Author's Note:
WOW! The reception for this one is beyond all expectations!
Guess there must be a big audience for F/F Station 19 fanfiction these days...
Especially Andy/Maya & Andy/Carina. (They are GREAT!)
Either way, thanks for the high praise, OMG!
Dedicated to: (Shoutouts were written on the publication date of Chapter 2: May 10, 2020).
Ao3: legallyblindandrea, Maria, Reviewer_only, Loreley90, giuu, swanqueen55, for your lovely comments!
And to swanqueen55, Lucie_L, Warriorsallday12, legallyblindandrea, Hotgitay, and Loreley90 as well as 3 guests left kudos on this work! For the kudos!
Fanfiction: Abbiewarren4 for fav/following, onlyreader17 for following, Guest for reviewing and asking for a Carina/Maya hate sex fic, which might hapen, maybe? Eventually. It's a good idea!
Wattpad: Those 5 people who read it so far, no idea who you are yet, lol!
And also dedicated to all the hopefully future fans of this story.
Song reference: "Call Your Girlfriend."
Enjoy!
bobbiejelly
Anger Management
Andy has an idea- how she and Maya can express their anger in a healthier way; Maya agrees.
If Andy had been the one to screw Maya instead of Jack Gibson in S3E15 of Station 19.
Only with Carina's permission, of course.
And as for Sullivan, well, his consent is implied in here somewhere, too.
Maya/Andy. Maya/Carina. Mentioned Andy/Sullivan. F/F. Rated E for Explicit.
Chapter 1: It's Time You Had The Talk
Andy and Maya have rough sex in the Station 19 gym. That is all. You are welcome ;).
And after Maya puts her phone back on the table, she pulls Andy by the collars of her red, red hoodie, and backs her into the wall.
"This might be the most therapeutic of ideas, yet," Maya purrs at her friend.
And then Maya smiles into the contact, as Andy's lips are, finally, upon hers.
Maya groans into the contact as Andy captures her lips with her own.
Her mouth is deft and tantalizing and it's beyond any of Maya's prior expectations.
(Not that she's pictured this happening of course…)
(Or maybe she has… Many, many, many times before…)
'Oh, God, Andy," Maya moans out as Andy swipes her bottom lip while running her fingers through Maya's hair.
Andy undoes Maya's ponytail with a tug of the elastic.
It hurts a little when she does this, and the roughness feels amazing.
"Fuck," Maya swears, as she recaptures Andy's lips with her own and bites down a bit on Andy's bottom lip in retaliation.
Andy's reaction is audible, as she groans loudly into Maya's touch.
They've always been ones to leave marks, and today would be no exception.
Unless they wanted it to be, of course.
"Andy, will Sullivan kill me if I give you a hickey?" Maya stutters out breathlessly, between Andy sucking her lips hard with her own.
"It'll just egg him on, he gets off on that stuff. He's competitive," Andy smirks.
"Plus, nobody else but you and me and him will think that it's someone else," Andy guesses.
"What about you?" Andy offers the same question without further explanation.
"She won't mind, she'll just leave me more, and have me memorize which ones are from whom…" Maya chuckles at that.
And Maya's hands are on Andy's back right now, because Andy's are pulling her hair and she feels it.
She feels it deep in her bones so she scratches Andy, even though both of her shirts.
She digs her nails into her hard and now because she knows this will hurt in the morning.
Andy growls at this, it makes her smirk with her entire being.
Maya might be an Olympic athlete, but Andy is physically bigger than her, and her full weight pressed up into Maya's body is working wonders for her arousal.
And it makes Andy back Maya further into the wall and to tip Maya's head up to her hair so she can start leaving those hickeys wherever she pleases.
Andy's tongue is now lacing the smooth skin of Maya's jawbone, before she opens her mouth wide and skins her teeth in.
The moan she receives is much louder than the first ones, and Andy pulls Maya's hair even harder to make her do that all over again.
Maya reaches under the first ones of Andy's shirts-
(Why the hell is she wearing two hoodies anyway, in the middle of the summer for goodness sakes'?)
And Maya grips onto Andy's body from under her one hoodie, making the scratch marks more prominent because there's less clothing in between them.
Andy loves it, and in reward, she moves onto Maya's lower jaw as she licks and sucks and bites her way down to the side of Maya's neck.
Maya starts running her hands all over Andy and landing on her tight ass.
Maya digs her nails into Andy's glutes while Andy sinks her teeth into the side of Maya's neck, leaving a purple welt that she soothes over with her tongue and her lips.
"Andy…" Maya starts to moan breathlessly her best friend's name into the air.
The room seems to have heated up at least a hundred degrees hotter than it had been before. Maya senses Andy's squirming so she moves to detach Andy's lips from her neck momentarily to lift at least one of Andy's hoodies over her head.
Andy laughs as she does this, as she makes a point of unzipping the second one, and letting it fall off her arms to the floor.
Maya doesn't mind one little bit, as she gets to run her hands over Andy's tight abs with only one stubborn layer in between her.
Andy groans involuntarily at Maya's touches. "Oh, fuck, Maya," Andy starts swearing as well.
She keeps cursing as Maya runs her hands along Andy's curvy waist and snakes them back up to Andy's neck.
She uses this grip to bring her own lips to Andy's neck, repeating what Andy has done for her, reaching in to plant wet, wet kisses all over Andy's jawline before biting all the way down.
By the time Maya reaches Andy's neck, she's a total mess.
They both are.
Their breathing is ragged and they are growing restless and hornier even, still, than before.
Andy gasps as Maya runs her hands through Andy's hair, allowing it to tangle through her fingers as she continues to kiss Andy's neckline.
Maya moves down to Andy's shoulder now, biting down when Andy grabs onto Maya's thin waist.
Andy smiles into her best friend's body because holy hell her abs were so freakin' tight.
Sure, she knew this by looking but after just working out, Maya was all muscle and it was such a turn-on for Andy she started grasping at all of Maya that she could feel.
Maya continues her nibbling and sucking until she reaches Andy's collarbone.
She had once seen someone - was it, Jack? Or Ryan? Or Sullivan? (Whomever…) sucked on Andy's collarbone and it drove Andy nuts, then.
So this is what Maya starts doing, and sure enough, it sends Andrea into a tailspin.
Andy opens her eyes only for a second to watch Maya bite into her tender collarbone as she feels a gush of arousal flow into her pants.
She's been turned on all day, wet since she's seen Maya, and now she's soaked to the skin.
Andy needs more, and more, and more of Maya Bishop.
She would do any and all of the naughty things just to get there…
Maya Bishop still cannot believe this is happening.
She's always, always lusted over her best friend, but it's always been in a 'forbidden fruit' sort of way.
She would never admit to anyone, probably ever that when she'd been with Jack before that she'd pictured him doing to Andy what he was doing to her at the time…
And now, she gets to be the one to do this for Andy, to do her best friend Andy.
And fuck, is she eager.
"Up!" Maya commands, motioning to lift Andy's final shirt from her, over her head.
"UP!" Maya commands again, even if she really likes what Andy is doing to her collarbone right now, with her teeth.
"Now, Andy," Maya commands. "That is an order," Maya adds in a low, lusty tone.
And that seems to be the thing Andy wanted her to say, because what she receives is an equally lust-filled "Yes, Captain…" as she finally raises her arms up over her head.
Maya smirks when she finally understands Andy's cute little kink.
(Who knew, I guess Andy does have a thing for obeying superiors… Maya realizes this, idly.)
Andy is in no way just a passive submissive though, she really makes Maya work for it.
Once Andy finally has all her tops off, she dives right in, to sucking Maya's collarbone, roughly, again.
Maya grins at the enthusiasm, and she's glad Andy is so into this.
So into women.
So into her.
It shouldn't surprise her so much.
Really, it shouldn't.
Maya has seen Andy look at both her and her girlfriend with darkened eyes on many an occasion.
She's always just filed it away as 'Andy is probably just jealous we sometimes fool around in my office, nothing more than just that,'.
Maya had never let her imagination run wilder than that, because she didn't want to give herself false one-sided pining, which often happened to Maya in the past when she'd fallen in love with a female friend who was straight.
But Andy is far from straight now.
I guess she always was, she was just really really good at hiding it.
It's a shame, Maya thinks. There were many moments where they'd both been single at the same time, and Maya's mind drifted a bit to how they could have solved all their sexual frustrations with each other, then, if Andy had 'come out' to her, earlier.
But then she stops thinking so hard because Andy started working her hands under her tight tank top.
And the moment she feels Andy's strong hands on her bare skin, she starts to squeal Andy's name, and get taken to the beginning of their own oblivion.
"Do you want me to take it off, Lieutenant?" Maya questions in a strong, bedroom voice.
"Yes, please, Captain," Andy says breathlessly.
"You may," Maya offers, knowing that Andy wants it to feel like a privilege.
Andy takes it off slowly, painfully slowly so she can see Maya squirm.
"God, you are so perfect," Andy says tenderly into Maya's body.
It's a different tone, a gushing tone that Andy uses for her closest friends.
It's reverence tone, showing how much she's always wanted this, how much she's always wanted, Maya.
And not just in a physical, sexual way. As a 'something slightly more'. As a way that she's always wanted to worship Maya's body, the way she's always worshiped Maya in a metaphorical sense.
"You're perfect, too," Maya says to her tenderly.
It's an admission Maya's never thought she'd ever say to Andy while she was awake.
(Maya might have said that to Andy when she's fallen asleep in her arms a few times…)
(Maya doesn't know that Andy has whispered those words to her as well, while watching her sleep when they used to be roommates…)
It's neither hurtful, or shameful, or adulterously sinful.
It's not about wanting to take the other away from their current official lover.
It's just about saying the things that have been unsaid for so long, and were in their minds already.
It's about adding to the positive environment, not taking anything away from it.
Carina would understand. Sullivan would understand.
Carina understands Maya's affection for her best friend. They'd talked about it at length before. They'd talked about it and it bonded them even more.
Carina loves that Maya has someone else to hold onto. Someone to catch her in a way she's only learning to know-how. Someone who knows her as another firefighter, which she will never be, and she accepts that.
Sullivan understands Andy's special bond with Maya. He understood it when Maya called him to check in on Andy, and said to him 'she didn't need to tell me. Respectfully, she is my best friend, so I knew, I always knew…"
Sullivan talks with Maya about Andy as if he knows there's something he can never give Andy that he knows Maya can. He knows this, and it hurt him a first, until he thought about it more, and he realized if he wants Andy to be truly happy, as he should, he has to let her have Maya, too. So he did, he already promised he would.
Both Carina and Sullivan have never talked about this with each other, but if they had, they would have said the same thing, about how Andy and Maya were good for each other, that they would be good for each other. That they need each other, and they both sort-of have the hots for it all.
They're down for 'whatever happens' and it makes them both really good partners…
But of course, those conversations are not the ones happening, now.
What's happening now in the Station 19 gym is between Maya and Andy now.
What's happening now is that Andy is taking advantage of Maya's newly exposed skin with her tongue and her mouth lapping it up like a kitten.
Maya's hand is gently pressing Andy's head into her stomach, as Andy leaves her hot hickey after hickey after hickey, often running her teeth over the ones Maya already has from Carina.
The amplification of this, the double-hickey's Maya has made into her, causes Maya to throw back her head in pleasure, nearly hitting the wall before she lands it there gently.
Andy smiles into this as she grips Maya's ass tightly to keep pressing open-mouthed kisses all the way over Maya's abs.
She wants to give every ounce of special treatment to her.
All in the name of 'pleasing her Captain', of course.
"Very good work, Lieutenant Andrea," Maya reads Andy's mind in what she wants from the blonde.
Normally, Andy's full name had been reserved for her father.
But of course, their mutual 'daddy issues' are what brought this both here, so she wants Maya to call her that even more, now.
Andy likes the way the rolled 'r' falls off of Maya's lips.
(Must be the accent she's picking up from her hot-shot imported girlfriend, Andy figures…)
Off Maya's praise, Andy continues to suckle upwards again until she reaches Maya's bra.
She fastens her lips to Maya's nipples, over the thin sports bra fabric.
The roughness of the friction on Maya's skin calls her to call out again; "Andrea…"
And Andy keeps going on like this, digging her nails into Maya's ass while suckling over each of her breasts more and more…
Sports bras sure were convenient for exercising, not so much for sexual activity.
Maya curses as she has to detach Andy's mouth from her tender area to finally have her remove it.
(Why did I pick such a stupid bra? Maya thinks. Well, you weren't exactly expecting to get laid when you ran AWAY from your girlfriend to your workplace, her brain argues to her, logically.)
But God is she glad Andy jumped her, that she grabbed her wrists hard.
That she asked her to stay.
Because Andy staying and taking off her last item of clothing above the belt is beyond all of her expectations.
Andy dives right in, with her hands first, removing them from Maya's ass with one final squeeze.
She presses their bodies together closer into the wall to compensate for her lack of leverage.
Maya loves that she's being dominated right back by Andy.
Normally she's the aggressor, but she likes it when others are, too.
Maya doesn't think that it matters much, the 'roles' or the 'reasons' why this is working for them.
What matters most is that she's so freaking swollen and wet right now because Andy has discovered that sweet spot on her left nipple and "oh, oh, oh," she's calling out again, despite herself.
Normally Maya doesn't like to show this kind of weakness on a first sexual encounter with someone.
But Andy is different. Andy has seen her through thick and thin.
She's seen her fall apart completely, so she's not ashamed to let her true emotions show through, for Andy's eyes, only.
"Andrea, Andrea, Andrea," Maya calls out like a mantra as Andy laps her tongue around Maya's bare breasts.
Maya finally takes her own hands to Andy's breasts now, remembering to reciprocate after she'd been so lost in her own pleasure she'd forgotten for a few minutes.
"Mm, thank you, Captain," Maya hushes sexily as soon as she starts this.
Andy, by contrast, is luckily only wearing a regular bra, so Maya unsnaps it expertly, and Andy lifts out her arms so Maya can fling it accross the room, causing it to land perfectly to hang on the doorknob, in a way that seemed impossibly charming.
"GOAL!" Andy yells out, before Maya motions for her to "shhh, someone could be here working you know,".
But neither of them care about that now. They're both long past the point of no return to care if their co-workers hear them.
Hell, they're so desperate now, they'd probably keep fucking if all of Station 19 came in with a camcorder.
Luckily for them, though, that doesn't happen at all.
No one comes looking for them, no one gets called into work.
No one comes by, watching.
It's just the two of them, for a little while longer, for as long as they need…
Maya switches roles with Andy for a moment, suckling her breasts into her mouth.
Andy moans louder and louder at Maya's lips on her.
"Wow, you really do know what you are doing," Andy deadpans as Maya rolls her eyes at that.
"You'd think I would, I have two of my own, don't I?" Maya snarks at her back.
"Right." Andy rolls her eyes at herself.
And then she rolls her eyes back into her head because Maya is biting on her nipple now and "ohmygod, ohmygod, ohmygod" Andy can feel herself getting closer and closer from even just that.
And Maya keeps going and going, she keeps sucking and nipping and suckling Andy's gorgeous breasts with her hands and her lips and her teeth.
And Andy wonders how she ever thought men could know how to handle breasts well, at all...
They stay like this for ages, until pants and panties are finally shed and hands and lips and teeth and tongues move all southward, past the Mason-Dixon-line of the hypothetical border between somewhere and everywhere.
And it's beyond any and all of their expectations, when the both of them, together, finally, finally arrive.
"Have you actually come out to Sullivan? Or when he said you could 'get nasty with them' was it all hypothetical?" Maya finally asks Andy, once it's all over.
"Erm, well…" Andy trails off, answering Maya's question by not answering it.
"It's time you had the talk, you know," Maya chuckles. "He seems pretty good about myself and Carina and Emmett and Travis, so I don't think it'll be a big thing," Maya adds.
"Those people aren't married to him, though," Andy says with a laugh.
"True, but if he really does get off on this as you said, then it might just make the sex hotter for you," Maya suggests.
"Hmm, maybe it'll make him jealous enough to fuck me harder. Or let me fuck you guys more," Andy says crudely, while also making it clear that she's interested in Carina's offer.
"Mm, well I hope for the second thing you said more than the first one," Maya smirks into her, making it clear that she, too, is interested in Carina's offer.
"God, are we not super lucky. We have such great partners, friends with benefits, potential group sex coming up…" Andy muses.
"Yeah, we really are lucky. You're still my best friend you know. No matter who I'm with, you're my person, and I'll always love you as someone special," Maya says directly to Andy.
"You're my best friend and person too. Being married will never change that. I'll always love you as someone special, as well," Andy explains to Maya, similarly.
There's a recognition in both of their eyes as they say this.
A recognition that now that they've consummated their friendship, that they're more than 'best friends', but they still want to keep their current partners.
There's a recognition that they don't want things to change too much, they just want them to evolve with the same.
They get their current lovers. They get to be happy with them.
And now they get to have each other like this, they get to have each other, too.
There's an implied 'I love you' and an 'I love you, too'.
But it remains that way, implied and unspoken, because they know, this way, that if there ever comes a time for the two of them, to be more than they are together…
That there'll be more for them to say, to each other, in the future.
But for now, Maya and Andy are happy with all that they are and all that they are not, with them just being 'best friends with benefits', and with themselves, as true partners, up in flames.
***** END OF CHAPTER TWO
Author's Note:
Hope you liked this!
Yes, there will be more someday.
And these future hypothetical parts will talk more…
About the parts, we missed at the end of the real "explicit" bits.
You know, the hands-under-pants bits that I never got to.
It's not because I didn't want to, this just got long.
So we might have a flashback to make it work.
Anyway, let me know your requests!
See you in the comments, all.
And of course, for always,
Have a good day,
bobbiejellyPs. If you're looking for more to read,
This is the story I'm working the most on:
"Falling Apart, Barely Breathing"
Falling Apart, Barely BreathingIn Which Addison meets Meredith in a bar. Things spiral from there. This is the story about what might have happened after Meredith asks Derek to "Pick Me, Choose Me, Love Me" but before he decides to do anything about it, and after SHE decides to do something about it. MerAdd. Meddison. Set during "Bring the Pain" GA. An Addison Montgomery/Meredith Grey - Grey's Anatomy Fanfiction. Written by bobbiejelly. NOW RATED E FOR EXPLICIT. You're welcome :)
Currently there are 39 Chapters, with more to come soon!
Otherwise, there's also
"Soothe"
SootheIn Which Meredith teaches Addison how to Meredith married Derek, and After she'd almost told Addison she liked her. F/F. Meredith Grey/Addison Montgomery. MerAdd. Meddison. GA/PP Fanfiction. Set during GA - "Before After/An Honest Mistake & PP - Acceptance/Ex-Life. Rated M. Inspired by "Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now" by lespians, "Blame Game" by LordOfLezzies, "All We Ever Are We Are" by SilverStarsAndMoons and "I'll Feel Better When The Headaches Go Away" by StepIsInsanity.
Currently there are 10 Chapters, with more to come soon!
And finally, for something lighter, there's
"McCravings"
McCravingsMcDreamy, McSteamy, McMeredith, and McHot all walk into a McDonalds. Hilarity ensues. OR:In Which Meredith and Derek are double-dating with Addison and Mark, and all of them are craving some good old-fashioned McDonalds. How this turns into a gay/lesbian exchanging thing, nobody knows, remembers or cares at all; it is just all in the name of their intense McCravings all the same. F/F. M/M. F/M (past and implied.) Addison/Meredith. Derek/Mark. MerAdd/Meddison. Also MerDer, Maddison. Rated E for Explicit. Grey's Anatomy/Private Practice FF.
Good luck, and hope to see you in the comments on whichever stories you choose to read next, and as well as on this one.
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