Title; Forbidden Love; Ch 21

Author; DreamInfinity0

Rating; R , angst, slight torture. Characters death. (I warned you)

Characters; Buffy/Angelus, Willow/Xander, Giles, Kendra, Spike/Dru, Mention of Jenny.

Disclaimer; All characters belongs to Joss Whedon

Authors note; Spoilers for Becoming part 1 and Passions (lyrics by breaking Benjamin) Has been Beta

No longer the lost, No longer the same

And I can see you, starting to break

I'll keep you alive, if you show me the way

Forever - and ever, the scars will remain

I'm falling apart, Leave me here

Forever in the dark

Days go by, weeks go by, and it's still the same but something was missing. He hated this feeling….That he missed her, missed the slayer…. His enemy. He knew he wouldn't be feeling this way if soul boy didn't mate with her. That was the only fact he felt incomplete without her and now knowing this fact, he didn't care. He didn't want to be that soulful, brooding, and lovable, slayers toys for the rest of his life. He wanted that thrill of the kill, the thrill of torturing, maiming his victims until he could see the fear on their face. He was a demon damn it and he would make sure somehow he would find a way to get unmated if he had to get her out of his head completely.

He sighed and stood up as he began to walk towards the living room. It was empty, which was odd because usually his chides were here or his minions. Where the hell did everyone go, he wandered?

He made his way outside as he felt a cold feeling go through his body. It was a familiar feeling that he hasn't felt since…1898. However, that was impossible he thought. There was no way any of them would still be alive over a century. Besides the fact, they were the only ones that made him feel….Fear.

He never told anybody about that and probably never will. The only person that probably knew was Darla, who was dead and long gone. Although if it wasn't for her, he wouldn't of never gotten himself cursed with a damn soul. If he hadn't gone after those damn gypsies in the first place he would have not of been mated with a damn slayer. So he was glad his sire was dead. His life was already screwed up to say the least any ways.

He once again looked around and noticed he was outside by the woods behind the mansion. He could hear something and it sounded so familiar. He tried to listen more closely.

Nici's mort, nici de-al fiintei,

Romania….Gypsies. He can hear them loud and clear now. NO….No not again. He shook his head and ran thought the trees. Damn it….How could this happen? He ran again as he suddenly seen a familiar young girl stand a few feet ahead of him. She was in a white dress, brown hair, and he knew that face. It was the young Kalderash Gypsy girl he killed long ago. There was a small circle of candles surrounding her and there was an Orb by her feet. His eyes widen as a smile appeared on her face.

invoc, spirit al trecerii. Reda trupului ce separa omul de animal! (Translation: Neither dead, nor of the living, I invoke you, spirit of The passing. Return to the body what distinguishes Man from the beast!)

Angelus growls and lunges at her trying to get the orb out of her hand.

Asa sa fie. Utrespur aceastui. (Translation: So it shall be. Restore this one.)

He makes it towards the candles when he jumps only to be pushed back by a mystical force surrounding her. The orb glows and gets bright for a moment, then dark.

He falls on his knees as his eyes turn yellow, glows brightly then goes back to dark. He screams in rage as he is once again pulled back in his sealed cage.

The girl stared at him and leaned down to stare at his eyes. "It hurts, doesn't it? Good. It will hurt more."

And at that same moment Angelus screamed awoke. He looked around realizing it was just a dream. Then to make things worse Spike walks into his room.

Spike smirked at him and noticed he was frustrated about something. Although he could have sworn he felt fear come off his sire. No, Angelus scared..ya right. "What's wrong sire; you had a bad nightmare about something. I bet fluffy could fix you a nice cup of…"

"Angelus growled and quickly got up off the bed. "Shut up Spike. If I wanted your opinion, I would have asked for it."

"Oh…sorry your grouchiness." Spike mocked.

Angelus growled again and slapped him in the head as he passed him.

"Bloody..poof."

Angelus quickly turned around grabbed him by the neck and pushed him to the floor. He looked down and pressed his foot on Spikes' chest. "Now do we have to have a reenactment of what happen last time when you mouthed off to me?"

Spike rolled his eyes and looked up at his sire. "Fine….I won't mouth off…Sire" Spike sneered hating every fact he had to call him Sire. He hated it and he hated, he had to take orders from Angelus. He wanted to be the one in command. He wanted to be the one giving orders. It was so unfair because he was here first.

"Angelus Smiled and took his foot off of his chides chest and helped him up. "Good, because I'm going to step this up a notch and pay the slayer a little visit, and you're coming with me to join in the fun." Angelus said.

"Oh good…I need a bloody good kill. So does this mean you're finally going to let me kill fluffy?" Spike said.

"Angelus glared at him and stared at him hard. "No Spike, the only one that will be killing my Slayer will be me. However, you can kill the other one." Angelus smirked.

Spike smiled and for once he was happy with one of Angelus decisions.

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Giles stood there as the rose he had fell from his hand. He watched the doctor through the glass window. There were four doctors in there now. Her heart stopped and they were trying to revive her.

Giles couldn't move, he was frozen to the spot as the doctors tried to revive Jenny. Her heart had stopped fifteen minutes after he brought her here. She was not conscious, since he brought her in. The last words she said were she was sorry. However, there were so many things he wanted to say to her. He wanted to tell her how much he cared and loved her. Then when things could have gotten better, he suddenly saw her heart monitor go flat thought the window. Then one of the nurses closed the window with a curtain. He was now staring at a white cloth that blocked his view to see his sweet Jenny.

He wanted to fall to the floor and cry and beg god to keep his sweet jenny alive. It wouldn't be fair. He had researched and tired hard and long to turn her back to human and it wouldn't be fair if she died after all the work he did to bring her back. How could life be so cruel?

He then thought about the last words Jenny said. She said the person's name that did this to her. At first he didn't want to believe it but now he had the prove and he hated this, hated that he might never see his Jenny again because of that monster. Hated that he wanted Angelus dead more than anything else. Hated that he was filled with this anger that he couldn't get rid of and most of all it would destroy his relationship with Buffy.

He knew if he could actually pull this off and Kill Angelus Buffy would never speak to him again. He had a hard choice to make, and it might change his life for good.

"Mr. Rupert?"

Giles looked up to notice a male doctor in his late thirties was standing in front of him. "Ah oh sorry. Is…is Jenny ok?"

The doctor frowned and stared at him sadly. Giles just stood there looking at his eyes and could tell at that moment it wasn't good news. "I'm sorry but….She went into a coma….We don't know if she'll come out of it."

Giles suddenly felt like grabbing the doctor and tossing him towards the wall. This was unacceptable, how could they tell him this. This couldn't be true. The doctor laid a hand on his arm for confronts. "I'm sorry." Giles flinched away from him and turned to hide the tear falling down his cheek. He walked past Willow and Xander unnoticed as he walked in one of the labs. No one was around so he walked in and slide against the wall and pushed his knee up to his chest. His mind was a blank as he sat there. Everything else just went blank as the doctor told him she was in a coma. She was alive still but…it wasn't the same. He would probably never see her eyes open up again, feel her hands on his, see what they look like when they got older. She would probably never wake up and he would never know what might happen in the future.

He leaned his head up as his mind went on only one only and that was vengeance. He knew feeling this way was wrong, but he didn't care about right and wrong now. He just wanted that monster dead for what he did.

He was aware that Angelus's taunts were for him and everyone else. He wanted to hurt anyone close to Buffy, including him. He knew this now and was surprised that he actually did something like this. He mostly was trying to get his hands on Buffy, now he just wanted to kill and destroy. He knew the reason was that Buffy would not give herself to the demon. It was not hard to figure out that he was obsessed over her to the point of insanity. Which was another reason he wanted to kill him? He had touched his slayer and destroyed her in believing that loving him was a good thing as in the end Giles knew it wouldn't end well. A slayer in love with vampire was un hood of. If the council ever heard about this there would be consequences for him and Buffy which was why he kept his mouth shut. He would do whatever is necessary to protect Buffy.

He then slowly stood up and walked out of room. He made his way toward the entrance of the hospital as he realized he was actually going to do this. He was actually going to go and kill Angelus once and for all. He was going to make him pay for everything he did to Buffy and Jenny. Then maybe if he even lived though this he would at least be in peace with himself, even if it met the death of him.

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Buffy makes it back to the waiting room when she notices Giles wasn't around. Willow and Xander were holding each other. Willow had tears in her eyes. Oh no….This is not good, Buffy thought.

"Xander…Willow what's wrong?" Buffy asked.

"Jenny she's."

Buffy's eyes went wide thinking of the worse until Xander looked at her. "Jenny... she's in a coma. They said she might not ever wake up." Xander said.

Buffy frowned sadly. "Oh No." Buffy sits on the couch and lowers her head to her knees. She cries softly. "This is my entire fault."

Willow moves her arms away from Xander and sits beside Buffy. Xander sits besides her wanting to tell her that he told her so. He knew from the beginning Angel was no good; he was a demon and would always be demon. However, he didn't say anything. He just kept his words to himself.

"Buffy this is not your fault. You had no ideal this would happen. It's not your fault." Willow said.

"Then why does it feel like it is. Why does it hurt so much?" Buffy whispered as Willow wrapped her arms around her. "If it wasn't for me then maybe"…

"Don't, don't say that Buffy. It's not your fault..You didn't know."

After a few minutes Buffy realized she hasn't seen Giles. "Where is Giles?"

"I don't know. I haven't seen him since the doctor spoken to him." Xander said.

"I think we should find him." Buffy said having a bad feeling that Giles would do something stupid.

"But don't you think he wants to be left alone?"

"I'm not worrying about what he wants. I'm worried about what he's gonna do." Buffy said wiping the tears off her face.

Losing his patience Xander stared back at Buffy. Why? If I was him, I would go after Angelus too."

"Xander." Willow glared at him hard.

"No, I'm sorry, but let's not forget that I hated Angel long before you guys jumped on the bandwagon. So I think I deserve a little something for not saying 'I told you so' long before now. And if Giles wants to go after the, uh, fiend that put his girlfriend in a coma, I say, 'Faster, Pussycat! Kill! Kill!'

Buffy stared at him hard wanting to wipe that smirk off his face, but she held the anger building up in her. "Maybe you're right." She said.

Willow stared at her surprised. "I thought you loved Angel?"

"Yes, I love Angel…not Angelus. I will kill him if …. I have…. too." Buffy said sadly.

Xander stared at Buffy in surprise. "Thank you."

"There's only one thing wrong with Giles' little revenge scenario." Buffy said.

"And what's that?" Xander said.

"It's gonna get him killed."

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Cut to the mansion

Angelus laughed while Spike was annoyed that he told him about the day he turned Giles girl friend into a vampire.

"Are you insane?! We're supposed to kill the bitch, not leave gag gifts in the friends' beds and turn her." Spike said.

"But, Spike, the bad teacher was going to restore Angel's soul." Dru said.

"What if she did? If you ask me, I find myself preferring the old Buffy-whipped Angelus. This new, improved one is not playing with a full sack." Angelus growls at him. "I love a good slaughter as much as the next bloke, but his little pranks will only leave us with one incredibly brassed-off Slayer!" Spike said.

Angelus slaps him on the forehead and pulls him forward. "Are you questioning my authority childe?"

"Spike sneers and rolls his eyes. "Ya what if I am you big… pouf?"

Before Angelus could teach him a lesson or two a Molotov cocktail swooshes in and burst in flame on the table beside them. Angelus quickly stands up to see a crossbow bolt coming at him. It hits him in the arm. He grabs it and pulls it out. Spike and Dru stand up to stare at the intruder.

"Well I guess I was wrong about the pissed off slayer, more like a pissed off watcher. This is going to be fun." Spike said

Giles walks towards him with a baseball bat. Angelus glares at him and smirks. "I was hoping you came. Did you like the gift I send you?"

Giles glares at him with anger and puts the end of the bat into the flames, and it catches fire. He swings it and hits Angelus in the face, then again, on the return swing. Angelus staggers and bends down. "Jeez, whatever happened to wooden stakes?"

Giles's whales on Angelus' back several times. Drusilla makes a move to intervene, but is held back by Spike. Spike smiles and watches with amusement. "Uh-uh. No fair going into the ring unless he tags you first."

Angelus stands back up, but Giles swings the bat into his face twice again, making him fall once more. He continues beating on him, making Angelus collapse all the way to the floor. Giles wields the still burning bat over his head, but as he brings it down Angelus catches it, and they begin to struggle. Angelus quickly gains the upper hand, and takes Giles by the throat, lifting him off of his feet. He drops the bat staring at Angelus with fear.

"All right, you've had your fun. Now it's time for my fun." He glares at the watcher and quickly hits him in the back of the head as he falls unconscious on the floor. He glares at Spike and the two minions that come in to put out the fire with buckets of water. "Get this place clean up." Angelus said pissed off that he had stupid minions around. He then glared at Spike and grabbed him by the neck. "Don't piss me off again Spike, or you will regret it." He lets him go and stares down at the watcher. He then stares at the two minions.

"Take the watcher to the basement." He watches the minions leave as they open the door. "Oh and one more thing, If you kill him, I'll have your head on a stick." Do I make myself clear?" The minions shook their head scared and dragged Giles away. Angelus then turned to his Chides Spike and Dru.

"Now for our next plan."

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Sunnydale Cemetery.

Buffy and her friends went to Giles's house and found weapons gone and no Giles. She became worried and decided to go to Angelus mansion. Willow and Xander didn't like the idea, they knew they were not ready to face him and the others head on. There was no way they could beat them. Besides that Willow was still working on the last phrase for angelus curse. It would have gone faster if Jenny was still here.

"Buffy are you sure about this?" Willow said worried.

"I can't just leave Giles there to die or worse. And besides I don't want you guys there. You need to leave before you get hurt."

"We can't do that" Xander said.

"Please I can't let another person get hurt because of me." Buffy replied.

Xander shook his head as Willow stared at her. "No. We don't leave friends…..never"

Buffy smiled as she was suddenly startled as she heard something in the weeds. She held her stake aiming for it when she realized it was just Kendra coming out from the shadows. "Oh gosh you scared me. Can't you make noise before you sneak up on people?" Buffy quipped.

"Ah Sorry. I heard ya need help with Angelus." Kendra quipped.

"Ya we need a lot of help." Xander quipped.

"I…..No I can do this on my own." Buffy quipped knowing if she took Kendra, she would kill Angelus still. Buffy did want the demon dead but not Angel. If she could just injure him and get that ring of Amara away from him then it could work out for the best.

"It's as I feared. He clouds your judgment. You can't stop him alone!" Kendra says.

"I can stop him…maybe with some help but …if there is a way to injure him and not kill him then." Buffy replied but Kendra stopped her.

"He's a vampire. He *should* die. Why am I de only person who sees it?"

"I see it." Xander quipped. ""Buffy don't you remember Jenny is in a coma and probably would never wake up. He needs to be killed." Xander said.

'Willow just stares at them and back at Buffy, who was getting frustrated. She knew by the look on Buffy's face that she wasn't happy, and was still very emotional, which wasn't good to piss off. "Come on guys give her a break. If you were in her shoes you would do the same thing Xander." Willow replied harshly.

"What makes you think that?" Xander said not realizing what he just said.

Willow stared at him in shock. "So you're saying if I was turned into a vampire you wouldn't at least try to get me back. Well, that shows how much you care about me" Willow replied angrily.

"Willow I didn't mean it like that. I would try… I care about you a lot, and I would never let anything like that happen to you." Xander said. He stared at her knowing she was still pissed, but she was right about one thing. He never did put himself in someone else's shoes. Maybe if he tired, he would know what it feels like to feel the pain that Buffy was in. "I'm sorry."

Buffy just stares at them for a moment before turning around again and heading toward the mansion. She hears her friends call for her, but she ignores because she wanted to knock some since into two of her friends. She suddenly had that tingeing feeling in her stomach. She stopped looked around with her stake in her left hand. She started walking toward the noise when something tripped her.

"Hello, cutie." Spike smiles down at her.

Buffy glares up angrily and quickly pulls herself up. Spike takes a step towards Buffy, and she immediately decks him twice in the face. Kendra quickly comes from behind and grabs his shoulder and throws him on the ground. Spike sneers and curses as he realizes she has her friends and the other slayer with her. Damn it. Angelus could at least warn him of this, but no..he was like do this and do that. Bloody bastard was still pissing him off but that didn't mean he was actually going to listen to him.

Spike quickly kicks Kendra sending her to the ground. He brought his knee between her legs. Buffy kicks him in the groan making him fall to the side.

"Bloody hell, hold on a second!" He holds his groan and stares at her as Kendra has the stake in her hand ready to stake him. Spike jumps back up and hold up his hands in surrender.

"Hey! White flag here. I quit."

Buffy rolls her eyes. "Kendra wait." Buffy crosses her arms and stares at him. "Let me clear this up for you. We're mortal enemies. We don't get time-outs."

"You want to go around, pet, I can go around with the both of you but you two wouldn't last." Spike snickers.

"Eww like I would ever let you touch"…

Spike laughed. "I wasn't talking about shagging love. I was talking about bloody fighting. You want to stop Angel... we're gonna have to play this a bit differently."

"Can you just kill him already? I since really bad vibes from him Buff." Xander said walking beside her with Willow beside him.

"Ya I know. What are you talking about? And talk fast before we all dust you." Buffy said.

Spike rolled his eyes at the feisty slayer "I'm talking about your ex, pet. I'm talking about putting him in the bloody ground."

Buffy laughs. "This has gotta be the *lamest* trick you guys have ever thought up."

"Tell me about it." Xander said. "Was that your last words for her to actually believe you and spare your life?"

Spike growled and made sure if he ever got his hands on Xander, he would tear out his organs to play with. "Really and if I told you Angelus got your Watcher, right now, and he's probably torturing him. Do you still believe me?"

Buffy stared at him hard and grabbed him by the collar. "Where is he…tell me now before I ram this stake in you?"

"I told you. I want to stop Angel. I want to save the world. You give me what I want, and I'll give you want you want"

Buffy looked at him with disgust. "Okay. You do remember that you're a vampire, right?"

Spike smiles staring at the two slayers in awe as he sits down on a tomb stone. "We like to talk big. Vampires do. 'I'm going to destroy the world. Just tough guy talk. Strutting around with your friends over a pint of blood. The truth is, I like this world. You've got... dog racing, Manchester United. You've got people. Billions of people walking around like Happy Meals with legs. It's all right here. However, then someone comes along and ruins it all with passion for destruction because of a certain slayer. To say the least I like the one being in command not that pouf of a bastard."

Xander laughs. "Wow at least I'm not the only one that doesn't like him now."

Buffy's stares at Xander and then Spike. "Okay, fine. You're not down with Angelus. Why would you ever come to me?"

"All I want to be Dru back. I want it like it was before he came back and destroyed everything." Spike hissed knowing well enough he wanted more than just Dru back. He was planning on killing Kendra and maybe just maybe to torture Buffy for awhile.

"You're pathetic." Buffy replied.

Spike growls and punches her in the face. She punches him right back. Kendra then kicks him knocking him on his ass. "This vampire is far than pathetic, he's annoying and insulting." Kendra quipped.

"And the fact he's pathetic because his girlfriend's a big ho? Well, let me take this opportunity to *not* care." Buffy said.

"I can't fight them both alone, and neither can you!" Spike says ignoring the urge to rip their heads off.

Buffy punches him hard in the jaw, making him flinch. He straightens back up and feels his jaw, checking for blood. Well at least she didn't kill him yet. "Bloody bitch."

"I hate you" Buffy said.

Spike smiled. "And I'm all you've got."

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Angelus' mansion

Giles groggily opens his eyes as he realizes he's tied to a chair with his hands bound behind his back and bleeding from rope burns. His eyes go wide when he suddenly realizes who is staring at him. "Angelus."

"Hi, Rupert. I wasn't sure you were gonna wake up. You had me worried." He smiles evilly.

"What do you want?" Giles ask.

Angelus places a finger on his jaw and pretends he's thinking. He then stares at Giles. "Well, duh it's not hard to figure that out. I heard you are quite into magic, and you need to do a little spell for me. And the fact I wanna torture you. I used to love it, and it's been a *long* time. I mean, the last time I tortured somebody, they didn't even *have* chainsaws."

Angelus strolls past Giles to the middle of the room. He chuckles as he feels the fear coming off of the watcher. "I'll tell you what Giles, you tell me how to undo the mating ritual, and then I'll let you go." He smiles wondering if the watcher is really that stupid to believe him.

Giles's stares at him as he tries to struggle to get lose but the ropes were tight. To tight for him to get lose, and if he did get free he would have to somehow get away from the two minions that were guarding the door to the entrance. He looks around and also notices he had a lot of stuff already out for the ritual. A circle drawn on the floor and red candles around it. In the center was a spell book on an alter. Then he realized what Angelus was doing. He wanted to be unmated with the slayer. He could see in his eyes it was frustrating him. He was a demon and could not do anything because his slayer was actually bonded with Angelus. At first when he learned of this, he didn't believe it, but now it was coming to him and he wished for the sake of Buffy, she never met him. Now it led to this.

He knew of this ritual and the fact the female never survives afterwards. He had read in the past a few vampires mated with a human female, never a slayer. The male vampire would usually kill the female or turn her because they knew the consequences of unmating. It usually drives the female insane over the point of suicide. Giles stared up at Angelus realizing that there was no way he could actually do this. It could kill Buffy.

"So Watcher….What do you say? But honestly, I sort of hope you don't... 'Cause I *really* wanna torture you." Angelus says.

Giles gulps and stares at him hard as Angelus grabs his neck.

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"Are you crazy? Don't you see trap written all over this?" Xander said

Buffy rolled her eyes as Kendra started complaining about her trusting men, especially vampires too much.

Buffy looked back as Spike was five feet ahead of them making their way to the mansion. Buffy looked back at her friends and whispered. "I know something is not right here, but I'm going for it anyway. I want you to go back stay outside, with Xander. If you don't hear from me in less than ten minutes…go home and try to figure out the spell for Angel.

"What are you crazy?" Xander said.

"Buffy I do not like this ideal." Willow said. "I don't want to be the last option and besides something could happen to you. I can't leave you here alone."

"I won't be alone." Buffy said. Kendra will go with me, but I want you to head to the back of the mansion. So if anything goes wrong you can go in that way.

"Are you sure about this." Kendra said.

"I'm sure, Come on." Buffy walks away and heads towards Spike that was a few feet from the mansion. Spike looked at her and grinned. "So, what happen to your friends?"

Buffy rolled her eyes and played dumb for once. "Xander and Willow had to go home and besides I didn't want them getting hurt. Kendra had to get something. She'll be back."

Spike grinned. "Good, it wouldn't be fair to leave you by yourself now would it?"

Buffy ignored him as they made their way to the front long of the mansion. A few minions appeared beside the steps and growled at the slayer. Buffy pulled her stake out but Spike stared at them hard.

"Let her through. She's here on peaceful terms. Right slayer." Spike quipped.

Buffy stared at Spike blankly and placed the second stake in her back pocket. "Fine I'll play peaceful. Let me through….please."

The minions growled but let her past as Spike glanced back at them again knowing they were following his orders. Buffy walked in noticing there was no one there. She started to turn around when something pricked her neck. She gasp and quickly turned kicking Spike in the leg. He quickly jumped back and smiled at the slayer that was losing conscious. "Sorry pet but I have orders"

Buffy stared at him as she seen the syringe in his hands. "Bastard your pay for"…..

Then everything went black.

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Angelus smiles as he was finished breaking the tenth bone in Giles's finger. He had to say he was impressed. The watcher didn't even cry when he bent one of his fingers backwards.

"Rupert, buddy... I'm here to tell you, I'm impressed." Angelus says and stands up to see two minions stare at him nervously. He chuckles and stares back at Giles. "How you holding' up?"

Giles looks at him nervously. "Never... better."

"Glad to hear it." He glares down and grabs the knife. He jabs it in Giles's leg. Giles's eye went wide and struggles to hold the scream in. He didn't look at him. He didn't want him to think he was going to beg. He would never give him that choice but the pain was starting to become too much too bare.

"You know, I can stop the pain. You've been very brave... but it's over. You've given enough. Now let me make it stop." Angelus says.

Giles's pants and shakes with pain. "You need"….

Angelus smiles and faces him. "Just tell me what I need to know."

"In order... to undo the ritual... you need to"…

"Yeah?"

"You must perform the ritual... in a tutu." Giles grins even know that wasn't his best joke.

Angelus glares at him hard and pissed.

"Pollock!"

Angelus stands up and pulls Giles head back hard. "All right. Someone get the chainsaw." Angelus growls. At that same moment the door opens as Spike carries an unconscious Buffy in his arms.

Giles looks up stunned that they caught his slayer. "Oh god no.., please let this be a dream."

Angelus turns around and smiles letting Giles go. "Well it's good to know you didn't get yourself killed." Angelus smirked as he noticed Spike was staring at Buffy's chest. Angelus growled and walked up to spike. "Give me the slayer and stop staring at her before I kill you."

Spike rolled his eyes and handed Buffy to Angelus. "I see your still the over protective bastard that always is. Any ways the slayer wasn't really bright…fell for the trap."

"Shut up." Angelus took Buffy from his arms and carried her towards Giles. "So what's it going to be Giles? Tell me how to undo it, and I won't kill your slayer."

"No, if I tell you how to undo it. She'll die any ways. No human has lived thought it." Giles quipped.

Angelus glared angrily at him and turned away. He carried Buffy to the center of the circle and tied her to the retrains on the floor. Her hands and feet were shackled. He walked over back to Giles. "Tell Dru to come here before I decide to get a chainsaw and finish him."

"Oh crabby aren't we." Spike says.

"Spike, if you don't do what I say I will use the chainsaw on you." Angelus sneered.

"Fine, fine you bloody poof." Spikes walks away as he gets Dru and walks back in with her. "Drusilla? Sweetheart?"

She comes in behind him and walks up to them. "Do you want to play a game?"

Dru smiles and puts her arm on his shoulder, and they both look over at Angelus and Giles.

Giles stares at them in horror wandering if this day could get any worse.

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Buffy awakes noticing first thing her legs and hands were shacked. Her head was dizzy and she was lying on a cold floor. Then she remembered Spike jabbed her with something. That bastard. She looks over to see Drusilla sitting on Giles lap; she seems to be hypnotizing him.

Drusilla waves her fingers around some more and draws them in toward her own eyes. "Be... in me."

In his weakened state Giles quickly falls under her spell. She looks at his eyes and smiles. "Hmm. See with your heart."

She covers his eyes with her hand, and when she takes it away he sees Jenny. Jenny kneeling before him. At first he can't believe it, but then accepts it. He couldn't believe it. Jenny was here in his arms.

"Did you tell Angel? About the ritual? It's the only way to save Buffy. You have to." She kissed him and released his lips.

"No….can't"

"Tell me what to do." Giles looks at her, helpless and confused.

"It's all right. We'll be together... finally. We'll have everything we never got to have... Never got to feel... Just tell me what to do."

Giles desperately looks at her. "His blood and her blood, it needs to be….joined….then read the words."

Buffy struggles with the chains but it's no use. She sees' Angelus smile back at her as he realizes how to do the spell. She is still confused what he is trying to do and why she had his watcher tied up but she knew it wasn't a good sign.

"She stares at him as he kneels over and sits beside her. She backs away as he leans over her.

"Sorry lover but I got better things to do than thinking about you all the time." and with that he pulls her forward and captures her lips in his. He leans over her and wraps one leg around his waist.

Spike stares at Dru as she is still kissing Giles. He glares angrily at her as he pulls her away and stares at her hard. "Sorry, I was in the moment."

Buffy was kicking him now well at least trying to. She was freaking out that he would torture her or worse, rape her. She tried to kick him again, but he braced his strong legs over hers as he took the small dagger out of his pocket. He grinned seeing Buffy's face full of fear. He leaned over and made a deep slit on her right wrist and her left wrist. Buffy screamed.

Angelus then slit his wrist as the blood poured on the floor as it mixed with hers. Angelus leaned up as Giles was realizing what just happen. Jenny wasn't here. He was tricked and worse of all Angelus was completing the ritual. "Buffy." Giles screamed as he looked over to see blood pouring from her wrist.

Angelus stood up as the predator he is and read the phrase from the book. A minute later the door burst opened as a very pissed off slayer ran in with Xander and Willow.

Spike smiled and growled as he lunged at Kendra. "Come to play slayer?"

"Ya I came to dust you." She then kicked sending him towards the wall. Xander quickly tossed a small bottle of holy water on Dru's face sending her to run away.

Willow ran to Buffy but stopped as she seen blood all around Buffy. "Oh No." She ran towards her but was once again startled as Angelus suddenly fell to his knees in agony. He then screamed giving Willow the chance to free Buffy. She said a few words to unlock Buffy's chains. Xander quickly freed Giles and then ran to Buffy and helped Willow. "Oh god…we have to go now." Xander said as he realized Buffy was losing a lot of blood. As Angelus was on the floor unconscious.

Kendra quickly ran to spike to stake him, but he knocked it out of her hand and punched her full in the face. Spike tried to kick her, but she blocked it and did a double kick sending him flying towards the wall.

Kendra quickly ran to Giles and helped him up. "We have to leave…now."

Buffy awoke with a major headache. She leaned over as she noticed Xander was carrying her. Both of her wrists were tied with a cloth. She leaned over and noticed Angelus was unconscious.

"The ring…get the ring." She said slowly,

Willow walked towards him and quickly took the ring off of Angelus finger. She hurried back praying that he didn't awake.

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"The next day Buffy awoke her wounds healed but still hurt. She was at the hospital still. Her mom was worried and pissed to say the least. Buffy was just glad she didn't bleed to death and that her friends were there to save her.

While Joyce got something for her to eat, Giles had come in and was worried, he was almost panicking. She never seen him so worried before. He then started telling her he was sorry. Sorry that he wasn't strong enough to save her. She didn't know what he met until he told her about what happen. He told her about how Angelus wanted to do a ritual that would unmate her and him together. That it could possible kill her in the process. She asked him why he would think that. He then told her about the human girl that was mentioned in the watchers' journal. She was mated to a vampire and then was unmated.

It drove her insane over not feel him in her and to be with him so she killed herself. Buffy stared at him hard. "Giles that's not going to happen, I promise you. I'm the slayer and I'm strong. I can fight this."

Giles hugged her in despite his broken fingers and injured leg. Buffy released him and stared back at him sadly. "I'm sorry for everything. Sorry for what he did to you…and I'm so sorry about Jenny." She said.

Giles held the tears in and stared at her. "It's not your fault Buffy. Don't blame yourself for this." Buffy lets a tear fall down her cheek. "Don't cry….I promise everything will be ok."

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And try tomorrow, ill say it, replay it.

And live with sorrow

You'd think I'd learn by now

There's never an easy way

I'll get thought somehow

I'm on my knees to pray

That evening her friends stops by and waited for her in the living room. It was late in the evening when they came. They were so worried still. She really didn't' understand what Giles was telling her this morning about the mating ritual, but she knows what it means now. She doesn't feel that warm, loving sensation surrounding her body anymore. It was gone nothing but coldness. It was an odd feeling to not feel it anymore. It's not killing her or destroying her like Giles said. She was slayer, she could handle this, she knew she could but feeling the way she is feeling now she doesn't know. She just knows that she has a job to do and that is to stop torturing herself with images of him. Images and fantasies about him coming back, about her Angel coming back. Because she knew that wasn't going to come true because let's face it. It might never happen since Jenny was in a coma. She was the only one that could help with it. Willow was struggling as it is to find the last phrase of the curse. However, she was glad about one thing; she at least got the ring of Amara back. She can at least not worry about as much about Angelus roaming around and killing people in the daylight. She only had to worry about night time now.

She came down the steps as carefully not to hit her wrist on anything. Her mom was there helping her down the steps. It wasn't like she couldn't walk, but she was glad her mom cared for her that deeply.

Joyce sat down beside her as the Scooby gain was waiting for her. Everyone was here. Giles, Xander, Willow and Kendra. She told them she had to tell her mom the truth about everything and who she really was. She was sick of lying, and she had to tell her the truth once and for all. "So you wanted to tell me something Buffy. I don't know why you wanted your friends here but" Joyce said wandering why this couldn't wait.

Buffy stared at her mom hard not knowing how to form the words out of her mouth. Giles was clearing his throat and was about to say something when they heard footsteps coming down the steps.

Buffy turns her eyes going wide as she suddenly felt that odd feeling in the pit of her stomach. She starts to turn around but Giles gets up fast and pulls Joyce away from the man coming down the steps.

Buffy looks up wondering how this was possible for him to even be in here. Willow banned him from coming back in her house. "Willow how is he able to come in here. He shouldn't be in here." Buffy said angrily.

Joyce looked at them confused and then back at Buffy's boyfriend. Angelus grinned as he played with the talisman in his hand. He stared at the Scooby gang and stared back at Buffy. "Hello lover."

"Angelus, what do you want?" Buffy spoke as she walked towards him.

"You know these are very useful for when you can't get into an uninvited house. It makes it easier to sneak up on you lover."

Buffy was getting inpatient and pissed off at Angelus teasing.

"Angel….I don't know what's going on here but this is not a good time. And how did you get in here?" Joyce asked.

"I climbed thought your daughter's window Mrs. Summers. You should ask your daughter about it sometime. How she would always let me sneak in and sleep next to her."

Buffy's eyes went wide and took a step towards him. "Get the hell out of my house now." Buffy quipped.

"Buffy..Is this true?" Joyce said shocked that her daughter let him sleep in her bed without her knowing it. She then wandered if she was still doing that when she caught Angel in her daughter's bed.

Buffy shook her head and approached him while Kendra approached him from the other side.

"No don't." Buffy quipped at Kendra knowing well enough she wanted to stake Angelus.

"Now don't' get your panties in a twist Buff. I only came here to talk to your mother." Angelus grinned.

Buffy glared hard at him hoping and praying he would stop this nonsense before her mother found out things she didn't need to know about. "Get out."

"Buffy!" Joyce looked at her sternly and then back at Angel. "What is it that you want Angel?"

"Well for one thing to tell you, Buffy made me the man I am today. Did she ever tell you that we made love? She probably didn't, she likes to lie a lot." Buffy faced blushed in horror. Buffy pulled the stake out and took another step towards him.

Joyce looks up at him in surprise then back at Buffy. "Buffy?" She was horrified that her daughter had slept with him. He was way to old for her and now staring at the man before her. He didn't look quite stable.

"Mom just get away from him, he's dangerous." Buffy replied.

"Buffy is this true?" Joyce asked.

Buffy stared back at Joyce just in time to see Angelus face shifted as he suddenly pulled Joyce towards him. "I bet she didn't tell you she was a slayer, and I was a vampire, did she?"

Joyce screamed at that moment. Buffy lunged at him knocking him away from her mother. Kendra thrust the stake toward Angelus only to be pulled back by a blond vampire. He pulled her forward and on to the ground and kicked her. Spike leaned up and smiled as Buffy was staring daggers at her. "Hello pet."

Buffy's eyes blazed with fury. She lunged and punched Spike hard in the face. He staggered backwards falling on the floor. She quickly stood up and helped her mother up. "Mom go…now."

"Joyce stared at her and then the two men that stood up. Their faces were deformed, more demotic but that was nonsense. This couldn't be real. "What are they?"

Willow quickly grabs the book and reads a Latin verse from a book.

'Hicce verbis consensus rescissus est.' (Translation: By these strong unanimous words [Angelus' permission to enter] is rescinded.)

Now the only problem was she had to toss him out of the house, since he was already in. Oh and get rid of the tailsmen. Buffy gets up and before she could lunge at Angelus. He blocked her blow and tripped her making her fall to the floor. Three other minions came in at that moment and disabled Giles, Willow and Xander. Kendra was still punching blows to Spike, but he was making her tired as he dodged her blows around her.

Buffy knew what he was doing. Spike did the same thing to defeat her. Buffy crawled and tried to pull away from Angelus gasp, but he held her tight in her gasp, making sure she watched while he killed all her friends and family.

Joyce was horrified as Angelus was hurting her daughter. She quickly grabbed a glass vase and crashed it on one of the minions head. The minion staggered and grabbed Joyce by the throat. Angelus glared at the minion telling him to not feed from her. He wanted that pleasure of killing the slayers mother.

Buffy struggled, all of her friends did. Kendra was the only one fighting, and she knew she had to do something quick. She quickly kicked him in the stomach making him fall. Angelus staggers and rolls on top of her pinning her to the floor. "Come on slayer aren't' you stronger than this?"

Buffy glares at him and tires to kick him, but it was no use. He had her legs trapped under him now. "I will kill you if you do this….I swear." Angelus laughs at her as he forces her head to the side to watch his chide fight the other slayer. "She's going to die and you're lying here helpless. How does it feel?" Angelus whispered.

Buffy struggled again as she watched a vampire punch Kendra, and she stumbles, but regains her footing. Kendra is hit by a roundhouse kick by Spike and falls. Spike tries to kick Kendra again, but she blocks it and swings out with her leg, tripping him, and gets back to her feet to face him with the stake in her hand.

"This will be the end of you." She replied.

Spike leans up and walks around her and goads her own. "Really to me it seems you're a little tired. Are you sure you're up for this slayer?" Spike said.

Kendra stared at him hard knowing she could take him. In the back ground she can hear Buffy screaming for her to don't do it. However, she was the slayer; she was strong enough to kill vampires and to kill him. Spike smiled and stood a few feet from her. "Come on slayer let's go at it."

Kendra sneers and kicks at him, but Spike blocks her easily, as well as two follow-up swings. He punches Kendra and sends her spinning to the floor. Spike ducks a kick from Kendra and grabs her by the arms.. Kendra comes back at him again with a kick to the gut, and Spike doubles over for an instant. Kendra's lunges at him, but Spike grabs her by the throat and forces her back against the counter, gripping hard and choking her. "Sorry slayer but you had it coming." He then stares at her and feels the fear come off the slayer. His face shift and he sinks his teeth in her throat.

"NO"…Buffy struggles as she struggles to get up to save her. She rolls Angelus over but he grabs her tossing to the ground again. She falls face first to the floor; Angelus is leaning over holding her arms down as she watches Kendra die. Angelus leans over and kisses her cheek. "How does it feel slayer? How does it feel to watch someone die knowing it's your fault?" He smiles as he sees the tears fall down her face.

Spike drains Kendra completely and twists her neck as she falls to the floor dead. He stands back up and smiles at everyone around him. "I always wanted to do that, third slayer, makes me feel alive again"

Spike quickly leaves as the other minions let the rest go. Angelus pushes Buffy away and walks out the door and watches as she crawls to reach Kendra. She reaches to face her and strokes her face gently.

Angelus smiles and leaves. "I'll be seeing you real soon lover."

Joyce and the others come up to Buffy. Joyce wraps her arms about her daughter while Giles called the police. Xander was holding Willow as she cried on his shoulder.

Buffy couldn't move, she could only look at Kendra as it reminded her of Jenny of what happen to her. So much death, so many lies, so much pain. When was it going to end? Then when things couldn't get worse. She cried in her mother's arms for the first time. She wouldn't let go of her. Everything around her just disappeared. It was like she was still that four year old child wrapped in her mother's arms with nothing to worry about. That she was protected and safe from everything else in the world. That was the only thing that mattered now. That was the only thing.

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I know…I made Angelus an evil cruel vicious in this chapter, but don't worry your have angel back soon.

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