it."…the banging stopped and it gets silent for a little bit… "WAKE UP!" the door swung open and Jean entering my room yelling and shaking me so I could get up.

"I don't wanna get up." I groan, trying to hold my blanket from being pulled off my Jean.

"C'mon, Marco! You've been acting like this for the past week! Dude we got class! And You can miss class!" Jean says. He successfully got the blanket off me.

Its cold.

I finally sit up. I bet I look like a mess. I'm tired. "Dude, c'mon get ready." Jean says leaving the room.

I get up from my bed and find some clean clothes to put on. I haven't done laundry in a week. I haven't done anything in a week since I heard Reiner and Bertholdt doing it…

This whole week Jean tried taking me out with Connie and Sasha but I refused. I just wanna sleep and not do anything…

I found a pair of blue jeans, a black shirt, and a dark green hoodie. I put those on and walk out of my room closing the door behind me. I walk tot the kitchen and grab a piece of bread to eat and sit at the table.

"Marco, what's wrong?" I hear Jean ask as he sits at on the chair across from me. "What do you mean?" I ask.

"You know exactly what I mean, Marco. This whole week you've been locked up in your room right after you come back from all your classes… Something's wrong, Marco and your not telling me what." Jean says, starring at me.

"Just a lot of stuff, Jean." I say not making any eye contact with him.

"Then, tell me." Jean demands.

He's not gonna give up until I tell him something. I obviously cant tell him about Reiner and Berholdt.

"It's just… Remember the time you found out I was gay?" I ask. "Yeah of course." Jean replies.

"Well, I didn't really get much of a response from you about me being gay. I was just worrying that you didn't like me anymore or something." I say rubbing the back of my head.

"Was that it, Marco?" Jean asks.

It was part of it…

"Dude, I could care less if you like dick or not." Jean says. Which makes me choke on the bread I'm eating.

"I was just wondering why you never told me along time ago. Oh and I was kinda surprised that you and Reiner are a thing." Jean says.

"No, no, Its nothing like that!" I say quickly.

"So. You and Reiner are friends with benefits?" Jean asks seriously. "No, that's all wro-"."Shit dude we gotta get to class!" Jean says getting up and heading towards the door, grabbing his stuff on the way.

"Okay." I say grabbing my stuff and putting on my shoes and heading out the door.

I take a bite out of the apple I'm eating… Its lunch and I'm sitting at this table alone… I have no idea where the others are.

I wonder who the person I bumped into was the other day. I really don't think it was Connie, it probably was, I don't know.

"Hey, Marco!" I look up to see who it is and its Eren. "Ah, Hi Eren." I say with a smile.

"Can I sit with you?" Eren ask. "Oh yeah, Totally!" I reply. Eren takes a seat across from me on the other side of the table.

"So, Marco…" Eren says kinda awkwardly. "Yeah?". "The other day… on the 3rd floor. I think I bumped into you,"

Oh shit! Was that him!?

"and I think you were crying. Was that you?" I hesitate before answering. "Uh, I'm so-". "Yo, Marco! Scoot over!" I look over to see Jean walk up to us.

I do as he says and scoot over to make room for him.

Jean sits next to me. "Why you talking to this loser?" Jean comments. "Shut up, Horseface." Eren quickly snaps.

"Aww what are you gonna do? Call Mikasa to come and fend for you?" Jean teases.

"You wanna go, Horseface!?" Eren yells.

"C'mon, I'll kick your a-"

"Guys! Please don't fight!" I yell at both of them to stop.

"Sorry." Eren apologizes.

Jean looks away.

"Yo, Homos." We hear and turn our heads to see who it is.

It's Ymir with her arm wrapped around the waist of her girlfriend, walking up to us, Smiling.

"You guys actually responded to that are you serious!" She starts laughing.

We all start blushing. "Shut up, Ymir. What do you want?" Jean asks annoyed of the fact that he just responded to being called a homo.

Ymir wipes a tear from her eye due to the laughing she did.

"Look, Halloween is like just around the corner and I'm gonna be throwing a costume Party on Halloween and I just wanted to invite you guys to it." Ymir says placing her hand on her hip.

"Yeah we're down for the party." Jean says, making plans for us.

"Oh! And Marco, I'm gonna need that maid dress back, dude. You haven't given it back." Ymir reminds me about the dress.

"Oh yeah I'm sorry I completely forgot about it." I say rubbing the back of my head.

"Jeez, you better not have been using it for your and Jeans fantasies." Ymir smirks.

"Wha-". "Eeeeh! Have you guys really been doing that!?". "Gosh you guys are into some weird shit." Connie and Sasha start laughing.

"Fuck off you guys." Jean says. "You're not denying it, Jean!" Sasha teases.

"No we don't do that. If that answers your question." Jean says.

"BORING!" Connie yells.

"Leave them alone guys." Krista says.

Bless that Goddess.

"Fine, fine." Connie and Sasha both say.

"Anyway, what's going on here?" Connie asks.

"Oh so now you ask after you just interrupted us." Jean says

"Yup!" Sasha replies.

"Well, I'm throwing a Costume party on Halloween. And I was just inviting them but since you guys are here, saves me time from trying to find you guys, so you guys are invited too." Ymir explains.

"YAHOO! PARTY!" Sasha yells in excitement.

"Yeah we'll totally go to your party, Ymir." Connie says happily.

"Sweet! See you guys." Ymir waves at us and starts walking away with her girlfriend.

"Bye!" we all say.

"Halloween parties are the best!" Sasha says.

"Heck yeah they are!" Connie replies.