For about week Jasper and I were going through the list of what I would like to be called and what I would like to be done to me. And what I would absolutely hate. We were dividing my interests, wants and needs in a three color spectrums – green, yellow, red. Green being things I would love to be done, yellow being the things I wasn't sure about but in theory I would try and red being the things I would never do, at least not now. It was Jaspers idea to do it like this, seeing as the color spectrum thing would exist more than I thought it would. He had mentioned the stoplight method, the three lights, as a mean to check in inside the play, where I was mentally. Green being good, yellow meaning slow down and red being stop. It was easy to remember, which I already packed in my brain.
The focus wasn't only on me though, it was also on Jasper. What he was comfortable doing and not.
"You know, I used to not want to spank a girl." He laughed "I just wasn't comfortable in hitting a girl. But I once did it as a joke of some sorts, maybe to see what it was like and then I just saw the reaction it got. Of course, the fact that they were okay with it didn't help me do it before, but the reaction sure as hell did. I just started to love it on my own the more I did it and now it's one of those things I really enjoy."
The reason Jasper had told me this story was that I had told him I would never do anal. He did say that interests always changed and whatever I wanted to try we would try, if both of us wanted to do that. For now, the things Jasper wasn't comfortable with was electricity play, feces and doing serious body and mind damage, everything else was debatable for him. Of course, Jasper would be the dominant "I'm just not a submissive person in bed. It doesn't bring me any sexual joy now whatsoever."
"How will I know I like it?" I mumbled against his chest, as he was cuddling me. We were just rolling around my bed, killing time.
"Hmmm…" he pretended to think about it "Well, you have shown interest into that, but if you want, we can make sure."
He grabbed my butt suddenly and smacked it, making me squeal in surprise. I tried to get away from him, but he wasn't having it. He moved his hands and body on top of mine, pinning me down on to the bed. My legs automatically went around his waist pushing him deeper in me. He looked at me, smiling, his hair in his eyes.
I couldn't help but to think that it was pure heaven with Jasper. It was easy and it was fun.
He was still smiling down at me when he asked, "What's your safe word?"
"Red or sunflower." Safe word was a word that would mean stop for us. He said dominants almost never used it, but it was always there if a person wanted the scene to stop immediately. The reason why the same stop and no couldn't be used was because sometimes I would want to say it, not really meaning it. We kept the classic red, but I could also say sunflower to stop it. Jasper just liked having an extra safe word.
Jasper kissed my nose "Good. Smart girl."
We couldn't stay in that position long since Jasper had to go to work and I had university things to finish up. I couldn't help to wonder about Alice Cullen.
She thought that I had stolen Jasper from her. Perhaps I did, but Jasper didn't want her, and she had to come to terms with it. She had yelled that she would ruin me, and to be honest I wasn't that worried. The reason I knew this was because she had yelled it throughout Edward and Jaspers apartment, while I was there. She of course didn't know I was there but that was good – she sounded like she would have loves to take a swing at me, and I was a bit preoccupied at the moment.
Jasper and I had decided that this night was going to be the one, where we would try a scene. We didn't rely on a specific thing we would be doing, just that it would be an introduction for me, something light. Jasper was going to rent a dungeon room. I was surprised there were dungeons, but he made it pretty clear that sometimes there wasn't a place friendly enough for a scene. Sometimes there would be yelling and other rough sex sounds that neighbors, hotel room guests and roommates wouldn't either understand or wouldn't want to hear. The room he would rent would be a regular one, with some furniture. If he wanted to use something on me, he would get it, rather than using something other people already have used. He reassured me that they clean them but still, he wasn't comfortable with that.
I was giddy for the whole day and then I finally got the text message where I should be at 8 pm. I dressed in a beautiful floral dress, and under it wore lacy, black underwear, with some long thigh highs. It looked sexy and I couldn't wait for him to see it.
When I entered the building, it wasn't a dirty basement I had imagined since Jasper had called it a dungeon. Though I was sure there were rooms that did look like that. Jasper had told me to check in with the receptionist before coming up to the room. She didn't have a name tag but she did introduce herself as Heidi. She was super nice and helpful, and explained that she would try her best to remember me by name as well. She was almost as excited as I was for my evening and I immediately liked her. I had to remember to ask Jasper about her.
She led me to the room, telling me that Jasper was already inside and to have a good night. Oh, I probably would be having one! I was so giddy, butterflies eating my stomach raw.
When I entered the room, I was surprised. It was beautiful! It looked something out of a posh renaissance painting. And then there was Jasper, in a button-down shirt, and black jeans. His hair was greased back, and I bit my lip. He looked so good; how did I even could be so lucky. He smiled at me and stood up, coming near me. I barely saw anything in the room.
I could see Jaspers face change as he accepted his role as a dominant. I squirmed a bit under his stare, and he almost looked bored with me. I was nervous as it was, and now I was meeting Jasper, the dominant – sir, as he would love to be called.
"Are you mine?" he asked
"Yes."
"Then why are you covering what is mine?" He said as a matter of fact. When I didn't move, he came closer to me, our noses almost touching "Don't make me undress you. You wouldn't like it. Strip."
My stomach was in knots as he said it, no he didn't just say it, he threatened me. I moved fast as I took off my dress and thigh highs. I was a bit bummed out because I wanted to show off them to him. But I had to remember that I wasn't in charge anymore. He was. I stood in my lace panties and bra in front of him and he still didn't look satisfied. I could feel myself become wet.
"I'll say this so you can understand. Get. Out. Of. Your. Clothes. All of them."
Fuck. Of course, he also would mean the underwear. I took them off and stood "Good. Fucking finally." He responded.
I barely even noticed that I was panting and shaking a little. I was afraid of this new Jasper but God he was so sexy – I wanted to please him.
He came closer to me once again and it took everything in me to stay in place "Where are we? Green, Yellow, Red?" He was reminding me of the traffic light system – he was checking in.
"Green." I was alright. I wanted more.
He smiled at me. He traced his hand on the other side of my neck, then grabbing almost painfully, behind my neck and pushing me into him, and kissing me so roughly and pushy I wanted to tell him to back off and push him off of me, but a part of me was so excited for this and wanted him to continue. My everyday me was slowly shutting down, making myself forget about everything.
After The kiss he pushed me off him, making me stumble backwards a bit. Jasper licked his lips and looked as smug as ever. Asshole. God, I wanted him. "Get on your hands and knees. I've had to tell you more than once not to cover yourself up, and you haven't earned the privilege to stand next to me."
I did as he told, realizing that the tough wooden floor would soon feel rougher against my limbs if I would stay there longer. He started walking away from the spot we were in and motioned for me to follow him "Well then… I have to figure out how to treat a whore who try to defy me."
"I'm sorry." I said and he suddenly stopped and put his foot on my back, pushing me to the floor.
"Speak only when you're spoken to." He waited for a response and when I didn't give him one, he responded himself with "Good girl. Do you understand what I said?"
"Yes." I answered this time.
It didn't satisfy him as he said, pushing harder on my back "Yes, what?"
"Yes, sir!" I almost yelled at him.
Jasper just laughed a bit and continued walking. I breathed a sigh of relief. I needed to be more careful if I wanted to please him. Jasper walked to a chair that looked royal and fluffy with its exquisite cushioning. He sat down and I was left there, on the floor, on my hands and knees still, naked and waiting.
"Now then, whore." He started and I could feel myself get wetter, concentrating on what he was about to say "You tried to cover what is mine and you tried to speak without permission… What I was planning to do tonight, was to make you cum, but perhaps you need a lesson in how to treat your master…" I wanted to plead with him and I think he knew that. He leaned down, taking my chin roughly in his hands "But perhaps a punishment is not in order, since this is your first time serving me. I don't like mistakes whore, so count this as a gift from me." He let go of my chin, and petted my face, tracing his hands to my lips "Lay over me, across my knees."
I hurriedly got up from the floor, thankful I wouldn't have to be in that position long, and laid on his knees, my ass almost in his face. I felt the deepest of blushes covering me and my chest. I probably looked like a tomato, but it didn't matter. The only thing mattering was that I did as I was told.
"You see," he sighed "I can't leave you just like that. I like my whore to be marked, whatever way I can mark her." I felt a sudden pain through my bare ass check run through me. He had spanked me! And it wasn't a playful spank as well, it was a rough, hard one. I didn't yell out, but the sudden hit did make me gasp.
He continued to speak "I think with some training-" smack "You can be a good submissive, whore." Smack, smack, smack.
"You're so quiet." He noted, smacking me again "It's okay though," smack, smack "I'll make you scream" He smacked me harder and I gasped again. His bare hand was rough on my skin and it was painful. And I enjoyed every second of it.
Another smack from him and then I felt his finger in me and I sighed, god that felt fantastic "But you are enjoying this, I know that much." He smacked my ass with his other hand "You're so wet for me. So ready."
He picked up his pace on fingering me and I had to hold to the ground not to slip away from him. His fingers truly were magic, going just as rough and just as fast as I needed. The worst part was that, when I was just about to cum, he stopped giving me another hand smack, just with the hand his fingers were just in me, the wetness on ass hurting my skin more, making me cry out in desperation and pain.
"Oh, baby, I'm not going to make you cum! You think this will be that easy?" He cooed me, slipping his finger back inside me, making me gasp in pleasure.
"In fact," he picked up speed again, making me cry out "I'm not going to let you cum until you suck my cock. How about that?" He asked just as my orgasm was building up and he withdrew his fingers again, and I was grunting at this point.
He smacked my ass again and I couldn't help but the cry out again, my skin feeling extra sensitive the more he was doing it.
He pushed two fingers inside me, and I almost came from the feeling. Good god this was the first time I had such an intense feeling and Jasper knew, not moving his fingers as he put them in, making me calm down "Oh, my dear whore, you're almost done already?" he fake cooed me as he picked up speed slowly, making me moan.
He didn't have to work fast, for my need to cum to start to build back up again, and then he quickly withdrew it making me scream out "Please, no!" making him laugh.
"Get back on your hands and knees." He told me, almost kicking me off of his legs, making me jump up and go into his desired position. I didn't care that my knees were going to bruise as I almost crushed them with the force, I got on them. I was going to do anything for him to make me cum.
He smiled at me, almost cruelly "Did you hear what I said? How much do you want to cum?" he thrust his hips upwards, making me look down on his crotch.
"I heard, sir." He told me if I wanted to cum I had to suck him off.
I stood up on my knees, but the face he made me stop in my tracks. I thought about it for a second before I thought to ask him "May I suck your cock, sir?"
He smirked and nodded "What a hungry little whore. Good girl. Yes, you may."
I got butterflies in my stomach, as I neared him, to open his pants. I couldn't believe I had just said what I said, and it was considered the norm here. Actually, he had expected me to ask it. It was the expected norm.
My hands were shaking as I opened his belt buckle and just as I saw him, I could feel saliva pool in my mouth. I've never had that reaction before. Ever. In my life. I put him in my mouth and went to work. I heard him moan and thrust his hips upwards, making me almost gag, and my eyes water. I pushed myself, going in deeper.
I kept sucking him as he was moaning of what a good girl I was. I wanted to please him… More or so, I wanted to please him enough for him to touch me again. I wanted to cum and I was going to.
Jaspers palm touched my head, petting me "You're such a good girl, whore." I moaned in response. "You want your gift?" I nodded but he wasn't having it "Answer me."
I tried to take him out of my mouth, but his hand wasn't letting me… Oh… He wanted me to speak with my mouth full. I could do that. I mumbled my answer with him in my mouth and he let me put him out of my mouth, letting me breathe more freely, looking pleased with himself.
Jasper got up, his cock, standing tall, his pants, laying lazily on his hips, walking over to a table. I was still on my knees near the chair he was just sitting, with saliva covering my mouth. Jasper smiled again towards me, seeing as I was staring at his most private part "Come on whore, or do you want to wait for more?"
I felt as if I would explode if I was to wait more to cum, so I crawled rather fast to him and he motioned for me to get up. I felt my knees crack painfully, but I ignored it. I was so close.
"Turn around and put you're your elbows on the table." As I did that I could my ass be in the air, and I almost felt too exposed but then I remembered I've been this naked for a while now.
I wasn't left too long to my own thoughts, until I felt his tongue, lick me up my slit, making my knees buckle and moan. He didn't do it again, but he did fist my hair and pull my head back "Where are we?"
"Green! Fucking green!" I screamed just wanting us to connect in the most intimate way and to cum already.
Jasper laughed and I suddenly felt the tip of his cock before he entered me, slowly, helping me adjust for a second, before he started to roughly go in and go out, in and out, at the peace I though my back would break. I didn't have to wait for long until I could feel it coming again.
"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god." I was repeating as a mantra, as I was about to cum. I wanted to plead with Jasper to not stop but I knew if he wanted to he would have and I didn't want to put a though in his head.
"Cum, whore. I can feel you. Cum!" He yelled at me, panting himself as he repeated the rough pattern fucking me.
His moans, his yelling, his rough attitude and actions drove me over the edge and I was finally cumming, screaming his name, screaming any profanity my tired mind could think of, at the brim of crying, feeling the sweet release I coveted since I saw him.
I couldn't believe of how fast my second orgasm was approaching me, building up again, making me moan louder and louder. I didn't know if I would have any voice tomorrow, in the rate I was going at. I felt him go rougher, knowing he was going to cum soon as well.
Just as I felt the sweet thing, go through me, in a hot flash, my eyes watered, as I came again, almost going limp, as I heard Jasper find his own release.
I couldn't be happier.