A:N
Sorry for the VERY long break. Hope some of you guys still give a crap about this story!
Dean waited quietly as Seth stared blankly at him, his mouth opening and shutting several times before he finally spoke. "That's fucking bullshit Ambrose he's a lot of things but he's not that psychotic "Seth snapped his face finally settling into a cold glare. Dean groaned internally fearing this reaction, what he deemed himself as the worst reaction. Denial.
"Seth man come on" Dean said calmly palms held up to calm his brother "I know it's a lot, I mean it's fucking awful but it's true" Before he could finish Seth tossed his bag across the room and stormed over to the lockers before slamming his palms against them. "Who told you this huh?" He snarled. Roman having heard the commotion flung the locker room door open coming face to face with Seth. "S'going on?" He murmured eyes shifting between his two brothers.
"Who the fuck told you that" Seth growled moving closer to where Dean sat. Roman eyed Dean wearily moving closer just in case Seth did something stupid. "Colton alright?" Dean snapped his anger bubbling when Seth started to laugh. "He's a kid and a fucked up one at that. He doesn't know what he's talking about!" Dean's eyes flashed and in a second he was up with his hands balled against Seth's chest. "The fuck Rollins, that's my son. Your son's brother"
"You need to cut the shit" Roman barked grabbing Seth's attention for a moment. He shoved Seth onto the bench raising his hand at his protests and effectively shutting him up. "I know that's your old man and it's shit I get that but how the fuck can you say shit about that little boy. He saved Rhys without a single thought his word is more then most grown ass men I know. Dean is trying to help you" Seth pulled at the tape around his wrists as he glared at the floor. Embarrassment, shame, guilt and anger all flooded him at once. "I'm sorry Ambrose" He said through his hands as he pressed his palms into his face. "I'm sorry man it's just fuck" Dean dropped next to him on the bench nudging him with his elbow "I know man I know, forget about it" He sighed.
Roman wrapped his hand around Seth's head and gave it a gentle shake before dropping onto his other side. "My dad my own fucking dad" Seth croaked.
Back at the hotel Renee had left early with the boys and Nattie to give Dean sometime alone with Seth. A large blue heated blanket was spread across the bed and both boys were curled underneath eyes glued to the movie that was flashing on the screen. Renee was curled up on the bed beside them and Nattie was sat in the chair by the window. "Men and cars" Nattie laughed watching as Rhys squealed as Lightning McQueen roared across the screen. "Qeen!" Colton laughed at his little brother his little face lighting up and making Renee smile. "They love this movie, Seth and Dean to"
"Yeah well it's a good show" Dean teased as he sauntered into the room. "Daddy!" Colton yelled happily struggling to get up with his one good arm. "Hold on buddy I'm coming" Dean laughed dropping onto the bed and lifting both boys into his arms. "Un Un!" Rhys babbled crawling over his Uncle's face and tugging onto his curly hair. "I think they missed you Ambrose" Nattie laughed snapping pictures with her phone to text to Renee. Colton and Rhys slobbered kisses onto his cheeks making him laugh and tickle them. "I missed ya to, how about some sugar from momma huh?" He grinned tilting his head back. Renee rolled her eyes but leaned over and kissed his lips making the boys shriek. "Dada" Rhys mumbled his little fingers pinching Dean's nose. "Daddy's with Sasha he'll be back later"
"Did things go okay?" Nattie asked, Renee had confided in her because she was worried Sasha would tell Seth. Dean's face dropped and he gripped both boys tighter, Colton hugged him tight sensing his anxiety. "It wasn't pretty but it ended alright. The main thing is these two are safe"
"Alright gentlemen time for your bath before bed" Renee murmured after Nattie had left, making both boys whine unhappily. "C'mon don't fight with momma, let's go get ready huh?" Dean said lifting both boys onto their feet. "Can we have bubbles momma?" Colton asked his green eyes lifting to meet hers. She smiled down at him nodding and following Dean into the bathroom. Renee got Rhys ready while Dean delicately helped Colton out of his clothes. Both boys piled into the water and began playing with the boys and other toys. Dean sat down against the wall pulling Renee in between his legs and kissing her temple. "Love you" He mumbled smiling when she leaned back and kissed him. "Love you more"
After the boys had played for a while Dean decided it was better to let Rhys sleep with Colton then to try and keep both boys awake until Seth got back. Rhys was dressed in a set of footed pyjamas with green and white stripes while Colton wore a black shirt and shorts with space print all over them. They were fast asleep and curled up with Dean and Renee when Seth finally came back into the room. He was quiet his eyes fixed on the floor as he shuffled in. "Hey Seth" Renee said softly watching as he half heartedly waved back at her. He went into the bathroom and changed before finally approaching the bed and meeting Dean's gaze.
"Dean I..." Dean shook his head "It's okay Seth, I know you didn't mean any of it alright? Forget it"
"I shouldn't have said that shit" Seth muttered his fingers tugging at a loose thread on the comforter. "You were angry and we've deal with a shit tone of stuff alright so just let it go" Dean grabbed his face forcing Seth to look at him again. "I mean it Seth"
"Thanks" He sighed "Is it okay if I take him? Could use the cuddles tonight" Renee shifted and passed Rhys gently over to Seth who sagged with relief when the toddler curled into his chest. "Night guys" He murmured before laying down next to Rhys in the other bed. He brushed the hair from his face and kissed his forehead breathing in the scent of his shampoo. "I love you Rhys Robert. I promise you I'll be a better dad then mine was. If it takes all I've got I'll make you proud of me baby" Rhys mumbled and curled into his dad making Seth smile widely and close his eyes.