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Over the past week Jackson had made it his mission to be at Hailey's house visiting Maddie whenever Damon was off of work. When she and him would meet up for lunch, somehow a few samcro guys would show up as well. She knew he was up to something, and it was starting to piss her off. Damon didn't seem upset about it, he was always happy to see her because he worked so much. The two were currently driving home from the park with Maddie, tonight was Friday and they were heading to the clubhouse (against Hailey's protests).
"Alright baby, when we get home mommy needs you to make sure you have all the toys you want for Nanas house." She looked at her little girl and knew she couldn't wait to go spend time with her mom and aunts, more than anyone, Hailey's grandmother, was thrilled for a weekend with her only great grandchild. "I will mommy! But... they buy me new toys." Hailey laughed and knew that was true. As they pulled down the street Hailey spotted the all too familiar Dyna parked in her driveway. She was more irritated with herself this past week, whenever Jackson was around she had this feeling inside her that only ever happened with him, she couldn't explain it. She didn't want to.
"Just be nice babe, he isn't doing anything that you said you didn't want him to." Damon spoke while squeezing her hand. Hailey nodded her head and knew he was right. "Yeah but he never did before. The only reason he's doing it now is because of you." Damon chuckled and got out of the car, Hailey did the same. As her feet hit the ground she caught the scent of Jackson and realized he was right beside her. She closed her eyes for a brief second and allowed his smell to invade her, it was a mix of the cologne she had bought him years ago with motor oil and tobacco, it was Jax.
The calming sensation was quickly replaced by annoyance when she remembered the past week. She knew that he was probably having her tailed and she also knew he was still bitter about Damon. "Hey Jax." Damon spoke while coming around the truck. He and Jax exchanged a hand shake "Hey man. You guys still coming tonight?" Jax opened the truck door to get Maddie "Hi daddy!" She jumped into her fathers arms and hugged him tightly "Hi baby girl! Are you excited to see nana?" Maddie nodded her head and reached for Hailey. "You wanna go finish packing? Nana will be here soon." Maddie nodded her head and kissed her mother on the mouth before running into the house. Damon could feel the tension and decided to excuse himself "I'll go make sure she's not trying to pack every dress she owns." He leaned in and gave Hailey a kiss to her cheek and whispered in her ear "be nice." She watched him walk away with a smirk and crossed her arms over her chest.
Jackson had walked to the back end of the truck where it couldn't be seen from the house or the windows. He tossed his cigarette aside and looked at Hailey. Jax knew he made a mistake when he tried pushing her away, he loved her more than anything but he knew she deserved more. He took Tara to his room and made sure that she found out, the plot twist was that Hailey was carrying his kid; making it a little difficult for her to just up and leave Charming. Even when Tara left, again, Hailey didn't forgive him or take him back. All his actions did was put a wedge between them and make Hailey hate him. Jax knew she was still in danger and would be for the rest of her life. It didn't matter if they were together or not, if someone wanted to hurt Jax, they knew Hailey was his kryptonite.
She stood before him wearing a light wash pair of jeans that had the bottoms rolled up into capris, white flat shoes, a blue flowy tank top, and her hair was curled just the way he loved it. God he was an asshole for fucking it up with her. "What's going on Jackson?" That was another thing- she had always called him by his full name, and was the only person allowed to do so, hearing it now was always a punch to the gut mixed with a desire to devour her mouth. "What are you talking about Hails?" He saw her eyes fill with an emotion he couldn't read before turning angry. "Don't call me that."
She shook her head, and he stepped forward. Instinctively she stepped back until her back hit the truck "Would you prefer if I call you Belle?" His voice was laced with sarcasm and she pushed him backwards but his strength was greater than hers and he brought his arms up to her sides and blocked her in. "You're an asshole, and I know exactly what you're doing." He chuckled and then used his infamous smirk, "and what am I doin... Hails?" She took a shaky breath, he was to close and her mind couldn't concentrate. She felt his lips gently touch hers and she couldn't help but close her eyes and kiss him back, she brought both of her hands to his cheeks and kissed him the way she used to.
Jax knew that he only had a few more seconds before she pulled away so he logged this into his memory. She was kissing him the way she did before (when she loved him), the way only she could. He felt her pull back and he opened his eyes seeing her running her hands through her hair and looking around for an escape. He looked at her and cupped her face in his hands "I love you." Hailey looked him in the eyes and had a million thoughts and memories flash in her mind, she knew that he loved her. Knew that he probably always did and always would; but she couldn't bare the thought of him hurting her again. "I don't think you do." She said softly before making her way into the house.
"Maddie come say bye to Daddy." She said loudly before hearing the little feet on the hard wood. She ran past her mother and into the arms of her father who Hailey knew was standing behind her. Hailey didn't turn around and Maddie went back to his room, "I'll see you later." His voice sent a shiver down her spine and all she could do was nod her head. She still didn't turn around to see him and heard his bike tare down the street.
Damon walked out of the room and watched Hailey for a moment. He loved her more than he loved anyone before, and he knew that she loved him. But he always saw in her eyes that she loved Jackson Teller. He never said anything to her but he watched her eyes and they light up when they see him, she always bites her thumb nail when she is talking about him (which is her give of when she's nervous), and no matter what she says about him being a shitty guy, she always hopes that he will be good. Damon knew that her heart would never be his, but he needed her to figure it out on her own. He loved her so much that he knew if she one day decided to be with Jax then he would let her, he wanted her to be happy, whether it was with him or not.
He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her close. "You look like you're thinking a lot" she sighed and turned around in his arms and she put her arms around his neck. "He just drives me insane that's all." She smiled her little smile that he knew was also her sad smile. "I know he does, but you can get through it. Just have to figure out what you want." He kissed her lips and went into the kitchen. Hailey didn't understand what he meant by that... 'Did he know something happened? Did he know about the kiss? Did he know she still... loved him?' She sighed and felt defeated.
Hailey's mom had come to pick up Maddie and now it was just Damon and Hailey. It was still early and they didn't need to head to the clubhouse for a few hours at least. She was standing at her closet deciding on what to wear when the bathroom door opened. Damon stood in his towel that was wrapped around his waist with his body still damp from the shower. Hailey knew exactly what she needed. She walked over to him and pushed him back into the bathroom. Once his back hit the wall, he smiled at her and she smiled back, she brought her lips to his. His strong arms picked her up and she warped her legs around his waist. He spun them around and pushed her into the wall with a thud, Hailey moaned into his mouth and started running her nails along his scalp. She could feel his erection through the towel and that made her moan again. "I... I need you." She panted through kisses "I'm all yours Belle." He said low and huskily into her ear. He placed her onto the vanity and she quickly gripped the towel and yanked it from his body, he dropped to his knees in front of her and looked into her eyes "I wanna taste you.." He said while pulling her panties down her legs, he then spread her thighs and moved closer to her center. "Oh god!" Hailey threw her head back in ecstasy, "ooh Damon, don't stop...ugh!" He gripped her hips tightly and his mouth continued to blow her mind. Hailey was losing her ability to speak but then she started to do something she had never done before during sex with Damon. She was comparing it to sex with Jackson.
Jackson was her first, they had gotten together when Hailey was only sixteen. She had moved in with her friend in order to go to school and her family lived a few minutes away a couple towns over. She had been out for a walk to clear her head when a group of guys pulled up and started making comments, they were driving up against the curb at the speed of which she was walking. It was dark outside and she started to feel nervous,. When she heard one of the doors open and two of the guys got out she stopped and waited to see what they would do. She was on a side street in Charming and no one seemed to be around. As the two guys started to inch toward her she stepped back. Eventually she hit a solid object and was to scared to turn around. She felt an a wrap around her waist and a voice speak beside her head "There a problem here boys?"
Their heads snapped up and they started retreating back toward the car with their friends "nah man! We didn't know she was your girl." They got in the car and quickly sped away. Hailey pulled out of the arm that was holding her and looked toward the man. Their eyes locked and she could have sworn he took her breath away "Thanks... For that." He stepped toward her and she didn't feel afraid "No problem, I'm Jax Teller." He held his hand out for her to shake "Hailey.. Hailey Ven."
She and Jax were together from that night forward, for over three years Hailey was living a fairytale until it came crashing down. But one thing she and Jax were great at was sex. Hailey was completely confident in the bedroom and even surprised Jax sometimes. They would have sex anywhere, anytime. Jackson knew her body better than she did, and the same for him. They knew every touch and lick and pressure point but were never bored from each other. He made her body go into overdrive, she even forgot her own name sometimes. She knew it was because they loved each other with so much passion.
Sex with Damon was great, but she knew it wasn't the same as sex with Jackson.
Her mind returned to the present and she felt herself shake from the orgasm that hit her body. She forced Damon's lips to her own and she pumped his dick in her hands. He was breathing heavy and she got off on knowing she could make him feel this way. She was over forepaly and needed him now, she reached over and wrapped a condom around him before she aligned his cock with her entrance and he thrusted into her. Once again she made comparisons. The words he was saying in her ear weren't the same, his voice was different, his arms weren't the perfect size for her nails to rake down the backs of them, his grip on her hips wasn't the same. She shut her mind off and went back to the present. She did feel good. Better than good. Damon was thrusting in and out of her and her body was responding, her moans were growing louder and his lips were on hers. "You close belle?" She could hear the amusement in his voice, she knew he loved watching her climax and shatter around him. "I'm gonna cu..cuuuu... Ugh!" She felt her walls tighten and he stilled for a few second while he emptied himself inside he condom.
Once they both caught their breath he pulled out and threw the used condom away. He came back over to her and grabbed her face between his hands and kissed her lips "we gotta get ready babe." Hailey smirked and slid off the counter "You want another shower?" He looked at her and then toward the shower "you go ahead babe, I won't get out of there if I go in with you." He walked out of the bathroom and she hopped in. As the water hit her skin all she could think of was the unsettling feeling in her stomach. Something was going to happen tonight, she just didn't know what.
She and Damon had arrived at the clubhouse around 10 and the party was already in full swing. When they entered she noticed that the doors to the chapel were closed "Where is everyone?" Damon asked. Hailey looked at him and for some reason she wasn't sure what to say to him, they hadn't discussed the club or what it meant "They're in church." She said while pointing toward the doors. He nodded his head and made his way toward the bloat while holding her hands the two sat down and ordered a beer. They were in conversation when the chapel doors opened and Clays voice yelled "let's party". The club house went from about a 4 to a 10 real quick.
Hailey and Damon were talking to Bobby and Opie when Hailey realized she hadn't seen Jackson around. She leaned toward Opie and had to yell over the noise "Where's Jackson?" He leaned back toward her "I don't know, he was fine in church but took off as soon as the doors opened." A very drunk Juice had caught the conversation and sat down with them, pulling Hailey close "He probably saw a piece of ass and had to get it out before he came to see you. Everyone knows if you said you'd take him back he'd be with you in a second." Hailey just looked at Juice and hoped that Damon didn't hear what he said, by the look of it he didn't. He was up playing darts laughing with Happy.
The fights were about to start so the crowd made their way outside. Damon and Hailey sat with Juice and Kozik, when Gemma and Clay joined them.
"Hey! There's my favorite girl! How are you sweetheart?" Clay said while kissing Hailey's cheek.
"Hey gramps I'm good- Maddie wants a sleepover soon." She said with a smile.
"Well then let's set this up." He laughed.
"So Damon how are you liking the fire department?" Gemma asked.
"It's all I ever wanted to do, I love it." He answered proudly.
"Glad to hear it. " She said with a nod of her head.
Gemma pulled Hailey close and whispered in her ear "Have you seen Jackson?" Hailey whispered to Gemma as the fight got under way. Happy was currently going at it with Tig. Hailey decided to go find him and excused herself, he was so adamant on her and Damon making an appearance and she hadn't even spoken to him.
She made her way around bodies until she reached the entrance of the clubhouse. She bumped into someone and went to apologize when she realized who it was. She looked at her and couldn't believe she was back in Charming "Dr. Knowels." Hailey crossed her arms over her chest. Tara had come back when Maddie was born and caused nothing but problems between her and Jax before she packed up and left again. She hated Tara, with a passion.
"Well I didn't expect to see baby momma here but I guess they'll let anyone in when they know they'll spread their legs." Tara sneered at the much younger woman. Hailey knew what seeing Tara meant, this was who Jax was seeing, this was who he was to busy to see their daughter for. Tara had him in her web again, but she couldn't let Tara see the hurt she felt in her chest at the fact.
Hailey decided to go a different route, she smirked "Are you still jealous Tara? Because...Let me tell you a little secret, if I wanted Jackson back... All I would have to do is say so." Hailey didn't have time to react before Tara's hand connected to her cheek. The slap was heard by the people around them who had a turned to watch the scene unfold.
Hailey cupped her cheek and felt a drop of blood on her lip. She looked at her finger and saw the red dot "you still hit like a bitch." Hailey spoke dangerously before lunging at her. Hailey grabbed a hold of Tara and through her body against the wall and shook her head "You should have listened to me the last time I told you not to come back here." Her voice was back to it's normal sweet tone which meant that Hailey.. Was about to snap. She walked over to Tara and grabbed her shirt in order to get her standing. She swung her arm back and her fist connected with Tara's face over and over again. The two of them rolled on the ground before Hailey got back in control. She had one hand around Tara's throat and was staring into he eyes. Tara's face was bloody and sure to be bruised in the morning. Hailey leaned in close to her "I told you.. To stay away.. from MY family. Get the fuck out of Charming or next time I won't be as friendly." She went to smash Tara's head into the ground for good measure before a familiar pair of arms wrapped around her and lifted her off the ground.
"Hailey! Relax!." Jax's voice was loud in her ear. Hailey hadn't realized that every set of eyes were not on the fight in the ring, but on the one in the parking lot. His voice made her angry all over again, she wasn't stupid. She knew exactly what was happening here. She head butted Jackson and he stumbled back, she pushed him off of her and slapped him across the face "Don't you dare tell me to relax Jackson! I knew you were up to something and I'm sooo happy to see that nothing has changed. You've been choosing Tara over her this entire time?! How long has she been back huh? Were you going to say something or was I going to walk in to St. Thomas and see the bitch there?" Hailey was hysterical by this point and Jax was pissed.
"Hailey, you remember where you are." He pointed his finger at her and she looked around them to see the crowd "Remember where I am?! I don't give a fuck where we are- I'm not talking to you as a patch! I'm talking to you as the mother of your kid! What was all of this?" She threw her arms up in the air "Was I supposed to walk in and have a repeat of years ago!? Is that why you wanted me here so god damn bad!?"
Just as Jax was about to walk toward her Damon stepped in and put his hands on Jax's chest "Relax bro..." Hailey saw the blondes head snap up at that 'FUCK' was all she could think.
"I ain't your bro." Jax growled while pushing him back.
"I didn't mean it like..." Damon didn't get the rest out before Jax's fist collided with his face. The fight broke out and Sons started to step in. Both men were yelling to be let go and started trash talking each other.
"She ain't ever gonna be yours man!" Jax snarled while being dragged away.
Hailey wasn't sure what to think at this point. All she wanted to do was go home.