Castiel ... for millennia this angel has scrupulously respected all the orders he received, but enough
may be enough to say yes enough to blindly obey to kill what may indeed be saving his excuses that
he found himself n...was it not an excuse to protect Dean yes this famous Winchester of which he
refused to admit that he had attached himself to him much more than he thought and would have
liked but unfortunately for him or fortunately for them it was not the caselove is not a feeling so
easy to tame and soon he would realize that the one he thought of as a brother would not survive
thousands of years as he could and this was one of the probable reasons why they refused to
surrender to his feelings may be the fear of suffering, the fear of knowing happiness and seeing it
snatched away in what would seem to him like a blink of an eye. He couldn't imagine that Dean
would one day lose his life because even though he knew that his soul would go straight to heaven,
the fear of losing this being so dear to him was already present and only exacerbated the fear of
finding or rather winning his love because after all Dean was rather macho and far from seeming
attracted to men but he had as always felt a kind of connection between them but life and so
complicated for humans is so difficult for him.was he certainly said and the suffering that love made
him endure was unthinkable for him. After all, Castiel was an angel and was not supposed to be
infatuated with a mortal, especially a Winchester who acted as they pleased without even following
orders from heaven. But Castiel had become much more than an angel; he had learned and
discovered the true nature of humans, which was far from what his brothers and sisters had
described to him; he had fallen in love.
Some time after becoming aware of this Castiel fatality, he decided to talk to Dean about the kinds
of "symptoms" he was experiencing without really knowing what they were.
Dean, I need your help, Castiel says.
Yeah, sure, how can I help you, Cas' ?
You know, I feel like a tightness in my gut at times and sometimes I feel like... I wouldn't know how to describe this... emotion but it's like... a pleasant torment.
Ah! Cas' dear Cas' I believe that you are having the most human experience possible here below, we call it love, but allow me to ask you who among these young ladies is making you
react in this way, he said sarcastically.
Dean, um... Uh...I think that "Love" I feel when we're close says he embarrassed.
Yes, it's perfectly normal to feel that way when you're close to the babe in question," he said.
Castiel corrected him and said, "No, Dean, that's you I'm talking about.
…. Uh... (clears throat) Case' I really... care about you. I don't... know what to think about all this, I need you to give me some time alone to think.
As you wish, he said to her before disappearing.
For the rest of the day Dean didn't know what to think, he had always thought he was considering
Castiel as a brother, nothing more, but maybe deep down inside where his darkest secrets are buried
is love for Castiel was there waiting for only a small window to appear. Castiel had managed to
make him doubt himself, not only did Dean not know how he felt about his feather, but he
wondered what Sam his brother would think, his brother was not at all the intolerant type, and he
would certainly be shocked to learn or surprise his brother and Castiel together.
It's Cas'... CAS', Dean repeated to himself all day long.
But his attempts were in vain, because unfortunately the feeling he was trying to fuck off was
already there and was just waiting for the right moment to expose himself to everyone's eyes.
The next day Dean confessed defeat and decided to tell his brother.
Hey, Sam, come here for a second. I need to talk to you. He said he was about to go on a
hunt.
Yeah, Dean, what's up? Anything wrong?
Nothing from... No apocalypse in sight, but Castiel did confess something quite... intimate.
Hmm. I see he's finally made up his mind to tell you how he feels, he says.
How do you know about that?! He says embarrassed.
Dean... you're my brother and I love you, but sometimes you're a real idiot. Besides the way he devours eyes I heard you yesterday morning on the way to the bathroom. Says he.
Ah...Uh...Dean can't find his words.
But the real question is how do you feel because I did hear Cas' make his statement but I also heard that you need to "think about it".
Yeah, I know what I said, Sam! He said it with an annoyed look on his face.
Dean, you gave him hope, and we both know that false hope is worse than anything, unless... he didn't have time to finish his brother talking.
Yeah, well... Sam, unless I feel the same way and don't think it's not hard for me...
It's just that I would never have imagined you with Cas' but know that the important thing for me is your happiness and nothing else so if it's that you wish to be happy,
Thank you... uh... I have to admit, I wasn't really sure where I stood.
Castiel appeared.
Don't worry, Dean, I'll just grab a book and go.
No! I mean, stay a while, he says.
I'm gonna let you tell Sam
Thanks, Dean said.
Why do you want me to stay? You've more or less made it clear you're not the dating type, Castiel said,
Yeah, but with you it's different... with you I feel different.
Then he went to him and kissed him without the slightest hesitation, of course Cas' didn't refuse this
lowering and gave him back their night was amazingly angelic skin to skin they were like freezing
in time and enjoying every second that passed they had found their halves and Cas' didn't care
anymore about the next millennium they only knew that now he was happy.
More soon.