Yo! So, this will not be completely following the second movie. Mostly because I haven't seen the movie in forever and Jenny isn't with Sam, and that's really the only parts I know. So this one will go on its own accord!

Disclaimer: Transformers is an amazing movie that I would love to own, but unfortunately, I don't. WHY! WHY CAN'T I OWN YOU!

Chapter 20:

"They're what!"I yelled, anger radiating off me as I glared at Lennox in front of me.

"They're searching for Sam, they plan to give him to the decepticons in hope they'll leave us alone."He answered drily.

"I scoffed.

"What kind of bull is that! The decepticons will never be stopped!"I shouted, throwing my hands in the air and turning away.

"I know that! You don't think I haven't tried to tell them that?"Lennox growled.

I spun around quickly.

"Well a lotta good its done! It's not like we stand a fragging chance with..."I stopped myself then as pain filled my spark.

He sighed sadly.

"Look, I'm really sorry about your loss. But we have to stay focused, he would want us too. We can win this."

"How? Only a Prime can defeat the Fallen."I sighed and turned around and started walking away. But first I looked at him over my should and said, "And last a looked, there is no more Primes."

Before he could say anything else, I transformed into my Alt. Form and sped away. I didn't know where I was going, just that I had to get out of there.

A lot had happened that week. Four of my best friends were turned into Cybertronians against their will, Optimus was taken from me, Sams on the run with Bee and the young twins from both the government and the decepticons. On top of that, the government is breathing down our necks about not only the mess going on with the cons, but they wanted us to leave!

They think it's our fault that they haven't left yet! Wow, they are soo stupid! I mean, it's not our fault those dumbafts can't leave!

Plus, the civilians are all freaking out from the world-wide video the Fallen had sent out about wanting Sam and if they turned him in they'd leave. Me, the other bots, and NEST all knew that wasn't true. They'd never just leave, not until they got what they want

And what they wanted was a mystery. I mean, I knew they wanted Sam, but why? What was so damn important that they wanted a kid!

Speaking of the kid, I had no clue where he was or what he was doing. We haven't even had contact with Bee or one of the twins in fear that our connection would be compromised by Soundwave or some other Con.

Most of all, I just missed Optimus. I couldn't believe he was gone after so many years. He had been everything to me, my rock, my friend, my love. We even have a sparkling! Even if she's not our biological sparkling, she was still our nonetheless.

Sunfire was oblivious to everything going on around her, still stuck in her childhood innocence. Not that I wanted that to change. She's growing up in a war and though its selfish, I want her to have the best childhood she could have before she had to actually deal with this. Though my hope is to have the war finished before she's a full grown femme.

Now, you're all probably wondering why I didn't use my powers to try to save Optimus. Well, I did. Several times actually, but it just didn't work. I had no clue why, it had worked on Jazz. Maybe because he was stabbed through the spark? Or maybe it was Primus' wish he didn't come back.

That pained me more than anything. Why would Primus keep something so important from me? Why would he intentionally hurt me? It didn't make sense.

"Keep faith Jenny, all will be revealed in time."

I slammed on my breaks when the mysterious voice talked in my head. I looked around, wondering if someone had spoken it themselves.

I wasn't in sight of the base anymore, having drove to the far side of the island for peace and quiet. The only thing in sight was the ocean in front of me and a couple trees. Confused, I transformed into my bipedal mode and looked around, this time I could see the top half of the base over the plain in front of me.

There was no one around me, as I suspected. I sighed, maybe I was going crazy? I wouldn't be surprised, it's been one heck of a week.

Shaking my head, I sat down at the edge of the ocean, feet far enough away that it wouldn't touch the water coming onto shore. Water could cause rust to form on my armor and the salt from the water could get inside and scratch up and mess up my internal wiring and everything. I don't know the details, Ratch is better in that department.

But I sat there for who knows how long, just string into the horizon, wondering what was going to happen to us in the next few weeks.

"Jenny? Are you alright?"

I jumped, startled at the new voice that I hadn't heard approaching. I turned around swiftly to see Mandy, smiling softly though looking completely concerned.

I sighed.

"I'm fine, just came out here to think and get away from everything going on."I answered.

It was partially true, I had come out here to think and get away. But I doubt you could put me in the category of 'just fine' and I knew Mandy knew it.

She sighed and shook her head before sitting down beside me.

"Your not fine girl, what's up? You know you can talk to me about anything."

I smiled at my friends eagerness to help. She was always there to help me when things had gotten to tough at home and Optimus wasn't there. She was basically my other rock.

"I guess I'm just overwhelmed about all this that's going on. Between Sam, Optimus, the cons, the government, it's just too much! I never expected to lose him, Mandy, he was everything to me."I confessed as energon tears filled my optics.

Mandy wrapped her arms around me and pulled me close to her chassis.

"Oh, sweetie! I know it's hard, but it'll get better! I promise you it will. Besides, you know what I say, you gotta go through hell before the happily ever after."Mandy comforted me.

I let the tears flow freely as I held my friend.

"But when does the hell end for me? I got a small break from it when Mission City was over and I finally got to be with my mate and sparkling, but then it was ripped from me when he was killed right in front of me. When do get peace?"

Mandy was quiet after I spoke and after a minute I looked up at her. She was deep in though and I didn't interrupt her. After a minute, she looked down at me.

"Peace? When will you get peace? When you let go of everything keeping you from it. You act like you hold the burdens of this war on your shoulder since Optimus was killed."I flinched, but she continued on. "Your not alone. You have me, the girls, the bots, Lennox, Epps, and most importantly Sunfire. She needs you now more than ever. Girl, you may not have the best life at the moment, but you have the power to push away all the negatives and learn to live with what you got so you can retrieve what was stolen. Don't push us away, because right now we're your rock. Optimus wouldn't want you sitting out here sulking, he'd want you in there figuring out a way to win this war!"

I sat there in shocked silence. Normally when Mandy went on one of her rants, it wasn't directed at me, but a adult or a bully. Mandy was pissed, not at the fact that I was depressed, but that I'd held all this in so long it's built up and exploded. And she was right of course. I always had a habit of keeping stuff in like that.

"I know... I guess I'm just afraid. Afraid of losing and disappointing everyone. I can't stand the thought of my daughter ending up in the hands of the decepticons as their little pets. Or worse, their little sex slaves like they'd plan to use us for. I just want her safe and for us to win."I finally admitted.

"I know."She sighed.

We both fell silent, I dried up my tears and sat up straight. After a while though, Sunfire started sending worry and hunger through the bond.

"Sunny calls."I said as I stood up.

"I'll be there in a sec, I wanna just sit in silence for a few."Mandy told me.

I nodded in understanding as I transformed into my Alt. Form and drove back towards the base. It was about a five minute drive and by time I pulled into the autobot hangar, my sparkling was becoming more and more impatient.

I giggled at my daughters antics as I transformed into my bipedal mode and made my way to the rec room where she was waiting with Jazz, Ironhide and the older twins.

When I walked into the room, Sunfire squealed and jumped into my arms, chattering away in Cybertronian.

I giggled again.

"Slow down sweetspark."

"Sorry mommy!"She apologized in English.

I shook my head and told her it was fine as I hugged her tight, but not too tight. The other mechs in the room looked at the scene in happiness and awe. They all knew how upset I was and were all happy that I had someone at least.

"Hey guys, we just got a call from Egypt!"Lennox yelled as he ran into the room.

Everyone looked down at the human who just ran in.

"Who from?"Ironhide asked.

"We're not sure, but whoever they were, they claimed to be with Sam. They want us to go to Egypt, where they said they know why the decepticons were after."He explained before turning around to me. "They also claim to have found a way to bring Optimus back to life."

I looked at this man in disbelief for a second. When I realized he wasn't lieing, hope swelled in my spark for the first time in days.

"Well, what are we waiting for? Let's go!"I exclaimed.

Everyone exchanged looks before jumping into action, everyone preparing for the ride that will hopefully save the mech I was in love with.

(And I end it here! Yay! So, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna go through the third movie, yay! Lol, though I don't know about getting rid of Mickaela . I didn't really like Carly, thought she was too much of a barbie doll. Tell me what you think! Don't forget to R&R!)