Title; Forbidden Love; Ch 20
Author; DreamInfinity0
Rating; R language. Angst. Character's death.
Characters; Buffy/Angelus, (Angel), Willow/Xander, Giles, Spike/Dru
Disclaimer; All characters belongs to Joss Whedon
Author Note; Spoilers for So 2: I only have eyes for you. (Completely changed to what this episode was on TV). Has been Beta
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Passion
It lies in all of us
Sleeping, waiting and through unwanted Unbidden,
it will stir, open its jaws and howl
It speaks to us... guides us...
Passion rules us all.
And we obey.
What other choice do we have?
It was so cold. Her whole body shaking from the moment she was brought in. She didn't know who they were, or what they wanted. She was on her way home when something hit her head. When she woke up, she was here. The girl that pulled her in here kept saying that she had a choice and a sacrifice to make. She doesn't know what the hell they met, and she really didn't care. She wanted out of this place and back in her warm bed.
She stood up now. As she slowly went to the door and turned the handle. She was surprised it opened so quickly. Were they planning she escaped or did they forget to lock the door? She ignored it and stepped into the hall. She walked a few feet down to notice there was a room ahead, and it was all white. She stepped in and looked around noticing no one was there. It was bright that she had to close her eyes and open them to get adjusted to the light. She turned around once again as she had to take a deep breath at what she saw.
Angel……Her Angel was here. She could tell by his eyes that were golden brown and the way he stared at her. It was the same look he gave her when they first met. The look of love by first sight and that's what it was. More than so she couldn't keep her eyes away from what he wearied. Instead of wearing all black like he always does. He wore a pair of white sweat pants and a white long sleeve shirt. Three buttons were open revealing his perfect tone chest. He looked like a Angel a real angel only without the wings. She smiled a little at that thought as she had to clutch her hands tight, so she didn't jump him right then. It wasn't her fault; he looked so damn hot all the time.
"Buffy!"
"Is it really you?" Buffy asked not able to take her eyes away from him.
Angel smiled and gently cupped her face. "It's me…….God your warm, I never thought I would feel you, see you ever again." He says.
Buffy smiles as she suddenly wraps her arms around his neck. So warm, so…..hot. She doesn't know what was happening but the next thing she knows he picks her up and carries her to the bed in the corner of the room. He lays her down as he lies beside her. "Buffy!" He touches her face, her neck than her arms. Buffy takes in a deep breath realizing every time he touched her, it warmed her. It was like he held a fire in his hand every time he felt her. The more he did it the more she was losing control of what she really wanted, and what she was feeling.
She wanted to warp her arms and legs around his body and never let go. She wanted that lust that love, that Passion that she felt the first time she was with him on that day of her seventeenth birthday.
She stared at him again wondering if this is the reason she always felt hot every time she touched him and every time she sees him? Is this what he felt like? She touched his chest and gently kissed his cheek. She released her mouth but her face stayed in that same spot as he held her body against his.
"Where are we?" Buffy asked.
Angel stared at her and kissed her cheek softly. "It doesn't matter where we are. Your save….were safe." He kisses her neck then gently squeezes her thighs as he pushed his pelvis towards her.
Buffy lets out a small moan and held his head closer to hers. "Angel, please you have to tell me what's going to happen to you." I know you can't tell me much but just tell me anything, something."
He kissed her cheek and stared at her before cupping his hands in hers. "I don't know much myself. If I knew I would."
Buffy flustered as she was about to say something else when two familiar people appeared in front of her.
"Warrior you have joined us."
Buffy stood up as her eyes were wide at who they were. They were the same oracles that she met in her dream and the same one's Whistler showed her. She knew it those dumb asses had him all this time and didn't tell her. "You lied to me! You had him all this time and didn't tell me." Buffy said angered.
"We did not tell you for your own good Warrior. There are things, events that will lead you to where you will be heading and where you need to be to become better?" The lady said.
"I do not need to be better than I already am. Maybe I don't even want to be a warrior anymore." Buffy demanded.
"Then all hope is lost for your friends, family and the world. Without you and the soon to be champion, there will not be a world left." The lady said.
"What do you mean no world left?" Buffy asked.
"That is not for you to be concern of yet." A young man said appearing before his sister. His sister nodded and stared back at the slayer and the vampire. "You are here for a test…..a test to see if you can survive a sacrifice of someone you love."
Angel stared at Buffy and new from the moment they sent him here what they were going to do. It wasn't that hard to figure out the Oracles were equipped with enough knowledge to see in the future. He knew they were preparing her for something major, and it was probably the fact that she would have to kill him. He knew it was the case, but he could tell by the look in Buffy's eyes that there was no way she would let that happened. It made him wonder once again if her life would have been better off without him.
"You must be ready for the ultimate sacrifice child?"
Buffy was getting impatient as she glared at them again. "What sacrifice? What are you not telling me?"
"You already knew this answer warrior. The question is are you able to survive and cope after it's all said and done."
"Buffy's eyes went wide at that moment as a stake was suddenly embedded in Angel's chest. Buffy screamed as she seen him fall. Her hands moved to his, but it was too late. He turned to dust before her eyes and her heart felt like it was going to stop at that moment."
"Be ready Warrior…….Be ready to make a choice." Then everything went black.
Buffy woke up with a start as she noticed she was in her bed. She sat up and looked around thanking god it was just a dream. Well, she hoped it was because it sure did feel real to her.
She rubbed her eyes and sat up as she started to get dressed before her mom yelled at her to get up and ready for school.
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Giles wiped his glasses as he took a book and started researching. Although researching wasn't helping him much since all he could remember was the incident that happened two days ago, which also completely changed his life. Two days that he doesn't know if his life will ever be the same again. His poor jenny…..was turned. He keeps thinking about the day it happened. He didn't even know until it was too late. Her fangs in his neck, his life slowly giving away until….Buffy saved him.
He was glad that she came but things went terribly wrong when he seen Buffy have the stake in her hand. She was the slayer and had the right to kill his girlfriend that was evil, but he wouldn't let her. Something just went off in his head that he had to save Jenny. So when he had his chance he tossed the stake away from Buffy as Jenny jumped out the window. He knew it was wrong but he had to do it. Yes, she was evil but still there was a possible chance of getting her soul back. And there was the fact that he loved her. He loved her more than he thought, and he couldn't' just throw that away, even if there was a small chance. He then realizes he's in the same predicament as his slayer. A watcher in love with a vampire and a slayer in love with the most dangerous vampire ever. How could things of gotten this complicated he wandered?
He looks up and sees Buffy comes in. Her head hung low deeply trying to study, but he knew she couldn't. Giles sat across from her and opened up a book. "Buffy."
Buffy glanced up and gave him, her ignoring slayer look. "I know what you're going to say Giles. I know I was pretty harsh the other day and"…
"She tried to kill me." Giles said realizing how odd that sound. "I understand what you did. But there is still away, a possible chance to get her back just like"…..
"Angel." Buffy whispered knowing well enough Giles thought it might have been Angelus, who turned Jenny, but they didn't have no prove, so that means she could at least pray and hope it wasn't him. He had no purpose of doing this any ways. He hated Jenny…he would have killed her not turned her. It doesn't make since. "Yes I agree I just hope we find her before"..
"Nothing will happen." Giles said hoping and praying nothing did happen.
"Buffy stared up and could see the distressed look on his face. He looked like he hadn't got any sleep last night. "Sorry about the other day."
"Giles smiled slightly. "No need to apologize. I understand what you're going through now more than ever.
"Buffy smiled sadly once again as she started to blame herself for what happen. She remembers at the beginning when she became the slayer, meeting her friends, and then finding the one man she loved dearly. After that things started to go to hell at that moment. She shook her head from the images as she looked up to see Willow and Xander come in the library.
"Hi guys."
"Hi." Willow and Xander sat down beside Buffy. They stared down at the desk then back at Giles, who looked sad and in total despair. He looked like he didn't' get enough sleep. "Wow Giles you look like a mess." Xander replied
"Well, yes…I didn't get much sleep." Giles said knowing well enough why. It's not every day that his girlfriend turns into a vampire and tries to kill him.
"I still can't believe that Jenny….Is a vampire?" Willow asked sadly. "How did this happen?"
"I…don't know." Giles said. However, he had his suspicion on who it was. "I was coming home and found her in my house. She said she had something for me, so I just presumed…it was a gift until"….
"She tried to turn Giles." Buffy said. If I didn't come in at that moment." She stopped not even thinking about it anymore. She couldn't even bare to think that she would have to kill her watcher. He was like a father to her. She looked back up at her friends and sighed. "We just need to find a way to fix this, and we need to find Jenny."
"Why?" Xander asked slightly angered that they wasn't considering Angelus was the cause of this. "You know who done this don't you? We should be out of their looking for dead boy and putting a stake in his chest." Xander glared.
"Angelus did not do this. If he did he would have done this in front of me. It's not his style and besides, he's been after me still." Buffy huffed angrily at Xander.
"Maybe he's changed tactics Buffy." Giles replied taking his glasses of and wiping them. He knew it was probably Angelus, but he didn't want to be wrong. That was the main reason why he didn't go crazy from going over to Angel's and to try to kill him at the least. If he knew for a fact it was him, he would go over there on vengeance of what he did. He knew Buffy would probably never forgive him, but he would cross that line when he came to it.
"So now you're taking his side." Buffy replied shocked.
"I'm not taking anybody side Buffy. I'm just stating the facts. He's a vampire with no soul and a very vicious one. You might have to consider what you might have to do." Giles said.
"If it comes to that, I'll deal with it then." Buffy said. She looked back at Giles for a moment as she started to tell him about her dream about the oracles. She was worried for one thing. What did they mean by choice? She was worried it was about another prophecy or something.
"A prophecy?" Giles asked a little worried.
"Well maybe…..I don't know they were cryptic about a lot of things." Buffy said frustrated.
"Ah…I will research it Buffy, but it seems to me, they are more enforced by this test of choice that you mention in your dream." Giles said.
"Oh come one." Xander said. "It pretty much is telling her if she doesn't stake Angel, then he's going to kill her and all of us. End of the story." He said.
Buffy stared at Xander just wondering if punching him just this once would be a good idea.
Willow noticed the look and stared at Xander. "If I was you, I would watch my tongue, unless you want a broken noise."
"Fine, fine I'll keep my truthful mouth shut while you tell your story." Xander said.
Buffy just rolled her eyes wandering just for once if he would keep his ignoring mouth shut. Oh well that must be his way to amuse people. She thought.
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At the Mansion:
Angel growled as the door to his room opened and shut. He looked up and seen Spike staring at him. He then quickly sat up as he seen Spike had a stake in his hand. He pulled the sheets over his naked body. "IF you dare to even try to stake me your going to find that stuck up your".
"I wasn't planning to stake you….sire." Spike hissed. He wasn't planning to stake him but seeming him here now it did seem a good ideal at that moment but he had other problems at this time. He had pissed off one of the furies, and they didn't seem happy that he bit the youngest one in the thigh. To say the least he had the stake as a precaution, they would come after him. "I only came here to…catch up on old times." He lied.
Angelus looked at him and noticed he was nervous about something. He even felt fear come off of him. Something got him shook up. Angelus laughed. "Now I know something is up. What's gotten you all shook up Spiky?"
"Nothing?"
Angelus was about to grab him and teach him a lesson on lying when Dru walked in. "Daddy, those mean old furies are destroying everything. They released the prisoners in the dungeon, and they killed off two of your minions." Dru pouted.
"Bloody hell." Spike thought they were going to tear him to pieces.
Angelus stood up then and quickly grabbed his pants and put them on. "Ok anybody wants to explain to me why they seem to be ticked off." Angelus replied staring angrily at Spike knowing he was the cause of this.
They were interrupted as the door was thrown open. Three woman's walked in as fogged surrounded them. "You will be punished," a voice boomed through the bedroom. "Violation of hurting our sister will not be tolerated."
"Shit." Spike replied holding the stake harder in his hand. Dru smirked and sat in the corner chair wondering what will happen.
Angelus glared at Spike. "Boy you never listen to do you?"
"I really don't care for these Witches, if it wasn't for their demands, bossiness and the point to make your body paralyze, I wouldn't have done what I did." Spike hissed.
Angelus rolled his eyes at his childe and took a step forward to the oldest one walking towards him while the other two were right behind her. They dressed the same and had been matching beige dresses on that seemed to show every curve of them. He licked his lips and gave her a gleaming smile hoping he can straighten out this misunderstanding. "Ladies what seems to be the problem?"
"We are angered." the brunette replied. "The blonde one should be punished for hurting our sister."
"Well whatever my chide did I will certainly punish him for it." Angelus smiled.
"Spike crossed his arms and stared at Angelus. "Bastard."
"But we demand a payment, a justice…. from you both." The Blond said as she stared at her other three sisters knowing they would punish the both of them for the evilness. They knew they didn't have a soul but didn't expect them to leave their food supply locked up in the dungeon. To say the least they were pissed. They were not too messed with; they were good and had powers of the future most of the time. Sometimes they even helped the Oracles. So they knew that Angelus was not supposed to be like this, and that he was supposed to be a champion, not this soulless creature.
The brunette smiled then and held her hand out to him. "Come and give us your payment."
"Like Hell." Spike raised his fists toward them. "I am not shagging them." Spike replied remembering what happen the last time.
"Angelus shook his head and slapped Spike on the head. "Bloody pouf."
"Don't mind him, he's just crabby cause, he hasn't gotten any." Angelus snickered.
Spike was about to punch him when he was suddenly lifted off his feet. Dru stood up and suddenly gotten angered that the ladies were mishandling her spike. She growled at them only to be tossed like a rag doll across the room. She fell against the hall and lay unconscious on the floor.
"Hay that wasn't very nice bitch." Spike snarled. The ladies hissed and tossed Spike against the wall making him fall. They then tossed Dru out and shut the door. They advanced on Spike and Angelus.
Angelus grinned knowing what they wanted, or at least he had a pretty good idea of what they wanted. He smiled and open up his arms. "I'm right here ladies….Come and get me."
The blonde one smirked and reached out to touch his perfect chest. Then the brunette cupped his head and stroked his cheek while she licked the edge of his ear.
Angelus shivered as the next thing he found his self thrown to the bed and straddled by the beautiful blonde. The brunette was on his other side gently moving her hands across his chest. The youngest one was on the floor knelling by Spike. Spike was already knocked out as she had his feet and hands already tied.
"Angelus smirked and looked back at the ladies on the bed beside him. "Ladies it would be better if I was one pleasuring you. Don't you agree?" He said with a smile.
"No you've been a very bad boy." The blonde said. "How would you like to be punished?"
Angelus smirked wondering what type of punishment they were talking about. If they were talking about the kinky kind that was fine by him as long as he was the one doing the punishing? However, by the look in their eyes he had a bad feeling they wanted to be the ones punishing. He then wondered what they really wanted him for.
Well, he could always ask, but he thought it would be better to play along to get them what he wanted.
He smirked and winked at them. The two ladies smiled back and started to kiss him. He smirked wondering if they were really that naïve of him. He then quickly flipped the brunette over and pinned her under him and transformed. He then sank his teeth in her neck. At that same moment, the blonde that was behind him grabbed his neck pulling him forward. Her teeth sank in his neck as he slowly went unconscious.
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Halls at Sunnydale High that evening Buffy was making her way back to the library when she heard a loud shouting.
"I'm not afraid to use it. I swear! If I can't be with you"... a boy says.
Buffy quickly walks around the corner and sees them. "Hey!"
The Girl freaks: "Oh, my God! Please don't." she starts to run.
Buffy starts running at the boy full speed to stop him.
The boy points the gun at the girl. "DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME, BITCH!" He raises it and brings it down and presses his finger on the trigger. Buffy quickly knocks him down just when he was about to pull the trigger. He's on the ground. Buffy kicks the gun away. The girl looks back at the boy in shock.
"What happened?" The boy rubs his head.
Buffy's stares at him dumbfounded. "What happened?! You just went O.J. on your girlfriend!"
His girlfriend looks down away from him. "This is nuts! I... I don't know why I got so mad."
"Because you're a jerk and don't know what NO means?" Buffy mumbled.
"He's not. We weren't even fighting a few minutes ago." The girl says. "I don't know what happen."
"Then why did you have a gun?" Buffy asked.
"I don't, I don't know. I don't even know where I got it. Wait I don't see a gun" The boy says.
Buffy looks at him, confused. They all look around and don't see a gun. "Something is really not right here." Buffy said. She walked away and went back into the library.
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"Hay guys…something is up?"
Giles looked up. "What do you mean?"
"Well I have seen a boy had a gun, and he was going to shoot his girlfriend."
"Oh dear."
"Wow, like something like that in our school never happens." Xander said sarcastically.
Willow rolled her eyes at him.
"But I stopped him…but the gun was gone. It just disappeared." Buffy said.
"Disappeared?" Giles repeated.
"Ya like poof." Buffy said.
"I get it Buffy." Giles said cleaning his glasses.
"Oh do we get to play a mystery game and find out who the killer is?" Xander said.
"Ah well I wouldn't say a person." Giles said. "I think it's a ghost and living on the Hellmouth doesn't help much." Giles said.
"Ya you could say that again." Buffy said sitting down.
"So what are we going to do?" Willow said.
"I'll research to find out what's been doing this, and hopefully we can put a stop to this." Giles said.
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Angelus slowly wakes up as he notices; he's tied to the bed. He looks over to see Spike, who was still knocked out. Damn it. He wasn't happy and to say the least the bitch was going to pay for doing this. He stared up as he remembered the brunette's name from long ago. "Diana did I ever tell you how much I love it when you suck my"…..he didn't finish as he was slapped hard on the face.
"I didn't' came here to reward you with my body demon." She hissed.
"Really then what did you came here for? to annoy me with your yapping and the"..Slap
"Bitch." He snarled and transformed trying to reach his hand to her neck but his hands were handcuffed to a pair of chains. "You're really asking to be tortured aren't you?"
She smirked and grabbed his jaw. "A lesson needs to be made, and then you will once again be the person you were long ago." She quickly got a knife and straddled him to the bed.
"Oh you like kinky stuffy. Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Angelus smirked turning back to his human feature.
"You wish." She quickly slit her hand as her other two sisters did the same. They held each other's cut hands as the brunette closed her eyes and then reopened them. They were white and Angelus felt like he was staring at a ghost. He tried to lean up knowing this wasn't a good sign. He yanked again but the chains were tight, and it looked like it was mystically enhanced. "Damn it."
The brunette then grabbed his face and pulled him forward. She kissed him full on the mouth, her tongue sliding in as she seemed to take his breath away. Well, if he could breathe. She stared at him and his eyes seem to be transfixed with hers. "Be within yourself….You are not one with the demon. You are whole….You are good……you are cursed. Be true with yourself and find the one that has the other half of your heart. Then you know what real pain feels like."
The last thing Angelus seen was a glowing white light in the palm of her hand.
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Minutes later he felt some someone slapped his head. He looked up and growled at Spike."See now you know what it feels like."
"He quickly released his hand noticing his hands were free from the chains, and grabbed Spike by the throat. "Why are you slapping me and what the hell just happened?" Angelus asked.
Spike quickly moved away and pushed his sire hand away. "Don't get all grouchy….Pansy. I was just making sure you weren't dead than normal dead." Spike chucked.
"Where are those"…
"Oh you mean the Furies. They left….Gone….thank goodness." Spike replied rubbing his sore chest. The dumb bitch surely hurt him. He knew one thing to never mess with them again.
"Angelus quickly sat up and walked to his closest for some clothes. He was pissed to say the least, but he knew if he ever found them, he would certainly make them pay.
Spike waved a hand to his face noticing he wasn't paying attention. "Are you listening mate?"
Angelus walked past him. "I need to…go out." Angelus said opening the door not actually sure where he was going.
"Hay don't you know Dru is highly pissed that she doesn't have any food to play with." Spike replied.
"Then go hunting." Angelus replied as he opened the door and left as something seemed to be pulling him out.
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The moon may be high.
but I can't see a thing in the sky
Cause I only have eyes for you
"Buffy stood in front of the school hall. Her stomach burning and was fluttering with butterflies as memories swept in her. She didn't know what was going on, but she knew she had to be here. She didn't know why but it was like something was pulling her here. Something strong, mystical. She ignores the feeling as she continues to walk down the halls alone.
Always alone she thought. Was this want her life was going to be? A slayer with no love, always alone will probably die alone. She stops as she suddenly feels that tingeing feeling in her stomach, but it's different. She wants to turn around, but she stands there because she can't move. She's too afraid to turn around to see his face again.
"Angel, he was back. He didn't know how and he didn't know why. He could hear Angelus in his head snarling and was confused just as he was. It all started when he woke up from being with the furies. And when he stepped into the school he was back as Angel as Angelus was stuck back where he belonged. He remembers everything Angelus did, and for some reason, he didn't break down and cried. He wanted to but something was stopping that emotion from coming out. His emotions and mind were on one thing and that was Buffy. All the things she went through what he did and tried to do to her. He wished at this moment someone would kill him just to put him out of his misery.
He took a glance at her stance. Her blonde hair, her perfect body and now looking at her. He feels the fear coming off of her. She was scared he could feel it, and it made him feel bad for it. He wanted anything more than to reach over and touch her face, but he didn't. He didn't want to scare her more than she already is. "Buffy."
Buffy stood there as a tear fell down her face. "Angelus! Why are you here?"
"I'm not…Angelus. I don't know how or why. Something made me come here."
Buff's heart almost came out when he said that, but she stopped knowing it could be a lie. "Why should I trust you?"
"Because... I….Love you." I only wanted you to have a normal life. I wished you never met my Buffy. Your life would have been much better. Don't you see? I remember everything Angelus did to you"
Buffy turned glaring at him hard. "I don't give a *damn* about a normal life! I'm going crazy not seeing you. I think about you every minute. And now your back…..I can't explain how seeing you again makes me feel."
Angel raises his hand to her cheek. He looks down sadly. "I know. But…We can't be together. I hurt you….I killed people and"….
"Don't…..don't say that. You're my life and I can't….Live without you." Buffy said.
Angel grabs her arm and shakes her. "How can you forgive me Buffy? I tried to turn you, rape you…How can you not want to kill me."
Buffy pushed him away and glared at him. "It wasn't you…..Stop blaming yourself for something you didn't do." Buffy cried.
"I can't help it." Angel struggled for a moment and looks back at Buffy. He realizes he suddenly is holding a gun. He looks at it in shock and stares at Buffy. His mind thinking desperate thoughts now.
Buffy's stares at him and realizes what he's going to do. She stares at him angrily. "Don't' you dare to do this to me?" She grabs him by the arm and turns him around to face her. He holds the gun in his other hand.
"You don't care anymore, is that it?" Buffy said.
"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what I feel." Angel said. "I can't keep living like this. I rather die than hurt anyone else." He pulls her away from the gun while Buffy struggles for it.
"Stop it. Stop feeling sorry for yourself." Buffy said.
"I can't. It's what I feel. I can't help it." Angel pushes her away again and starts walking away from her.
"Buffy stares back at him with anger. "DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME"...
Angel turns to face her, the gun in his left hand, and his finger on the trigger. He sees's Buffy runs towards him. He turns away and raises the gun to his head. Buffy quickly runs to him and grabs the gun.
"Stop it and give me the gun." Buffy demands.
"Angel shakes his head as he tries to pull it away from her. "Why can't you just let me die? He grabs her arm and pulls her forward. "I can't live without seeing and feeling regret for what I've done. Just let me die." He pushes her away as she falls on her back.
Buffy looks up at him as tears fall down her face. She watches as he turns once again and raises the gun to his head. Buffy quickly stands up and jumps on him. She grabs his hand and tries to punch him. Her eyes fallen with tears. "I won't let you die."
Angel quickly grabs her hand as they struggle for the gun. "Buffy stop."
"Buffy tries one last time to stop him. "No, you can't do this to yourself. I love you." She grabs his hand. Angel tries to gasp the gun away from her, but it went all horribly wrong at that minute.
His heart stopped as he heard the sound of the gun go off. He was waiting for the blood to pour out of his chest, but it never came. Instead he saw blood on Buffy's shirt. Her eyes were wide with shock. Her eyes close, and then slowly opens again. "Angel."
"Oh god. Buffy? Buffy! Buffy!" He falls on his knees with Buffy in his arms. He presses his hands against the wound, making more blood gush out. Angel shakes his head as tears fall down his face. Not his sweet Buffy, No…no. He was supposed to save her and instead he…killed her.
He cries even harder as he stares at her face. Her face pale with a tint of purple as he holds her in his arms. "Buffy please….please wake up." He holds her, his heart feelings like it broke in half as she took her last breathe. "BUFFY."
Moments pass as he realizes she's still in his arms, and that he realizes it's too late to do anything. He then carefully lays Buffy down and grabs the gun. He stands up and takes one last look at Buffy as he walks down the hall with tears falling down his cheek...
He only had one thought now and that was to end his very existence.
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Minutes later a brunette stares down at the dead slayer. She knelt's down sadly and places her hand on the wound on her chest. It begins to heal. She leans over and whispers in her ear. "Sorry slayer but this was the only way and this is only the first test."
The woman then disappeared and reappeared back to the oracles as instructed. The first test was done and it was complete.
"You have done well Diana. We are pleased of what your sister's done. The female oracles stated.
"We are pleased to serve you and to help in every way to fulfil the prophecy."
"The lady Oracle smiled knowing everything that was supposed to happen will happen because it is written. They just had to make sure everthing that is written will come true.
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Buffy awoke with her first breath of life. She leaned up as she noticed the blood on her shirt, the bullet on the floor and her dying...again. Oh god why the hell was this happening to her again. Can't they just leave her alone? She shook her head and noticed the missing gun on the ground and….Angel wasn't here. "Oh god." She quickly stood up and ran down the hall to find Angel. She opened up the door as she could see Angel staring at himself in the mirror. His reflection was shown. His face in total despair, total lost as a tear rolled down his cheek. She didn't know how his reflection was show because vampire shouldn't be able to show their reflection. That was the least of her problems she thought. He walked closer as she seen him have the gun in his hand. He started to raise it to his head and at that same moment, she grabbed the gun from his hand.
He stared at her and dropped the gun in shock. "Buffy…How…..your...I seen you die?"
"I'm not dead." Buffy said. "I don't know how because I remember dying. "It wasn't your fault, Angel."
"Oh, it *is* my fault. How could I…hurt you?" he falls to his knees cradling his face in his hand. "It's always my fault"....
"Don't….Stop blaming yourself……please." Buffy knelt by him and took his hand.
"I can't, just……I'm so sorry." He said. I know how you feel; I just thought if I was gone you could move on. I still love you with my last breath."
"I would die without you Angel." Buffy lets out a few sobs as Angel wipes them away. "Don't you see I will die without you too?"
"I'm sorry...please... No more tears." Angel touched her face and that was all it took for him to pull her forward and kiss her. "Her lips were warm and all he could do was press his body close to hers. They hold each other tightly as they continue kissing for a long time. Above them in the ceiling a bright light appears.
He released his lips from her and stared at her. She looked so beautiful as all he wanted to was hold her. He then suddenly fell on his knees as Buffy fell with him. His legs stretched out as Buffy sat on one side holding him. She stared at him and the more she stared at him the more she wanted more. Wanted something that was….forbidden. She took his chin in her hand and kissed him hard like this was the last kiss she would ever give him. She didn't know why she felt that way, maybe it was something in her gut telling her this was all a dream or wouldn't last but that didn't stop her from kissing him more.
She looked up as she suddenly noticed the light above was leaving them. She didn't know where it was coming from, if looked like it was coming from the ceiling, up above, the heavens. She released her mouth and stared at him again like he was the most beautiful thing she ever did see. "Angel."
At that moment when she said his name, Angel was suck back into the back of his mind as Angelus took over. "Nooooo."
He opened up his eyes as the slayer was in his lap staring at him hard. He then remembers what happens. Emotions, love, hate, angst, the point of killing himself because of her. "Slayer." He cursed and tossed her to the side. He quickly stood up realizing what he was starting to feel. Something he never felt before. Love, No damn it. He didn't want this. He didn't want these feelings. She really screwed his life up for sure.
Buffy looked up and realized it wasn't him anymore. His eyes were dark and now he was full of hate. She quickly stood up realizing it must have been a spell, and she was right to think this wouldn't last. "Angelus."
"You…..You made me feel." He shakes his head in disgust. He stares at her and grins using a different tactic. "How did you like the little present I sent your watcher? Is he able to move yet?" He chuckled.
Buffy stared at him angered and lunged at him with a full house kick. He blocks it and swings around her. Angelus growls and runs towards the door. "I'll see you real soon lover. He then leaves her there alone. Buffy's falls to the floor and cries as once again lost her lover.
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Dissolve to the library.
"Are you feeling any better?" Giles asked knowing what happen. He had found her that evening after he called her several times. He finally decided to search the school and found her there crying on the floor. She told him everything and it was a shock to him. The only explanation he had was he was being controlled by a ghost but Buffy didn't believe that. she said it was him…Angel.
"I…don't know. It was odd... He was back…everything was perfect…..It was like reading a Romeo and Juliet novel, only I was the character." Buffy said. "It was very...intense."
Xander rolled his eyes. "Ya until he shot you….Bastard"
"Willow looked at him. "Xander."
"It was an accident…we were arguing and fighting over the gun which was a bad idea. Which makes me wonder how did I survive that? I was shot and i died?" Buffy looked at Giles for an answer.
"I don't know. Maybe the powers to be had something to do with this. It's possible." Giles said.
"Ya you never know them. Always messing with people's life's." She replied frustrated and completely pissed off that they were meddling in her life.
"You don't think another slayer would be called, do you?" Buffy asked.
"I don't know." Giles replied.
Buffy starts to tell Willow about Angel when she hears a familiar sound. It sounds like..
"What was that?" Xander said.
"Ah…I didn't' hear nothing." Giles said.
"Willow looked around and suddenly jumped as she heard a familiar voice. "That wasn't very nice Rupert."
"Ok I certainly heard that." Buffy stood up and looked at the covered cage. "Is there something you want to tell me?" She asked looking at Giles.
"Wow Giles hiding ladies in the cage now." Xander joked.
Giles ignored him and walked over to the cage and stood by it. He then glared at Buffy. "I only did this because I know a way to get her back to human."
Buffy looked at him surprised. "What? So you locked a newly risen vampire in a cage hoping to get back you're…For how long?"
"Ah two hours....Buffy I only did this because I was certain." Giles stopped as he heard a growl. "Now you're trying my patient Rupert. Be nice and open the door for your sweet Jenny."
Hearing her name Willow opened her mouth in surprise. Xander just points a finger at him while Buffy glared at him.
Giles took the cloth off the cage not realizing Jenny took the keys from his pocket. At that moment door burst open making Giles's fall to the floor. Buffy quickly went to fighting stance while Xander pulled Willow away from the cage.
Jenny stood in front of them glaring at them with a smile. "Now that's no way to act toward your teacher."
"You're not….Jenny." Buffy said.
"I am in every way Jenny." She started to walk towards Giles as Buffy got in her way. She shook her head and swung her hand at her. Buffy didn't have time to dodge it as she went flying toward the wall.
"BUFFY." Willow and Xander ran toward her as she fell to the floor. Jenny advanced on Giles.
"It doesn't have to be like this." Giles said staring at his desk that had the syringe he needed.
"Oh, why not. I'm enjoying myself." She quickly pushes him back onto the floor, climbs onto his lap and kisses him hard. "You weren't complaining a week ago."
"Jenny stop." Giles said. "This isn't you."
"It is I.... don't you realize it."
Giles looked at her strangely as he went along with whatever, she said. He looked over as he seen Buffy waking up. He looked back to his desk and then back at her. "What?"
"You never had the strength for me. You don't even deserve me." Jenny stared at him angrily." But guess what? You've got me." Jenny quickly grabs his head and lifts him to his feet. She tosses him to the desk as he quickly grabs the syringe.
Buffy runs over but stops as she see's Giles jam the syringe in Jenny's chest. Jenny screams and falls to the floor as Giles takes her hand. "Te implor, Doamne, nu ignora aceasta rugaminte."
Buffy is stopped suddenly as she can't move. Xander and Willow could only do the same and stand there. "I didn't know Giles new magic. What is he doing?" Willow replied surprised.
"Giles, Giles whatever you're doing is only going to make things worse." Buffy said.
Giles glared at her then back at Jenny. He then grabbed an orb of thessah that was in his bag.
"Nici's mort, nici al finite"...
Lasa orbita sa fie vasul care-I va transporta, sufletul la el.
Ok, why is the ground starting to shake" Xander said? As he suddenly sees a white light shoot from the orb into Jenny's eyes. "Asa sa fie! Asa sa fie! Acum!"
Asa sa fie! Asa sa fie! Acum!
Giles falls to the floor as Jenny does too. Buffy brakes free as she quickly walks over and taps Giles face. "Giles what did you do?" She then stares at Jenny's notices the orb is not glowing any more. She then wondered if that was an orb of thesah to restore a soul. "Giles? Giles."
Giles quickly wakes up and notices right away that Jenny was on the floor knocked out. "Jenny?" He leans over to her and cradles her head with his hand. "She's warm."
"But she's not breathing." Giles panicked.
Buffy crouches down beside Giles. "Giles she's a vampire she's not supposed to breathe."
"No, I made….I tried to make her human again. I did some research, and if they are newly risen vampire. It's possible to change them back….to human."
"What? But you could have been killed Giles." Buffy protested.
"Buffy please." Giles grabs the phone and quickly dials 911."
Willow and Xander knelt down as they watched jenny. She was starting to awake. Willow gently reached over and grabbed her hand. "She's warms." I can't believe it. It worked." Willow replied astonished.
Buffy looked up as she seen Giles come back. "Ambulance is on their way."Giles quickly reaches Jenny and holds her hand. "I'm so sorry Rupert."
"It wasn't your fault…I should have been there with you and… this wouldn't of happen." Giles looked down sadly.
Jenny then stares at Giles on last time before her eyes start to close. "I love you Giles but you have to know it wasn't your fault. He would have come after me eventually." Jenny said.
Giles stared at her while Buffy looked at her watcher hoping and praying she didn't tell Giles who it was that turned her. Buffy knew but she knew if Giles found out he would go on revenge.
"What do you mean Jenny….who?" Giles asked.
Jenny stared at him one last time before her body started to give out on her. "Angelus."
And at that moment Giles felt like his heart stopped. Jenny was slipping and at that same moment he found out who turned her. Who ruined his and her life? In the process his mind was thinking on revenge while the other half was thinking of how Buffy would reaction to this. But he knew when it's all over with it wouldn't end well.
TO BE CONTINUED**************************************************************
I hope everyone loved this chapter as much as I did.
I'll have 1-2 more chapters based on season 2 and then I'll start remaking season 3.
Oh and I used the translation of the orb from season 3 of becoming of when Willow restored Angel's soul. So just ignore the fact that it was to restore the soul only. I use this to restore jenny soul and return her to human since it was only two days since she was turned.. ( just go with the flow(:
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