Title; Forbidden Love; Ch 19
Author; DreamInfinity0
Rating; R language, sexual content
Characters; Buffy/Angelus, Willow/Xander, Giles, Spike/Dru
Disclaimer; All characters belongs to Joss Whedon
Authors Note: Spoilers for Go fish, and passion
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I'd erase what you say
Scramble words in the way
But you can't take away
Turn away
Run away
Willow and Buffy were sitting across from each other at the table in the library. Buffy was trying to study, but it was no use. Her mind was on one thing and that one thing was giving her very bad thoughts.
Willow stared at Buffy as she started frittering with her hair. She waved her hand to get her friend attention. "Ah Buffy?"
"Oh sorry must have doused off." Buffy slumbered.
"Buffy you need to study; you want to graduate don't you?" Willow said.
"I know Wills I'm trying, but it's hard with Mr. I don't have any soul and the fact my mom wants to have a mother daughter talk again. I'm so dreading that."
"What could be so bad with a talk?" Willow asked closing her math book.
"It's not just a talk it's going to be another talk." She looked at Willow trying to see if she got the point, and apparently she didn't. "You know the….talk."
"Oh….didn't you and your mom had that talk already." Willow said.
Buffy rolled her eyes remembering that incident when her mom caught Angel in her bed. "Ya but it seems my mom notices my grades are dropping and thinks he's the cause."
"And"…
"Well yes he is the cause, since he went all evil and all, but I can't tell my mom that. What am I going to tell her Wills?" Buffy asked.
"Well you could tell her you two split up, and you're having a hard time accepting it." Willow said. "Or you could try dating again."
"Dating, I don't know about that"…..she sighed in frustration and rubbed her head. "I don't know what to thank anymore. After what happen last week, it's like I can't get him out of my head now, and I have to because he's…..
"Evil, dangerous and a soulless creature." Willow said.
"Ah ya that pretty much put it." Buffy said.
"At least he's not trying to kill or turn you anymore. That's a good sign right?" Willow said.
"Ah..I don't know Wills… I just wish I could forget about what happened actually." Buffy replied knowing she couldn't.
Willow looked up and felt sad for her best friend. She just wished she could bring back her Angel and make her happy. She looked to the right as she seen Xander coming by. She glanced away and opened up her book to look like she was busy.
Buffy stared at her and wondered what just happen. She has seen Xander come by and then Willow looked away like she didn't notice him. She still seemed to be upset and embarrassed by what happen last week. She couldn't blame her through but she shouldn't worry. Most of the rumors and stuff that were going around the school were about Cordelia and Larry.
"Hi ladies, what's up?" Xander asked sitting by Willow, who seemed to be into her book. She didn't even say hi to him. He smirked wondering if she was still embarrassed by what happen. He wasn't quiet embarrassed anymore. At the beginning he was, but now he was more attractive of her now than ever. Since a week has passed since that incident he's been having a hard time to hold his need in for her. "Ah Wills. Are you going to say hi to your best bud and your very hot boyfriend?" he asked joking.
Willow stared at him sheepishly and tried to hide the blush appearing on her face. She stared up as two students stared at her from across the table. "Ah Hi." Then she quickly went back to her book.
Buffy grinned hoping Xander didn't embarrass her too much. She knew Willow could only take so much embarrassment before walking out and hiding forever. Buffy got an ideal in her head and smiled. "Why don't you guys come with me to the bronze tonight? We could hang out. Buffy replied.
"To the bronze. Wow that's a switch, no cemeteries?" Xander asked.
"Nay I wanted a change." Buffy said.
"Ah great we're there, right Wills?" Xander said.
Willow smiled briefly. "Ah sure."
Buffy turned as she has seen the door to the library open. There stepped out a dark brown hair boy that she didn't see before. "Who's he?" Buffy asked.
"Oh he's the new kid. His name is Cameron and he's on the swimming team. He came here a week ago, but he's a…. What's the word… a man slut." Xander snickered.
Buffy thought she was hearing wrong. "A…What?"
"Do I have to repeat myself?" Xander said.
Buffy rolled her eyes. "No…..so you actually mean he sells his body." Buffy was about to burst laughing from the thought until Willow stopped her.
"No. She glared at Xander's amusement. "What he means he tries to flirt and seduce girls. There was a rumor he had a sexual assault charge on him from his last school a couple of years ago, but it was cleared since he was on the swimming team."
"Now you're talking." Xander said annoyed. "Ya he's a real douche bag."
"Sounds like he needs a lesson to be learned or two." Buffy murmured staring at the kid.
"Hay remember were supposed to be normal kids that stay out of trouble." Willow said.
Xander snickered. "Ha ya right."
At that moment Buffy sees' Cameron walk by her and smiles blowing her a kiss. He then walks away to his buddies in the far corner of the library.
"Ok I really think that kid needs a lesson."
Willow shook her head and Xander just snickered. At that moment, the bell ranged. "Oh saved by the bell." Buffy thought.
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Giles smiled as he sat down behind his desk. Jenny was glancing at his books on the shelf deciding which one she should read. Giles glanced over to see what was taking her so long. He glanced over again as he noticed she was bent over.
"Did you see something you like?" Jenny asked standing back up.
Giles smirked and looked away quickly. "Ah I was looking at ah….books."
"Mm. Is that so?" she replied walking over and sitting on his lap.
Giles groaned and stared at her as she touched his hand. It sent him to a memory of what happen last night. Of her lying under him while she kissed him and him kissing her while they drove to bliss together. It made him wonder if this is what true love felt like. He never thought he would love someone like this ever.
Jenny smirked and placed a hand on his chest. "Mm we can leave where we left at last night."
"I don't' think the school library is the appropriate place." Giles said stuttering. Jenny smiled and pulled him forward kissing him on the mouth. "You didn't say that two days ago?"
"Ah well I really wasn't thinking clearly," Giles said.
Jenny stared at him hard and cupped his face. "Do you regret it?" She replied kissing him on the neck.
Giles breathed deeply and cupped her back pulling her body towards his. "No I'm glad it happened."
"Good."Jenny smiled as she kissed him sending him into bliss.
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"Hey,"
Willow turned as she seen Xander coming out of the bathroom. His face was red and she swore she could see a burgle forming in his pants.
"Ah are you ok, Xander?" Willow asked.
"I'm…fine. Why wouldn't I be ok?" Xander said trying to cover up from the lie. Because he knew he would be embarrassed if Willow found out what he was doing. Although it wasn't his fault, he was in the bathroom for the second time this week jacking off. Ya that did sound bad but what else was he supposed to do. He didn't want to cheat on Willow and their relationship was going nowhere. Every time he would try to get close to Willow, she would freak out. What was he supposed to do?
Willow stared at him and could tell he was lying about something. She came close towards him and placed a hand on his chest to see if she'll get a response from him. And to her surprise he did. She felt his hands pull her forward and before Xander could say anything Willow kissed him. Yes she was doing what Buffy said, taking a chance at life. Other than that she was taking a risk of the principal or someone else catching them in the hall.
Willow pulled back and smirked. "Do I want to know what you were doing in the bathroom?" she asked as she noticed the zipper n his pants was not zipped. Xander looked down and quickly zipped his pants embarrassed. "Ah…no what makes you think I would do anything... in the..Bathroom." He grinned.
Willow crossed her arms and rolled her eyes. She was about to walk away but Xander pulled her back into his arms. "Why don't we talk about this ah…somewhere private?" He replied as he pulled her in the boy's bathroom.
"Oh my god. What are you doing? I can't be in here." Willow protested seeing expulsion in her future.
Xander smiled and kissed her leaning her against the counter. "Come on Wills don't' you want to live a little." Xander joked.
Willow shook her head and stared at him hard. "I'll be ….No we'll be expelled if we're caught." She replied freaking out.
Xander rolled his eyes and stared at the bigger stall. Oh that will work. He thought as he cupped Willow's hand and opened the stall. Willow was still freaking out so he pulled her in and shut the door.
"Xander, I can't do this, were be expelled, my parents will ground me and"….She was stopped as his mouth landed on her mouth while he pressed her back against the wall.
"Relax, Will," Xander whispered as he kissed her on the cheek. "Do you love me Wills?" he asked quietly. Staring at her hard trying to figure out if she wanted the same thing as he did.
Willow stared at him noticing they were in the stall. His face was so close to hers while she was thinking really bad things that she shouldn't be doing in school, especially in the boy's bathroom. "Xander, I…I like you. You're silly, funny, smart, caring, and loving, and... my best friend."
"And?" he replied gently caressing her arms.
"I love you its just hard for me to…
"Express your feeling." He said kissing her again.
"Ah…yes." Willow said. Her heart was rising so fast that she thought it was going to come out of her chest.
"Well I always Loved you Wills, I was just waiting for you to say something. To do anything to let me know"…
Willow stared at him and want' paying really any attention to what he said. She was more focused on his face, his eyes, his lips. Oh god was she actually going to make the first move. She didn't know what to think because she actually was going to run away, but she stopped herself and remembered what Buffy said awhile back.
"You have to make the first move, Wills. Life is too short to waste." Oh god she was actually going to do this.
Xander was shocked as she pulled him forward once again and kissed him. Her lips were sweet as Carmel as he licked them. She met his lips as he breathily pulled away staring at her. "Wow I'm surprised you made the first move Wills. This is real and not a dream right. He said.
Willow just smiled and pulled him forward. "No I think that was very real…didn't you?"
Xander breathed deeply and stared at her. "Ah very….real." He replied kissing her once again. She met his lips while he kissed her savoring every bit. Willow grabbed his arms pulling him closer as she realized their bodies met while Xander was already working on her top. He quickly slips them off leaving her in her pink bra.
"Oh pink, my favorite." Xander joked.
Willow frowned while she worked on the buttions of his shirt. "I thought blue was your favorite.
"Ah it is but pink is my number one favorite." he teased as he slide the garment off her shoulder.
Xander watched as it slid down as Willow crossed her arms but Xander held them as he pressed his chest against his and started placing kisses down her neck to her breast. "You're beautiful Willow. You have no reason to hide them from me."
She was about to protest until she threw her head back as she felt Xander's mouth on her chest. "Oh gosh." She slithered down the wall as Xander held on to her. Her body throbbed with pleasure as she arched into him. She never experienced this before and even doing this in a bathroom was a bad thing she was glad she did it.
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Class was finally done for today and Buffy was glad. She wanted to go hang out with her friends, so she could get Mr. Evil out of her mind like that would help, but it was better than brooding over it.
She started walking past one of the restrooms when the door opened. Her mouth open in surprise as she seen Willow and Xander stepping out of the boy's restroom. Xander's face and Willow's face were flushed, their clothes tangled, and you could tell what they were doing.
"Oh my god Wills, you have broken a rule and got away with it." Buffy smirked amused as she noticed no one was in the hall. She looked back at Willow and smiled. "Wow and you both got hickies."
Willow's face turned red while Xander just smirked. "What? Bad Willow" Xander joked.
"Ah…I wasn't doing anything. I got lost and"… Willow replied trying desperately to cover up what she was doing.
Buffy Smiled and headed towards the library. "Don't worry guys; your secret is safe with me."
Willow could only frown as she followed her friend to the library. She just hoped sometime soon she would talk to Buffy in private. She had to ask her a few personal questions. Like how can she seduce Xander since he was always the one trying to seduce her. She hoped this wasn't going to be an addiction.
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Buffy, Xander, and Willow were making it towards the library. They were heading straight towards the office when the door opened. Xander smirked and looked at the teacher and the watcher. "Well it looks like someone is getting some…..finally."
"Eww gross. I so didn't want to hear that." Buffy said. "Me either." Willow said.
Giles face turned red as Jenny just ignored them. "Now kids, you know there are better things to do then joke about me and Giles. Unless you want me to explain to you about the bird and the Bees."
Xander smirked. "No we already know and had a lesson about that." Xander mumbled. Willow poked him in the back. "OW" Xander turned and zipped his mouth shut.
"Buffy stared at them and shook her head in horror. "Ah no, that's ok….I don't think I need to know any more about that." Buffy said.
"Sorry. I thought it was pick on Giles's day." Xander mumbled.
Giles straighten out his coat and cleaned his glasses nervously. He looked back at Buffy as he once again ignored Xander's comment. "Ah…how are things going Buffy?" Giles asked.
"Oh good……..same ole. Any new big bads besides the usual?" She replied hoping and praying there was none so she could go kill something to get this tension out of her.
"Ah no just be careful Buffy, especially with Angelus and his two chides roaming around. Anything is possible."
"I'm always careful, Giles. Why do you think I'm not now?"
"No…I'm just worried." Giles mumbled as he was actually very worried about her. Ever since Angel changed he could tell Buffy was not dealing with it well. She was ignoring the fact that she might have to kill Angel. But he decided that could wait for another day. "I read some more things about Angelus, and it would be best to stay away from him until we figure out a plan." Giles said.
"What did you find out?" Buffy asked curiously.
"That in the past Angelus likes to kill anything close to his soul. Which means"….
"You mean me. Yes I kind of know that when I woke up and found him trying to turn me." Buffy quipped."Which leads me to ask how is the spell coming for restoring his soul?" Buffy asked glancing at Jenny."
"Jenny looked at her sternly and knew she still was mad at her for not telling her the truth. She still felt bad for it, so she couldn't blame her. She was just surprised that Giles has forgiven her so fast. Maybe it was because they both had a lustful night and rekindled their relationship more. Either ways she was wearing to help Buffy, even if that met bringing back the one person that killed her ancestor long ago. So be it. It wasn't her problem anymore to watch over him. If her people wanted to come and fix it so be it. She wanted no part in the vengeance.
"Well, it's a little tough, but it's coming. If we had that book, it would help more, but I don't think they still have it. They probably destroyed it." Jenny said.
"Oh." Buffy said not amused that she would have to wait longer.
"Although with a little help I could have the translation done in a couple of days. Then I will get the orb that you would need to restore his soul." Jenny said.
Buffy smiled hearing this. She would have her Angel back in a couple of days. This was perfect. "I hope so."
Jenny smiled and for once felt the burden leave her of what she did to Buffy and Giles. "No need to thank me. I'm just glad to do this for you."
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That evening Buffy left class, since she finished her test earlier. She was surprised how quickly she went thought it. It must be all the times that Willow helped her with math class. She was just glad to get out of there, and hopefully she has gotten a passing grade. She walked outside and took a seat at the bottom of the steps to wait for Xander and Willow. She closes her eyes for a moment and opens them again to see a familiar boy sit down beside her. Buffy rolled her eyes, great. "Hi, you must be Buffy. I'm Cameron." He replied smiling.
Buffy smiled back." Um….Hi."
"I had seen you earlier, and you seem to need some help with history. I could help." He gently placed his hand on hers as she moved away from him. Buffy rolled her eyes wandering how this was going to turn out.
"Um, no that's ok…I have a tutor." She replied wondering if she would have to once again put this boy in his place or unconscious.
"Oh….Sorry I didn't mean to pressure you. I just want you to be comfortable." Cameron says.
Buffy smiles." I'm comfy! I'm so comfy, I'm nodding off actually, which is why"...
Cameron interrupts and gazes to look at her blouse. "Are you wearing a bra?"
Buffy stared at him in disbelieve at what she just heard. "What?"
"Come on. I mean, tell me you haven't been thinking about this ever since we have seen each other in the library." Cameron grins and gently grabs her hand.
"What I'm thinking about is that I should probably leave before I do something I regret"…Buffy hissed.
"Relax. I'm not going to hurt you." Cameron sneers as he pulls her forward.
Buffy's stares at his hands on her and her face turns red with anger. "Oh, it's not me, I'm worried about."
Cameron snickers. "You like it rough huh." He grabs her arm and pulls her face to his.
Buffy struggles and knees him in the grown. She then throws him into the wall. "Ow."
Buffy stands up just in time to see Willow and Xander walk out the doors. Buffy leers down at the boy. "If you touch me again, I'll break your arm." Buffy mumbled.
"Oh my…what happen?" Willow said looking at Cameron, who was scrambling away from them.
"He thought it would be a good idea to sexual harasse me." Buffy replied. "I don't' think he'll be harassing anybody anymore. She glanced up as she suddenly felt a familiar presence near her. She then looked across the street to see a dark figure drive away in a familiar car. "Oh crap."
"Angelus?"….
Xander looked around scared for a moment. "Where?"
"He just drove by. I think he was watching me." Buffy replied knowing well enough he would probably go after the boy.
"Why was he watching you?" Willow asked slightly scared.
"Ah duh Willow he's an obsessed, maniac that would kill anybody just looking at Buffy except her friends, right?" Xander said.
Buffy smirked. "Ah ya. I wouldn't worry about that too much. I would be worried if I was Cameron."
"Great that means we have to protect pervert boy." Xander mumbled.
Willow just grinned while Buffy just shook her head hoping and praying that Angelus wouldn't go after him. She didn't want to be near him or see him now. "Well let's just hope he stays away."
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After school Buffy heads home. She walked and opens up the door ss Joyce is sitting on the couch waiting for her. "Hi mom, what's up?"
"Ah I wanted to talk to you." Joyce replied noticing that look on her face. "It won't take long, I promise."
"Buffy sat down on the couch bored as she wondered where this conversation was going to lead. Joyce was about to say something when the door rang.
Buffy stood up as she felt that weird feeling in her gut. Oh god was he in the house. She looked around when she stopped dead in her tracks as she heard her mom tell Angel come in. "Oh god, oh god, oh god. He could kill them all, what was her mother thinking, he's evil and…?She doesn't' know a damn thing because no one told her. Well, that would be a hard thing to explain. She could always go with, Hay mom, I'm a slayer, and I'm dating a vampire that was nice and had a soul. Now he lost his soul because I had sex with him, and now he's an evil soulless bastard. Buffy smirked at the thought of what her reaction would be. Knowing that thought it wouldn't be pretty, she decided to keep that truth from her a little longer.
Buffy looked up and blinked a couple time to make sure she was seeing what she thought she was seeing. Angelus was in her house acting calm as ever as he stood beside her mom. What the hell was he doing and what was he planning because she knew he wouldn't just come over for a friendly visit. Maybe she should play along until she knew what he was planning. "Ah, Angel what are you doing here?" she asked strongly.
Angel smirked and sat casually on the couch winking at her as Joyce scolded her for her tone of voice. "Ah Joyce wanted me to come over, something about homework." He smirked.
Buffy rolled her eyes while Joyce stared at her. "Buffy please sit down. I thought you would be happy to see Angel."
If only she knew. she thought. "I do but I wanted some time alone…away from him." Buffy mumbled glancing back at him to make sure he wasn't tricking her.
"Oh I didn't realize that. Are you guys still dating?" Joyce asked.
"No." Buffy replied quickly.
"Yes." Angelus said seductively towards her. As he hid the smirk forming on his face knowing he loved to irritate her. It was pleasing to see her so mad and annoyed that he wanted to do it more often just to piss her off. At first when he got the phone call, he thought it was Buffy until he hears Joyce's voice. He was even more surprise that Joyce invited him over, it almost made him laugh at her innocence, which made him realize where Buffy got that from. Furthermore, he knew now Joyce knew nothing about vampires or Buffy being a slayer. This was a perfect moment for revenge.
Joyce stared at them both and wondered if this was a good idea. Yes, she planned to tell Buffy that she should study her home work more instead of hanging out with her friends and boyfriend. Maybe she already has her answer. "I see there are some issues with you two that you need to sort out."
"No, there are no issues or problems." Buffy replied. "We were just having….A argument about"….
"Come on Buff. You're just mad for what happened last week." Angelus joked knowing there would be some fire rolling. Buffy stared at him eyes wide and shook her head hoping and praying he would not say what they did last week.
Angelus smirked as Joyce asked him what happen last week. The look on Buffy's face was priceless. "Oh she was just mad that her tattoo wasn't"…
"Angel shut up"…Buffy quipped as she stared at him sternly knowing it was too late to stop the look her mom was giving her. She was just glad he didn't tell her mom, they had sex. Gosh how could he be so irritating and harsh….and….beautiful. Damn him for making her think this way.
"Buffy what is he talking about? What tattoo?" Joyce asked not liking where this was going.
Angelus smirked and hid it as Buffy stared at him. "It's nothing…. He's talking about the tattoo he has. He's thinking of getting the tattoo taken off." She replied sternly.
"But he said your tattoo. Buffy what are you not telling me?" Joyce quipped.
Angelus smirked again and spoke before Buffy could speak. "Now now Buffy, I thought we were going to be honest with your mother. That you were going to tell her about the tattoo you have gotten on your back."
Joyce stared at Buffy in shock as Buffy stared at Angelus coldly. Bastard was surely going to get a stake for this, she thought. "Angel ….Leave now. I don't want to talk to you." Buffy replied standing up and crossing her arms.
Angel stood up and acted like he was the innocent one in the bunch. "I'm sorry…I was just trying to be honest and help."
"Leave now before I throw you on your ass." Buffy quipped not realizing what she just said in front of her mother.
"Buffy that is no way to speak to him that way." Joyce replied.
Buffy rolled her eyes as Joyce was staring at her like she wanted an answer now." But I can explain." Buffy said.
"No." Joyce replied wondering where this attitude from her daughter was coming from. "Go up stairs now, Buffy. And Angel I'm sorry but maybe you can come over some other time."
Buffy quickly ran upstairs and watched from above as Angelus left. "That bastard was surely going to pay for this. She couldn't' believe he would do this to her. She knew it wasn't her Angel but seeing his face and to have him tell her mother that. She wanted to shove that stake right up his….
"Buffy." Joyce replied sternly staring at her daughter, and she wanted some answers and she wanted them now.
Buffy stared back at her mother wondering if she would survive the night from embarrassment.
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Buffy lays down on the bed as she remembered what happened earlier. Her mom saw the tattoo and flipped. Then after that there were some yelling and some talking and more yelling. After that her mom decided to get stuff from the store. Right after her mother left she then called Giles quickly. She told him what happen and told him she wants Angelus revoked from coming in her house. Giles said he would send the ingredients and spell to Willow tonight.
Now she was just waiting until Willow gets here for the ingredients. Gosh her life was already screwed up and Angelus had to make it worse by telling her mom about her tattoo and to say the least she wasn't' happy when she has seen the tattoo. It covered her entire right side of her shoulder blade. Her mother wanted her to get it removed next month but of course Buffy didn't protest because she didn't want the tattoo off in some way. She didn't want it and then she did because it reminded her of Angel. It reminded her that she had something of his on her. She didn't know if that was a bad or good idea or not.
She quickly leaned up as she suddenly felt someone's hands on her back. She jerked forward as she found a hand on her mouth. She then was pushed on her back as a familiar person straddled her to the bed. "Angelus?"
"Hello lover did you miss me?"
"Get off of me before I stake you're sorry"....
"Now that is enough of that language. You don't want your mommy coming in here seeing us in this predicament do you? Conversely, that could to very interesting turn. She'll realize her daughter is not so innocent anymore."
"Shut up." Buffy kicked him off the bed and grabbed her stake under her pillow. Angelus was getting off the floor when Buffy had him pinned and a stake to his chest?
Angelus laughed. "Stop laughing." Buffy quipped. "Or I'll put this stake"…
Angelus laughed again. "You can't kill my Buff. I know it and you know it so stop with the bullshit."
Buffy pushed him away but she was suddenly rolled over on her back. He tossed the stake away and pushed her on the bed. He quickly straddled her. "If you keep doing that I'm going to take you and I don't think you want your mother to see that do you? To see what your precious Angel did on that forbidden night."
"Shut up." Buffy quipped.
"He chucked again. Well, I got to say at least he was man enough to shag the slayer and to release me. However, the best thing is I owe it all to you! I should thank you in some ways, and I have some good ideas to thank you by."
Buffy looked up as she felt like she was going to be sick. Seeing him like this, seeing him say things to her like this was very wrong. The more she stared at him the more she realized Angel was gone because of her and in the end, she created a monster. She pushed again to move past him disgusted by him but he blocked her path and pushed her on the bed. She then suddenly found her arms pinned above her head.
Angelus laughed again as she wiggled under him. "If you lighten up, you might enjoy yourself."
Buffy sneered and stared at him in disgust. "You wish," she replied as she once again tried to get free.
Angelus braced her hands harder to the bed while he wraps his legs around her waist. He stared down at her as she squirmed. "If you don't settle down it's going to hurt when I ram myself into you."
Buffy stared at him in silence as she stopped moving once he said that. Oh god no, he wouldn't do that…how could he say…that. Was he actually going to.. rape her. Buffy panicked at that thought and tried to kick him, but he grabbed her leg.
Angelus held her down and stared at her face that was staring at him. It was covered in fear and that was what he wanted to see. He wanted to see that fear before he broke her and turned her.
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Willow quietly opened Buffy's door with the spear house key she gave her. She knew Joyce was asleep now she just hoped she would make it inside without getting caught. She was supposed to do this spell, which only would take a minute or so.
Willow quietly walked up the steps and towards Buffy's room. She stopped in her track as she heard a sob and a growl. "Oh god Willow knew that sob. She quickly opened the door as she has seen Angelus pinning Buffy to the bed. She was sobbing. Her hair was tousled, and a set of bruises around her hips. Her hair tasseled. His jacket was off while his pants was unzipped. Her eyes widen at the realization of what he was trying to do.
Willow quickly ran in without a care that Angelus could kill her if he wanted to, but she didn't care. She would stop him at any cost for hurting Buffy this way.
"Oh, God, Buffy!" Willow ran to her friend and stopped as Angelus stared at Willow and growled. At that moment Angelus loosened his grip, which led Buffy to kick him sending him on the floor.
Willow was panicking for a moment as she has seen Angelus stand up and stare at her. "Oh good another snack."
"Willow?" Buffy replied staring at her in shock and embarrassed. She was a complete mess, her clothes was ripped and the more she sat there, the more she wanted to crawl in the corner and die.
Willow stared at Angelus and quickly grabbed the big cross laying on Buffy's shelf. "Back away demon." She walked towards him and spoke the words that she remembered for banishing vampires from a person home.
Angelus growled and advanced on Willow, who will pay dearly for interrupting him. He smacked the cross out of Willow's hand and grabbed her neck. Buffy quickly jumped on his back and punched him in the face. Willow quickly scrambled away and watched for a moment as Angelus quickly pushed Buffy to the other side of the bed.
Angelus stood up and smirked as he quickly zipped his pants and placed his jacket back on. He then stared at Buffy, who he had almost broken. He almost would have had if it wasn't for that stupid friend of hers.
"Your little friend is next on my list slayer, unless you do what I ask?" Angelus hissed.
"Piss off Angelus. You will never have me or touch me you sick"…
"Now now… that is not what you said two weeks ago." He replied smiling.
"That was a spell and I was clearly not in my right mind." Buffy said.
"The more you do this the more your friends will slowly die." he teased as he stared at her one last time before he jumped out the window. "I'll see you real soon lover."
As soon as he left Buffy fell to the floor on her knees and covered her face with her hands. She cried and felt disgusted that she didn't have the strength to push him away. She just wanted him back, her Angel….Not this demon that was using Angel's body to destroy her. How could life be so unfair to her?
Willow quickly went to her best friend and hugged her as she cried in her arms. "Buffy, oh god…he didn't"…
"No." Buffy said sobbing. "But he would have if you hadn't"…
"Ssh, Buffy, ssh…He's gone and he won't hurt you." Willow replied trying desperately to calm the sobbing mass in her arms. "I did the spell and he can't come in." Willow said. "I promise."
"How could I been so stupid Willow. I should have staked him when I have first seen him, but I couldn't…..I don't think I have the courage to kill him. I just want Angel back." She cried.
Willow frowned and held her best friend. "We'll find a way, Buffy, I promise." And at that moment she knew how Buffy really felt and why she felt this way.
She tried to put herself in Buffy's position. That if she was the slayer and Xander was a demon, and he tried to attack her. Her soul mate her everything. She would be devastated or worse if this happened to her. And seeing her like this was painful for her to see. Which once again reminded her of how precious of life really is.
Knowing this she decided to get started on learning more magic. She might need to know sooner than later.
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Angelus smirks as he makes his way to the entrance of the cemetery and thinks about what his next plan is. He knows his last plan was a start. The only reason he was doing this because he was tired of being Buffy's love dog and he was tired of her denying him. He was a demon damn it and he hated that he was bonded with her. But he didn't care anymore, he wanted her and he would get what he wanted, even if he had to kill her little friends one by one. Not to mention anyone that touches her will die a painful death too. Which reminds him of a certain boy he needs to go kill.
Although he shouldn't complain, his plans were already on the first phase of his plan but that was just the beginning.
He continues to walk thought the cemetery as he sees Dru feeding on a young boy While Spike is holding another boy by the throat. "This is perfect he thought. Everything was coming together.
Spike glares up annoyed and stares at his sires' eyes. "About bloody time I was getting inpatient."
Angelus growled and stepped up towards him, and the frighten boy that was shaking beside them.
Dru released the other boy in her arms as he fell to the ground. She wiped off her blood smeared lips. "My Tummy still rumbles, can I eat him. Dru asked staring at the boy that Spike had.
"Angelus stared at her. "No." This boy is mine for touching what wasn't his.
Cameron shook his head and stared at the tall dark man recognizing him from somewhere. He looked like Buffy's boyfriend. The one that was in the cafeteria a month ago. "Oh your Buffy's….. boyfriend. I didn't know she was….Yours, I'm sorry….I will not touch her ever again. I swear. The boy replied petrified.
Spike just smirked. "Can I kill him already?"
No." Angelus sneered and stared at the boy and grabbed him by the throat. "I will finish him. He then transformed.
Cameron screamed and tried to stagger away, but it was no use. The man was strong and he couldn't pull him away. The next thing he feels is the man biting down on his throat then everything went too black.
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The next morning Buffy wakes up and could feel the night before her come back to her. Angelus coming in her house, taunting her and then attacking her. She still couldn't even believe he would do something like this. At the beginning, it was all turn Buffy now he just wanted kill and take whatever wasn't his. After what happen last night she was still quiet shaken up. She still couldn't get the image out of her head of him pinning her to the bed, trying to rape her and the worst part of it was she probably couldn't stop him because she loved the person but she hated the demon that took over his body. She couldn't face life without seeing his face. She would probably die then stake him.
The more she kept thinking about it, the more she realized that she wasn't strong enough to do this, and she was at a losing end if Jenny couldn't translate the spell soon.
She sat up in her bed as she suddenly noticed something on her window seal. She glanced back and seen a deep red rose with a note. She stared at it for two minutes deciding or not of she should get it. She knew it was from him because no one sends her roses like that. They looked like they were half dead.
Buffy slowly walks over the window seal and opens the window seal. Her heart almost stops as she opens and stares at the note lying by the rose. It was a drawing of her and him, and it was very vivid. He had drawn them making love. She was Naked lying below him, his hands trapping both of her sides. While his naked body lied above her trapping her left leg while her right leg was wrapped around his waist. The image seemed unreal to her, but she knew it was very real because it happened.
She remembers exactly when this happened. It happened two days ago when Amy placed the spell on them and when he gave her the same tattoo he has. She looked down at the picture again as their bodies seemed to blend perfectly together of naked skin while he straddled her. The only thing that was different was they were lying on an altar with red candles circled around them. Her face was in total bliss while his remained in total control. His face was not of her loving Angel, it was of the demon. Her neck was pressed to the side while his teeth were embedded in her neck. And the more she stared at the picture her face grew redder and hot from staring at the image. Every detail of the drawing was perfect. It showed the well detail of the tattoo to the muscles on Angelus back to point where his hips were connected with her waist. Then her mind wondered why he left her this. Did he want to hurt her or was he doing this to try to break her and seduce her more?
However, that didn't mean she was still disturbed and slightly disgusted with the idea of what he's doing. She knew he was an obsessed manic that only thought of killing and maiming to get what he wanted, and it made her sick. It made her sick to know that this demon was doing this to Angel. To know that her lover her everything was turned to this.
She then looks at the bottom of the picture which had something wrote on it. "I will have you, even if I have to break you. You are mine to death. Mine to do what I please. I know you still want me because I have the face of your Angel and knowing that you will never kill me, and you will become what you kill. Maybe not now but someday when you least expect it. It will happen and then you will be mine.
Buffy could not move when she finished reading. The words made her realize that he was obsessed to the point of lunacy. She didn't know why. Maybe it was because she was bonded with Angel and had somehow bonded with the demon too. She didn't know and she really didn't care.
She quickly grabs the paper and folds it placing it in her drawer. She quickly left the rose on the seal and decided that she needed to get ready for school. She sighed wishing she could just skip it just this once, but she knows her mom wouldn't approve of that.
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After her first class, she made it to the library. She walked over to where Willow and Xander were at. She smiled lightly and sat down. "Hi guys, what's up?"
"Ah nothing much." Willow asked as she looked at Buffy worried. "Are you ok?"
"I'm fine." Buffy said.
Xander smiled and stared at her. "What's wrong Buffy you don't seem like your chipper self this morning?"
"Just tired." She replied. She then looked over to see Giles come over as he was holding a newspaper. He didn't look very happy as he came over. She wondered what was up.
"Hi Giles, You seem unhappy than usual. Is there something wrong?" Buffy asked.
"Ah a boy was found dead. He was lying in front of his house, apparently bitten by a vampire." Giles replied. "His family found him." Giles said sadly.
"Oh my god. That's awful." Willow said.
"Are you sure it was……A vampire?" Buffy said hoping and praying it wasn't.
"I'm positive. I went to the morgue earlier today with Jenny. He had two small holes on the side of his neck."
"Oh." Buffy looks down.
Giles looked at her again as he noticed a newly bitten mark on her neck. He stares at her concerned. He sits down and glances at her. "Buffy what happen? Your neck?"
Buffy quickly put her hand on it and realized what he met. The mark on her neck. Angelus mark. She had forgotten all about it. Damn it. "I had a run in with…. Angelus last night." Buffy said angered.
"Oh dear. Are you sure you're ok?
"I'm fine…..really. He had gotten in my house last night. He played really innocent with my mom and told her a few things I didn't want her to know. Besides that I'm fine besides being grounded again. Other than that a boy is dead because of me." Buffy frowned.
Giles looks up at her concerned. "Buffy this is not your fault. Don't blame yourself, you had no control over. You can't be everywhere at once."
"Well maybe I should have tried harder, then staying in my room and crying." She replied stopping herself from saying anymore.
"Buffy, I know it's hard but…..it's how life is. We move on and we live. It takes time but it will get better." Giles said.
Jenny smiles as she comes into the room and sees Buffy. "I have some news Jenny said."
Buffy looked up and gave her a small smile. "Really."
"I think I'll have the spell ready by tonight. However, I would need your help Willow." Jenny said.
"I….Really, with spells." Willow asked excited.
"Yes, I sense that you have enough magical power to do this." Jenny said.
"Wow." Willow practically shrieked.
"Are you sure that's a good thing?" Xander joked. Willow glared at him.
Buffy smiled. "Great, I could meet you….How about Giles's place." Buffy asked.
"That is ok right Giles."Jenny asked.
"Sure..It's fine." Giles said.
"Great….I'll meet you there tonight sometime." Buffy said. Buffy smiled as Willow and Xander cupped Buffy's hand. "Were in this together Buff and where help you." Xander said even know he hated Angel with a passion. "That's what friends do."
"Thanks guys." Buffy smiled back at her friends knowing she was glad she had friends like this.
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It's late as a dark hair lady leaves the spell shop. It's dark around ten at night. She steps out of the shop as she has the orb of Thesulah in her pocket. The lady quickly makes her way home and back to her car. She quickly opens the door as it wouldn't budge. What the hell. She tried again and noticed the door was jammed. She sighed and walked away from the door as she spent 10 minutes trying to get it open. The door still didn't open so she gave up. She glanced back to look at the shop as she noticed it was closed already.
She looked around as she heard a dog bark which made her jump. She quickly decided it wouldn't be safe to stay here any longer. Anything could be lurking in the dark, so she started to think of the closest person she knew that she could walk to. Giles, he was only two blocks away. She thought.
She quickly started walking as she hid the orb in a small bag. She started walking towards the next corner when she heard something. Oh god don't let it be any vampires. She turned not seeing anything. She then walked faster towards the next block knowing she was only 1 block away now.
A few minutes later she could see his house, in the distance. Her heart was finally slowing down as she started to walk faster until she heard a voice that stopped her dead in her tracks.
"There must be something about the night you gypsies like."
The lady turned and seen him staring at her no more than ten feet away from her. Her eyes widen at him with fear. She starts to hold up her hands up to stop him by using a spell when Angelus suddenly roars and quickly jumps grabbing hold of her neck.
Angelus chuckles and pulls her face forward as he stared at her terrified face. "At lone at last."
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Later that day Giles comes home as he opens the door to see the place covered with flowers. He looks up and sees a red rose on the door and can hear the music of the opera. He takes the rose, inhales its aroma and smiles. He opens his door and goes in. Cut inside. Giles pokes his head in.
"Hello...Ah Jenny." He sees no one there, so he steps in and closes the door behind him. He places his coat on the rack when he walks up the stairs to the bedroom. He opens the door and doesn't see no one but the candles and the roses in the room. He calls out her name but there's nothing still. He walks toward the bathroom when the door suddenly opens.
He holds his chest noticing it was only Jenny. "Oh dear I thought I was going to have a heart attack.
Jenny smiled brightly and advanced on him. "Oh sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."
Giles smiles as he noticed her clothing. They were black. She had on a short top and a mini skirt.
His mouth opened in awe but closed them as Jenny pushed him to the bed.
"Oh Rupert I have something for you. Something very special."
"Oh….ok. What... is it?" He asked intrigued by her beauty and her skin that was very pale and…cold." His eyes widen wondering if his mind was registering crazy thoughts in his head.
"You know I love you, don't you? That I love you until death?" Jenny said stroking his cheek.
Giles looked up at her and suddenly realized what he was feeling now. Something was wrong, very wrong. Before he could have registered what happened her face changed and her teeth sank into his throat. And at that moment all he could think about was why and how could have this happen to his poor Jenny.
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Ok, tell me what you think …..
And I forgot to mention that Buffy/angel fans should really read
"What really happened behind the Wings." It's by Angel's blue eyed girl.
If you go in my profile and look at favorite stories. It's listed in there. it's really great fic.
Also I just wanted to mention that it took me awhile because I had some health problem but now I'm fine. And the fact I didn't feel like this chapter was very good. It felt like it was missing something. What do you think?
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