Title; Forbidden Love; Ch 12
Author; DreamInfinity0
Rating; R angst, sexual content
Characters; Buffy/Angel, Willow/Xander, Giles, Spike/Dru
Disclaimer; All characters belongs to Joss Whedon
Author Note: lyrics by Evanescence. Has been Rebeta
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Soft, dark, and dreamless,
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.
I hate me, for breathing without you.
Angel stood beside her bed as he watched her. She was still alive but she was still unconscious with the slightest beat still humming in her heart. He was glad she was alive, but he still feared that there might be a possibility of having some type of effect from her drinking his blood. He was afraid his worst nightmare might come true that he turned her into a vampire. That was the last thing he wanted.
For the past hour, he kept blaming himself. He kept telling himself over and over that this is his entire fault. If he hadn't turned Drusilla or Spike then maybe none of this wouldn't happen. There was too much going on in his head that he decided to focus on Buffy.
He stared back at Buffy, who was lying in his bed peacefully. She looked peaceful, beautiful like an Angel waiting for her prince to kiss her and wake her up. He smiled at the thought wishing for once that was the case, but it was not. This was no fairytale.
Which made him wonder if he has done the right thing. Did he damned her even more by making her drink his blood or did he save her? He would have taken the other option of taking her to the hospital, but it was too far away. So he did the only thing that came to his mind. However he did agree it was a selfish mistake, but he was out of options and he certainly didn't want to let her die. He promised himself long time ago that he would protect her, even if that met from death, he would do it in a heartbeat.
Staring at the clock he noticed an hour has passed since he carried her to his home. He remembered holding her small body in his arms when he carried her. She looked awful. Her shirt was covered with blood; she barely had a heart beat and her face look like death. He thought at that moment, she wasn't going to live until he heard her heart starting to beat more.
After that he decided to clean her up to make sure, she wasn't bleeding anywhere else. He knew she lost some blood from the bite mark on her neck, but then she also had a broken rib that was partly sticking out. He cursed at spike for doing this to his Buffy. He knew Spike only did this because she was the slayer but that didn't mean Spike had to be a bastard and break her ribs.
Angel ignored his thoughts of getting revenge on Spike for now as he placed his mind on taking care of Buffy. He felt odd doing this without her awareness, but then he also got slightly aroused staring at her small frame. He carefully removed her bloody clothes leaving her in her bra and panties.
He left the room for a moment and grabbed a small towel from the linen closet. Then he went to the bathroom and wet it and then ran back to Buffy. He patted the wet cloth on her neck and bruised ribs. He then looked back at the mark on her neck as it suddenly started to fade quickly. He was surprised by this knowing evenminutwith Buffy's quick healing it would still be at least two days until she is fully healed, but it's only been a little over two hours. Confused he watched as no but a minute later the wound on her neck suddenly closed up and fades before his eyes. He then looks at her ribs that astonishingly snapped back in place. The bruise was even gone before his eyes.
He couldn't believe it; he had never imagined that his blood would actually heal her, or maybe it was the fact that he did drink a small amount of the master's blood which somehow made his blood able to heal hers. He was confused but was happy that she was ok. Maybe when everything is settled down, he would do some research on this. He then dried her off her neck and stomach with a towel and covered her up with a couple of blankets.
He then wondered what type of an effect this would have on her when or if she woke up. Would she change into a full fledge vampire? Would he have to stake her if she did change? Would she have a soul still? His mind was going out of control wandering if he did the right thing or not.
His mind then went back to Spike. That if he ever did find Spike he would kill him repeatedly just to satisfy his revenge of hurting his slayer and then at the very end he would kill Dru just to see him suffer like he did.
At that moment, he didn't even know who was really thinking that because he would never think of such cruel things to do. It was true he was very over protective of her and wanted to claim her as his but that didn't give him the excuse of wanting revenge. Maybe it was the fact that his demon was sneering at him to release that anger out on someone and the fact that his demon wanted to turn her. He ignored the demon knowing he would never give him the pleasure of dong that. He would rather stake himself then harm Buffy. He promised himself a long time ago he would never let Angelus out. He had years of memories of the awful things, he did to others.
Knowing that fact, if Angelus ever came back he would probably never be the same. Because he knew for one thing, he would kill the people he loved, and for something like that he would never survive.
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You're not alone,
No matter what they told you, you're not alone.
I'll be right beside you forevermore.
Everything felt different as she opened up her eyes. Everything was white, nothing else was around her; it was like, she was in the middle of nothing but then something fluttered in her body. She didn't know what it was, but it was warm. Everything was warm. It was everywhere. It covered her; It surrounded her entire being, her entire soul.
She never felt like this before. For a moment, she thought this was another dream but no this was real. She knew the difference between dream and reality. Her memories flash back to what happened. She remembers everything at the school. Spike biting her and then Angel making her drink his blood. She didn't know what to think, did he turn her or did she die. Because when she opened her eyes back up she thought maybe she was in heaven that she was really dead.
A feeling of deadness took over her at that moment making her wonder would she ever see her family, friends or Angel ever again. No, she still so young, she couldn't die. She hasn't even graduated school, or had her first date, her first prom, getting married and having a family. Her eyes start to water at that fact. She tried to sit up when she suddenly cried out as something primal went thought her.
It began to take over her body, the feeling was too much making her want to cry out as seen the golden liquid flowed from the bed into her head and then to her entire being. It filled her lungs, and her heart. It pressured her body into a massive power. She gasps for air as she heard Angel's voice.
"Come back to me my beloved."
Her heart pounded with force as she tried to push her body up. However, she couldn't the liquid suddenly overwhelmed her body and finally burst thought her like a nova. She then fell back on the soft bed unable to move from exhalation. She took a deep breath as she suddenly felt overwhelmed with power and love. Her entire soul and body were filled with it, and then she realized that nothing was missing now, everything was there.
She opened her eyes once more as a male and female figure suddeny appeared in front of her. Their skin was golden and their robes seem Greek like. Maybe they were some type of gods, she thought. She tried to speak but couldn't as she stared at them.
"No need to speak child." The women say. "Your destiny awaits, your death is not yet to come, rest." Then the woman placed her hand over Buffy's head. As soon as she felt the hand on her forehead, she felt her heartbeat to a perfect rhythm. Then she felt her soul. It was an odd feeling of love, power and other emotions she could not explain. But for once in her life she never felt that missing connection any more. She could feel it. It was whole and it was perfect just like she wanted.
She looked up as she has seen the woman staring at her. "You have much to discover about life and about yourself young warrior." The woman said. "But your be ready, your stronger than want you really are but don't let it get the best of you."
"When the time is right you will have your glory and peace." The young man said.
Then she looked at the woman again. "Be strong for what's to come child, there is evil even in the ones you love. Don't forget what you really are."
Buffy could only look at them in confusion by what they said as darkness suddenly took over her.
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Angel awoken suddenly as he heard the door bell and knew that must be Giles and the others. He called them awhile ago telling them about what Spike did. Although he did leave the part where he let her drink from him, he would certainly not tell them, unless he had to.
He quietly made his way to the door and opened it. Angel stared at them as they all had a very worried face. "Please come in?" Angel said walking away from the door.
"Is Buffy ok?" Willow asked hoping not for the worst.
"I think so. Um did you bring"……….? He knew none of his clothes would fit Buffy, so he called Willow earlier to bring some clothes for Buffy.
"Uh yes." Willow held a gym bag that had some of Buffy's clothes in it. Although she made a small lie telling Buffy's mom that she was staying over at her place and forgot a few clothes. She just was happy that her mom believed her.
Willow and Xander noticed that this was the first time they were over Angel's place. The place was huge, not to mention very roman like. Giles took noticed of it too and looked around. "Has Buffy woken up yet or is she hurt." He asked looking back at Angel.
"Uh, she's still unconscious but she is fully healed. She had a broken rib and spike almost drained her."
"Fully healed." Giles asked surprisingly. "It usually takes at least one or two days for a slayer to fully heal from a broken rib. How can she be fully healed that fast?" Giles asked suspiciously.
"Uh, I don't know. Maybe when the master bit her, it caused some type of reaction." Angel replied lying.
"Well, that's a good thing Giles. We do want Buffy to be fully healed and not dying." Willow replied, worried for her friends.
"Wow nice place. Did you kill some rich guy?" Xander asked Angel.
Giles was staring at the arrogant boy as he stared back at Angel. "Spike didn't turn her, did he?"
"No……….I……Don't think so." Angel replied ignoring Xander's remark. "There is no way Spike had time to change her. I was there less than two minutes." Angel said.
"I see." Giles spoke. "Could I see her?" Giles spoke.
Angel pointed to the door of his bedroom. Giles walked in while Angel and the others were behind him.
Willow was following Angel when Xander stopped. She could see that glare in his eyes that he was going to start something. It only made her wonder if there was any way to shut him up before he got himself killed.
Xander realized the situation they were in. He didn't trust Angel and knowing this Spike almost drained Buffy made him think of the possibility of her turning into a vamp. Another friend of his might be changed into a vampire, and he was just going to walk right her room that might be a trap. No way, he was stopping this right now, which was giving him more the reason to blame Angel if Buffy did turn.
"You know this is your fault don't you?" Xander yelled at the vamp. "If you haven't created him maybe she would be fine. On the other hand, if you haven't even shown up in this town, she would have been fine. Furthermore, what gives you the right to have any of us trust you after you dragged me over to Spike to use me as Bait?" Xander replied angered.
Willow tried to reason with Xander to be quite knowing it was starting to agitate the vampire when she suddenly jumped back seeing Angel's vamp face.
Infuriated at the boy's word Angel grabbed him by the throat and picked him up. He was agitating him, which wasn't a good thing because it usually lets his demon show, and then he gets angry. "Maybe you're right boy, but I did what I could to save her. That's the least I could do for everything that has happened."
"Angel please." Willow said fearing for Xander's safety; even know at times he did deserve it.
Angel stared at Xander's face feeling the fear pool off of him. His demon face was showing, and he was sneering in delight at the fact. Angel couldn't stand how it was making him feel so he dropped the boy to the floor.
Willow hurried over to him and helped him up. Xander stared at him about to say something when he heard a familiar scream. It was Giles.
Angel was already running in the room. He stopped in his track as Buffy was sitting up, her hands around Giles's neck. Her eyes were golden and at that moment Angel panicked thinking he really did turn her. Angel rushed over to Buffy and pried her hands away from Giles's neck. He held her close forcing her to stare at him. Her eyes were golden almost alien like. He could feel her heartbeat, she was still warm, and she wasn't a vampire which calmed him some but there was still something different about her. He couldn't put his finger on what it was.
Angel covered her backside with the blanket as he cupped her chin, staring at her.
"Buffy look at me. Are you……..?" He couldn't say the words. He didn't want to say was she sane, did she feel the need to kill. Instead she pulled her forward and hugged him. Angel wrapped her arms around her warm body and that was the only thing that reassured him that everything was going to be ok.
Buffy was still in shock as the last images were of Spike sucking her life away. That's what made her lunge at her watcher but when she opens her eyes, she was horrified by what she could have done to him. She could have seriously hurt Giles. He was her watcher and was like a father to her.
She laid her head down on Angel's shoulder and wrapped her arms around his. She looked to her right as she has seen Giles, who was rubbing his throat slightly while her two friends had a scared look on their face. She bared her face into Angel's shoulder hoping this was an awful nightmare.
"Giles rubbed his throat for a minute staring at the young girl he loved as a daughter and wondered if his fear of her becoming a vampire has happened.
"Angel is she?"
Angel still hugged her as he stared back at Giles. "No Giles she's still human and has a soul." He replied thanking goodness.
"I'm sorry Giles." Buffy sobbed between breaths. "I thought you were someone else."
Giles walked over ignoring Xander's glare. "It's ok Buffy. I forgive you; it's not your fault you just act on instinct." Giles replied happily as he has seen she was ok and not turned into a vampire. However, he could have sworn her eyes were golden when he stared at her earlier. Maybe he was imagining things.
Willow and Xander stood still for a moment before Willow had the courage to approach her. "Um hi Buffy, are you ok?"
Buffy leaned on Angel shoulder, wiping her teary face as she suddenly noticed she didn't have any clothes on under the sheets. She stared at Angel slightly embarrassed and knowing she would certainly get an explanation, of how she became slightly nude in his bed.
Buffy gave her a reasonable genuine smile as she tried to hold the blush appearing on her face. "It's okay, guys. I'm fine."
Giles cleared his throat as he felt the tension. "I'm glad you're ok Buffy, maybe you should go to the hospital."
"Thanks but no. I hate hospitals Giles. and the fact I feel better than ever." She replied.
"You're," Xander barely whispered, his voice relieved, she was ok. And the fact he had to stop himself from telling her why she would stay here with him after he used him as bait. On the other hand, maybe she had a tab pit of memory lost. Ya he could go for that but for now he just smiled."I'm glad you're ok Buff,"
"Thanks," she sighed. "I'm sorry I gave you guys such a scare." More moments of silence followed. She turned to Angel, who met her eyes with encouragement.
Willow smiled and gave her gym bag. "I took some clothes of yours and put in your gym bag. Oh and I told your mother your staying at my house, so no need to worry."
Buffy smiled. "Thanks will, you're a life saver."
After the awkward silence and chat with her friends and watcher, she finally calmed herself other than being embarrassed. Her friends left and her watcher also left leaving her and Angel alone. She just thanked goodness that Giles wasn't giving her and Angel that parental glare again. She hated that.
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Cause I want you and I feel you.
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
To find a place I've never been
"I can't believe you did that?" Buffy pouted as her face was beat red from the moment he told her the truth.
Angel was fumbling with his words trying to tell the best way that he tried not to stare at her as he changed her. However, it wasn't coming out to be good.
So you're telling me you have seen me naked, and you gave me a…….Bath? She replied blushing even more. She doesn't know if she should be mad at him or run away from embarrassment for what he did. Buffy stepped out of the bathroom with the clothes Willow brings her. She was just glad Willow didn't bring her very short night gown. Instead she brings her Scooby shorts and tank top.
Angel stared at her and could tell she was embarrassed. He smiled at her innocence and reached her hand out to her. "Buffy you have no reason to be embarrassed. You're beautiful in every way. Come here."
Buffy had her arms crossed unsure if she should go to him, but he looked so cute sitting there. Damn him for doing this to her, she should slap him, but instead she walked over and sat beside him with her arms crossed over her chest.
"I'm sorry Buffy. I just wanted to make sure you weren't bleeding anywhere else. You had a broken rib that was sticking out. It healed through. And besides you weren't completely ah naked." He gave her a sheepish grin.
"Oh you mean except for my bra and panties. I feel so much better now." she said sarcastically.
Angel took her hand and smirked a little. "Buffy I only did it to see if you were ok and not bleeding to death. I did not take pleasure in what I had to do. I was only worried about you."
"Ah huh sure. So did you catch up with Spike?" She asked angered that the vamp beaten her and almost killed her.
"No. He jumped out of the window before I could catch him. I ran to help you. I was scared, he turned………you."
"No but you could have." She replied slight angered that he could be so foolish to do such a thing.
"How could you even do what you did?" You could have turned me and that was something I don't think I could handle." She spoke slightly angered of what he did. However, she knew he panicked and tired to help her, but still it could have cost her life. "How did you even think it would work?" She asked.
"It was a legion and myth about the master. I heard a few stories there and here and thought it would work." Angel replied as he could see that glare in her eyes that didn't make her happier. "I know, I messed up and…………,I'm sorry. I just panicked and thought my blood would heal you. Which did?" He replied.
"Ya ya but that doesn't give you the excuse to do what you did."
Angel stopped her. "I knew that I was taking a chance, and I took it. I just didn't want to lose you." Angel replied staring at her as he reached for her hand and kissed it. "You know how much I care about you don't you?" Angel said. "When I thought you died by the Master I had nothing else to keep me going on any longer." He replied.
Buffy stared at him shock that he would say something like this. She pulled closer and stared at him. "Angel you can't ever think about doing what I think you're talking about. If something ever did happen to me, you got to promise me you would never do such a thing." She replied staring at him curiously. "I love you too much for anything to happen to you."
He wanted to tell her that he would do anything for her, but instead he decided not to discuss that knowing well enough they would argue about it. Then it suddenly hit him what she said.
"You love me?"
Buffy stared at him at it hit her, what she said. Buffy smiled up at him. "Yes I…….Think I do"
Angel smiled and frowned alittle when she said I think. However, he'll go along with that. He was tired of denying himself the truth. He loved her from the moment, he saw her.
"Are you feeling better?" He asked.
"Uh I'm fine………,Just feel……..different. I can't explain it. I had a weird dream. Well, I think it was a dream." Buffy replied
"A dream? What was it about?"
"It's hard to remember exactly what happened." …
He stared at her concerned wondering what this dream was about and hoping it wasn't about him hurting her or anything.
She stared at him wondering how to explain something she didn't exact know how. "I thought I was dead Angel. When I opened up my eyes everything was white. It was peaceful and then something went in me, changed me. I can't explain it." She replied still confused by what happened.
Angel's eyes went wide at this point, that she might have died. Well, she was alive but the thing that worried him was something changed her or was inside her.
Do you remember anything else? Angel asked concerned.
"There were two people there, a woman and a man. They were like nothing I've ever seen. They were human I think. Their skin was golden and they wearied some weird Greek clothing. And they gave this feeling, just this peaceful feeling." Buffy said.
"We really should do some research on them, maybe Giles can help." Angel urged.
"Ya may be." Buffy replied noticing Angel was still holding her hand. He was staring at her with those adorable brown puppy eyes. She didn't know what really else to say. She was just really tired and wanted to sleep. She was awkward staying here with Angel, but now it was ok, until she did something embarrassing.
You didn't tell the gang that I drank from you? Buffy asked hoping he didn't.
"No, I don't' think I want another argument with Xander or that parental glare from Giles." Angel smiled?"
"Oh you had an argument with Xander." She asked. "What was it about?"
"Well more like scaring the shit out of him and grabbing him by the neck." Angel smiled. "He said some things?"
"Hay, what I said about no fighting with my friends." She pouted.
"I didn't hear you say that." He smiled. "It's not like I hurt him."
"Well, Xander does with that people; you just have to ignore him." She smirked up at him. "Did you show him your angry face?" She smiled
Angel laughed. "Ya, he turned pale and got all scared. It was fun. I mean just because he deserved it." He replied as Buffy was giving that glare.
She smiled back at him as she suddenly remembered what the lady said in her dream. Be strong for what's to come child, there is evil even in the ones you love, and don't forget what you really are. At this motion, she wondered what it met. Did it meet her dreams would come true and Angel would hurt her or was it someone complete different she wouldn't expect? There was no way it was her watcher. Giles didn't even have a mean bone in him. And Willow and Xander were too scared for most of the time to fight back. That only left one person left, but she chose to stick in denial and believe that the dream, she had was just her imagination.
Angel could tell something was bothering her as he stared at her green eyes. He was surprised how she was taking everything that had happened to her in the past year. She was so young to see all the horrible things happening around her. He was just glad she was not spiteful for all things she'd seen. He couldn't bear for that to happen to such a young, pure girl.
He didn't realize as his mouth was lowered above hers. She was staring at him with those innocent eyes that he couldn't help but to smirk at her.
Buffy decided not to discuss that part to him. She just wanted something to make her forget what happened today. Anything to get rid of the memories of Spike draining her. Buffy stared up at him with pleading eyes as she leaned closer so her face was close to his.
"I really thought I would never see you or anybody else again." She said with tears in her eyes. "I can't lose you Angel."
Angel reassured her and cupped her hand with his. "I'm not going anywhere Buffy."
She just kissed him and he returned the kiss just as much. "Just make me forget Angel."
Angel let out a breath realizing what she was saying to him. His mind was racing of all the times he dreamt about making love to her. All the times he wished she was in his bed when he woke up the next day. God he wanted that so bad just to take all the pain away from her, but he couldn't. She was still so young and couldn't help but to think he might hurt her in the process. Yes, she was the slayer, but still he didn't want to risk letting his demon out.
He stared back at her as her lips came crashing to his again. He knew he had to stop this but everything about her was sending over the edge, making him unable to stop his actions. Their tongues explored each other's mouth. Tongue against tongue, mouth against tongue. It felt like it lasted for minutes as the kiss continued. He could smell her arousal, it was intoxicating, and it was pushing him over the edge as his eyes roamed that delicate vein on her neck.
Finally, he broke away releasing his lips from her. Her faced was flushed and her lips were bruised. He stared at her with loving eyes trying to think of anything but laying her down and calming her as his.
Buffy stared at him knowing he was brooding if this was the right decision or not. She was damned to let him tell her now because she knew that was what he was going to do. "Angel please?" she begged as she gently grabbed his chin forcing him to stare at her.
Angel took her hand and held it knowing it was going to be hard for him to say no, so he did the only thing he could do and pulled her forward and kissed her again. He knew what she wanted, but he was not ready to take her virginity away from her. He was still too afraid of hurting her so the only other option was to pleasure her in a way that he had years of experience in. His own pleasure could wait for now.
Angel pulls her closer forcing her to sit on his lap as one hand holds her back the other caressing her perfect breast under her bra. He rolled the nipple around between his thumb and forefinger, as he can see her eyes go wide as a moan escapes her mouth.
She gasped as she suddenly could feel of his hardness on her thigh, it made her body feel reactions that she never knew she had. Other than that she still couldn't believe that this 240 year old vampire found her attractive.
He placed his hand on her thigh as he caressed it reaching higher until he hit his goal. Buffy could only moan his name as she throws her head back in passion. She could only stare at him as he touches and fondles the delicate skin under her shirt. She could only express her face expression as he leans closer to her. "Do you want more?"
Buffy nods as she places her hand on his shirt and unbuttons it. Angel gasped as her warm hand touched his bare chest. Every touched seemed to send him on fire, and he didn't know he could actually finish this if her hands were all over him. Angel moved his hand away from her breast and gently tugged her shorts down over her hips. Buffy blushed and grabbed his hand. "Angel I…….Don't know...."
Buffy I won't hurt you, I promise. I'm only going to give you something that you're like. Angel said.
Oh………I
He cupped her chin and smiled at her. "You have nothing to be embarrassed about Buffy. You're the most beautifully women I have ever seen"
Buffy could only smile as he gently moved her shorts below her hips. She kicked the rest off as well as her underwear. Her legs were crossed and she wasn't sure if she was comfortable to do this.
Angel smiled and took off his shirt leaving him bare chest as he smiled back at Buffy. "So does that make you feel better?" Angel said smiling as he seen her pout.
"Is it supposed to make me feel better that you have your shirt off, and I don't have my shorts." She snickered.
Angel smirked and pulled her forward while placing small kisses on her cheek and then down her shoulder. "Well it should", he smiled and laid her down on the bed.
The next thing she knew Angel was below her. One leg wrapped around shoulder as his mouth was on her clitoris. She almost bucked off the bed at the feel of his mouth on her. It was the most exotic sensation she ever experienced.
"An….gel…"she screamed. Buffy almost lurched off the bed at the pleasure as his mouth latched on. Her body heaved unbelievable as she had another intense orgasm that was rippling through her body. She screamed once again as she felt his mouth released her. He made his way up to her thigh placing small kisses up her body.
She was still heaving as she opens up her eyes to look up at Angel. "What did you do to me?" She replied between breaths.
Angel smiled. "Just pleasuring you love", he replied sliding a finger into her. "Do you like it?"
She buckled off the bed almost as his fingers increased in speed. she could only moan as the sensation began to consume her as he then nibbled on her neck. "Yesss" Buffy screamed in ecstasy as she thrashed on the bed. Angel withdrew his fingers from her, and used both hands to pin her hips to the bed. He smiled as he drank in the erotic movements of her trashing on the bed from the orgasm he gave her. She looked beautiful as her blond hair was tossed on the pillow. Her tan legs spread on either side of her while she moaned his name. It was starting to get him hard just to look at her and the more to take her right now.
Buffy opened her eyes as she came over her first or was that her second orgasm. She didn't know and at this moment she didn't care. She has been dreaming from for this moment, and so far it was more than just perfect. It was great. She gently caressed his smooth chest as he placed small kisses along her chin to her throat. "Are you feeling tired yet?" He asked between kisses.
Buffy smiled. "Maybe but that doesn't make me want to continue are session."
Angel smirked as he placed a small kiss to her throat as his demon started to emerge. He couldn't stop it. He slipped into game face and quickly moved his head away from her. He did not want to have her see him like this.
"What's wrong?" Buffy grabbed her blanket and covered her body as she turned to look at Angel, that was hiding his face from her. "Angel"
He moved off the bed and started towards the bathroom but a hand pulled him back.
"Don't, you shouldn't have to see me like this." Angel said.
Buffy turned towards him anyway holding the blanket with one hand around her. She stared at him as she noticed he must be hiding his demon. She stared at him as she cupped his chin forcing him to stare at her. She had seen his face once but now looking at his demon. He was still very handsome in every way. His eyes were golden yellow. His teeth are sharp and his muscled chest showed making all the more to just jump him there. She was still very attracted to him and knowing how shy he was about this, she decided to show him how much she still loved him.
The next thing Angel knew was Buffy lips crashed to his. Her tongue slicked in his as he had to make sure, he didn't cut her with his fangs. He released her staring at her flushed faced.
"Your demon doesn't scare me Angel. Staring at you right now I didn't even notice."
She moves closer to kiss him. He responds, and they kiss gently. The kiss becomes more passionate as she reaches her hand behind his neck to draw him closer. He draws back and returns to his human features. "I love you"
Buffy smiles brightly and kisses him again. "I love you too."
They both cuddled back on the bed as sleep takes over Buffy. Angel just smiled wandering for the first time in his life if this is what love really was.
And then for the first time he felt like everything was going to be ok, but that didn't stop him from worrying about what Spike was planning next. Because he knew it wouldn't be long until he seen him again.
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Next day at school.
Buffy looks to her right as Willow pokes her on the arm. Buffy quickly wakes up and stares up at her. "Oh I guess I dosed off. I didn't moan Angel's name again, did I?"
Willow giggled. "No, I guess you didn't have much sleep." Willow smirked wanting some details of how it was with Angel last night.
Hay don't give me that glare. "We behaved are self. Well, I…..tried but…. He just wanted to fool around.
Willow's eyes went wide. "Really, so you guys went past the first step."
"There's a step? Well, if you call fooling around a step, ok."
"Come on details. How was it?"
Buffy smirked. "Very…..erotic and pleasurable. No need to go in details"
"Really?" Willow replied.
"Come on haven't you and Xander gone past the …..First step." Buffy asked.
"No but we kissed a couple of times. But that's it. We haven't even told are parents yet." Willow asked worried.
Buffy smiled. "Well you have it far better than me Will. At least you don't have you tell your mother you're dating a 241 year old vampire."
"Ah ya that would be kind to hard to say. Are you planning on telling your mother? Willow asked and glad she wasn't in that situation. She smiles as she sees's Xander came by.
"Not now, maybe when I'm eighteen" she smirked hoping she as least could keep it a secret that long.
"Hay what's up to ladies?"Xander sits down by Willow and glares at Buffy curiously. "So how are things with dead boy?" Oh and have you gotten any new memories lately like the part where he is straggling me and the part, he uses me as bait. Xander complained.
Buffy rolls her eyes and stares at him. "Well, if you didn't aggravate him so much he wouldn't do that Xander, and yes I remember him using you as bait. He won't do it again."
"Really are you sure about that." Xander said.
Willow's stares at him and decides to change the subject before he makes Buffy angry. "Tomorrow is Halloween and I guess you guys already seen the bulletin board with our names on it."
Ya, I can't believe Mr. Snyder pick us to baby sit some kids for Halloween. We have to get dressed up and the whole deal? Xander replied not amused.
"Snyder said costumes were mandatory." Willow said slightly amused by the ideal.
"Great, I was gonna stay in and veg. The one night a year things are supposed to be quiet for me." Buffy said.
"Halloween quiet? Oh, I figured it'd be a big old vamp scare-apalooza." Xander said.
"Not according to Giles. He swears that tomorrow night is, like, dead for the undead." Buffy says
"Those wacky vampires! That's why I love 'em! They just keep you guessing!" Xander replied as he has seen Giles coming out of his office.
Giles walks over and sees Buffy. "How are you doing today Buffy, are you feeling ok?"
"Ya like my normal self Giles and I'm sorry about yesterday." Buffy said as she was still feeling bad about that.
"No need Buffy. It wasn't your fault. I was just glad you were ok."
"Ya were just glad you're not all grr." Xander joked.
Buffy smiled and stared at Giles that had glare in his eyes.
"And training we go"
Willow and Xander could only smile as they were glad they didn't have to train.
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Sorry it took so long; the next chapter will be a remake of the Halloween episode. If you have any ideals please do share.
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