Chapter 33

It was hard to think something was wrong with you, I had been actively looking for a partner, I then gave up as I was stood up over and over again, so I went for a one-night stand. I was so frustrated between work and not having sex for god knows how long; all I wanted was someone to give me pleasure but I sucked at that too apparently!

I sighed, I had a new group of inmates who were not aggressive, it was their way of getting me used to prisoners before I move to more aggressive prisoners as patients. One in particular had a germaphobia, he had not been taken care of properly as many were afraid of him due to his quirk even though he had both arms removed, which was the only way he had been able to use his quirk in the first place. His name is Kai Chisaki also known as Overhaul; leader of the mafia and also killer of a hero; Sir Nighteye, which was why he landed life imprisonment.

I had been given Ward J, it consisted of many S level criminals who had a constant need for a doctor or medical care, like a certain hero killer and a man with no upper face named AFO, or so the guards called him. Kai was my most relaxed and kind patient, but that could be due to his boredom and slight depression which I gave him medication for. He had refused to speak, and he ignored all those who spoke to him or interacted with him daily, he was one of the few who had an entire room, with a bathroom connected due to his lack of arms, he also had a medical bed. He had been selected for a new upcoming test on cyborg arms to see if they can allow quirks to be used through cybernetic transplants, I felt sorry for him as I knew they had to be connecting all of his nerve endings to it as well.

But he had agreed to it due to being allowed to keep the arms if they should work, he would then just have the quirk cancelation enabled on the cyber arms. They had options and technology that allowed the scientists and medical team to change things around. The first time I walked into his room he had ignored my hello and introduction. I learned he had a germaphobia and that the others didn't bother to give him a mask of clean him in a way typical germaphobes tended to, I thought it was a poor excuse of the others to state, 'who cares he is a criminal.' "Well from now on, I will be taking care of you Mr Chisaki," at my use of his name, he looked over to me, "Overhaul," he stated in a tired voice, and I knew what he meant. "Very well Overhaul, shall we bath you properly and then get you a meal. Or would you prefer the other way?" he watched me from the corner of his eye, as I moved to collect his dinner, "you have a very well-cooked steak and salad on the side, I made sure they didn't put onion on it."

I noticed his frown at that, "why?" I looked to him as if it were obvious, "well because you stated that you dislike onion, also any nut like food or dried fruit." He looked down at his empty lap, I was sure that sitting in his bed all day had to be getting boring, but it was better than some of the other inmates. He looked up "you memorised what I like and don't like?" I nodded "of course I did, its my job to take care of you, and making sure you eat is one of them, so I remove all the foods your allergic too and dislike, also if it makes you calmer, I had the head chef sterilise everything and start from scratch with fresh gloves for each food he handled and he wore clean gloves over clean hands." He blinked a little surprised "and you expect me to take your word for it?" I shrugged "that is up to you Overhaul, but that is what happened because I watched as he made it, I imagine it must be terrible to break out in hives and also not want to be touched by anyone or thing." I had washed my hands and grabbed gloves as I continued "and it seems no one here understands how important it is for you, that's why you're on the lighter side of the scales…am I right?"

I sat down cutting up his food and getting ready "you ready to eat?" he sat up straighter as I put a bib on for him, and he nodded, slowly I fed him.

Once done I bathed him, following his bleaching and cleaning routine while I wore gloves, once done I brushed and then flossed his teeth followed with mouth wash and then a mask placed over top. I put him in bed once more noting he had a lot of books to read but no way of reading them, I frowned noting a table as well, "why don't you use the tablet?" he gave me a look that said 'are you trying to be a smart ass' as he referred to his lack of arms. I rolled my eyes and collected it for him and turned on the voice activation and the read aloud for him options, as it spoke about what was on the screen. "Just speak to it and it will read everything for you," he had nodded but then frowned and stated matter of factly that "your strange, do you know that?" I smiled "I'll take your word for it, now I have others to help, I will see you tomorrow at breakfast, goodnight for now."

I fed my other S ranked inmates, the hardest to feed was those with medical problems or were very angry, however many were polite as I made my rounds healing them, moving them, feeding them because they couldn't and bathing them. The ones I attended to were pretty much disabled bad guys, sometimes I just felt sorry for them as I was sure most were miss understood.

I had finished up clocked out and made my way through the million security checks and finally I got out and walked to the bus stop. It was my Friday and I had been hoping to have a date last night aka a booty call with the young club owner as I had been needing a man, however he blew me off, not responding to my texts, so tonight I was giving up. 'Perhaps I'm meant to be alone forever, I should just get alcohol and a vibrator, yeah and a cat or ten while I'm at it,' I thought bitterly to myself. I had bought wine once more, waited for the pizza place to make my order while I went window shopping in the big plaza that had everything. Where I found the perfect store for needy women without a man, I browsed the selection of colourful and shapely 'toys' made out of plastics, I sighed 'is this what its come too?' I went inside and a middle aged woman with a leather black corset, fake as can be breasts, makeup like a drag queen and the biggest out of here volumized brown hair that I was sure it was 90% hair spray, complete with long fake nails, but when she opened her mouth I had not expected her to act or sound so down to earth. "How ya going honey, need some guidance?" I blinked, she reminded me of Sally in seventh grade, she was an American and would punch anyone who insulted her, she didn't care who you were she would talk to you like you were her best friend unless you were that person she punched out for being a dick.

A smile cracked my face as I decided I like her, "hello…Jewel," I took in her name tag, "I haven't had one of these before…" I referred to the boxes and items on display, as the woman nodded in understanding and I could see her brain working like a filter search engine for a hotel website as it tries to find the perfect match. "Alright that's fine, have you been with a guy before or maybe a girl?" she was leaning on the counter and I had come closer to talk to her because I wanted no one to hear, even though no one was in the store to over-hear us. "Yeah I've been with a few guys, but my love life is lacking and I'm…frustrated" "oh I hear you there sweetie, I suppose the main question is do you like vibrations or not, perhaps clit stim?" I blushed furiously and she laughed heartily, "oh I love it when sex store virgins come in here, oh dear okay, I'll show you my recommendations for the first-time user, you will need other things such as lube and toy cleaner."

Dabi snapped to as he had fallen asleep in front of the massive screens that were their surveillance, it had been John who woke him up with dying laughter, he nearly tipped back out of his chair. "Would you shut up, some of us are trying to sleep here," he groaned as he nearly popped one of his tungsten staples and began to correct himself and try and get comfy, after all he, Siko and Jirou would be going to Bambi's in a few short hours and he was still tired. Siko had come over behind John to look at the screen he was monitoring with humour, "what you looking at…hahahahahaha" she barked laughter out and held her midsection. This caused Dabi to frown and a few others to look over noting the two however they were the trouble makers, John was gay and Siko a lesbian so the two got along and actually went out on dates helping as a wing man for the other. "Oh Dabi, Dabi…" she all but cried in laughter trying to get her words out, "so…your only 4 and a half inches?" she laughed out bending over as did John in his seat. Dabi sat up confused "what the fuck are you tools talking about?" "your tool," they broke unable to breathe, speak and slowly loosing bodily function to stand as they rolled on the floor.

He had, had enough and the others interests had been peaked as John pressed a few buttons and all the screens showed to the whole room the purchase receipt and Bambi aka Sakura in a sex store purchases were a jelly vibrating 4.5-inch dildo and a womanizer 2.0. He actually smiled thinking 'well that means I won't be having to kidnap her dates anymore; he noted her other bag of alcohol too and she had a previous purchase at the pizza place in the same shopping mall. But his happiness of getting to relax was broken when they looked to him "so are you?" Toga asked with the biggest smile on her face at him either confirming or denying the claim of his unit size, but he knew for a fact that, that little toy would not be able to satisfy her like he had. "You will need to wait and see," his cryptic answer had them all pausing and looking to one another, not really understanding what he meant, in all honesty he had no clue of his size, but he knew it wasn't that small.

Her margarita sour dough pizza, red wine and a binge watch of Riverdale had her settling in the couch with her long silk nightie on so she would feel sexy seeing no one had sexed her up in forever. 'Huh when did I last have sex…who did I have sex with, god I'm terrible.' I sighed pulling up my little blankie and laid half propped up on the couch with pillows behind my back, I had the whole pizza box on my lap and wine on my coffee table. I had finished dinner and the bottle of wine and opened the next one as I critiqued the show aloud as the stupid fucking teenagers had a better love life than me, and all the not shown sexual scenes made me annoyed and twice as frustrated. "Oh come on, it aint that fucking simple to get a man, sheesh fucking teenagers," now annoyed with the world and the show. I turned it off and put the box in the bin along with the two bottles as I could feel the giddy heady feeling of alcohol and the burn between my legs as I knew I was desperate for anything even if it was a plastic toy made in a factory.

"Maybe she is putting on so much weight since we have left her as Sakura," Siko noted as they all eat their own pizza and lounged back in their own chairs, couches and watched like it was a movie. "I know, yous owe her a gym membership and dieting plan after this," Dabi spoke up, she had been a depressed woman with no love life and wanting companionship and to start a family. He could still see much of Bambi within Sakura; she was a social flower and had never lived alone and it showed here, she also wanted children now thinking she was older than she actually was. God he felt bad for putting her through all of this, he put down his pizza as he watched her yell at the TV series she was watching in frustration as the cast had it so easy. Many laughed or agreed with her, others rose a brow and looked to Dabi and he could only shrug, she wobbled now having two bottles of alcohol, 'yup that would be what's putting on the weight.'

She had eyed her bag of toys and he watched as she opened it all up and inspected it, like a total newb she was, she sat at the kitchen table sorting out the batteries and actually reading the manuals they came with. She charged the other toy and read through it once she played around and yes sniffed the dildo as it was made of plastic, she turned it on and nearly dropped it when it began to vibrate and she had to juggle catch it with a massive blush while the rest of them busted out laughing. 'I didn't think it would vibrate so much,' the others laughed even more with the show. It both was hilarious for Dabi to watch her experience this for the first time, he should be there, this should be something they did together, and he was also annoyed that the others were watching and laughing at the whole thing.

She had collected her toys, the lube and toy cleaner, some tissues and a towel because she had never done this before. Jewel had prewarned her that sometimes a woman could be 'messy' so she obviously took that tip and prepped up her room, as the others watched amused. "Oh now here comes the real show," Siko stated as yes indeed this would be a turn on for her. Dabi having enough decided to get up and turn off the screens, "Jirou we should go to her before she begins, its time to see what information she has gathered." A round of awes rang out, but Jirou who had not paid any attention out of respect and Siko who looked like she was gonna beat him up all got up and moved to take hold of the tattooed beauty.

They arrived in the lounge room, Dabi walked to the bedroom, noticing she was prepping for her session, he peaked into the room as she flattened out the towel on the bed and had already dropped her nickers and had everything set up in hands reach. He smiled wanting to join her, it had been too long since they were together, and he had his own frustrations building mainly because of her but not really her. "Bambi" he said in a loud clear voice, she froze with what she was doing she quickly stood up straight and over to Dabi, "Dabi," she blushed as she knew what Sakura was thinking and about to do. He waltzed into the bedroom, closing the door after saying "we'll be out soon," he covered the camera in her room with a pillow from its high position on her furniture and then he accepted her embrace and kissed her deeply.

Siko sat on the couch with Jirou as they went through her Netflix account, raided her fridge and poured their own drinks from her wine fridge; well Siko did. "God you think they could keep it down?" "just turn up the TV," Jirou offered, she did as the large headed man offered to drown out the moans, bed squeaks and occasional bang of the bed frame against the wall.

The two laid side by side panting and sweaty, "oh man that womanizer is good," Dabi nodded offering a smirk "I approve of that one, but your gonna need a bigger dildo." She huffed "hey don't blame me, Sakura is just so gah," he chuckled "she is you," he stated. "Yeah but like an alter ego, she's making me put on weight and trying to get me pregnant," she pouted and accused. "I thought you would like babies and children," Dabi offered as they continued their pillow talk, "well I do, but we can't have children right now and like hell I will be having someone else's baby…also thanks for interfering with her crappy choices of men," he smirked "anytime…so you like being a doctor?" she rolled over getting up. "Actually I have a lot of floor plan information and I have seen the leader in jail, along with Kurogiri and a few others. I think Sakura likes Kai Chisaki," he frowned "that psycho huh? Yeah, your right, yous are nothing alike," she giggled as they got up and dressed to move to the loungeroom and inform the others of the information she gathered.

Dabi paused and quickly removed the pillow in front of the camera and caught up behind her in the hallway, "finally" Siko dramatically complained as she got up and surprisingly hugged Bambi. "Jesus you've put on weight," "she's just squishy, don't be rude," Dabi offered seeing how much it actually upset her, as before she wasn't very thin, she understood the need for healthy body fat, but now she was more than over that normal line going into obese.

"Yeah, I know, perhaps Jirou can shuffle…some things?" she had her hands clasped together as she looked to the memory box quirk user who sighed and rubbed his large forehead. "I can tweak very small things, like make them seem like her own thoughts but that's it," he stated it like he was putting his foot down. She smiled and beamed a great smile "thankyou Jirou," he huffed "lets get on with the information you have for us."

They watched as Bambi crappily drew out the floorplan design, and also mentioned she was in charged of S-class villains who had injuries or needed special care. She had provided a list but mentioned that Kurogiri was in a specially contained unit that prevented him from using his quirk seeing as he was an emitter mutant type that was constantly active. She also told them about the guards, the other staff and what they did, what their jobs were and also what the security at certain points were and how AOF 'their leader' was being treated. She even mentioned that she herself had been unable to move much while in the same room with the leader and feeding him, on top of her need to bath him was with a sponge and still only the places she could reach while he was constantly strapped in a standing position. He had automatic motion sensing tranquilizer guns on him 24/7, his arms bound, and he was unable to move, if he did something too suspicious, he was shot and the lock down sequence would happen immediately.

They were shocked, she had no clue about Kurogiri's cell, only that it was ran by the electricity of the place and so that and the back up generator would need to be fully shut down and long enough for him to get out. In doing so the other security measures would fail, however she had not come upon any door of maintenance room with generators in it or the electric circuits, it was possible it was located on the roof. She brought up that there was a full science and medical lab so that new things too dangerous to be tested on a normal person would instead be tested on the inmates, such as Kai Chisaki's new arms which would allow a person to use their quirk again theoretically, and testing was as soon as Monday.

They all sat in silence, "if we take down the power an automatic shutdown may proceed, making it difficult getting to the leader and Kurogiri," John on speaker phone offered. Tomura hummed "but with no power doors and walls will not be an issue as Kurogiri can warp, with the tranquillisers down he and master can get out of there and reunite with us once more, but I want moonfish, muscular and Mustard back, they were useful, the other small fry who were with us…where are they?" "If they are below rank S such as B or C rank, they are on the first floor. They are multi watched, so like a normal prison set up as they share an eating area and can walk around with their cells opened, but they have quirk restrains on constantly, most are harmless inmates and the nurses and guards watch over them for injuries and keeping them in order.

Rank A is one level above the S ranks, but master is on the lowest level alone the whole level is highly advanced security for if he is to try leave or someone go in." "Like a bank heist with high technology." Siko and Sako smiled "well aren't yous lucky yous have the best bank robbers in the world with yous," on the speaker they could all hear Sako pecking Tomura on the cheek. Tomura seemed happy with the sisters in agreement that they were happy to go in and get the master of the league out of prison.

"So, let's get this straight, you want me to get her to think about being healthy, like stop drinking and eating so much and go to gym and put a little crush on Dabi the villain?" Jirou asked as he huffed. "Yeah is that okay?" Dabi asked as Jirou nodded and said "yeah, so long as it is thoughts that she thinks she brought up, you will be unconscious after this, Dabi will put you back to bed making her think she slept after…well you know," Bambi nodded "alright lets get this over and done with."

I woke up feeling so heavy and relaxed that a smile split across my face, I looked to my items and toys I had on my side table with a note in my hand writing, 'get a 8 inch toy' I frowned not remembering that, I also don't remember last night or my session, but I supposed I had drank a lot. "Perhaps I should slow down and quit, I have put on some weight," I walked into my bathroom to pee, flushing and then looked at the scales, I stepped onto it and paused peeking down and gasped "you gotta be kidding me, is that why I haven't gotten a man, no wonder, perhaps a hot trainer can whip me into shape." It was like being hit in the face by seeing my depressive mannerisms of left out alcohol glasses, boxes of takeaway food over filling the bin, the house was dark with strewn blinds and curtains, and the place had items and things sitting everywhere instead of it all being in its rightful place. It annoyed me, I frowned putting my hands on my hips and now with a rush of enthusiasm to get things done I began to clean up my apartment and air it all out.

I opened up the blinds and tidied up after changing into workout clothes, I looked up nearby gyms, the only one being a martial arts gym called GMA or Gunhead Martial Arts Gym, which he trained up in exercise and trained in self-defence manuvers that stopped, restrained and incapacitate attackers. I had been surprised; I didn't think that it was a bad idea. Especially with me being around criminals all the time such as Muscular who was handsy and also strong, I had to have the guard present every time I checked him medically or gave him his food. I had to also accommodate and help Moonfish who was mentally unstable, he had a therapist helping him out which I had to be present for.

"Yeah that's not a bad idea, I should sign up, and as for my eating and drinking," I got up and poured all the alcohol down the drain and cringed, but still managed to tip it all out and throw out the bottles. I followed up with looking at my food in the fridge and cupboards, it seemed I would need to get food and start cooking my own recipes, perhaps make a meal plan. I had turned on the television while I had cleaned up, I wrote a list of items and things to do. An add popped up and it was the little messages about mental health and gave tips between other adds such as "think positive; write up goals, ask your family and friends what they like about you, think up positive things about yourself, take better care of your health, and the best being an active life is a happy life, and lastly it stated "write a positive quote to refer too in hard times." It had been that, that made me think about bettering myself, so while I sat on my couch eating a bowl of fruit that was still just good enough to be consumed, I chose to write things down.

-I will try to make friends and go out of my way to be social

-I will stop drinking, eat properly and join a gym

- I do not need to have a child now or marry anyone, I am only 28, perhaps I can go on a holiday instead.

I was broken from my list of positive things and ideas of where to go in my life and spend my time, I looked up to the news sound coming on during the show. "Still at large is the villain group who call themselves the League of Villains, if you see any of these people please contact authorities on any of these provided numbers." I saw a creepy hand guy with white hair. There was a young teen with blond hair, a man with blond hair and red wings, as I frowned thinking he had been a hero, I shrugged as the presenter than informed viewers that the number two had attacked heroes and civilians and defected. Next, they showed a man with metal staples and massive burns, he had black hair and blue turquoise eyes that looked bored, his hole demeanour gave off 'I don't give a dam' vibe, and I had been intrigued immediately. I knew those burns were deep and they had to hurt, his good skin had to want to peel away from the dead skin constantly, I knew they were from fire as well, the presenter gave their names and villain rank and quirk. "Dabi was a B-class villain but after mass murdering civilians he is now re-evaluated to be an S-ranked villain, he has a fire quirk that is blue flames, he is tall and has many body modifications and scars, he is considered very deadly and we advise to not approach and to notify authorities and the heroes of him, if you happen to see this villain." I had watched on seeing that they had been doing these villain alert broad casts as the heroes had been having difficulty to apprehend them, but I had not noticed this Dabi character before, I bit my lip remembering those eyes, "maybe I didn't deal with all my frustrations last night."

I had done as I planned for the day, I shopped and got food and recipe cards that were for weight loss, I also got a new toy as I wrote myself the suggestion and I consider myself a smart woman so I of course would take my own advice. I also had dropped into the GMA Gym; I had spoken to the front reception trainer who took all recruits and dealt with memberships. He had told me to get fitter and healthier with burning fat and building up muscle then move onto the martial arts, I was to go to him on Saturdays, Tuesday after work and Thursday nights. I was also welcomed to drop in anytime I felt too awake or energetic and wanted to work out, as they were a 24/7 Gym. It wasn't cheap though, however I had someone properly training me to shed the weight and build up certain muscles and taking note of my diet. I liked having someone managing me, it would make sure I didn't fall off the band wagon, so I paid the hefty price.

However, all throughout the day I still thought of the turquoise eyes and black staples keeping dead and healthy skin together, 'I wonder how warm he would be from his quirk?' I shook my head "man I must have been working with villains for too long seeing I'm pining for one," however the danger of it all made me wonton with excitement. "Calm down you whore," I chastised myself with a bit of a laugh, I had completed the prep for my dinner as it was one that you marinade and then let sit in the fridge until cooking it when ready, I also chopped up salads and mixed in dry noodles. I leaned back in my now clean lounge and watched the game shows that were present from the early evening all the way through till the news at 7pm, 'tomorrow I might clean up the whole house, it should prove to be a bit of a workout for me.'