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Chapter 3

If you're going to whine, just shut up!

It's moments in life where you should be thankful of what you have. I was thankful for a lot of things, like my own job, my own apartment, my friends, heck even Sesshomaru. He was helpful with a lot of things in my life. And even thought we fought daily, I was glad to have him as an enemy. I couldn't think of a better person to fit the job.

However I draw a line at any intimate activity. Sesshomaru was in my life and in my life for one reason only, to argue and tease and all those things you would do with your worst enemy. I never thought I would ever go as far as to sleep with him. Okay I did but that was one time…okay two…okay more than two! Geez!

But when I woke up naked, I knew something went wrong.

I knew I was going to wake up beside him since we were handcuffed together. It was one of the wonderful perks of being stuck with him. It's not like I had a choice to share his bed but I never thought I would have sex with him!

When I woke up…well let's just say it wasn't very pretty.

I can remember some of the night but I think after my sixth beer and another round of beer pong, I blacked out. I can recall though Sesshomaru flirting with me and using his other hand to trace my skin on my arm. He was drunk. That was the only reason. I don't know how much he drank but I think it was double of what I had. He's a demon; they have a higher tolerance than humans. Any who, I don't remember and I don't care how much he drank. All I care about was the fact that I was naked. In his bed.

Well shit.

My breathing became shallow as I looked over to see Sesshomaru smirking like a little idiot. "What the hell are you smirking about?" I asked him. My voice was hard and rough.

"Did you know you suck at sex?" he asked in the most innocent voice ever. Innocent my ass!

"You took advantage of me!" I hollered. So he was aware what he was doing. That son of a…. "You asshole!" I began hitting his bare chest with my hand. "You conniving jerk! You…you…"

"You loved it," he interrupted.

"I was drunk you idiot! You can't just take advantage of someone when they're like that!"

"Look I have a rep to uphold. Every time I'm at a party, I have sex with a girl. It usually would be Kagura but since we're stuck together….well, you didn't really mind."

"Oh god!" I flopped back onto the pillow and covered my eyes with my arm. "Why god! Why must you punish me like this!? What did I ever do to deserve this!?"

On the bright side or dark side, his curtains were closed. Thank god because my head was killing me, my stomach felt like I had a wrestling match going on inside and I was tired as hell. So this was a hangover. But I could care less about a stupid hangover when Sesshomaru was lying beside me naked and had just taken my virginity.

"So you never told me you were a virgin," he said.

What, he could read minds too? I uncovered my eyes and shot up, covering my chest with the deep red sheets. Oh yes, I was angry…very, very angry. I was pretty sure my face was red too. I didn't want to lose my virginity to my enemy, especially Sesshomaru. I wanted my first time to be with someone I loved! Not someone I hate! "Can you just stop!? My god! Why don't you just shout it to the world! Little miss Rin lost her virginity to her worst enemy when she was drunk!"

He sighed heavily. But I continued.

"Oh I should also mention that her worst enemy is Sesshomaru Takahashi! You know, this is all your fault! If you hadn't stolen my lolly pop-"

"Please don't tell me you hate me because of that. It was ten years ago and it was a lolly pop Rin. No big deal!"

"No big deal!? NO BIG DEAL!? It was a fucking big deal! That lolly pop was my favorite one and you stole it and ate it in front of me then called me dumb! You Mr. Meany McMeanerson!"

"Meany McMeanerson? Wow, your come backs are lame. And besides, you didn't say anything about it…"

"That's because I was mute you stupid idiot!"

"Why?"

My eyes widened when he asked why. Why I was mute. Why I never said anything. I glanced down and traced the bed sheets with my eyes. Oh great, now I was going to start crying. "Nothing," I muttered, feeling the tears swell in my eyes.

He must've noticed it because I suddenly felt a hand on my arm. "Tell me, Rin." His voice sounded so soft, so comforting I just wanted to….

I pulled my hand away. "No! And why are you calling me by my name? What, are we on first name basis now?"

"I was trying to be nice. But if you're going to whine, just shut up!"

You know you feel guilty when your worst enemy starts being nice to you and you push them away. My heart felt so heavy and I kept glancing at Sesshomaru; his golden eyes focused on the ceiling.

This is what dog demons do. Make you feel bad. "Sesshomaru," I whispered.

He smirked. Then they trick you. His hand took my arm and pulled me on top of him. I pressed my lips together; furious of his little tricks. Then he pressed his lips against mine.

It was so strange. I can't recall what it felt like to have my lips against his the first time but now that I could, it was like a bolt of lightning. I couldn't believe what I was feeling. I've watched enough romance movies to know when the girl was in love with the guy. So could I be in love with Sesshomaru?

I pulled away quickly just to glance at his golden eyes. They were staring right back at me, and my heart…it began beating like really fast. My stomach….I was suddenly nervous….it was full of butterflies…I was….

Going to throw up.

Stupid hangover.

I closed my mouth and jumped out of bed, not caring if Sesshomaru saw my naked form. I tried to pull him out of bed, mentally telling him I really needed to go to the bathroom. But he only gave me a confused looked.

Too late because before he could ask what was wrong, I barfed all over the floor. Probably not the best thing to do in front of a dog demon but eh, whatever.

But I didn't expect him to kneel down beside me and rub my back for comfort. It shocked me. I glanced up to see him with a soft expression. Strange, I had never seen him like this before. He was always so cold, so expressionless. Now he was like a whole different person.

I had come to the conclusion that it was not Sesshomaru.

I touched his cheek, rubbing the demonic strips as I tried to speak. "Who are you and what have you done to Takahashi?" Wow was my voice ever crackly.

He chuckled. "Are you alright now Mutant?"

"Takahashi!? Is that you?" I smiled, my voice filled with sarcasm.

He nodded and I giggled, helping me stand on my feet. Then I realized I was naked. I shrieked, pulling the sheets from the bed and covering me up. However, Sesshomaru just stood there, showing off his pride and joy. I blushed and looked in the other direction. I heard him chuckle again as he pulled me into his chest. My body froze, knowing his thingy was right there. His hand then slowly removed the sheets, letting them drop at my feet. I let out a loud squeak as he pushed me onto the bed, grinning like an idiot.

I guess he wasn't mad at the fact his carpet was ruined. Oh well.

The thing was the feeling of butterflies in my stomach was still there. I suddenly got lost in his golden orbs. Was it me or were they the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. My free arm wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer to me. I needed to kiss him again. Just to make sure my head wasn't just messing with me.

However when his lips touched mine, I knew from that moment…

I was in love with him.

I was in love with my worst enemy.

Was I going to tell him? Pfft, no. Okay, maybe. But later. Right now I just wanted to kiss him.

He pulled me closer, our kiss turning into the most passionate kiss ever. Our cuffed hands intertwined as my fingers in my other hand tangled with his silky hair. Man, I was in absolute bliss. But that all ended when a phone started to ring.

Sesshomaru growled pulling away from me. His face was still inches away when he answered his cell. "Yes?" he answered in his emotionless voice.

I was still breathing hard, still thinking about the kiss. But it was all interrupted from Sesshomaru's angry tone. "You heard what I said last night Kagura! We are done! Now stop calling!" he hung up, throwing his phone somewhere in the room then facing me. "You were wrong."

"About what?" I asked, confused.

"You said Kagura and I would get back together. We aren't."

I shook my head. "You will. Just wait. Sooner or later she'll win you over with her whining and…well you know what I mean. She's done it dozens of times before."

"She has?"

Was he serious? "Wow, you are stupid." He growled and I laughed.

"How do you know?"

"Because I've seen it. Many times. Don't deny it Takahashi, you love her. That's why you can't let her go." It was hard to say that knowing my true feeling about him. But I knew he loved her so…

"I don't love her. Why did you think that?"

"Oh I don't know. The way you always go back to her even after a fight."

"And you think I love her because of that? Rin, I never loved Kagura. She was just…what would humans call it…a substitute."

"So you don't love her."

"No," he leaned to my ear and whispered. "Oh and don't call me stupid, human."

I giggled. "Please, I call you stupid all the time. Nothing ever happens."

He pulled away and looked at me, waiting for me to continue.

I sighed, "If something was going to happen. It would've already. I think you're just scared of me."

"Scare of you?" his eyebrow rose. "You think I never did anything to you because I was scared of you?" he gave me a small smile. Uh oh, I know that smile. "What did we do last night Rin? That was your punishment."

"Wait, so my punishment was sex?" I didn't get it at all. "That doesn't make any sense."

"It makes perfect sense."

"Then explain."

He captured my lips again. This wasn't the explanation was it? I was still confused but the more he kissed me the more I didn't seem to care. If this was my punishment so be it. I didn't mind.

The smile he had given me was what I call 'a watch out' smile. Meaning, if he ever smiled like that, watch out. It's a killer smile. Every time he has smiled like that, I've witness a kid enter a garbage can.

He pulled away. "Your mouth taste like vomit and beer," he commented.

I playfully smiled. "Sorry, I haven't had the time to wash up. By the way, sorry I ruined your carpet."

"Doesn't matter. The maid will clean it up."

Of course he has a maid.

I sensed his hand playing with my long strains of hair. I wonder what he thought of me. "Do you like me?" Oh god, I couldn't believe I just asked that. Stupid Rin! Stupid!

I was afraid of his answer. "I've always liked you."

Well that was not what I was expecting at all but okay. "W-what? I thought you hated me?"

"Rin, I could never hate you. It was you that hated me. It just humans I hate. You're an exception."

"Why?"

"I think when I saw you; something inside of me told me you were different than the others. Over the years I realized I was right. You have guts to stand up to me Rin. I like that about you."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I couldn't believe what Sesshomaru was telling me. I couldn't believe I was under him naked. I couldn't believe I was in love with him! Oh my god! I just wished the feelings were mutual.

At least I knew he liked me.

And for me, that was good enough.

Maybe losing my virginity to him wasn't bad at all.

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Updated: January 5, 2014