Evening fun part 1
Jasper dropped me off at Rosalie's and went back to his place to shower and get dressed. He promised he would be there before I got ready.
Alice's phone call still baffled me, and I tried to ignore it. It wasn't the healthiest thing to do but I just didn't have it in me to think about it.
Rosalie opened the door and already I was speechless. She was ready for tonight, that was clear. I didn't have words for how sexy she looked. I looked her up and down "You look incredible!" She was wearing a black, shiny body, fishnets underneath it paired with thigh high high heel boots. Her thick blonde hair was now up in a high ponytail, and her make up done worthy of a red-carpet look, with a cat eye and a bright red lip.
Rosalie smiled at me "Thanks. Come on in. I found something for you."
As I walked in the apartment, I couldn't help but to think that it was a lot like her, it was elegant and beautiful. It looked sophisticated, but the more you looked – the more you saw. The apartment had various paintings and figurines that showcased their interests. For example, there was a beautiful painting of a girl tied up. Another example – there were various penis shaped statues next to the bowl where various keys stood.
Emmett walked out and I blushed without giving it a thought why my body responded so. Emmett was dressed in almost nothing, just some shiny black underwear shorts, and a thick chest harness. I almost couldn't look him in the eyes. Oh, and how could I forget about the huge choker around her neck, with a chain dangling from it.
"Bella!" He laughed "I thought I heard a doorbell. How you've been?" he was so cheerful and happy. He must be excited for tonight. I was as well, I just had to stop blushing.
"Hi!" I couldn't help but to match his excitement "I've been good – a little nervous now though."
He hitched our elbows and led me further in their apartment "Ahh! No worries Bella – Rosy here is gonna help you with an outfit." He led me to their living room, with a big tv there, muted "Once it's on " he opened his arms showcasing his 'outfit' for the night " – it's like your nature comes out."
I smiled towards him as he sat down "Is Jasper going to wear that as well?" I wondered what he would come in. I would die laughing if it was matching with Emmetts.
"Bella," Rosalie demanded attention back to her "Jasper is a dominant. He would never wear something like that."
Oh…
OH
So Emmett… He's a… And Rosalie is…
"Oh." I said loudly as it registered. Yeah, it definitely makes much more sense. Rosalie smirked towards me. So, she was the dominant and Emmett was submissive. I hated that I automatically thought that she would be the submissive, but seeing them together, it made sense. Rosalie was the centre of every room she walked in but Emmett was the life. Rosalie dominated and Emmett followed happily and proudly.
"Come on, I have something that could work for tonight." She led me to a room, which I guessed was the master bedroom. A grand bed in the middle of the room, with nothing much else than that was of course the center piece of the room. Sex was obviously the main thing that was happening in this room. No distractions.
Rosalie showed me what she had assembled for me, laying it down on the said bed. There was a harness that would wrap around my waist and would snake up to my neck, serving as a choker. It looked like it was leather, and it looked soft. Of course, it wasn't just that – there was a little black dress. Really little. It was just a regular dress, that would be two sizes too short on me, but that might have been the point. With that whole number, there were knee high socks.
"I didn't want to overwhelm you… So, I picked something simple." She said as we were staring at the outfit on her bed "I think it's cute."
I nodded at what she said "Yeah, I've seen girls walk around like this just for fashion reasons." It was true, girls were walking around with less on just for fashion statements, not a fetish one's "I just hope I'll fit in seeing as this is my first time."
She looked at me, smiling "Don't worry, you'll be fine."
She turned to walk away but I couldn't help myself not to ask "Hey… umm… How did you get into this?" I asked to remind myself that everyone had a first time.
Rosalie stopped and slowly turned to me "I found myself a boyfriend, Royce, who was into this before I knew what it was. I was really young. He wanted to try for me to be a submissive, even though I never gave any sign of being a sub." She smiled for a second "So he thought he was a dominant, but in fact he was abusive towards me. I don't want to go into details about how actually abusive it had gotten, but I got away. After a while, I was interested in pursuing the domination the right way. I found Emmett and we have been going at it and exploring and loving one another ever since."
"I'm sorry but how do you know if there is a right way of domination?" I had to ask
"Consent." She nodded towards the clothes and left the room.
As I got dressed, I couldn't help but to think that Rosalie had been so unlucky in starting out. In comparison to Rosalie, Jasper had a walk in the park. I shivered when I imagined what she had gone through. She didn't say anything exactly, but she didn't have to.
I was careful to put on the clothes Rosalie gave me, enjoying the process of getting ready as well. They seemed expensive as well. I was thankful I went to buy some good lingerie
The dress felt comfortable, and snug against my body and I was starting to feel more comfortable. Emmett was right about the outfit. And Rosalie too - I liked the clothes she gave me. I wondered if she picked the outfit for Emmett as well. Well, lack thereof of an outfit for him. I put the chest harness/ choker thing on on the dress and the thigh highs last, and I was ready to go.
Just as I was about to leave the room, Rosalie came back, with a makeup bag "You look good! It suits you!"
I couldn't help but to hope Jasper would like it. If Jasper would like me in it … God! How could I make it not platonic?
"What's up with you?" Rosalie asked seeing the fall in my face "Do you not like how you look? We can change it, no worries or you can wear your clothes if you want. If you don't feel like going, you don't have to." She had a slightly concerned look on her face.
"I want to go! I'm just feeling a little self-conscious." I told the truth. No reason to lie there. I just didn't tell her that I felt like that because I was thinking Jasper didn't like me.
I should have brought up that I knew Alice had called. I wished that it would have been something about Edward and their apartment, but in my gut, I knew it wasn't "I just know Jasper and I are friends, and I don't know what to expect tonight."
Rosalie didn't really answer me, but I couldn't blame her, I didn't know for sure what I wanted from Jasper as well "You can expect to have good time if you'll let yourself have one."
Rosalie and I chatted about little nothings throughout her doing my make up and hair, and I felt more comfortable with each passing second. Rosalie was a strong personality, but she cared, and she was soft. I felt comfortable in her presence, with her tonight's outfit or not.
Rosalie put a dark purple smokey eye on me and curled my hair. She told me that she didn't want to over do it, and that it was a good starting point for me to pick what I felt comfortable doing, but if I needed help, she would be there. I appreciated that she was trying to help me put a look together.
When we walked out and saw Jasper, even Rosalie, who knew her friend, stopped in her tracks seeing him. She recovered quicker than I did saying "You look great, Jasper!" and walked to Emmett, joining him on the sofa.
Jasper wasn't as dressed up, yet he ticked all the boxes. His hair, that I was used to being curly and, in his eyes,, was now slicked back. It made his bone structure pop and he looked more like someone I would listen to and want to please. I would have to try not to come on to him. He was wearing a black turtleneck and some black ripped jeans. It was youthful and sexy, and I almost couldn't resist him. Was I swooning?
He was staring back at me, eyeing my outfit, until his eyes met with mine "You look beautiful Bella. We should go." He extended his hand towards me and as if I was hypnotized, I slowly walked towards it and took it.
I gasped when we touched. It was like an electric voltage had gone through me.
"Are you ready?" he asked.
I couldn't help but to read into it. Was I ready? It was a lot more than just going to a party or a club. And I was. I was sacrificing a lot to go there and be there, including my mind, which I felt I was losing.
I squeezed Jaspers hand "Let's go."
We took an uber, Jasper was sitting in the front and I was between the love duo, which meant my hand was very cold. Once Jasper had a hold of it, I didn't want him to let it go. The ride wasn't that long, and thankfully when we got out the car, Jasper took my hand again, and it just felt natural and right in there. It felt safe.
We walked up to a guard next to a seemingly normal café. Jasper called his name and said plus one and he let us in. It was dimply lit and there seemed to be smoke in the place. The place itself was semi-crowded, people standing around and talking. There was a semi stage in the middle of the room as well, that was empty. Looking around some people were dressed in something shiny, or something black, or seemingly slutty. Only some were dressed in jeans and a sweater.
Jasper led me to the bar, where a seemingly normally dressed guy was serving. Jasper ordered his drink and the guy smiled at me "You're new – what are you having?"
I was flabbergasted that he knew everyone here. Or perhaps he just remembered their faces. If the community was tight, it was only logical that he knew faces of the said community. I recovered quickly and asked for a cider.
"Jasper!" Another man called his name. Looking around I noticed that Rosalie or Emmett were nowhere to be seen. But the guy who called Jasper, was tall, with blonde hair lighter than Jaspers, longer and put in a bun. I had no idea if he was dressed like that because he wanted to, or if he had just come from work, with his white button down and dark blue dress pants.
"Caius." Jasper answered in a semi cold tone, smiling towards him anyway. Were they friends? They definitely knew one another.
They shook each other's hands, both of the men flexing their hands. What was this? Animal planet?
Caius looked at me "New meat? Is she yours?"
Was I his? I wanted to tell him off about it kind of – I was my own person. But the rules were different here. He was known as a dominant and I was dressed as a sub. And I kind of wanted to be his. I thought I would be since Edward and I ended things. Or, 'ended' things. It made me a lot sadder than I wanted to admit.
"She's a friend. Bella, meet Caius. Caius – Bella." Jasper introduced us "Caius is one of the organizers for these gatherings."
I thought that he was going to give me a handshake, but I was wrong – he half hugged me while kissing my check "Lovely to meet you Bella." One of his hands was almost, almost touching my ass, but before me or my body could react in any way he pulled away "We're glad to have you here."
I smiled and nodded, suddenly very shy. What happened to my tongue?!
He looked at Jasper who had a stone face now "She's so cute, Jasper." Looking back at me he said, "May I buy you a drink in a few?"
"Sure." I croaked.
He smiled and walked away.
I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. Okay. It was fine. I was fine. People wanted to get to know me and they were friendly so far. I have no idea if it was because Jasper was next to me. Caius seemed about the same age as Jasper and it was interesting that he was one of the organizers.
I wanted to ask Jasper about if he knew most of the people here, but then I heard Caius from the stage "My fellow friends, as you know this stage is meant for a show. If anyone feels free to do something – you're welcome to do it here, if you want an audience or you want us to appreciate the craft, don't hesitate to do it."
People mumbled in response and he continued "I would love to start. I know a dirty, filthy girl, who deserves a spanking." He smirked and I heard some people laughing. I couldn't help but to blush, even if he wasn't talking to me.
I looked at Jasper who was looking on the stage. Just when I was getting worried that he was ignoring me, he took my hand and whispered "Sometimes there are no shows, you're just lucky tonight. You feeling alright?"
"Yes." I think I was.
"Jane, come on down here." Caius said as he pulled a chair on the stage.
A petite girl walked on stage. She looked so young that I immediately thought back to the bouncer who didn't ask for an id, and I wondered about her age. She was wearing a schoolgirls outfit to make it worse… Or better. She must have been the legal age limit… It was just an outfit.
The scene on the tiny stage became a lot more intimate and it was almost too much to watch for me, but I couldn't stop. He took her by the hair and pushed her against him asking her if she has been a good or a bad girl. I wondered if I would bite my lip off before they could do something.
When she didn't answer, he pulled her by the handful of hair he was holding, upwards, making her stand on her tippy toes. Then she answered in a shrill voice, almost yelling "A bad girl. I was a bad girl and I need to be punished, sir!" He pushed her away and muttered that she was fucking right about that. He sat down on the chair, and with one fluent finger showed her to lay on his lap which she did as fast as she could.
He slowly pulled down her underwear, leaving it on her knees, not pulling them off completely. I could see her squirming on his knees, anticipation radiating from the room. Taking a quick peek to the room, a lot of people were calmly watching them, chatting casually. I was getting worked up about something people were casually viewing. I took a big sip of my drink hoping it would calm me down.
He was making slow circles with his whole palm on her bare ass, getting her ready, when suddenly a quick smack came to it and she cried out. I gasped and my whole body shivered with his first move. Quickly came the second and the third and the fourth spank. I had forgotten that my hand was in Jaspers, until he squeezed it. Truthfully I had to remind myself to blink.
"Do you like it?" Jasper asked me. His voice was so musky and deep, just like the time when he slept over. I didn't want to look at him in fear that he would see how much I liked it. How I was imagining him doing that to me.
When he squeezed my hand again, I had to pry my eyes away from the scene to look in his bright blue eyes. He was staring at my face and I shivered again. My body registering the sexual frustration before my brain could. I wanted him.
"Answer me." He squeezed my hand almost to a painful level this time "I asked if you like what you're seeing, Bella."
"Yes." I managed to whisper.
I was looking at him while the scene was still playing Janes, soft cries and moans, and the noise of a skin slapping skin loudly around us. I've never experienced something so erotic.
He leaned down "Are you wet?"
I couldn't believe he had asked me this! He had never said anything like this to me before. But finally, he did. Perhaps he did want something more. If I wasn't before, then now I was soaking in my underwear. I felt a tingly feeling in the pit of my stomach, and I swear to god it had a direct line to my clitoris.
I nodded, not able to answer.
He smirked "I want a word answer, Bella."
Before I could answer, I heard Emmett's voice. I quickly looked around but couldn't find him. I locked eyes with Rosalie instead and noticed in that moment that Emmett was on his hands and knees, Rosalie holding his leash, laughing at something someone had said. They were enjoying what they were doing, and it was visible.
My head was spinning, and I was too horny. I took the last of my cider and excused myself to the bathroom. Jasper didn't follow me, and I was thankful. I think he understood that I needed a moment alone to gather my thoughts.
I was just standing in the stall, breathing, my hands on my hips. I had to understand what was happening to me. Why did I need a moment?
The answer was so simple – I was horny, I was confused, and I was overwhelmed. I was tired of being the vanilla flavor and now I had the chance to be any flavor I wanted. I was already something more flavorable by just being here.
Perhaps I needed another drink.
When I finally got out of the stall, Jane, the girl who was a 'bad girl' was standing there, washing her hands, freshening up. She almost looked as if she was high. She also looked like she had been freshly fucked, her hair a mess, her cheeks flushed and her skin glistening with sweat.
"You're staring." She mumbled.
"Isn't that the point?" I asked, not wanting to admit that I was looking at her now, admiring her for what she had done.
She laughed "Did you enjoy it?"
"I did."
The silence fell between us and I felt like I should probably give her some time too, so I walked out the bathroom.
I didn't see Jasper around but I did see Rosalie, no Emmett by her side. Before I went to Rosalie, I got another drink. Liquid courage, right? Rosalie was talking to a woman who had slicked back hair, and dark eyes. I didn't know if she was a dominant or submissive, but she seemed beautiful.
"Bella! How are you enjoying the night?" Rosalie smiled towards me "This is Maria."
"It's good!" I answered Rosalie and turned to Maria, who didn't really smile at me "Nice to meet you."
She just nodded in response and I took a sip. Well… Not all people could be nice or talkative towards me, and that was alright. But oh boy, did I want to know what was up Marias ass!
Rosalie looked at her pulling her eyebrow higher and higher, asking her silently what her deal was "Bella is new to the community." She explained to her.
Before Maria could ignore me again, I felt hands on my hips "You alright?"
I turned to Jasper "I'm golden." I smiled. And I was. I had to calm down before I could see him and I was glad I did that because Jasper was truly something I could hardly resist. In the corner of my eye I saw Maria walk away. Rosalie walking the other direction. Perhaps I had interrupted something.
He was so close to my face; all I could do was breathe him in. I didn't care about Maria anymore.
"Did I tell you that you looked beautiful tonight?" he whispered.
"You didn't." I joked, laughing a bit.
He closed his eyes, concentrating "You always are. I should say it more, just to remind you. I just don't want to come between you and…"
"And who?"
If he was about to say Edward, I was about to smack him right outside this café, dominant or no dominant, he would get his ass beat!
He opened his eyes "How do you like the bar?"
Sipping my drink, or rather gulping it down I welcomed his change in theme, not wanting to fight "It's a lot more normal than I expected. With this perverse twist on it of course, but it feels like people are networking."
He pulled me closer "I'm glad to hear it. You know you're welcome to come here anytime you want. This whole café is community friendly, even in daytime, just a lot more, normal I would say. Just sometimes we need something more, and to these you are welcome as well."
I was happy to hear this. I knew I was before and probably half of these people just showed up knowing that this was the place. I was lucky that I had someone to show me the place.
"Let's go. I want to talk with you alright?" I bit my lip for the hundredth time today. The way it was going tonight, I was expecting something more. He pulled my lip out of my teeth and I was lost in his eyes. I hoped he would kiss me but if he wanted to, he would have already. Perhaps that's why he wanted to get me out.
I tried to recover "I'll go the bathroom and then we can go, alright?" This time I needed to go for real.
Jane was still in the bathroom, and she didn't look that good. When I asked her if she was feeling okay, she said that she just needed a minute and I didn't bother her. I didn't want another member of the community dislike me, so I left her be.
As I walked back to the place Jasper and I were standing, I noted that no one was on the stage now, and haven't been since Jane was on. Once I caught Jaspers gaze, I was breathless again which excited me. He almost looked angry this time.
When I reached him only then I registered Caius was talking to him. I hadn't seen him. Then again, I didn't look at anyone else but Jasper.
"Bella," he greeted me again "what about that drink?" Caius asked me. He himself seemed a bit off, perhaps he had a little too much to drink.
"I was just telling him that it was late, and we were going back to my place." Jasper said.
Caius rolled his eyes "Your friend can stay if you want to go Jasper."
I looked between them. What was happening? Jasper didn't rush to correct him and it stung a bit. It was true, but still. I felt as if I was free game, which I was to the public, but I didn't want to.
"What time is it again?" Caius asked.
Jasper took out his phone "It's almost half past eleven."
Just as he was showing us the time on his phone and I looked at it, a call was coming though and once again today, I saw her name flash on the phone. I felt my stomach drop almost as fast as my panties did before. I had a guy here who wanted my attention and I was about to give it up for Jasper? The best way to get over someone was to find someone new, right?
"Alice is calling you… again." As I said it, realization flashed on his face, and he looked disappointed, but didn't say anything, just putting his phone in his pocet.
Before I could agree to the drink Caius offered me, just to screw over Jasper, Rosalie walked in on our conversation "Caius! How's Jane doing? I saw the show." Rosalie was semi friendly with him, smiling and being stern.
Jasper and I were just staring at one another. He looked guilty. So he did something to be guilty about.
Caius on the other hand smiled the kind of smile I could only describe as if you have a gun put against your head and you have to play it cool "She's good. She's around." He answered to Rosalie's question.
"I saw her in the bathroom." I butted in "She didn't look so good actually." Perhaps I should have started with that. I didn't know the etiquette.
"You should go check on her." Rosalie's authoritative voice didn't give any room for a suggestion.
"I'll see you around Bella." Caius said and left. I shivered a bit, not sure if I wanted that to happen.
Jasper hadn't stopped looking at me, silently saying something to me that I didn't want to hear. Rosalie looked between us for a second and left, leaving us to resolve shit that was happening with us.
