Hey guys and Dolls, Its been a minute mostly because I had really bad writers block, But because of this horrible pandemic I've been able to sit down actually read what I had. Read let me be your sweetheart again and managed to rewrite the chapters to my liking i hope ya'll enjoy- Love Dizzy
Chapter three Garage Reckonings
Darcy settled onto the plush seats of Tony's private jet with Steve excited about their honeymoon. She had no idea where they were going as Pepper had planned the whole thing.
"Ready?" She asked Steve who smiled at her. He nodded
"I just don't know what will come back to." He stroked her hair, she laughed
"They'll be fine, if it gets really bad Jarvis is there right, Jay?" she asked the AI confirmed
"Yes Mrs. Rogers, would you like to know your destination?" He asked, Darcy of course squealed with a happy and enthusiastic
"Yes! Pepper's kept me in suspense for months." She half bounced on the seat draping herself over Steve.
"Hawaii, Mrs. Rogers" Jarvis said as Darcy squealed clapping her hands. Steve looked a little Stunned, it seemed he hadn't expected Hawaii .Darcy knew if Pepper had planned the trip Tony had helped or at least provided his credit card.
Mary rolled out of bed at seven and went to the shower, After a brisk hot shower and blow dry, she pulled on a full circle skirt ina blue and green plaid and a much favored cream sweater and headed to the common room. She wasn't surprised to find it empty ,She scribbled a quick note to Tony that she was going to breakfast with her parents and then go run a few errands. She headed to the elevator and hit the lobby button halfway down the elevator stopped at one of the R&D floors and Bucky with a full backpack got on. He hit ground garage but didn't say one word to her .Shaking her head Mary realized she still cared no matter how toxic the relationship was or her ongoing relationship with Phil. Sighing she turned to Bucky at least she could wish him well as she left
"Be safe" she whispered as the elevator doors opened. She was about to step out when a hand wrapped around her arm pulling her into him and the doors closed as they headed towards the garage. He finally spoke
"I'll take you to the hotel Dolly" his voice flat and soft. Mary nodded clenching her fists in her Plaid skirt, Arguing with Bucky would do her no good when he was being hardheaded.
"I'm sorry Mary for losing my calm" And he took a long breath
"Natasha and I" He stopped and pulled her closer she stood stiffly " I don't think I really explain my relationship with her." The elevator opened and Mary stomped out
"other than she's your ex that you're still screwing her even when we were slowly trying to have a relationship and she was with Bruce." she bit out hating that she sounded like a jealous cow.
"Dollface come here" He pulled her to him into a tight hug and Mary grudgingly let him.
"Yes Natasha and I did have a relationship before you it was on the way out before we even had our midnight jaunt. She always loved Bruce, And Nat was more therapist than anything else she knows what I've been through." He stopped Mary blinked, been through? Then she remembered he had PTSD from World War II, Steve had said he was some type of POW . Frack of course he'd be all types of messed up and screwed in the head 70 odd years of battle scars. It never dawned on her and now she felt like a monster for not noticing what he'd been through.
"You were a prisoner, right?" She mumbled into his chest .
"Yes kukala , Twice actually once Steve saved me and the other lasted until Four years ago." She froze against him, She never knew he spent almost seventy years as prisoner it explained why everyone watched him like a hawk afraid he'd go off the deep end. She just thought it was because of his being a world war II super solider. Bucky rubbed her back as she started to cry for him what he must of been through.
" Damn punk saved me again I've been through some bad stuff and I don't talk about it often when I do it has to be with someone who understands." it dawned on marry Steve had been a soldier Natasha had been forced spy she didn't know everything about what The Avengers had been through of course some of it would be awful.
"Oh Bucky why didn't you tell me you just been freed? I would've understood not the whole sleeping with Natasha I'd rather you do Steve than Natasha but the talking to her." she stopped sniffling out her answer because Bucky had stiffened and started to shake. Was he crying? No she realized he was laughing "James" she scolded smacking his shoulder then yelping because his shoulder was hard as hell.
" Careful doll that's my prosthetic." She blinked at him wide eyed. What? prosthetic? He had an arm missing? She hadn't even know that. He laughed softly then kissed her forehead and pulled off his glove showing of his metal hand. Metal hand?! She grabbed and pushed up his sleeve almost to his shoulder realizing his whole arm was metal.
"How far dose it go? It looks so real! Can you feel with it?" she said altogether and fast enough her lungs ached.
" God kukala, ya lyubl yu tebya'" He whispered she didn't know what he said but it sounded important. She knew he said it in Russian so she wouldn't know what he said, it did'nt sound bad.
" Yes I can feel it tony is excellent at technology, and it goes up to my collar bone." He took her hand and placed it on the spot where metal met skin she smiled as he wrapped his arms back around her.
"Why were you laughing this is serious conversation" His arms tightened and she lifted her free arm wrapping it around his trim waist she was going to hell as Phil's almost girlfriend she shouldn't be snuggling with Bucky. But she couldn't bring herself to let him go he was actually talking to her telling her things that he thought she needed to know.
" It is but you did just say you'd rather have me sleep with Steve rather than Tasha which what would Darcy say? I don't think she'd be pleased." Mary snorted laughing into Bucky's chest
"The question is what would Steve say , Not Dee. She's a major pervert as long as she could watch it would be OK with her." Mary said with a small giggle imaging Steve's face. He kissed her forehead his face going serious
" I've talked to Tasha and ended our sexual relationship but we're still going to talk Mary there are some horrible things I've done that I couldn't bear to tell you about." his arms tightened even more Mary was pressed as close as it was possible her heavy breast pressed tightly into him her face snuggled into his broad chest her hands gripped into the back of his skin tight black long sleeve T his hand rested on the swell of her wide hips.
"OK I understand James why didn't you tell me this sooner but that doesn't solve all our problems you never used to treat me like glass and now you do and what about sex it's not the most important thing but it is important." She bluntly asked he sighed heavily into her hair
"I'm a fucking idiot Mary I didn't realize that I needed to tell you why I am the way I am and as far as not treating you like glass when you had that accident I realized how breakable you really were and it scared the hell out of me, as for sex I want to Dolly I do but not if it hurts you, can your lungs even handle it? " He asked as he nuzzled into her hair
"Yes you are I'm glad someone knocked sense into you it was Steve wasn't it ? I am breakable but not as much as you might think. I don't know I've only gone as far as closed mouth kisses with Phil and that one kiss where I bit your lip off." All of a sudden Bucky began to walk forward still holding her all she could do was walk backwards as he pressed her to the garage wall his arm siding from the waist to cup her face before he dove down kissing her senseless 1 ,2,3 closed mouth kisses. Then he nipped her bottom lip sharply she gasped and his tongue slid into her mouth the kiss was so intense Mary gripped Bucky's shirt moaning into it he growled squishing her tighter to the wall her lungs hurt like hell but she didn't dare tell Bucky. His hand grabbed her butt squeezing hard that stopped the heated kiss and let her breathe
"Bucky! " She squealed knowing they should stop but he swooped in for another heated closed mouth kiss.
"I love this gorgeous ass of yours I was always afraid to touch it, thought I wouldn't be able to control myself self if I did." his other hand joined in squeezing and needing her cheeks she couldn't help but whimper digging her nails into his back that seemed to excite him more. " Harder Doll, that feels so good" He rumbled his voice going an octave lower his hands were still needing away while he planted hot open mouth kisses to her neck .Mary dug her nails a little harder dragging them down a bit. Bucky nipped her neck pushing his hips in and she could feel his hard on pressed against her tummy even through his cargos she could tell he was huge his mouth found hers again and one of his hand slipped from her butt to her breasts he gave it a soft squeeze and she dug her nails into his back again making him growl and buck he pulled away from their kiss her lungs ached but she hadn't had an attack .
"Mary got to stop Dolly if I don't I'll take you on the hood of one of these fancy cars and you my beautiful Dame deserve a bed, nothing but the best for you." He gave her one last hard kiss then let her go but he didn't step back the first thing that popped out of her mouth was
"You're so big I'm a Virgin won't it hurt a lot? " She mentally slapped herself get a grip Lewis " Like I'd let you touch me And I'm not your Dame" she added quickly, Bucky smiled brightly his eyes shining with love or mirth , really Mary you're delusional she berated herself.
" Yes you are Mary until you got a ring on your little finger from that spiffy suite you'll always be my girl." He kissed her forehead softly "And yes doll I am big, I'll have to make you really stopping wet but it'll still hurt a tiny bit your so tiny ." He kissed her softly running his hands through her curls.
"But I promise to make you feel really good you proved to me you're stronger than I thought but any sign of an attack or discomfort I'm gonna stop." He warned her
" If I even let you touch me that way Bucky Barnes you hurt me by not trusting me or talking to me if you just explained I would have understood ."she smacked his non metal bicep
" I know and I'm gonna spend the rest of my life proving to you how much you mean to me now that I finally got my head out of my keister" he dropped to his knees pressing his face to her tummy Mary sighed her life really was turning into an angsty teen novel she ran her hand through his long hair.
"You do know Phil's in my life now James that it's going to be awhile before I decide who I want you can't kill him understand" He nodded nestling into her tummy
" Fine then try your best to prove your my man ."she grumbled as she ran her fingers thru his thick hair
"I'll prove I'm your one and only daddy." He mumbled Mary rose a brow that sounded so old-fashioned she forgot he was 90 something.
" Daddy? Is that something girls used to call boyfriends in the 40s?" He nodded, Nuzzling into her stomach
"Beau or daddy or soldier I prefer Beau or Daddy ,I'd rather you not call me your Soldier". She nodded padding his head
"I'll remember when the time comes" She said his voice had gone far off she was afraid he'd have another episode if she didn't agree .He nodded Into her tummy again
" Daddy" She mumbled to try it out he kissed her belly it was oddly sweet and she found that she liked this softer side of Bucky
"Yeah I like that" he said with another nuzzle and squeeze not that she mind this odd tummy thing he was doing she decided she ask him
"Can I ask what you're doing?" Bucky shrugged giving her belly one more kiss.
" I just like holding you this way" He stood grabbing her hand towing her towards an old school military Jeep that looked like it had been driven out of the 40's.
"I thought you drove a Porsche?" she asked but honestly she liked the jeep much better. As he undid the net that stood for her passenger door.
The Porsche was Tasha's, Steve gave me the jeep it's almost as old as we are." he lifted her up and buckled her in the seatbelt was like an actual harness Bucky put his backpack and her purse in the back of the jeep and then climbed in. She didn't fail to notice he wasn't wearing any type of seat belt. And she also wondered when he had pulled down his sleeve and put his glove back on because she hadn't noticed.
"Are you going to Virginia after you drop me off?" she twisted her fingers in her skirt
"Yes doll I promised Darcy and Steve I would go to D.C to clear my head. I think it will be easier now that we talked I wished I had pulled my head out of my keister months ago. " he winked as he started the jeep up "You can visit anytime you want Dolly "Mary nodded not knowing what else to say.
Oh my goodness I'm so happy to be back guys and dolls! I hope you really enjoyed this chapter Love you all -Dizzy
* Ps: Bucky says I love you in Russian