I do not own Undertale
The passing days felt odd for Elzia. It was hard to keep track of time down in the Ruins, but the place wasn't… that bad, she supposed. And the monsters… well, while a few still unnerved her? Those that stuck to certain paths that Toriel frequented were easier to talk to. Even more since she had Toriel there to talk them down or explain things.
While most held some misgivings? Other's just didn't seem aware that she was a human and only accepted that she was new to the Ruins. Once things were cleared up, they were… actually nice. It still took a while, even more with having Toriel around at least from a distance. But at the very least the main paths they took Elzia felt a little safe in.
Toriel, the kind heart she was, even went as far to give her a new phone of all things! Though, the phone was very old. It was basically a flip phone, and for Elzia? It just looked outdated and old compared to her smartphone that was still broken. But it did it's job in allowing her to call or receive calls from Toriel.
Having the women on speed dial was at least a minor comfort. Though Elzia still didn't dare to travel too far from Toriel's home. As nice as some monsters seemed? She was still leary about wandering too far away. Only just enough to take a look around. Even at one point, reach a balcony area that overlooked a small and old city. Though, it looked largely abandoned.
Still, Elzia took what she could. Reading the books in the house, making notes and even sketching drawings of the monsters that she was at least fine with. It wasn't much but… she didn't feel pressured on anything. And while she hoped for rescue from someone missing her? Well, as time wore on from those days that eventually stretched over a week? Elzia began to lose hope that anyone would find her.
Toriel made no comment on it. Instead focusing on visiting, talking, showing the girl around the ruins, cheering her on into some cooking. The woman even was able to figure out how to get her bag from it's high-up stuck position down and get her remaining things. It wasn't much. But after nearly 2 weeks? Elzia could say that she could at least trust Toriel.
It wasn't the greatest of trust, but Elzia felt sure that the women didn't mean any harm. And while she didn't want to travel far from the house? She still began to tentatively wander. At least enough to sate her curiosity. Maybe meet a monster or two she was slightly becoming friends with. Even talk to them.
Everything about the situation still felt all surreal. Even today, the second-to-last day of what would become the third week, Elzia felt that this pace was just so…. Strange. Looking about the ruins, keeping her slightly patched up backpack over her shoulder and just… taking in the place.
It wasn't huge, but the Ruins were still extensive in their own right. She gave a glance around, and watched one Forget hop on by. It's slightly darker green colors looking familiar… possibly a Forget she met before. It would explain how they more-or-less ignored her.
Elzia still wondered how Toriel understood a single word from the things. Speaking in… 'ribbits' was hard to comprehend. They weren't even real croaks, but slightly differently phrased ways of saying 'ribbit'. This place can be so weird, was the thought that Elzia had settled on.
Slowly coming to a stop and sitting by a wall, Elzia brought her bag around and got out her little lunch box. Opening it, she took out a donut and slightly scrutinized the thing. But, eventually she took a bite out of the spider-patterned food and glanced about the place. Fixing her glasses even to make sure she could see everything.
The ruins were still a new and odd place. And while there wasn't much like Toriel had said? That didn't matter. At the moment it was safe. And Elzia took it. The monsters had become more and more friendly, and she felt a bit more and more confident in wandering around on her own.
Still, Elzia felt a bit alone. She half fidgeted while taking a bite out of the spider-like-treat. Her mind drifting back to the Surface, the people there… her mother. Oh how she missed her Mother. It made her sag and feel a tight clenching in her chest. If only her old broken phone could work… her Mother was possibly scared out of her mind. And her dad...
While she took another bite, considering getting her sketchbook out to calm her thoughts, she heard a "Howdy!" next to her. Elzia nearly jumped, turning and looking down to find another monster that had to go onto her 'weird' list. Being some cheerful flower with yellow petals and a near custy smile.
Slowly, Elzia gulped and put her food away, saying, "um...hello." Snapping the lid closed on her lunchbox. "Have we.. met before?" Still not willing to trust everything she met, despite some of Toriel's assurances that monsters were nice.
With a small laugh, the flower-monster told, "no, we haven't." And looked her up and down, "golly, you must be new here in the Underground, huh?" And smiled on, "I'm Flowey. Flowey the Flower! It's nice to meet'cha!"
"Thanks." Elzia said while putting her lunchbox in her bag, sketchbook soon following. Looking at the Flower carefully to go on, "I'm Elzia. And…. yeah, I'm a bit new here." Zipping her bag closed. Maybe she was paranoid, but she didn't feel too confident in meeting new monsters without Torial around just in case. Sure she met a few- but even then she was closer to the house.
Humming, the flower seemed to say, "well, if you're new here, maybe I should help teach you a thing or two about the Underground!" Getting a look from her as Flowey giggled out, "I can tell you're human. It's been a loooooong time since one of your kind fell down here." And seemed to add on, "but don't worry, your good friend Flowey is here to help!"
Still regarding Flowey with an odd look, Elzia said, "that's alright. I'm good." Even more alert with the fact this monster knew she was human.
"You sure?" Asked the small flower curiously. "It never hurts to have extra help!" Going on, "the underground can get awfully dangerous. And for a human like you? It never hurts to know how to protect yourself if you're ever alone!"
Thinking on it and pausing from leaving, Elzia had to admit. The flower was right. Sure, the monsters she met were nice, and so was Toriel. But so far, things had gone just fine. As long as she took a moment to talk to the monsters, open a dialect. Then things turned out fine. It was like Toriel said. Monsters didn't seem inherently violent. Though Elzia still recalled a few times the women would glare at some monsters to not try something.
"I'm sure." spoke Elzia in finality, deciding to play it safe and not risk her Soul of all things. Still, she slightly smiled with, "Monster's don't seem that bad. As long as we can talk things out? Then I think I'll be fine." It hadn't failed yet. If anything, only a few rare miscommunications had happened. Those that had, all she had to do was stall and call Toriel.
Flowey seemed to wane to that though, but brightened up not a moment later and said, "oh, alright. I understand." Then told, "but, if you want, I could at least help you be able to keep well while you talk." Confusing Elzia as he went on. "You see, they might not all be in a talking mood. So, having a little something to keep them from attacking can help in the long run, riiight?"
While the teen made a face, taking her bag and slinging it over her shoulder, she began to get an odd feeling about this flower being so…. Insistent. She didn't have much time to think as the Flower went on. "I only want to help you, since LV is an important thing to have."
"L...V…?" Got out Elzia, confused and curious.
"LV!" Offered Flowey. "It stands for LOVE!" Going on to giggle, "what, you thought we monsters were only strong because of things like magic? LV also counts!" And went on, "here, I'm even willing to share some with you!" And in an instant, the area felt… odd.
Elzia felt a tingle over her body, and rather suddenly, her chest glowed. She glanced down, and felt her mind almost freeze. There was this… blue heart, somehow glowing through her body. It didn't make sense in her mind, but Flowey seemed to tell. "See that heart? That's your Soul." The teen looked up at the flower, even as he went on to explain. "It's the very culmination of your being."
Already, Elzia began to feel that something was very off. And even more so when the Flower seemed to magically summon up quickly spinning white seeds. Smiling as he told, "to make your Soul stronger, it needs Love. And lucky for you I happen to have these… 'Friendliness Pellets'."
Eyes flicking from the flower to the seeds, Elzia began to slowly back up, certain something was wrong. The flower seemed to flick his gaze to her legs, then to her to keep smiling, "come on, here, catch as many as you can!" and sent the slowly drifting seeds to her. But every alarm had gone off in that moment, and Elzia made a point to instead move away from them. Though they were easy to dodge from how slow they were.
"No thanks." Elzia rushed out, "I, uh, have to be someplace." And backed up, hand in pocket and getting her phone out. Hitting the speed dial, Elzia got ready to run. Turning as she was going to put the phone to her ear, "Hey Torie-" and during her quick strides, felt herself trip.
She gave a scream and fell, trying to get up- but then felt her heart begin to race. Something had her foot, no, held her leg! And with a glance down, she felt her heart begin to pound all the faster at the green vine that had grown from the ground and gotten around her foot, ankle and leg. Feeling rightly panicked, she tried to pull her leg, use a hand to take the vine off that refused to let go. Instead, it seemed to tighten. But during her pulling and tugging, a shadow overtook her.
When she looked up again at the shifting shadow over her person, Elzia began to actually feel a little scared. The flower stretched a bit taller, a few vines growing about it as it held a flat glare. "Huh, so you're not that stupid, are you?" Though as she tried to struggle free, It's face contorted into something a lot less friendly. Eyes black, pricked by two white dots for eyes and a mouth almost fanged. "Doesn't matter. You're going to die either way." Starting to give a near fiendish laugh.
Rightly panicked and seeing more of those white seeds being spawned, Elzia screamed out, "let go of me!" and began to both kick and pull at the vine that had her leg. She glanced up and turned on the ground, seeds rocketing to where she had been laying. She tried to crawl away, but that vine pulled her back. Making her slide on the dusty ground. Then another vine seemed to force it's way from the ground, getting her other leg, again making her scream.
"In this world. It's killed or be killed, Elzia." Spoke the plant in a demented manner. The teen turned her head and looked up fearfully. "Now... Die!" Laughing away as more of those seed bullets came flying down. Elzia screamed again, struggled as she twisted and turned. Trying her best to get free and evade the attacks. Each seed that hit her felt like a burning spike. An odd pain flaring in her chest, and feeling weaker and weaker. Her arms reaching out hands trying to pull her away.
When she felt those vines around her legs jerk, Elzia lost her progress and slide back and found herself half tumbling. When she got her arms under her to turn on her back, she felt her eyes widened behind her glasses. That flower grinning like the devil as it had a new swarm of seeds, laughing away as they came down. She gave a scream and held an arm up in a febal defense.
Rather abruptly, a wave of heat overtook the air around her. A defined sound of pain sounding form the flower. Elzia was a little scared to open her eyes, but when she felt a warm, comforting tingle over herself? Making her body feel more… rejuvenated, did she open her eyes. Even half jumping when she felt a hand firmly got itself on her shoulder and caused her to look back.
Over her and looking on with a stern glare, Toriel knelt by her. One hand comfortingly and glowing with even more healing magic. The other holding up red flames, roaring with heat. With one shout, Toriel let the fire rush out, spreading in a wide wave of fiery embers that overtook the flower that gave a hiss and quickly retreated into the earth. Vines not being pulled back in time, being burnt and chard.
Looking down, Toriel used her hand to incinerate the vines that trapped Elzia's legs, and quickly enough, began to undo them. "Such a detestable creature." Tisked Toriel in a near disgusted manner. But while looking over the teen, she asked more soothingly, "Elzia, child… are you alright?"
Shivering, Elzia could only nod and felt… felt oddly. She felt the need to cry, and use a hand to grip at Toriel's dress. "I… I… I'm…" Trying to form her words before shaking her head, "he.. He tried to… kill me!" She wasn't quite hysterical, but the fact that someone had actually tried to kill her was still too fresh in mind. "He tried to KILL ME!"
She felt Toriel take her up in a hug, a warm comfort that Elzia took in turn. "It's alright, my child. I am here." And gently patted and even petted the girl's head as she began to sob. Regretfully, Toriel spoke, "I… should have been more careful. Been by you more." And sighed slowly to herself, "have I learned nothing?"
Shivering, Elzia shook her head, hiccuping and crying "no..no I… I should have… I could..." Feeling the want to sob more than talk. She felt her throat was so tight and her body wracking with fear. "I should've just stayed at the house!" Body shaking like a leaf in a bad thunderstorm. She had almost died! She had nearly gotten killed!
Sighing, Toriel gently helped the teen up and spoke, "come, child. Let's get you home." Taking a moment to cast a look at the hole that the strange monster had escaped to. It looked familiar, but she didn't quite recall who the monster was. But waving such thoughts away, Toriel gently guided the distressed girl away. Taking a moment to find and pick up the bag Elzia had. Her heart slightly worried about how safe the Ruins truly were if there was at least one hostel monster roaming about.
A deep sigh of relief was heaved, and Toriel learned outside the door of the guest room that Elzia now slept in. The girl, while alright now and well, was very distressed and bothered after the events in the ruins. Toriel felt rather bad for the girl. She seemed rather shy in some ways, but just as independent in others. This little scare was something the women didn't expect to happen. Not just from the near death of the human, but how violently cruel it was done by that flower Monster, as if they were having some form of sick fun.
Making a face, Toriel made a note to herself to ask the monsters around the ruins if they knew who that flower monster was. As well as maybe keep an eye out. For Elzia's sake more than anything. She did not want a repeat of what happened that day.
Turning to look at the door, Toriel at least felt glad the girl was asleep now. Off into her dreamland where she was safe from harm. She half thought about staying, but the woman decided that she herself needed a bit of time to herself. So, she began to walk. Giving a glance about her home and thinking about what time it was.
After a moment's thought, and glancing about, Toriel decided to head the staircase. Walking down the steps and into the hall under her home. She let her eyes drift down in thought, working over Elzia. A part of her reminding, that she needed to be more careful and vigilant. It was clear the girl was independent once she understood her surroundings. But all the same was a little unsure how to take certain things. She was especially cautious when it came to other Monsters, something that sadly, didn't aid her enough.
Falling underground had been a lot for her. And while Toriel was worried? The past two weeks did show that the teenager was more than able to take care of herself- at least in a normal manner. The recent monster attack only showed that the human had no means of actual protection from more violent monsters. It made her wonder what to do. Truly, Toriel felt she should have been there. But maybe that was being… too harsh on herself.
She was only able to rush to the girl because she knew where she had headed off too that same morning, and she had done as asked before. Call her if there was trouble. Thinking back on it made the monster women sigh out a very deep and anxious breath. The moment of hearing the girls screams over the phone after picking up, it almost made her blood run cold.
Trying to shake off such thoughts, Toriel saw the farside of the hall. Going out one door, down the next long hall and up a ramp… then reach the last door. The one that would lead out of the ruins. She let out a sigh and walked up, slowly and eventually, taking a seat by the large doors. She waited there for a moment, lost in thought. Then, knocked on the door.
She waited… and heard no one. So, she let out a breath and simply sat there, lost in thought. Mostly as to what to do with the young human that was now in her life. Elzia was such a confusing thing at the moment. And was very quiet. Besides some questions asked now and then? Elzia kept to herself remarkably well. It was a little odd, but Toriel respected the human's want for space.
Though it made the women worry at least some. Elzia never voiced her concerns or mentioned much of her life. Besides a couple times where Toriel herself bothered to ask. Maybe Elzia simply didn't feel comfortable enough? Maybe she was still holding out for the hope that rescue would come from the hole that many humans fell down through? It was possible. And maybe that's why the girl was so quiet. Maybe she just didn't openly trust people that quickly.
She was no young child. Certainly, Elzia wasn't an adult, but she was certainly not an impressionable young child that trusted the first friendly face found. Their first meeting showed that to be true. Elzia regarded things with a touch of caution and was often weary of speaking her mind more than not. Being inquisitive and poising each question with just the right words to try and dig for any falsities.
Curious, Insightful and observant. Toriel had to nod silently to herself at those traits. Elzia was independent enough to look out for herself and seemed smart enough to try and avoid trouble. The only reason she got into such danger was due to that flower. She didn't get much out of the panicked girl, but from the sounds of it? 'Flowey' tried to lure her into a false sense of security. To try and lower her guard.
Toriel felt glad for the girl's distrust at that moment. That sort of guarded distrust people had to protect from possible deceivers. It saved the girl's life, in honesty, even if it had been weakened by outright panic and fear later on. Something Toriel thought about telling the human girl when she woke. Maybe she had been too lax in explaining certain aspects like Attack and Defense in monster terms. Torial shuddered to think of how much damage the girl and her soul would have taken if she was more trusting, and let her guard down. Allowing her Defense to drop and make magical attacks even worse.
While she hummed out on how to go about such a topic, she heard the door knock, followed by, "knock, knock."
Smiling, Toriel closed her eyes and asked, "who's there?"
"Nobel." Spoke the voice from the other side.
"Nobel who?" Continued Toriel.
"No-bell… that's why I knocked." Responded the voice, making Toriel laugh into her hand. After a moment, the voice spoke, "Been a while. Was starttin' to worry that I was being avoided like a door-to-door salesmen."
Chuckling a little, Toriel had to shake her head. "No, no…. It's not you. My life simply has become…" Taking a moment to really think it over. "Busy. I've had a guest over, and they've been in need of help."
"Ah, I gotcha." Spoke the voice from the other side of the door. "Welp. Guess it can't be helped." Both going quite again. "Knock, knock."
Withholding a laugh, Toriel asked, "who's there?"
"Annie." responded the voice.
"Annie who?" Toriel asked in turn.
"Annie-thing I can do to help?" Asked the voice, making her laugh once more. "Don't know why, but you sound a bit down."
Letting out a sigh, Toriel said, "well.. No. not at the moment. But thank you." Then breathed in. "they simply… are having a hard time." And after a moment's debate on the question, she said, "Knock, knock."
"Who's there?" Asked the voice.
"Needle." Told the women.
"Needle who?" once more asked the voice.
"I need-a-little advice." Told Toriel, hearing the chuckle from the other side. Once calmed, she told, "a human fell down a couple weeks back." the voice on the other side going quite. "She's been staying with me. And despite being a good child? She is… confused."
While that was left for the voice on the other side to ponder, Toriel went on. "I'm worried for them. She's a nice girl. A little… distrusting of me, I can tell. She's been opening up, and so far? She's been opening up to the Monsters here. She still doesn't trust them all. But she at least gives them a chance."
After a bit to let that sink in, Toriel continued to explain, "today though… a monster I didn't recognize attacked her. She's… shaken up." And sighed out, "alive, thankfully. But the poor child is… frightened. And I'm now worried that this monster may come for her again, when I am not around to protect her."
There was some silence, and the voice asked, "she try and Fight?"
Considering it, Toriel shook her head and told, "she tried to run. And escape. Even fight back a little. But the monster had gotten her down and scared. I do not think she knew how to fight back." And admitted, "which… may have been my own undoing. As I had told them, the best course of action was for them to talk down the monsters. I know so many in the Ruin, I had not thought about any few that would be… as violent as the one I had seen. It was… horrid."
The voice on the other side seemed to be lost in thought, but after a while spoke, "I won't say I like the idea of a Human learning how to use intent to Attack monsters. But… if the Kid can't at least scare off a monster, maybe ya should tell her." And went on. "Like ya said. Can't always be there to watch out for her. But you can at least tell her a thing or two about defensive magic."
Slowly, Toriel gave a nod. "Yes.. defensive magic. It is not my best magical skill in the least. But I know some, and at the very least? I can teach her how to heal herself."
Then, she heard a knock. "Knock, knock."
Toriel rolled her eyes, but responded. "Who's there?"
"Tank." Spoke the voice.
"Tank who?" Toriel asked.
"Your welcome." Told the voice, making Toriel laugh out in some merriment.
Cutlery gently clattered away, as both Toriel and Elzia ate away at the breakfast before them. Neither seeming to say a word, more assured in the silence. But after a while, Elzia spoke, "Toriel?" Getting the women to stop. "... thank you. For saving me yesterday."
Lifting her head, Toriel smiled and told, "you don't have to thank me, my child." And slowly returned to her food, trying to puzzle over what she had talked about with her friend past the doors that lead out of the ruins. "I would have done so for anyone. Human or monster."
Elzia was slow to nod, still trying to eat her food and not think back on yesterday. Though she felt the need to glance up when Toriel spoke, "in honesty, there was more I could have done to aid you." Elzia's head raised up all the more at what the women had said. Toriel's featured turning all the more regretful, even as the goat women told, "I had spoken about stopping monsters from fighting you. But neglected about how to further protect yourself. All because I felt that I could be there."
Wanting to bite her lip, Elzia turned away and said, "you… didn't know that would happen." Feeling partially responsible for not being careful enough. Toriel did mention about the 'war' and the misgivings monsters would have. She should have maybe not been so… bold to wander so far away. Or at least ran as soon as she felt something was off with that flower and not let curiosity make her stand around like she had.
"Perhaps, but I still feel guilty. You could have died." Toriel told while also heaving a heavy sigh. "Which is why, if you would allow me to? That I shall teach you how to further protect yourself." Looking right at the girl to explain. "I would like to teach you magic."
Blinking, Elzia asked, "magic… like… like what you did yesterday?"
Shaking her head, and gaining a small smile at the silliness of it, Toriel told, "no, Elzia. Not like my own. A Monster's magic is connected to who they are. Connected to our very Souls. So the chances of you having an affinity to fire, is unlikely." Though told on, "but at the very least? I can teach you healing magic, and magic to increase one's defense."
Pressing her lips tightly together, Elzia hesitantly asked, "and you think I can… learn magic?"
"I do." Toriel nodded. Smiling all the more. "I have a few books on the subject laying around some place. If you like, we can start with those."
Considering the offer, Elzia gave a nod. "Yeah… starting with books sounds good." It would help get her mind off of things as they are. Though a small part of her wondered if it was even possible to do magic. Seeing Toriel perform it the day before… that was a sight she never thought to see.
Thinking about it only made her shutter, seeing that demon-plant that tried to kill her. Tried to trick her with it's innocent act. Looking at Toriel again, Elzia asked, "do you mind if I look at them later?" Standing up abruptly from her seat, "I… feel like maybe laying down for a bit."
Smile fading, Toriel spoke, "oh… alright." Though she found the idea odd. Though as she watched the girl half power-walk back to her room? The goat woman had a feeling that maybe, she had asked too soon. Sighing, Toriel stood up and figured to clean up breakfast. Maybe save the leftovers if Elzia felt like having a bit later on.
Toriel hoped the girl would feel more up to learning magic after having a moment alone.
Feeling the hardened cover of the book, Elzia turned it over and began to open it. Keeping herself seated by the fireplace that was lit by magical fire. Something that still amazed the girl to an extent. One glance up though, showed that Toriel was still around. Being in a comfortable padded chair and reading her own book, with her own pair of reading glasses.
Eyes flicking back down, Elzia focused on the book and its text and slightly fixed her own glasses. Going over what looked mostly to be a light introduction to magic as a whole. A subject that… admittedly made the human a little excited deep down. Mostly at the mere thought that she might be able to use magic. Or as the Book placed it? Soul Magic.
There wasn't anything too extraordinary about the introduction. Or, extraordinary in the sense of casting magic. Most of it was actually a review of how magic worked for Monster's in general. How it allowed them to live, how it could bind the body together and so on. It was interesting for sure, and it almost placed into perspective on how fragile monsters were. Which made Elzia wonder how Monsterkind could survive while being fragile?
Though it was made clear later on. Mostly on how the magic functioned with the soul. The stronger one's soul was? The more powerful the magic. Reading onwards, Elzia began to piece it together steadily enough. So long as the monsters will, their want to live and move forward is strong enough? They could survive, even take large amounts of harm. But if not enough? Well, the book didn't describe too much. Only that a monster would die and for full details she needed to reference something called 'Falling Down'. But in short, it made it clear that a monster could, essentially, give up on living in the literal sense.
Elzia decided to look that up later and instead pressed onwards. Eventually reaching the first magical skill the book had to offer. It wasn't a huge skill, but merely a template of how to use Soul Magic. That being, creating an aura. This 'Aura' was an extension of the will and intent. It was the place one would cast spells from for the most part and even further, use. It did a few things. Firstly once an Aura was created at the most basic of levels, it would make a sort of 'extra skin' over the body, not a true form of protection but it notably could stop a bit of accidental harm, especially self-harm by one's own magical spells if it were to go wrong.
The second being that once profitant enough, one could start casting lower end spells. Examples of some of these spells included simple fire-starters, crafting 'magical food', increasing one's physical abilities to a minor extent- as a few examples. All of which could be further enhanced when one's soul got stronger and one properly trained in their use.
Then it got interesting. Elzia perked when it mentioned when one got truly skilled in manifesting the Aura, that was when one could actually cause an 'encounter', as Toriel once explained. The simplest way it was told was that a person would push out their magic to create a magical field. The more complex version was using their aura to send out this magical field, allowing for the spell caster to more easily control their magic within an area. The larger the field was made, the more easily one could cast spells for themselves or for others. One notable class of magic for this example was healing. If a strong enough spellcaster with a large enough aura strength or skill were to cast a healing spell from afar, they could do so. But a person must be within this field, and while there is normally no proper measure in most cases? The caster can often 'sense' or have a feel if someone is close enough. Each person's Soul often resonates within the magical field.
Elzia felt herself become more and more engrossed into the book as time wore on. Delving more and more into the subjects it held. Slowly it went from Aura, to magical traits. Traits that often vary from user to user, as it relied on one's soul. And depending on how one's soul is at its center, gives access to different forms of magic. Making it almost random to know what sort of magic one has, unless they share a particular Soul trait that coincides with that magic.
One example given was those of kinder hearts and souls, often possessed magical proficiency in healing and protecting by default. As one's intent to heal, if they are by default nursing and kind, would be excessively more effective. And likewise, if a person is kind, yet protective, then their intent to protect and defend would also make one's defensive spells that much more powerful than others. From this alone, Elzia easily figured that it was the same for those that might be aggressive and brash to have more 'offensive' potential, as they would have greater intent to cause harm. And while she pondered on it, Elzia wondered how much further that might go.
Did that mean if one was intuitive and honest, they could use magical spells to find truth more easily? If another person was outright determined and sure of themselves, did that mean they could magically accomplish impossible things? If someone was extremely curious and creative, did that mean their magic would allow for very complex or even highly versatile magics? What were the real upper limits of 'what could be done' by magic, if the intent was the defining driving factor in how it functioned?
Unable to stop herself, Elzia dove back into the book, curious to find out. The notions of using it to protect herself having taken a back seat, her own curiosity of what it could do having taken her full attention.
There was a measure of anticipation to be had, as Toriel watched as the human girl, with a good deal of effort, began to actually mold her aura. Both standing outside the house, mostly to give her the space needed. It was nothing overly notable, but the more effort that Elzia put into it, the more Toriel could just feel it. The girl had been trying for a whole week, tossing herself into studying how magic works academically to make the transition easier. More than once Toriel did her best to help, often giving practical examples whenever possible. A slightly challenging feat, since Aura's were such a well known step to monster kind.
But now? Toriel watched as slowly, the area began to form. Or rather felt it form while the girl's blue soul began to show, announcing just how much effort she put into it. Toreil knew it would be a long time before Elzia truly could manifest her aura and in turn magic in a causal manner. But once the Soul shined brightly, and a stored energy caused a little gust, Toriel knew that Elzia finally got in touch with her inner Soul Magic.
Though like all people just learning about something new? Elzia looked like she was straining to keep up the connection. And after a while, she seemed to puff out a breath of exhaustion, eyes shut tight while placing a hand to her head. All energy cutting then and there, soul vanished from sight.
Toriel walked up and smiled, hand being placed on the girl's shoulder where she could still feel the lingering effects of magic. "Very good, Elzia." she praised, "you were able to form a proper aura."
Seeming to huff a little to regain her breath, Elzia asked, "I… I thought once…" Taking another drag of breath to get air in her lungs. "I thought that once I had it, it'd stay up?" Seeming a little confused.
"For monsters, yes." Told the women, gently guiding Elzia to go back into the house. "We are creatures of magic. Humans however, are not the same. You will need to exercise the use of your magic into your aura. And once that is done enough? Your body and Soul will be able to maintain it naturally." Soothing gently, "I know it was difficult to bring out, but from here on out? You will simply have to practice and flex its strength. Much like how one learns to walk."
Slowly, Elzia gave a nod and while entering in, spoke, "I guess that makes sense." all the more glad to take a seat once it was provided. "I just didn't… think I'd feel so tired…"
"It was your first time using magic." Toriel told, going to the kitchen to get a glass of water for the girl. "Until recently, you never even thought it was real. It is not a surprise your reserves are simply so low, that you can not manafest a magical aura naturally."
While Toriel went about getting the glass of water, and figuring to get some snacks, she heard upon coming back into the living space, "wish the books mentioned that." the human nearly grousing in place at finding out late. "But… it makes sense."
Giggling, Toriel said, "well, the books were made in mind for monsters. So the lack of warning is no surprise." and soon passed a plate of cookies over. "Here, I think you've earned some." Adding on, "they're lemon."
Perking a little, Elzia said, "thanks, Toriel." taking one of the cookies and munching away. Right before taking an offered glass to drink some water. Though as she relaxed, she could see an almost far-off look from Toriel.
Before she could ask, the goat women asked, "How have you been feeling, Elzia?" catching the teen off guard. "You've been… rather secluded since the attack." Making the girl shift. "Are you doing well? This morning you seemed… bothered."
Looking away, Elzia told, "just… just a bad dream." not really feeling up for talking about it. "I'm fine, it was just a dream. And… well, you're here. I've got nothing to worry about, right?" Giving an almost strained smile.
Still, Toriel looked concerned. But she nodded and soon said, "I suppose so. But if you need someone to talk to, I am here." going on, "just… just don't close yourself away, alright, Child?"
Lips pressing tight, unsure how to comment, Elzia averted her gaze completely. Though as she slowly drank and snacked away, she asked, "Toriel… I know you told me before. But why do you… want to help me so much?" Slowly pulling her eyes to look at the women. "I know you gave me a reason. And really, I'm thankful. But… I still can't figure out why. It's like…" trying to think, "I just don't understand why you don't care if I'm human, when so far every other monster thinks… differently. At least before you and I talked to them."
Toriel flicked her eyes away, unsure how to comment. But after a few short seconds of debate, and understanding that confusion? She decided to tell, "I was a mother once, you know." Getting Elzia to pause in her snacking. The monster woman looked a bit sad and forlorn. "A very long time ago. I had two children of my own." Slowly flexing her hands, gripping her dress.
Elzia thought it over, looked about the place. Her mind piecing together what she knew. She never saw a husband, and didn't spot any pictures of one. Much less photos of kids. It didn't take much reasoning when she thought back to her given guest room that had toys and spare shoes or clothes fit for kids, and Elzia looked back to Toriel and asked, "did something… happen to them?"
It made the women look away, her eyes seeming to glisten a little. Elzia decided to stop, and turn her own gaze to the plate of cookies. After a moment, she said, "sorry."
"No." Toriel spoke, using a hand to wipe away a rogue tear from appearing. "It's… alright. It was a long time ago, Elzia." doing her best to keep calm. "But to your question… yes. Something… happened." And looked to the human girl. "One of them was human, you know." Getting Elzia's full attention. "My son found them, in the same place you fell." seeming to relive the somber memory. "He brought them to our home. And later, we took them in."
Looking away, Toriel proceeded to tell, "but… after one night… they both died." Unwilling to say more. "I felt… so responsible for losing both of them. They didn't deserve it." and allowed her gaze to again, drift back down. "Ever since then, I have been here, watching for any other human children. Trying my best to stop it from ever happening again. But…"
Elzia didn't need to ask. She knew what had happened to the other humans. But thinking on it in this way? It made sense why Toriel wanted to help. "That…" Stopping herself in uncertainty. Unsure how to comment. But after a moment, she looked away and said, "I… I know it's not the same… but I think I understand."
When the goat woman turned her drifting gaze back onto the young teenager, Elzia seemed to tell, "I… I sort of lost my dad." Head lowering when she said this. "My Mom and him… they had this big fight when I was younger. And he left afterwards. I still see him, sometimes. But things were never the same afterwards."
Taken aback at this news, Toriel said, "I.. am sorry to hear that, Elzia." And paused for a moment to ask, "is this why you… never talk about them?" Hearing the girl slip about her mother now and then, but never seeming to talk about it or ask a question quickly after.
But when the Human gave a nod, she said, "it still… hurts." Eyes drifting to the side. "I don't even know why they got into a fight. But.. but I'm sure it has something to do with that woman he likes to visit with." And gave a deep sigh. "It's not the same but… but I feel like I lost my Dad. Even if he still cares, I can tell it hurts my Mom every time she sees him and…"
Reluctantly, Toriel said with a small hint of bitterness, "I understand the feeling." But quickly covered it up with, "I am sorry that you have to live through that. And while it is not the same… thank you." Smiling at the teenaged girl before her. "You didn't have to tell me, but… it is nice of you to try and comfort me."
Looking away, Elzia said, "I thought it was… just fair. You've been taking care of me and I've been just… well…" Trying to find the words before sighing, "I've just been keeping my distance because I'm still a little scared."
Sadly, Toriel gave a gentle smile and said, "no, it's fine. You have every right to be a little scared." Going on, "to be away from home, no way to tell your Mother you are well. To be trapped with a stranger, you have no reason to be sorry." Going on to tell, "the best you can do now, is keep moving forwards with all that's happened. It was… hard for me in the past, but it is the best one can do to keep strong."
To that, Elzia said in some wonder, "how…?" Going on to say, "I… I don't know how anyone could move past what you did. I mean, even my… problems are nowhere near as bad as…"
With a humorous laugh, Toriel gave a look over Elzia and told, "I… simply try and remind myself. Remind myself of every good moment I could cherish. It helps me keep going forwards in life." And eventually, let out a deep sigh. "That and… having a good friend help me through it."
Perking a little, Elzia asked, "a friend?"
"Yes, a friend." Toriel smiled. "I talk to them now and then. But not too often. Much less with you around."
"Oh… um, sorry." Spoke out the human a little embarrassed. "I didn't mean to…" unsure how to finish that sentence.
Letting out a laugh, Toriel waved, "no, no, you are fine, Elzia. I couldn't have been happier that you've fallen into my life." Adding on gently. "I know you didn't want to be down here, and I feel bad that you're trapped down here. But, I enjoy your company. And honestly? Having someone around is… it is nice."
Elzia wasn't sure how to comment on that either. Being a bit of an introvert back home. But she gave a small smile at least. Toriel was a good person. And while it pained her to think about it? The woman reminded her of her parents with how nurturing she was. Or at least remind her of her own mother, who did her best to always be there. Knowing when to give her space or to speak up to share her concerns. Then again, Toriel had practice with lots of children it sounded like.
It at least explained why the woman was so overprotective. Elzia shuddered to think about regret the women had over so many losses of life. But when she looked to the women, Elzia wanted to shift in place. She really couldn't think of any words to say, nothing that came to mind anyways.
Taking another sip of water and looking to Toriel. Elzia played with a thought and soon sat down the glass of water and let out a shallow breath and got up. It drew Toriel's attention, even more so when the teen walked up. A little awkwardly, she gave a small smile and held her arms out a little. The message, no matter how silent, was received and Toriel smiled, getting up herself and taking the offered hug. Elzia still felt a little awkward, giving a hug like this, never being one to touch people that weren't her immediate family. But from how Toriel embraced her, held her… She sighed and did her best to hug back. It seemed like the right thing to do for this poor woman that had her own pains.
Slightly gripping the monster that had taken her in, Elzia couldn't help but wonder, if she'd ever hug her mother again.