Title; Forbidden Love; Ch 16 Surprise part 2

Author; DreamInfinity0

Rating; R, language some sexual content.

Characters; Buffy/Angelus, Willow/Xander, Giles/Jenny, Cordelia, Spike/Dru

Disclaimer; All characters belongs to Joss Whedon

Author Note; Spoilers for So 2: innocence, surprise. (Sorry it took so long. I had writers block and was trying to figure away to change the story around from the show.) Hope everyone likes it. Story has been beta

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You didn't have to fall

I didn't need your tears

I didn't want your pity

Just any feeling at all would have been sufficient

Angel smiled as he watched her lay naked in his bed. She so looked perfect. Her blonde hair was tussled, her eyes closed in peace, her chest moving up and down from that perfect beating heart of hers.

He didn't know why he was going over every detail about her because all he really wanted to do was take her in his arms and dive in that sweet throat of hers. However, for some reason since stupid soul boy mated with the slayer he feels like he can't. That he didn't want to, and that he would be hurting a part of himself if he hurt her. He didn't know what the hell was wrong with him, but he knew he was not like these two hundred years ago. He never even felt that way with his Sire "Darla."He was a demon, he didn't feel love. Now he didn't know what to think. He shook his head knowing he was surely in a screwed up situation.

And speaking of his Sire he was glad for one thing that he did kill his stupid sire. The dumb bitch sure ruined his title over the years. Furthermore, if he never killed that gypsy long ago none of this would happen.

Knowing that fact he remembers the moment Angel lost his soul. He was pissed to say the least. He was the scourge of Europe not some loves bitch. She made him feel infatuated, lusted and feel things for her that he never felt with anyone else.

He sighed and wondered what he should do first. He had four hours before the sun came up. The first thing he wanted to do was go find Spike; maybe beat the shit out of him for taking his ring. But he had his mind on that little innocent slayer that lay in his bed. He had big plans for her.

His eyes were suddenly roaming her again as she was apparently still tossing maybe having a dream about something. She moved to the side, which moved the sheet exposing one of her creamy breasts. He licked his lips wandering once again why he was staring at her instead of not killing her.

He groaned wondering why fate was screwing up his life. He had everything perfect two hundred years ago. Now he was lusting after a damn slayer. He quietly walked over to the bed and sat down. He cupped her breast in his hands as he then lay on his side placing soft, gentle kisses across her face, then to her neck and chest.

Buffy awoke as she felt someone kissing her neck. She smiled knowing who it was and turned towards him. She slowly opens up her eyes. "Angel?"

"Hello baby. Were you dreaming about me?" He smirked as he dipped his head to her neck and softly kissed it trying hard not to sink his teeth in.

She gave him a smile. "Maybe." She cupped the back of his head and pulled him forward. She kissed him as she felt a sudden tingeing in the pit of her stomach wondering why she felt odd. She felt like she lost someone, and that she lost something that was a part of her. She couldn't place what the feeling was, it was just an odd sensation that she felt for a long time. Now it was just nothing, it felt like she was………. ordinary. Something was surely different she just couldn't figure out what it was.

Buffy moaned as she suddenly felt Angel's mouth on her breast. She pulled him forward making him suck harder. 'Oh god….Angel….feels so good."

Angelus smirked as he enjoyed the feel of her warm flesh in his mouth. He wonders if this was the reason he was beginning to get intoxicated by her. Was it her blood or her beauty or was it just the sex? He released his mouth and slowly licked and teased her hard pulp nipple sending her screaming out his name. He then slowly vamped out as he could hear her blood pumping widely in her. It was sending him on over drive as she was still lost in the passion. He smirked and decided to just get a taste of her as he pulled her forward and bit her right above her breast.

Buffy's eyes went open from the moment his fangs touched her skin. She screamed as the pain and pleasure were filling her. She moaned for a few minutes until he let her go. When she catches her breath, she gently opened her eyes to see his face had changed to his human feature.

"Angel, what are you doing," Buffy drew in a quick breath and stared at him. Her heart was beating faster as she suddenly felt fear go thought her. She usually would never feel this way with Angel, but now it was different. Now she felt frightened and scared. Buffy finally moved away and gave him a dirty look. "That hurt, why the hell you did that?" She replied covering up her chest.

Angelus snickered and gently touched her face, but she jerked away from him. "You have a lot to learn about vampires sweet cheeks. We love blood and sex; it's what we live for."

Buffy frowned wondering when Angel got so blunt….Usually he was shy. "Well, not so long ago you were shy on talking about the subject, and you hate showing me your demon."

He didn't answer her, he only snickered again. And she swore she has seen his eyes turn darker. Was there something wrong with him? "Angel what's wrong you seem…..different.". She asked.

"Nothing's wrong Buff." He smirked pulling her forward smelling her sweet scent of perfume on her neck. "I've been thinking Buffy. I've been thinking about the future, about us, spending eternally together. What do you think about that?"

Buffy moved away and stared at him still confused by what he did and now his sudden off the wall question. "Eternally?" she repeated.

"Yes Buff. As in you beside me forever as my wife forever until death?" He asked.

Buffy was confused once again why he was asking her this question. "It's impossible for me to be with you for eternally, I'm a slayer you're a vampire. I don't have that luxury even thought I would love to stay in your arms forever."

"I was hoping you said that." Angelus smiled as he practically rolled her over and pinned her to the bed. "Angel" Buffy panicked as she has seen his face changed once again.

Angelus smiled and cupped her cheek. "Don't worry lover. You will soon join me in a new world. In a world where you can do anything you want, after all this is what you want." He smiled and then sank his teeth in her neck.

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Giles was asleep when he suddenly heard someone creep up the stairs. It startled him as he quickly sat up and grabbed the small dagger that laid across his bedroom stand. He knew he never gave anyone his house key so whoever it was probably breaking in. Maybe it was an intruder someone trying to rob him. He didn't know. He slowly walked behind the door and held the dagger in one hand as he waited to catch the intruder.

He could tell whoever it was light weight and slowly creeping up the steps trying not to make any sound. He heard the door crept open.

It was dark and the only light was from the moon coming out of his window. He watched as the door opened as a slender form stepped past the door and that's when he lunged. He gasped the intruder to turn them around when he tripped making them fall to the bed. Damn bloody carpet. He thought. He was going to get that fixed.

He slowly opened his eyes and quickly moved away embarrassed to find who he was staring at. "Oh dear I'm so sorry Jenny, I didn't hurt you did I? He stared down at her as her hair was tussled. God she looked beautiful he thought.

He quickly moved off of the bed as he dropped the dagger on the stand as he helped her up.

"Is this how you greet your female guest Giles?" She joked then she looked at the dagger and cross. "Did you think I was a vampire? You should know vampires can't come in, unless invited."

Giles stared at her as he was about to stutter to form a reasonable answer when he realized why she was creeping at his house at night. "Well, I would say the same for you. Do you creep in strangers homes at night?" Giles asked. "Wait, how do you know about Vampires?" He asked curiously.

Ms. Calendar smiled. "Ah I know a lot about them." I'm sorry to wake you; I had to tell you something that is very urgent and that current wait."

Giles smiled at her wishing she could tell him later. He was still tired from work but that didn't mean he wasn't happy to see her. "Ah ok what couldn't wait until morning." he yawned.

Ms. Calendar stared at him and could tell he was going to be mad at her. She lied to him about who she really was. She even started to like him until her uncle came to town and told her what will happen.

"I came here to tell you that I'm not who you think I am. I am Janna of the Kalderash gypsy clan, which had cursed Angel with his soul, years ago. And I'm afraid he is going to lose his soul once again."

"Whh…What?" Giles asked shocked.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I wasn't allowed to tell anyone, but I had too with the information I just found out."

Giles was too stunned for words. He knew her for a couple of months now. It's not like they dated, but still he felt like there was something there and now to know this. He didn't know what to think. "What did you found out?" He asked.

"That your slayer is in danger?"

Giles's eyes went wide wondering if anything was sacred anymore. How did she know about Buffy or slayers and vampires?

"I know what you're thinking Giles. I'm not lying…I would never lie about something like this. I was sent here to help you and to keep an eye on Angel. We must hurry and find Buffy before it's too late." Jenny said.

Giles didn't say anything for a moment until he realized what she said. His slayer was in trouble. Buffy was in trouble. "How much time do we have?" He asked as he grabbed some clothes from the closest.

Jenny looked at him. "I don't know."

Giles looked up at her with worry. "Then we'd better hurry."

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"Angel no……."

"He released his fangs annoyed by the slayer squirming underneath him. 'Why not Buff? You don't want to admit that you hate being normal, hate being slayer. Just let me give you this life, this life that we can have together."

Buffy stared at him in shock. Was he really trying to do this to her? Was he trying to change her into a vampire and soulless demon? She freaked and started to push him away. "No"

Angelus grinned and gently pushed her neck to the side baring his fangs. "Buff your making this harder if you don't corporate." He sneered.

"No, I don't want to be a vampire and some soulless creature." Buffy sobbed.

Angelus smiled loving the tears pouring off her face. "But being soulless means freedom Buff. You have no fear, no morals, and no soul. It's better this way." She shook her head but Angelus pulled her forward his fangs sinking in her neck again.

Once again, Buffy tired and tired of push him away, but her limps were getting weak and her strength was not what it used to be. She was lost and in a confused battle as he was slowly draining her life away. She then looked when she noticed he released his fangs from her neck. She looked up to see Angel bite his wrist and force his bleeding wrist to her mouth. She closed it, shaking her head trying anything to stop him from turning her. Angelus snickered. "Buff It will be better this way." He replied gently taking her jaw and forcing her mouth open as some spilled in. Buffy coughed as some went down her throat. The next thing she felt was her body wanting more. She froze startled to feel this pull pulling her forward. She was about to force his wrist to her mouth when Angel was suddenly thrown off of her by some unknown force.

Buffy quickly grabs the blanket as she seen Jenny and Giles come into the room. She wiped the blood away from her neck as her eyes started to get blurry. She looked at Giles realizing he had a stake and a cross.

"G...Giles, Jenny, what are you doing here?"

Angelus slowly got up off the floor quite pissed. He looked up to see Buffy's watcher and the woman that was near him. He could smell power coming off of her and wondered who she was. He grinned as her face knowing she was slightly familiar than he got a whiff of her scent knowing she was a Gypsy. Angelus growled. "Damn I thought you were the last of your kind. Guess I was wrong gypsy."

Jenny stared at him well ignoring him actually. She was still reading the spell from the book to place a protection on Buffy.

Buffy glanced at Giles, who had a cross and a couple of stakes. Jenny had a stake and she was saying some weird language. Buffy panicked wandering if they were trying to kill him. She knew something was wrong, but it's not like he was evil right. "Giles don't."

Giles looked at Buffy and walked to her. She looked awful and very pale. He looked back at Angel wondering how could he do this to the girl he loved. It was hard for him to believe what Jenny told him until he walked in order to see Angel draining Buffy. At that very moment, all he wanted to do was kill the bastard right then but Jenny told him there might be a way to get his soul back. Giles knelt by the bed and stared at his slayer as he noticed she was losing conscious fast. "Buffy we need to get you to a hospital now." He said worried.

"Nnoo."Buffy shook her head and scrambled to the side of the bed to get her clothes.

Giles shook his head knowing she was going to be hardheaded about this. He just wished she would do, what was right? Giles looked over to see Angelus stalking towards Jenny.

Buffy quickly placed her clothes on under the sheets, and then she tried to stand to look at Angel, who was growling at Jenny. "Angel stop this. This is not you."

Jenny stared at Buffy when she was finished with the protection spell. She knew she would be heart broken by this and the fact she couldn't help to feel bad for the young girl. She was only seventeen and had fallen in love with a vampire. Life really had a way of screwing over young people life, she thought. "Buffy he's not Angel anymore. Your Angelus..Right?" Jenny said staring at him.

Angelus growled and paced in front of her wishing he could rip her throat out for not finishing this perfect moment of turning Buffy. He wanted her all to himself but now once again another gypsy stopped him from his plans. Damn her. He stared at Buffy and then at Jenny. "You're right I am Angelus, at last."

Buffy didn't know what to think. She couldn't believe what she was hearing. "Angel, there must be some part of you inside that still remembers who you are." Buffy pleaded, hoping this was just a very bad dream.

Angelus snickers. "Dream on, schoolgirl. Your boyfriend is dead but I could send your soul to him." He smiled. "Well not after I drained you and turned you."

Buffy was holding the tears in as she stared at him. She couldn't believe he was saying this to her, and it was her birthday. She had to practically turn away to hide the tears forming in her eyes.

"Ah poor Buffy, the innocent slayer finally realizing what the real world is really about." Angelus snickered. "Now there is no reason to cry Buff. I still want you as my mate…….. After all we all bonded together." He smirked.

Giles was surprised hearing this. That his slayer was bonded with Angelus, the scourge of Europe. What the hell was he talking about? He looked at Buffy hoping she did not bond with him. There were consequences that he heard of a slayer doing that with a vampire. He would have to have a major talk with her after all of this.

"Move and leave demon." Giles shouted. "Leave now."

Angelus only chucked more. "I don't think so Rupert. This is my house you know."

"Buffy was so upset, she needed to leave, any place but here. She quickly moved toward the door when she suddenly fainted. Giles quickly caught her and picked her up in his arms.

Angelus growled at him as he tried to reach for her but was thrown on his back from the spell again. He sat up angered and stared at Jenny and Giles that had Buffy in his arms.

"This will not be the last of me. I will take what's mine." Angelus growled furiously.

Jenny only grinned as she opened the door for Giles. "You will not hurt her or touch her ever again." Jenny replied.

Angelus only sneered as he stared at her. "So you say that for now, until one night when your all alone I'll be there waiting to snap your neck like I did to your ancestor.

Jenny glared at him again but this time with anger. "Only this time It's in the modern world and believe me your have to do a lot more than smile at me to get me to go anywhere with you. And if you don't watch it, I might have to find that soul of yours and stick it where it belongs. She smiled and turned to Giles.

"Jenny we must leave." Giles said pulling her along.

Angelus growled as the door shut on him. He was pissed and not just from the fact they took his mate. That damn gypsy was the one that really pissed him off, she threatened him and told him she would shove his soul back in him. That bitch, he thought. No one threatens Angelus. If he ever got his hands on her, he would slowly kill her in the most painful way.

He slowly made his way to the bed and picked up his shirt…well more like Angel's clothes. He hated what he wears. He had to make sure to stop at a store and get some leather pants and a blood red shirt. That was always his favorite and besides the fact he had to go and find that ring of his that Spike took. He surely would need that in a couple of hours.

He grinned as his mind went back to Buffy. He just knew he wanted her to be by his side forever. And that she would be his dark queen for eternally. He didn't care what the consequences were he just knew his old family would be reunited with a new one, and that he would rain on darkness on Sunnydale and rule for eternally.

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Buffy wakes up and stirs in her bed. She looks around and notices she's not at home she's in a hospital. Oh god I hate hospitals I need to leave, she replied. She takes a deep breath as she wakes up and notices she doesn't have any pains and aches like she did have. She took the tube out of her hand and quickly got a bandage to stop the bleeding.

She sighed and got out of bed noticing she was just in a night grown. She then looked over to see a pair of pants and shirt lying neatly on the chair beside the bed. She Smiled and went over and picked them up. She quickly looked over the door and then slid the pants on. She then took the grown off and then placed her top on. She walked over to the door and before she was suddenly greeted by a female doctor.

Buffy frowns. "Ah..Hi"

"Now where do you think you're going Ms. Summer?" Dr. Wilkinson says.

"Ah out for….Some caffeine. You know to keep my daily strength up." She grinned.

"Ms. Summers you could have died last night and to see you up and walking around is a miracle. However, I still want you to stay here. We have to make sure that you stay better."

"But I feel better and…. Before she could finish, there was a knock on the door."

"May we come in?" A familiar voice spoke.

"Please!" Dr. Wilkinson said. "Maybe you can keep our patient from bolting. Please try to Rest! Hmm?" The doctor left as Giles, jenny, Xander, Willow and Joyce came in.

Buffy was surprised as she has seen her mom come in. She hoped that the mark on her neck wasn't noticeable.

"Buffy I was so worried. Giles said you were attacked by some animal." Joyce said gently hugging her daughter.

Buffy looked sternly at Giles knowing he called Joyce. Damn it she was going to have to think of an excuse fast of how she got attacked. She couldn't be possible tell her the truth that her boyfriend was the one who did this. Just the very thought of her thinking about what happened made her want to curl up and cry, but she didn't. She could handle or more so she would figure out something.

Joyce lets her go and stared at her as she could tell she was sad about something.

"Flowers for the birthday lady." Xander said holding a couple of red flowers.

Buffy looks up and smiles at her friends. She takes the flowers. "Oh that's right my birthday…..thanks Xander……it's been ah"

Joyce stared at her again and noticed the sad face. "Buffy I know this must be a terrible day for you, but I promise it will be better, ok honey."

Buffy gave her a fake smile and sat down on the hospital bed.

"Don't frown Buffy. I promise to bring you a big cake and a full room of balloons when you leave here. Maybe if you stick 'em in water, maybe they'll grow." Xander joked.

Willow grinned and walked over nervously. "Not to be outdone...but" she sets Buffy's books on her stand.

"ah….Homework!" Buffy frowns.

"It's my way of saying, 'get well soon….and I did all your assignments. All you have to do is sign your name."

Buffy smiles. "Chocolate means *nothing* to me. Thanks Willow."

Joyce smiles as Willow noticed. "I …I don't do that all the time only on special occasions." She smiled sheepishly.

Joyce smiled and looked over at Buffy. "Mom I want to leave please"…..

Joyce smiled and kissed her cheek. 'Fine I'll see what the doctor says, and I'll sign the papers if they're fine with that. I'll be right back."

Buffy waited until Joyce left. Then she looked at Giles. "Giles we got a major problem."

Jenny stared at her and felt tensed at what happened that night. They could be all slaughtered without a slayer. Especially with Angelus roaming around, no one could be safe.

"What problem?" Giles spoke.

"Well besides the fact Angel is evil…. He tried to….Turn me. And Spike has the ring of Amara."

"Wha…what. Angel's gone evil." Willow said surprised.

"Are you sure?" Xander said surprised.

Buffy looked at them. "Ah well there is the part of him being weird and the part where he bites me and tries to turn me. Ah I think that is a defiant yes."

"What are we gonna do?" Willow said panicking.

"I'm leaning towards blind panic myself." Giles murmured.

Jenny rubbed his shoulders. "Rupert, don't talk like that. The kids."

Xander stared at them and snickered."I guessed that talk with Ms. Calendar worked." Xander whispered to Willow.

"I'm sorry. It's just that things are bad enough with Spike and Dru and now Angel crossing over. I-I-I wasn't prepared for that." Giles said.

"None of us were, but hopefully I can do some research and find a way to get his soul." Jenny said. "Which is possible?"

"You can do that." Buffy said. It then suddenly dawned on her wandering how Giles knew where to find her. "How did you know I was at Angel's?"

"Oh actually um." he looked at Willow then at Jenny. "I had some help from Jenny and Willow."

Buffy looked at Willow. "Well, for this once I'm glad you did tell Giles where I was at. I could have been"…..

"Gobbling for apples?" Xander joked

Buffy rolled her eyes and stared at Giles and Jenny. "So how did you do that protection spell? That was some good mojo?"

Giles smiled and looked at Jenny? "It was all Jenny; she knew what was going to happen and helped. She knows some magic."

"Oh cool." Buffy said.

Willow gets excited. "Oh could you teach me. I really want to learn."

Jenny smiled. "Um maybe…. It can be quite dangers."

Willow frowned.

The next couple minutes, Jenny explained who she really was. That she was a member of the Kalderash clan. That her people were the ones that cursed Angel with a soul in 1898. They also added a clause that stated if Angel had one moment of perfect happiness, he would lose his soul. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I was prohibited to tell because of my people. They wanted me to just watch him."

"Well, that's absurd." Xander erupted. "Why include the clause and not tell them about it?"

"Well at least we have an explanation now," Willow pointed out.

Buffy stares at her in surprise. She didn't know if she was mad or pissed that she kept this from her for two weeks now. However, she was quite happy that she had a way to get Angel's soul back.

"You knew all this time." Buffy said. "So you just spied on us and used us to"…

"No." Jenny stopped her. "Believe me, I wanted to tell you. I really wanted to but I had a job to keep it a secret just as you have your slayer job."

"Then what changed your mind?" Buffy said angered.

"Because my uncle told me something bad was going to happen today. He told me about the clause, and I knew you and Angel were going together so"….

"You presumed today he was going to turn evil and"…Buffy couldn't even get the words in. Her emotions were staring to get to her. She looks down sadly.

Willow notices and goes up to go to her. "Are you okay?"

Buffy shakes her head 'no'. "I should have' known. When I saw him at the mansion and the dreams and nightmares I kept having."

"Nightmares, dreams?" Giles asked. "What were they about?"

"Of him turning me into…."

"Buffy, it's not your fault." Jenny said. "Something must have triggered the clause." She said knowing well enough what it was. She could remember when they burst into the room. Buffy lying under Angel with no clothes on. She had a pretty good idea, but she was keeping her mouth shut since it was no one else's business.

"Wait a minute." Xander replied suddenly realizing what the clause met. "If Angel lost his soul last night then that means he had gotten a moment of perfect happiness. Do I want to know what caused the perfect happiness? Xander glared at Buffy."

Buffy frowned realizing Xander's question and then it dawned on her what did happen last night and what broke the clause. She bites her lip realizing this was her fault. That sleeping with Angel made him turn evil. She quickly stood up as the tears started forming on her face.

"Xander, shut up." Willow hit him in the arm realizing the answer to what happened.

"Ow, sorry."

Giles stopped Buffy going towards the door. "Buffy, it's not your fault."

"Yes it is. "She cried.

Giles couldn't believe what he was hearing, she was caused of it. However, it wasn't her fault it was just…he wished at times when he first met Angel, he would have saved her from this heart break. It was killing him to see her like this. He opened his arms as Giles hugged her. "It's going to be all right Buffy. I will find a way to make things better."

He sighed as he stared at Jenny wishing for moment she would have told him sooner. It makes him wonder if he should trust her now. He smiled down realizing how much Buffy met to him. She was like a daughter to him that he never had and knowing that he would certainly help her in any way he can.

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Spike comes back from his hunting as it was starting to get daylight, which was a plus because he was excited to try that new ring of his. Spike leans over as he sees' Dru starting to wake up, He leans over and kisses Dru on her cheek.

He sees' Dru looking at the ceiling laughing. "Did you see something Dru?" Spike asked wondering if she seen the future."

"Everything changing Spike, our family will be reunited once again." She laughed again.

"What do you mean pet?"

Dru laughed again and sat up to stare at Spike. "Daddy's coming and……. He's bad." She giggled.

Spike stared at her wondering if it was one of her moments when she's not all there. He had blamed his stupid sire for driving her nuts. The thought just makes him want to go find him and kill him.

"Dru I don't think our sire is coming back, unless you mean that stupid pansy that likes to be the hero."

"Spiky Spiky….don't you realize as long as there is injustice in the world, as long as scum.... like you is walking... I'll be around?" Angelus steps out of the shadow and glares at him. He then steps up to Spike who was getting up and walking towards him with a stake. Angelus just laughs wickedly. "I really hope you don't even try something like that Spiky. I would think you would learn your lesson from last time when you had a stake. It makes me remember all the times I had to punish you for your arrogance."

Dru laughs and walks over to Angel. "Daddy you've come home."

"Dru he's not Angelus" Spike sneered wandering what type of game he was playing. Spike glanced at Dru who was dancing and then looked back at Angelus that suddenly had grabbed him by the neck. "I think you need to show some respect boy and some recognizing when your sire is around?"

"You are not my sire you big pouf." Angelus eyes glared yellow, and he pummeled him sending him two feet in the air.

Spike leaned up wishing he didn't' say that because he could tell now he was Angelus. His eyes were golden and darker, nothing like Angel. He growled more knowing if didn't do something quick he would be in for a lot of pain for calling him a pouf. "If you call me a pouf again I'm going to use one of your ribs to beat you with."

"Bloody hell you really are back. No more of this 'I've got a soul' crap?" Spike quickly stood up before his sire moved towards him.

"I was going through a phrase and besides, I came here to see you two of course and to get something that you took from me." Angelus glared at him and grabbed his hand.

"Hay." Spike glared at him angrily. "You know you could just bloody ask?"

"Ya right Spiky, we all know how you get when I try to get my stuff back from you. It leads to one of us being painfully tied to a chair. Do you remember?" Angelus asked.

Spike rolled his eyes and stared at him, as Angelus took the ring off his finger. "It means you don't like to share either." He murmured.

Spike looked over to see Dru spinning around the table. "Everything in my head is singing Spike! We're family again. We can hunt………..and play." She growled as she placed her nails on his cheek, scratched him and licked the blood away.

Angelus snickered at Spike. "Ya I remember a time you didn't like me having Dru, until we both had to teach you a lesson. Don't you remember Dru?"

Dru snickered and cupped Spike's chin. "Yes and what fun we had." She giggled.

Spike sneered. "Well it's not the 18th century darling. Thank goodness and besides I like it a lot better the way things are now." Spike grinned and pulled Dru to him wandering if Angelus was going to piss him off by taken Dru away from him again. He still remembers the day he caught Dru and his sire shagging. He was so pissed he wanted to kill him but of course the bloody bastard tied him to a chair while he made him watch Dru and him shag. That was the most depressing moment of his life.

Angelus grinned and agreed for once. He did like it very much in this century because of a certain blonde.

"So are you going to tell us how it happened? It must have been something tragic to lose your soul." Spike asked.

"Oh let's just say the slayer and the soul kind of got frisky together. In the process lost the soul." Angelus laughs.

"You're telling me that you lost your soul by shagging the slayer." Spike laughs. "Maybe I'll find this slayer and give her a test ride. Maybe she'll get rid of this"…..

Angelus growled and stopped him by grabbing his throat. "You will not touch the slayer Spiky. I'm the only one that will be touching her so don't get any bright ideals, unless you want your balls cut off." He throws him on the ground.

Hay I bloody didn't mean I was going to shag her, you idiot, I just met she should suffer for killing our kind any way possible. He glanced at Dru as she had that jealousy look in her eyes. "I would never cheat on you Dru." Dru growled and stared at Angel.

"Well spiky you don't have to worry about that. I'll be taken care of the slayer in good time."

"Really and what do you plan to do all mighty one."

Angelus growled and slapped him on the head. "You just worry about you and let me worry about the slayer. I have very big plans for her."

"Well, since you have that nifty ring. Why don't you go and pay a visit to her friends? Maybe we can make a full feast of her stupid friends and her bloody watcher too." Spike replied.

"Maybe but we got bigger problems Spiky. "We got a gypsy that needs to be taken care of first." Angelus said.

"A gypsy, like the ones you killed. Shouldn't really be that hard to snap her neck? Or do you need me to remind you how we kill." Spike joked.

Angelus slapped him on the head again. "Don't mock me boy."

"Ow would you bloody stop that." Spike glared rubbing his head. He moved away from Angelus and took a seat beside the table. Dru snickered and sat on Spike's lap.

"Well stop acting like a child. I have big plans for this family, and I don't want anything to mess it up." Angelus glared evilly at his chide.

Spike stared at him wondering if it was a good idea to even come to Sunnydale. He really didn't want to see Angelus this way because he knew there would be lots of pain in his plans. It usually did when they tried to take out a gyspy or a watcher. However, the thing that scared him was this Gypsy. He certainly didn't want to get in her way and have a soul stuck in him. He really didn't want to be like that stupid pouf. He liked being evil too much.

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Buffy goes to back to school the next day, although her mom wanted her to stay home and rest. She told her mom, she couldn't and wanted to hang out with her friends. Although the main reason was she wanted to get away. She was afraid Angel would find her. She couldn't bare to see his face not now.

After class Buffy went into the library to find the whole place decorated. She walked in a little faller as her friends popped up out of their hiding space. "Surprise"

Buffy smiled. Giles and the rest of the gang were there. There was a cake on the table that had happy birthday Buffy.

"Guys you didn't have to do this." She smiled.

"We wanted to." Willow said as she went to hug her. "We wanted this day to be perfect."

Xander walked beside her. "Ya we couldn't just forget about your birthday Buffy. It's special."

Jenny was there and gave her a brief smile. Buffy smirked back still not sure if she should trust her. Jenny walked towards her and gave her a small package which felt like a book.

"What's this?" Buffy asked.

"A gift to tell you how bad I felt for what I had to do."

Buffy opens it. It's a book that reads "Restoration of the soul."

"I hope it helps. My uncle had given it to me."

Buffy smiles. "Thank you."

Ms. Calendar smiles as the door opens to reveal Cordelia holding a small package.

The gang stares at her in surprise. Giles just glares happily that she came around.

"Ok I know I don't like you much but here." Cordelia hands her a gift.

"You're giving me a gift." Buffy looked up at her in surprise.

"Well you did save my life more than once so it's only fair." Cordelia said.

Buffy smirked and opened it. "It was a small bag of face and hair products."

"See now you can use this to better up yourself." She smiled. She turned to Giles. "Can I go now I have cheerleading practice?" She grumbled.

Giles nodded hoping Buffy didn't find out that he has gotten Cordelia to come here. And also he was hoping Mr. Snyder wouldn't interrupt. That was the last person Buffy needed to see.

Buffy looked around once more and stared at Giles knowing this was his doing, but she didn't say anything. She was just happy to be here. She placed the bag down Cordelia gave her.

She looked around as Xander turns on the small stereo. He starts to dance as Willow laughs at him. Buffy smiles feeling happy for once, she just hopes it stays this way.

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Falling down

Darkness surrounds me

I open my eyes

I bow my head and cry

Later that day when everybody was full and exhausted Buffy sat down to mope about Angel. Ms Calendar was helping Willow with the spells in the book while Xander was playing with a piece of paper. Giles was into his book so much that he didn't notice the small rolled up paper thrown at him.

Buffy smiled As Xander thrown another paper cracking him on the head.

Giles finally noticed and stared at Xander. "What's the matter Xander for you to disturb me in my reading?"

"I was trying to get your attention G man." Xander smirked when Giles frowned at the name. "I was wondering about Angel. I mean if he gets the ring from Spike shouldn't we be thinking about a plan if he oh happens to come here and kill us all." Xander said.

"Well, that is a good question Xander which is what I'm trying to find out. I can do a protection spell in a person home banning them but not in public places I'm afraid." Giles said.

"Great, maybe this is not a good idea to go to school anymore." Xander said.

"Well I can try that Spell I used earlier maybe banning them from coming in this school." Jenny said.

Giles agreed. "That could work."

Buffy and Willow look at him concerned still. Xander just frowns hoping he didn't have to meet dead boy especially him being all evil and all. He read a few things in the watchers diary about him and he certainly didn't want meet him.

Willow and Jenny start reading the books more when they came across something. "Oh this can't be right can it." Willow panicked.

"What?" Buffy and Giles said.

Jenny rereads it. "Oh dear I had no idea this was mentioned in the clause."

"Buffy was agitated now. "What? What does it say?"

"It states if Angel ever had a moment of pure happiness, he would lose this soul"….

"Yes we know that." Buffy states trying hard to forget it.

"I know but there's more. It says if the person he fell in love with was his enemy, they would suffer a same fate." Jenny placed the book down not knowing that part. "I never knew they placed another clause to his fate. I'm sorry Buffy."

Buffy stared at her not knowing what to say. "What does it mean I will suffer the same fate? I haven't lost my soul so ……"

Giles stared at Buffy as he suddenly noticed what it could be. "Buffy had you staked or fought any vampires since last night?" He asked.

Buffy stared at him. "No, Why?"

Giles didn't want to say it. He couldn't believe this could have happened; oh everyone's life would soon be in jeopardy if this was the case. They might all be dead if this was true. He was starting to panic.

Jenny stared at him as he was starting to scare her. She had a pretty good idea what it met but looking at Giles was making her get worried. He was paler than usual and didn't know what to say. Jenny stood up and walked over to him. "What's wrong Giles?"

Buffy was starting to get impatience when she suddenly heard something bump against the book shelves. It was laughter and her stomach tensed at the feeling and familiar sound in the library. She stood up and grabbed a stake.

"Buffy what is it?" Willow said. Xander was up besides her starting to get nervous. She turned to Giles, who was starting to get paler. "Giles what is it, Tell me?"

"Tsk, tsk, now I wouldn't do that now Ripper. I want to tell her that surprise." Angelus said stepping away from the book case up above.

Everyone scrambled for some weapons when they heard the voice. Willow had a pencil, Giles had a cross even know he was trying not to panic that his worst fears were coming true. Jenny was beside him trying to think of the best spell to make. Buffy had a stake, and Xander grabbed a crossbow but had no load in it.

Angelus smiled down as Spike and Dru came out of their hiding spots. "I was wondering how bloody long we would stay there. It was starting to get boring." Spike said.

Buffy's heart started to rise as she realized there were three very power vampires in the library with them. She was surely screwed. It would be a miracle if she could kill them all.

Angelus smiled down at the stairs and then leaped over the railing. He landed with grace and looked at his precious slayer. The fear was starting to intoxicate him. "I come in peace." He grinned.

"Buffy what are we going to do?" Willow whispered panicking.

"Great, this is all we need to ruin Buffy's day," Xander snapped. "Nice one dead boy."

Angelus growled at the name.

Giles was glaring daggers at Xander wishing he would shut his mouth. The boy would surely get them all killed.

Jenny was starting to do the spell when something was shot at her. She looked down to see an arrow sticking in her arm. Spike smiled holding the tranquillizer gun. "Oh I got a good aim"

Giles panicked and grabbed Jenny before she fell to the floor. "Jenny." Giles stared at him pissed. "What have you done?"

"Now don't get all pissy Giles. I had to keep that witch mouth shut. We don't want her ruining my plans again."

While Buffy was busy trying to find a way to beat Angelus, she didn't notice the three other vamps coming in.

Xander and Willow turned to try to stake them but Willow Pencil broke as the vamp pulled her near tying her hands. Xander hit the vamp with the crossbow, but it didn't affect him. He grabbed the boy and pushed him on the floor. The other vamp grabbed him tyed him in a chair. Giles had made his way almost to Xander when another vamp grabbed him and knocked him out cold.

Buffy was trying to go to them but Angelus had pulled her forward and wrapped his arms around her. Buffy struggled. Buffy stared at him angered. I want you to leave, or I'm going to take this……….She didn't get to finish as he took the stake and tossed it to the ground. He turned her around so he was staring at her face. "You're what Buffy, your stake me. I highly doubt that." Angelus pulled her forward and kissed her full on the lips leaving her breathless."

Buffy moved away and scowled at him. "Don't touch me."

Spike grinned and stared at the slayer wandering what he seen in that little blond. All he really wished was his sire would kill her already but nooo.. He was acting like a love sick puppy. It reminded him of..him and Dru. Bloody hell, he thought. He never thoguht he would see Angelus this way; it was kind of funny thro.

"Now don't be like that Buffy, I know you still love me after all you can't stop me. We are bonded together, remember." He looked at Giles who was slowly waking up knowing he didn't know this information. "It was the day you almost died that I had given you my blood. It's true you didn't want it at first but the taste for a human is intoxicating, and you can't but help to taste it. Isn't that right Buff?" He gently caressed her cheek.

Buffy flinched away as Giles and Xander were surprised by this information. She bowed her head embarrassed. She started to hate herself even more by letting herself fall for him.

"Don't shy away darling. It's nothing to be ashamed of." Angelus grinned. She squirmed again as he pulled her forward. He laughed pushing his thigh against her. He smirked. "You keep doing that Buff; I might have to take you here in from of your friends."

Buffy sneered. "You won't ever touch me again pig."

Angelus just laughed. "You can't win darling, not now since you mated with your enemy."

"What are you talking about?" Buffy asked.

"I'm talking about that you can't fight me because you are no longer the slayer." He smiled.

Buffy shook her head and stared at him in confusion. "No"

"Yes." he pulled her forward again and wraps his arms around her waist, holding her hands together." He turned to stare at Giles, who was staring at him. "Tell her Giles, tell her what you learned." Angelus spoke.

Giles stared at her and wondered how Angelus knew. He couldn't believe this was happening.

Buffy tried to do anything to push him away but nothing was working. It was like her powers were………..gone. Oh god, she started to panic at that moment. "Giles."

"I'm sorry Buffy; it's in Angel's clause… it makes since to what they took away from him and you..... If you never bonded with him then…….Maybe." Giles couldn't finish the word. He knew she was heartbroken and he didn't want to make it worse.

Buffy shook her head as the tears poured down. Angelus looked down at the helpless slayer in his arms. "There is no reason to cry Buffy, just give in and let me take care of you. Let me turn you to be my dark queen."

Buffy shook her head. "No" She couldn't believe this was happening. Life was not fair. Her friends were helpless to do anything. There was a time she wanted to normal anything but this, but now she wants it back. She was so used to fighting the forces of darkness every night since the past couple of years now, and she always won. She was their protector their hero. Now she was crying out for help for someone to safe her. How could life be so unfair?

Just before Angelus could sink his teeth in, the door from the library was thrown open as a dark hair woman with dark skin came in holding a stake. She runs towards Angelus and pushes him away from Buffy. Buffy quickly scrambles away staring at the girl.

Angelus blocked her attacked as Spike and Dru jumped down from the railing. Spike sniffed the air and frowned. "Please tell me my bloody scent is off." Spike hissed.

Angelus smirked and threw her against the wall. "your not wrong boy"

Kendra stood up with the help of Buffy. "Who are you?" Buffy asked. As everyone else in the room was just as curious as she was.

"I am Kendra! De Vampire Slayer!"

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I once again want to thank for all the review I've been getting from everyone. Thank you

I also want to add a little information about this chapter. "I really wished in this episode that Jenny had told the truth sooner and was more powerful in the magic's. Which is why I added to this chapter? I loved her character and I just had to add her in to help Buffy. Also I couldn't have Angelus all mean to Buffy. I hated when they did that to Buffy. Ok he is not the pleasant vampire in this chapter but it will be better. (Unless you like him being all evil and mean) and if you hadn't noticed Spike's been getting this mixed feeling for Buffy. Later in the chapter your see him trying to take Buffy to piss off his Angelus. But it's nothing more than hatred and revenge. Spike is not in love with Buffy. I don't know if I'll put that in or not.

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