Chapter Thirty-Four: Confrontation

The banquet went on smoothly. Bonnie made sure to stay on the opposite side of the room as the three Parkers. She was serving a few of the lower ranked guests and she was glad about it. Kai had attended the banquet half an hour after his encounter with his father. Joshua had only glared at his son when he sat down next to Jo.

Even though there were over 200 people in the room, Bonnie hadn't anticipated this dinner to drag out so long. After two hours her boss finally permitted them to get out the desert. Bonnie was already pretty exhausted, she had been working for more than 7 hours straight and her feet started to hurt like a bitch.

Most of the guest were already standing up and mingled with some acquaintances sitting on another table. The atmosphere was frisky and the music playing in the background only added to that feeling. As she started to get all the dirty dished out of the room she nearly bumped into a woman. Only after she apologized exaggeratedly she recognized it was Jo. Jo smiled at her brightly and waved at her as a substitute of hugging her because Bonnie was working.

"Already heard you are working at dad's company." Jo said.

"Well, I'm working at his company, not for him." Bonnie corrected while she kept on walking to the kitchen. Jo followed her.

"So how long have you been working today?" Jo asked.

"For hours, I can't even feel my feet anymore." Bonnie complained and disappeared into the kitchen. When she got back out she half expected Jo to be gone but she was still waiting for her.

"Is it even allowed for you to talk to me?" Bonnie jokingly asked.

"This is not the 1500s and I am not the queen of England. I can talk to whoever I want to, Bonnie." Jo laughed and then she added. "Why don't you ask your boss for a break?"

Bonnie abruptly stopped walking and turned around to face Jo. "Why?" she asked skeptically.

Jo sighed. Bonnie had obviously caught her. "Alright, I might need a small favor from you Bonnie." She admitted and when Bonnie didn't say anything she continued. "Okay, a big favor. You know… Kai is in a very bad mood tonight." She started to explain.

Bonnie frowned. "Kai is always in a bad mood. What could I do to change that?"

"Well, let's say he is especially moody today. Dad just told him he was going to introduce him as his heir." Jo said but this was no news to Bonnie. "Since I can remember dad always said that Kai was going to take over the company one day, as dad had from my grandpa. He always said that it was tradition that the eldest son took over. But he always failed to hear Kai's view on all this. As you might imagine, he doesn't really want to be the leader of anything my dad had a say in. This is one of the reasons why they don't get along. Dad had always pushed Kai into this role and Kai had always retaliated."

This news got Bonnie to understand him a little bit better than before and she nodded. "That explains a lot. But I don't know how I could be of any help with that."

"Well, that's it. Kai is gone. I know he is not completely gone, all his stuff is still here, I already checked. But he went to the restroom half an hour ago and he hasn't returned yet. I don't want him to be pushed into something he doesn't want to do but I know he is plotting something to embarrass our father later, to make him pay for tricking him into this. I can't have that. Dad is going to be furious and is going to punish him. You know how he is, he is going to do something stupid and I need you to find him and convince him that he shouldn't. You are the only one he is going to listen to." Jo was pleading now.

"I don't know Jo. It is not like we are on good terms right now." Bonnie tried to wiggle her way out of this.

"Please, Bonnie. I just want to protect him." Jo looked at her pleadingly; hope spread all over her features and Bonnie caved. She cared about Kai, even if they were on the outs right now she still wanted to protect him.

"Okay, I see if I can get a few minutes off." Bonnie declared and Jo hugged her thankfully.

Bonnie went to find her boss and asked for a break. She grated it to her, telling her to take her time because she was doing such hard work and she still needed her to function for a few more hours. So if she needed an hour to herself she would get it.

Bonnie went back to Jo and said she was going to look for Kai. She had started to know the building quite well since she worked here and Jo told her she would look in the lower levels while Bonnie should take a look in the upper levels of the building.

Bonnie went to the elevator and was about to push the button to get it opened when she realized that one of the two elevators was stuck on the 30th floor, the highest level you could get to through this elevator and Bonnie wondered who would want to go there in the middle of a celebration and came to one conclusion: someone who couldn't get further away from all this.

Bonnie finally pressed the button and stepped into the elevator. She pushed the 30. When she reached the level she stepped out and looked around. It was the level where the canteen was located but she didn't find Kai sitting at the bar like she had expected him to. When she turned around to search for signs of his whereabouts she found the other elevator that reached to the office of Joshua Parker and all the other important people in the firm she realized Kai had gone even higher up. She rushed to the elevator and waited for it to come down. She pushed the highest number there was, in hopes it would take her to where she wanted to go: the roof.

During her time here she had never used this elevator before. She didn't have to since it was kind of the restricted area of the building. When the doors opened Bonnie found herself in a small staircase. A few steps went upstairs and Bonnie could see a huge white door up there. This must be it.

Slowly, Bonnie went upstairs and pushed the door open. The wind greeted her with a heavy gust that made her hair tousled. The light up here was dim. The heavy clouds that had been covering the sky all day didn't help while the sun was already setting. Bonnie spotted Kai sitting near the edge of the roof on some sort of junction box. The floor was covered with little stones which made it impossible for her to get to him unheard. After a few strays Kai turned his head in her direction.

"Hey there. Mind if I sit?" Bonnie asked casually.

Kai eyed her for a while longer but didn't say anything when he turned his head back to face the city. Bonnie took his silence as agreement and placed herself next to him. The view was astonishing. The lights of the city were just about to get turned on and with the height of the building she could oversee the whole town. This reminded her heavily of another moment she had spent with Kai on a rooftop, but back then they had just become friends and had spend an entire day doing crazy things. She missed those days.

"Wow, and I thought the view from our school was breathtaking. Guess you should have taken me here instead." Bonnie tried to break the silence but Kai's gaze was stuck on something in the far and his mouth was kept shot. Bonnie watched him from the close for the first time today. When she thought he looked dashing earlier she was convinced otherwise now. The heavy bags under his eyes showed of little sleep and his pale skin made him look sick. His eyes were blank and stuck to nowhere. Bonnie knew part of it was because he had been drinking but something told her there was more to this.

"Taking a little break from all these people down there? I know you're not exactly the friend of mass gatherings like this." Bonnie tried to get to him.

"What are you doing here, Bonnie?" He said emotionless while still facing the city.

"I'm actually taking a break, thought I could have some lone time up here but hey-" she bumped into his side."There you are."

He finally turned to face her. "Oh cut the crap. You are supposed to make sure I don't do anything stupid. Who put you up to this? Jo? Or dad?"

Bonnie hesitated then she sighed. "Jo, actually. But just because she made me aware of your absence doesn't mean I'm not concerned about you." She tried to defend herself.

"There is nothing to be concerned about." Kai shook his head.

"Obviously." Bonnie said sarcastically and she even earned a small smile from him. His first honest smile for her in weeks. "Why did you even come to this thing?" Bonnie asked. She had wondered why he would agree to something like this in the first place. Of course Joshua was known to get what he wants especially concerning his children but Kai was never one to follow orders.

"I was tricked. He told me if I came today that would release me from the duty for the rest of the year. And then he said mom would want me to go… blah blah blah. What a huge mistake." He lowered his head.

"You never told me that your dad wants you to be his heir." Bonnie mentioned after a brief silence.

"Why would I? It was unnerving enough to deal with my dad about this. I took every opportunity to get my mind off it and you were basically the definition of distraction. Plus, I never intended to go through with it in the first place."

For the first time in weeks they had a normal conversation and Bonnie was grateful for that. It was a step in the right way and he had practically admitted to caring about her with this. Bonnie didn't know what to say to that. She didn't want to risk the fragile opportunity of taking a step towards each other.

"Well, it will be quite the event when your dad opens up about it. The surprise everyone is waiting for." She finally said, trying to lighten the mood with sarcasm.

"You know, I came here thinking that the surprise was going to be my father informing everyone about the international cooperation he just landed last week." Kai rolled his eyes.

Bonnie's attention got spiked and she turned to him. "I thought there was a lawsuit filed against the company so the cooperation would be delayed."

"What?" Kai looked at her as if she just spoke in Spanish. "How do you know this?"

"I overheard him talking to Lyanne about this. Some sort of historical grounds that they want to build on or something. Well, he said as long as there is a lawsuit against the firm there wouldn't be a cooperation." Bonnie reported as Kai processed the news. The look on his face turned triumphant.

"Kai, please you have to promise me not use this information in any way." Bonnie urged.

"I won't." But his smiled said the opposite.

"Kai, please. Promise me."

Kai looked her in the eyes and said. "I promise." There was some sort of relief flooding her system because he had never lied to her and she was sure that no matter what they felt for each other right now, he never would.

The wind was increasing and Bonnie shivered in her thin white blouse.

"You should go back inside." Kai suggested without the concern he usually had in his voice.

Bonnie shook her head. "No, I'm good. I still got a little time left."

Kai laughed a humorless laugh. "You are supposed to make sure I get back down there, aren't you?"

"No, I am just supposed to keep you from doing anything stupid. No one ever said anything about getting you back down there." Bonnie joked and smiled. Kai didn't but his eyes were telling another story, he was enjoying this little banter. After a while Bonnie tried to use the opportunity and talk to him about their more pressing problems.

"Are you going to show me the cold shoulder till the end of all days?"

"Nope, only until we graduate. After that we'll go our separate ways and never see each other again anyways." Kai explained and no matter how light it sounded Bonnie felt like he meant it.

It was her time to lower her head. The hurt that was so intense right now and made her unable to move. So they sat silently for minutes, the wind the only thing being heard until Bonnie turned to him to take her last chance to reason with him. With warmth and lightness in her voice she started talking. "You know I had a crush on you in junior high?" Bonnie asked and Kai suddenly turned his head in surprise. "You were literally my first experience in the field of love. I mean, it was probably never love back then I was way too young for it. But still. And after I fell for Jeremy I never really liked you. You were smug, a pain in everyone's ass and arrogant as hell. I didn't like your attitude and the way you spoke to people, especially adults. I thought you were just a mean person and that was why I didn't want to do the history assignment with you in the first place. But then I got to know you. I understood that your behavior wasn't meant to be harmful, it was just who you are. It's a game to you, provoking people's reactions and I accepted it. That gave me a whole different angle on you. I opened up, I gave you a chance and I really got to know you. I considered you a friend and then I realized that that word was just not enough for what I felt for you. You are my best friend and I can say that even after the short time we had together because you were making me feel free. You made me laugh, you were there for me in my worst days, you fought for me and you let me in. I never thanked you for that." Bonnie swallowed before she continued.

"I never anticipated that there could me more between us and to be honest it completely caught me off guard. That's why it was so intense for me. Whatever it was we had, or what it could have been I know I ruined that. I ruined our friendship and the worst part is that I ruined your trust. Your trust in me, your trust in humans in general. I never apologized for that. I need you to know that I am sorry, for what I did. If I could go back and change it I would because I think we could have been a great thing, no matter how. I know I can't force you to forgive me and I won't keep pushing, I promise. All I wanted to say was that I am sorry for what I did to you and I am sorry for what I did to us. I really miss you but I get it if you don't want anything to do with me."

Bonnie finished her speech and was relieved she had finally gotten the chance to tell him all this. She was watching him now, his expression indecipherable. But he held her gaze and that was more than she had gotten from him in the past weeks.

Though he didn't say anything the atmosphere between them wasn't sparked with disrespect or anger. On the contrary. Bonnie was about to tell she would get back to work when he leaned closer to her and softly pressed his lips to hers. Bonnie didn't dare to move, only closing her eyes, it was the first time in weeks that he showed her any kind of affection and she had never thought that if he would show her some that it would be through a kiss. Nevertheless, it was the best feeling in the world right now.

The kiss was only light and soft but it was still a kiss and it lasted longer than she would have dreamed. After a while her brain started to tune out and she put a little pressure on his lips. She feared he would draw away but he didn't. He even started to get closer to her. His hand reached out to her cheek and he lightly touched it. Her hand went to cup his neck and she made sure to keep her touch as light as possible. Her whole body was on fire and her stomach squeezed together like it hadn't done since the day of the field trip. How much she had missed his touch, his taste. His body warmth gave her so much comfort that she nearly forgot where she was and what events had brought them here.

But Kai hadn't forgotten. After they had share the sweetest and most innocent kiss in the history of kisses for a while Kai abruptly drew away letting go of her mouth and her cheek. Bonnie opened her eyes to look into his confused ones. Billions of emotions flashed through them and Bonnie was only able to catch the one that lasted in them: regret.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that." Kai quickly said and turned away from her.

"No, it's okay." Bonnie wanted to reach out to him but he was clearly struggling with what just happened.

"No, no it was not. I didn't mean to… raise any hopes."

Here was a familiar pain in Bonnie's chest when he hesitantly said these words. She had raveled in the kiss and the thought that maybe she hadn't lost him forever had crossed her mind. But Kai's opinion had been unchanged. He didn't want to forgive her. When the realization hit her she had to stand up to put some space between them. She was so naïve.

"Bonnie, believe me I'm really sorry. I don't know what happened." Kai's voice reached her and she nearly cried because he sounded so genuine. Bonnie nodded, trying to tell him that it was okay, that she would survive this. Kai had stood up but he hadn't taken a step towards her. They both looked at each other miserably. And then Bonnie nodded saying "Let's just get back to the party."

The elevator ride back down must have been the most awkward thing she ever had to get through. The tension between them was heavy and it was laced with regret and unspoken words, unfulfilled emotions. When they finally arrived at the ground floor they stepped outside, neither knowing how react or what to say.

"I should get back to work." Bonnie declared and Kai nodded. She turned on her heals and went straight to the kitchen.

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The crowd applauded loudly when Joshua Parker stepped onto the stage. A few minutes ago Kai had reappeared next to his sister's side. She had only asked 'where the hell he had been' through her teeth and he had motioned to the roof. Jo shook her head, clearly not approving of his actions but he didn't mind.

His father was now standing on the stage in the ballroom next to the dining room where the party was gonna end tonight and where Kai was going to be dragged out like a pig for murder. He breathed heavily, his last breaths in freedom before his father was going to seal his fate and announce him as his successor. Kai rolled his eyes at the thought. If his father knew what he was about to do, he would probably rethink his actions.

"Please, please. That's enough." Joshua's voice resounded through the speakers on the wall. The guests were really over doing it with all the applause and Kai wanted to punch each and every one of them but finally the sound stopped.

Joshua continued with his speech. "I want to welcome each and every one of you again tonight and want to thank you all- in the name of everyone working at this company- for attending."

Another round of applause but this time it quickly died. "For a century now, this company had given people homes, opportunities to go shopping and build skyscrapers as high as this one- in fact we did build this one." The crowd laughed and Kai wanted to throw up for the act his father was putting up.

"My grandfather founded this company in 1910 as a way to give housing to those less fortunate. We have developed since that day into a company that successfully operates along the entire west coast and throughout all the states. And I am very happy to let you in on a little secret, ladies and gentlemen."

The crowd was anticipating what he would say next. They sensed that the huge surprise was about to be revealed and his father delivered on that anticipation. "I am very proud to inform you that off right now is not only winning over the American market but is now acting as the leading company in an international cooperation with European and Asian construction firms." Joshua declared proudly and the crowd applauded again. Kai smiled, he had anticipated this.

"Thank you, thank you. I know a few of you had been skeptical about sailing off into international waters but I can assure you, this company has everything it needs to fully win the European and Asian market over. I remember when I took over the leadership from my father this company was just spreading across the west coast and everyone was afraid. But look were we are right now, we survived expansion to the west coast, we survived expansion the whole U.S. and we'll surprise the expansion to the entire world." Joshua had won over every brooder in this room, so it seemed. If they only knew what kind of man his father really was, maybe they would be more reluctant to follow him into the next phase of the company.

"I have to admit a lot has changed within the last century and to be honest there is not too much left of the company my grandfather once founded. But he did found this company on the fundamentals that we are still honoring until this very day and I am very happy and proud to announce that one of those fundamentals is going to get honored in the prospect of the future 50 years."

Kai swallowed, it was going to happen every second now. He felt Jo's gaze turn to him and her pitiful eyes stayed on his face.

"Ladies and gentlemen, with honor I now announce that my eldest son Malachai will be appointed as my heir. He will learn how to lead this company under my guidance and he is going to ensure the continued existence and stability to this company in honoring the tradition of keeping this a family business." Joshua almost screamed enthusiastically and everyone started to cheer along with him. Kai felt a few congratulating hands on his shoulder as he saw his father motioning to him to come to the stage.

Jo quickly squeezed his hand and then tried to look just as pleased as everyone else in the room. Kai tried to ignore all the people on his way to the stage. He shook a few hands but he was too focused on what was going to happen next to even care. When he finally climbed the steps to the stage he was as calm as he could be. He even faked a smile for his father who was welcoming him with a tight handshake, a warning for sure, to play along and not sabotage this.

Joshua handed the microphone over to him. He had told him that everyone would expect him to say a few words and that he should stick to the usual phrases. 'I'm honored to be here…' 'I think together we can achieve so much…' 'I'll work hard to earn your trust…' blah blah blah. If his father wanted a speech he would get it.

"Thank you, you are too kind." Kai started to talk and the people stopped applauding to listen to the future leader of this company. "I have to admit I was surprised - to say the least- when my father told me he wanted me to become the next leader of this company." Kai quickly turned to face his father, a smiled coating his face. He was sure he would understand the reference. "We had a lot of long talks about this until finally he convinced me not to throw my life away and spent the year after my graduation traveling through Europe and getting drunk every night." The crowd laughed at his comment, he had already charmed the hell out of them with those two sentences even though he could feel his father next to him stiffen. This would be child's play. "So, I am honored to be standing here on this big day and tell you that I will do everything in my power to learn to be a good leader and earn my position in this company. And I know that whatever obstacles we're going to face, we are going to face them together and we are going to beat them." More cheers. Kai looked around the crowd and found Bonnie standing on the side. Her eyes were widened because she had detected the turn Kai was about to take. Without another second of hesitation Kai turned back to the people in front of him. "I am excited to find out how it will be working in an international operating company." He turned to his father for his next words and looked him right in the eyes. With faked enthusiasm he said "And as soon as this lawsuit is out of the way I guess there is no stopping us, right dad?"

A murmur went through the crowd but Kai didn't take his eyes off his father who looked like he had a stroke. Kai turned back to the people. "Ooops, I think I just revealed a little secret. My bad." He turned off the microphone and stepped up to his father, who was frozen in his place, as the first voices were raised within the crowd. No matter if this information was true or not, it would get his father in a lot of trouble and that was enough payback for him. Kai pressed the microphone onto Joshua's chest with his right hand and leaned in. "That's for going over my head. Have fun dealing with the outcome." He let go of the microphone and Joshua grabbed it. Kai wanted to leave the stage but then turned back to him again. He whispered in his ear, his expression furious. "Don't ever underestimate me again." And then he stepped off the stage.

He headed straight for the door, he knew shit was about to go down once his father was home but the turmoil that was breaking out within the ranks of the guest was satisfaction enough for Kai. The tip of his mouth lifted up and a triumphant smile covered his face. The people ignored him leaving the celebration because they were all trying to get Joshua to open up about this lawsuit he had just talked about. With one last look back he took in his father's expression and helplessness in this situation. He had never felt more content in his entire life. He turned on his heels and left.

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The shock about what Kai had done was still present when Bonnie left the building after her work was done. Right after his revelation all hell broke loose on Joshua Parker. Not that she didn't enjoy seeing him in jeopardy and struggling to explain himself she couldn't believe Kai would do something like this. And to his own father.

Fury built up in her as she went to her mom's car to get out of this place. Joshua Parker had dragged the important people up to his office to have a more private discussion about this. Shortly after that the party had officially been over. All the wives, husbands, children or mistresses that accompanied someone to this celebration had lost all interest in pretending they knew what this was about and left shortly after their family members had gone after Joshua. Bonnie and her colleagues took a few more hours to clean up.

Bonnie was still thinking about the events of the evening when she started the car. What she couldn't forget was Kai's expression when he was leaving. She had spotted him by the doors as he was about to get out. He turned around once more and watched the mess he had made and he looked proud. She had heard that Kai was a master manipulator and had pulled a few things like this over the years but she had never experienced it firsthand. That smile on his face, it was like he didn't even care about any of the repercussions this could have to his father's company. It was like he didn't care about anything.

Bonnie drove along the main street to get to her house. She was happy that it was already late so there wasn't much traffic. Her thoughts were so far away that she couldn't guarantee for not hurting anyone while driving home.

Her irrational reaction to the events of tonight bugged Bonnie until she realized what she was so angry about. He had lied to her. He had looked her in the eyes and lied to her as he promised not to use the information she had given him. She tried to recall the moment when he promised her but the harder she tried to remember the more blurry it got. There was something inside her telling her that even in that moment he had already known that he wasn't going to hold his promise.

Bonnie had to hit the brake hard as she realized the red light in front of her. She wasn't going to let Kai Parker ruin her driver's license. While she waited for the lights to turn green again she looked around. She frowned when she didn't recognize the area instantly. Where the hell was she? This wasn't the way to her home. And then she realized. It was the way to his home. Her subconscious had guided her to him, to confront him about this. She hesitated for a second when the lights turned green but then she thought to herself 'screw this, he is going to explain himself to me' and drove to his house.

His substitute car was parked outside the house, telling her that he was actually inside. It was already late and the younger Parkers were probably fast asleep and they really didn't need to suffer from this too. So Bonnie went to the side of the house, seeing the light burn in his room and went to check the side door of the house. Kai had once told her that his mom almost never locked that door and not surprisingly she gained access to the house that way.

Quietly she walked upstairs until she was standing in front of his room. Without thinking about what she might walk into he opened the door and rushed inside. She wanted to slam the door shut but didn't due to his siblings. So she silently closed the door and then turned to him, already furious.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Kai asked her as he realized her presence. He was sitting on the bed reading a book and Bonnie stepped closer to him. He had changed his suit for sweatpants and a dark shirt. Kai got off the bed and stood in front of her.

"I am here to ask you something. What the actual fuck, Kai?"

"What are you talking about?"

"What am I-?" Bonnie started but cut herself off. Her fury was taking over. "What am I talking about? I don't know Kai, maybe about the fact that you just screwed you father over in front of his whole board? Maybe I am talking about this vindictive act you just fulfilled? Maybe that?" She yelled in his face.

"Come one, you wanna tell me you came all the way to my house to accuse me of being a bad son? I don't think so." Kai turned his back to her, clearly wanting to end this conversation but Bonnie turned him around to face her.

"Oh, no. You don't get to shy away from this discussion. I want an explanation."

"An explanation for what?" He asked, starting to sound annoyed.

"You know what!" she yelled.

"No, I don't." he yelled back.

"Yes, you do. Stop playing dumb."

"Okay then, you want to have an explanation to why I send my dad to his doom? You want to know why I wanted to screw him over just like he screwed me over. Is that what you want to know?" Kai snorted.

"No, I want to know why you would lie to me!" Bonnie bellowed and hit his chest with her balled fists once.

Kai looked at her like he finally understood what she wanted. "Ahhh, that's more like it. You feel betrayed and now you want to know why I did it. Tell me one thing Bonbon, how does it feel to get disappointed like that?" he said derisively.

Silence spread the room and Bonnie finally understood why he did it. He wanted to get back at her, show her how it feels like being betrayed by someone you cared about. And it hurt, it hurt like hell. Bonnie couldn't begin to imagine how Kai must feel because his betrayal was nothing compared to hers. Bonnie turned her head; she didn't want to look at him right now.

"Yeah, I guessed so." Kai said and stepped away from her.

"Why are you doing this to me?" Bonnie whispered, close to crying. "Why do you punish me like this?"

"Hello? Did you have a sudden and severe form of amnesia? You hurt me, I hurt you back. That's how I work." He explained edgily.

"No, that's something else. Yes, you get back at me but you keep pushing me out. You won't talk to me, you won't let me explain myself and you don't give us another chance. And I try so hard to make it up to you, but not anymore. I am done running after you. I am done trying to get back into the good graced of someone that obviously doesn't have them. All you do, that's punishment enough wouldn't you think? But no, you keep on finding new ways to torture me, you find new ways of for me to feel bad and I know why that is and so do you."

"Oh yeah? I don't think I do. Enlighten me." Kai raised his voice.

"No, I want to hear it from you." He demanded.

"If I only knew what you want to hear." He shouted again.

"You know exactly what I am talking about." Bonnie yelled back and they were playing the 'I don't/you do' game of another minute until Bonnie just lost it.

"God, just admit it. Admit it that I hurt you. Admit it that you cared about me and that I hurt you so bad because you were feeling something for me. That deep down in this sociopathic shell of yours there is a part of you that felt something for me and I ripped it out by betraying you and that is why you are punishing me, because I hurt you." Bonnie barks out.

"Okay, I admit it. You hurt me, Bonnie. What you did to me hurt me in more ways that I could have imagined. I've always been careful around people but somehow you managed to get around all of my defenses and made yourself a home. I trusted you, I cared about you and all you did was treat that with contempt. I am mad at you- no strike that- I am mad as hell at you. Because you knew this. You knew me better than most people and you still risked hurting me and that is why I want to make you suffer. You need to feel the same pain that I am feeling. You need to know how it feels when a person you care about just rips out your heart like that." Kai yells. He had stepped so close to her that their noses nearly touched. His admittance was so honest and raging that he was now breathing heavily. Bonnie's eyes were wide open staring into the raging grey of his.

She had wanted to know the truth but she hadn't been prepared for the storm of feelings oozing out of him, causing her insides to be flipped over completely. All her emotions were on overdrive. She actually had no idea of what exactly she felt only that she regretted. She regretted with all her heart because she had caused the boy in front of her so much harm. A boy she care so deeply for and that had cared equally deeply for her apparently.

The overwhelming feelings they both felt in this moment came crushing down on them. Realization hit her that he had basically admitted to having a crush on her and her heart made a jump. But she was still mad, so mad. And he was still so mad. But they also both wanted the other so much in this moment that the next thing that happened wasn't another verbal fight but their mouth roughly crushing together as they both reached out for the other.

They kissed desperately, exploring each other's mouths. Arousal flooded Bonnie's body and she felt her core awakening to his touch. He pushed her against the nearby closet while wildly kissing her. Her arms were around his neck as his hands wandered south and explored her ass. He squeezed it and Bonnie moaned into his mouth. It felt so good having him back and she could barely contain her lust for him.

He suddenly grabbed her thighs and lifted her up against the closed. Bonnie could feel his erection against her upper thigh as he carried her over to his bed and dropped her there. That was the first time they broke apart since they had started making out and Bonnie knew where this all would lead. She couldn't wait for it. Briefly, she thought about the fact that she was still in her work cloths but she couldn't focus on it any longer because Kai had reclaimed her mouth and she knew that it wouldn't matter what she wore, because it wouldn't last much longer and she was going to lose her cloths anyways.

Kai's hands were under her shirt gripping her hips while Bonnie gripped his hair as he placed kissed down her throat. When he reached the collar of her white blouse he didn't hesitate and ripped the entire thing open. Bonnie didn't care. She was happy she was finally going to be free from that thing and got up a little to help him get her arms out of the soft fabric.

When her blouse was laying somewhere on Kai's floor she greedily dragged his shirt over his head. After another rough kiss to the mouth Kai continued his way down her body and Bonnie leaned into every single touch of his mouth on her body. Within seconds Kai had managed to get her out of her pants and shoes and she was now laying before him in nothing but her underwear.

Kai slightly bit into her upper thigh on his way back up to her face and Bonnie winced in pleasure. Before he reclaimed her mouth with his he unhooked her bra and freed her breasts. While he kissed her Bonnie hooked her feet into the waistband of Kai's sweatpants and drew them down fast. Kai wiggled his way out of them then broke away from her for a second, taking in the view. If this was just normal sex he would have probably taken longer to admiring her but this wasn't ordinary sex. This was angry sex. They were both still furious but they were also completely horny that promised to be an explosive combination.

Bonnie drew Kai back down to her and kissed him, her tongue gliding into his mouth with force. He groaned into her mouth and the sound made Bonnie raise her hips into his. That made him lose the last of his restrained and he tugged down Bonnie's panties, tearing them apart in the process. Bonnie closed her eyes in pleasure and felt Kai remove his boxers over her.

The next thing she felt was his lengths inside of her. There was no time for foreplay, both of them were too aroused to endure this kind of perfect torture so Bonnie welcomed the fullness inside her as Kai rocked into her with force making her pant heavily. Kai griped her left thigh and squeezed it while he wildly pumped into her. His grip was almost painful but weirdly it only turned Bonnie on more. While he spread her legs further apart his other hand went to grip her breast. Everywhere he touched hers he left electric sparks. Bonnie was about to lose her grip on reality if he kept rocking into her so hard.

She griped his hair painfully and Kai groaned in a mixture of pain and pleasure. Their mouths found each other again and Kai bit down on her lower lip before he let his tongue delve deeply into her mouth.

She felt the pressure inside her rise as their hips kept rocking into each other in a fast pace. Bonnie wouldn't last too long this time, this mad sexual act had only one purpose- to get the arousal out of their systems as fast as possible. They already knew they were a good match, remembering the first time they slept together and how fucking amazing it had been. This was different, it was basic needs that were fulfilled and they were both okay with it in the moment itself.

Kai's panting got faster and Bonnie couldn't control her moaning any longer. She had tried to stay quiet so no one would notice what they were doing but she had lost complete control over her body. She was starting to feel her orgasm building up inside her and she screamed out his name in anticipation.

Their bodies started to quiver from their joined orgasms and Kai bit into her neck while he came violently. Bonnie scratched her nails down his back and cried out the last of her pleasure before Kai collapsed onto her. The sides of their heads were pressed onto the other while they tried to regain their breaths. After a while Kai pulled out of Bonnie and let himself fall next to her on the back, exhaling audibly.

The sweat on her body was cooling her as his body warmth was removed from her and she shivered a bit without him or a blanket around her. Suddenly she became awfully aware of her. She had been on her feet the entire day and arguing with Kai was never an easy thing to do but the fucking had taken the rest out of her. Even though she had enjoyed the roughness of their act she would like nothing more than to get dragged into his arms and sleep of the exhaustion for the next 15 hours.

She could barely keep her eyes open when she felt something being placed over her body. It wasn't the warmth or closeness of another human body but the soft feel of a blanket being wrapped around her. Bonnie was already half asleep when Kai tugged her in but she was thankful. Thankful that he let her stay, thankful that he tugged her in and thankful that he just gave her wildest sex she had ever experienced.

She only felt him lie down beside her and grab her waist to draw her to him. His hands went up and down the side of her rips and he placed another kiss on her neck while one hand rested on her breast. "Night Bonbon." was the last thing she heard before she drifted off to sleep.