Something clicked in Jason's mind as he sat and listened to Ray talk about his family and the toll being Bravo 1 has taken on Jason. Jason hadn't seen with this much clarity in a long time, he knew what he wanted, what he needed and it was Mandy Ellis.
"Jace, hey, man, you listening to me?" Ray asks seeing Jason's million yard stare.
"Wha, oh, uh, yeah." Jason responds, pulling his mind back to the present and away from the thought of his lips tasting every inch of Mandy's naked form.
"You sure you're good, brother?" Ray questions.
"Yeah I am. I'm going to go for a little walk around the base, I think some fresh air would be good." Jason says before standing and grabbing his jacket.
"If you say so J." Ray says, still concerned.
Jason exits his hooch and sees some of his team members scattered around the courtyard. He pauses, waiting to find a reason not to continue to Mandy, the one person he knows who can relieve his inner turmoil. Jason looks around, but is unable to come up with a single tangible reason to turn back. Jason walks with purpose, he needs her. He needs to feel her, all of her. He needed to be reminded he was still a human and capable of human emotions. She understood him. He needed her in every way possible.
Jason walks up the stairs to Mandy's hooch devoid of hesitation and knocks. He leans back against the railing, waiting and hoping she reciprocated his need. Mandy opens the door, uncertainty and confusion plastered on her face. "You okay?" A simple question to most, but between the two it carried a great weight. Mandy sensed something different about this late night meeting from their recent ones. Jason hadn't looked at her like that in years, staring into his eyes was almost too powerful.
"I'm good." These two words were all the words he could find standing face to face with the woman he had been fighting his attraction to for years. Jason stepped closer to her. His eyes searching hers for permission. Mandy looks in his eyes finds a flame of desire and passion she has never seen before, the great Jason Hayes needed her.
He found it, he found everything he was feeling mirrored in Mandy. Jason takes the final step, closing the gap between them and claiming her lips with his. He pushes her against the wall, needing to feel his body pressed into hers. As Jason stood there, hands roaming Mandy's body for the first time in ages he realized this was what he had been searching for, she was his missing puzzle piece.
Mandy couldn't believe this was happening. How was she sandwiched between the wall and Jason Hayes, his arousal becoming more apparent, again. They had sworn never again, what a fleeting thought that was. His lips almost didn't feel real against hers. Mandy brings her hand up to cradle Jason's cheek, feeling his beard prickle her hand was the conformation of reality she needed. Jason detaches his lips from Mandy's, his face remaining close enough for her to feel his jagged breaths. "Jason, why now?" She inquires, her hands running across the planes of his back.
Jason hovers over Mandy with is forearm resting on the wall behind her. "I need you. Talking wasn't enough anymore, I need all of you." He feels Mandy reach for the zipper of his jacket. Jason leans back, allowing her to unzip the jacket and push it off his shoulders. When he does this he gaze falls from her eyes, dark with desire to her chest, still heaving from their extended make out. "I've waited too long to do this, Mandy."
"Yes, yes you did, Jace." Mandy says in agreement. She finds the hem of Jason's t-shirt and allows her hands to roam the bare skin of his abdomen, tracing his muscles. She needed to touch all of him. Jason shakes his head and captures her lips again.
Jason grabs Mandy by the hips and slowly works his hands up her sides to her rib cage. "Let go." He mumbles against her lips. Mandy untwines her fingers from his hair and Jason pulls her shirt over her head. "God you're beautiful." Jason says before attaching his lips to the newly exposed skin. He feels Mandy reach for this belt buckle. "Are you sure you want this to be over so quickly." Jason asks while reaching behind Mandy and unclasping her bra.
Mandy giggles and sucks Jason's earlobe into her mouth. "Round one, anyway." Jason growls in her ear in response to her statement. "I need you just as much as you need me." Mandy reaches for his shirt, pulling it over his head. She runs her hands across his shoulders. "I forgot how massive your shoulders are." She says before biting down on one.
Jason walks backwards, pulling Mandy with him. He sits on the bed and Mandy straddles him. He runs his finger tips up and down her back, while she bites and sucks her way down his neck. "I need you, I need to be inside you." Jason says reaching for Mandy's pants and unbuttoning and unzipping them.
Mandy stands and Jason begins to roll her pants and panties down her legs, stroking the newly visible skin. Once Mandy is free from her clothing, Jason reaches between her legs and strokes her core. "Oh Jason." Mandy moans, remembering how impeccably he touched her. Mandy reaches her hand to Jason's head and combs her fingers through his hair. "I don't like being the only one who is naked."
Jason chuckles and stands. "Is that right?" Jason watches Mandy bite her lip and nod. "And what are you going to do about it?" Jason says his words dripping with arousal. Mandy slants her mouth towards his and kisses him. She reaches for his jeans and unbutton and unzips this, reaching her hand inside. Enclosing her hand around his harden length. "Lay down." Jason says pulling his mouth from hers.
Mandy sits on the bed, watching Jason strip off his clothes. She involuntarily moans seeing Jason's large, hard member spring out of his boxers as he pulls them down. "Jason." She whispers breathlessly as he leans forward, cupping her face and claiming her lips as his own. He pushes Mandy to lay on her back. "Please Jason, I need you." She pleads.
Jason parts their conjoined lips. He looks Mandy in the eyes, silently looking for conformation it was okay to continue. She nods and encircles Jason's waist with her legs. Jason groans feeling the tip of his member teasing her slick entrance. He pushes into her. "Shit Mandy." Jason pulls almost all the way out of Mandy and plunges back into her. "Mandy I, I." Jason says breathlessly.
"Shhh. Stop thinking, just enjoy this." Mandy cuts Jason off, digging her nails into his back. "Kiss me." Mandy says softly. Jason does and he feels himself getting lost in the moment, in her. "Oh, god, Jason. Don't stop, that feels so good." Mandy moans feeling the burning in her lower abdomen start.
"Please tell me you're close, I'm not going to last much longer. You feel so good, so perfect." Jason asks before he begins sucking on her neck. Jason was right, Mandy Ellis was what he needed, he felt alive again. Feeling and watching her move under him was the antidote to his lost heart.
"So close." Mandy moans. The feeling of Jason filling her completely made Mandy feel whole in the way she craved so badly. "Fuck Jason." Mandy yells as she crashes over the edge.
That feeling, that sensation of Mandy clamping down around Jason's member was the most indescribable feeling to Jason. He could feel it every day for the rest of his life. "Shit" Jason grunts as he is over taken by his climax. He rolls onto his side and pulls Mandy close to him, burying his face in her hair. "That was exactly what I needed, you are exactly what I need."
Mandy cuddles tightly against Jason's large frame, feeling his heart beating. "This is the first time I haven't felt broken in a while, how do you that? How does this fix me?"
Jason plants tender kisses along her shoulder. "We fix each other. I forgot what it feels like to feel attached to someone, you mend the hole in my soul."
Mandy rolls to face him and reaches out cups his cheek. "Oh Jason." Mandy says, speechless. She felt it too, no one understood her the way Jason Hayes did. Mandy looks up from her deep thought and sees Jason's eyes closed.
Jason woke up to the feeling of lips, familiar lips moving slowly over his body. Jason blinks his eyes open and notes early dusk lighting, he looks down and sees Mandy's dark hair. Her, the lips belonged to Mandy Ellis, the night before comes flooding back to Jason. He runs his fingers through her hair, pulling it back from her face. "Good morning, beautiful. Come here." Jason says his voice still heavy with sleep.
Mandy slithers up Jason's body. "Good morning." She says when she is face to face with him. Jason grabs her by the back of the neck and crashes his lips to hers. "Mmm Jason." Mandy mumbles feeling Jason's hard member pressing against her. "Ready to do what we didn't get to last night?" Mandy asks while moving to straddle Jason. He runs his hands over her naked body.
Jason groans at the contact the new position provided. "What are you planning on doing to me?" He asks as Mandy attached her lips to his neck. Mandy looks up with a devilish smile before continuing to kiss down Jason's chest to his abdomen. She positions herself between his legs and runs her nail gently up his shaft. She watches Jason shiver at the contact. "I could get used to this Mandy." He says stroking her hair.
"Because you need me?" She ask, taking ahold of Jason's member.
Jason leans up on an elbow. "No, because I want you." Mandy couldn't come up with a response and choses to take Jason's hard length into her mouth. Her mind was racing, was Jason changing the terms? "Oh Mandy, I swear you've gotten even better at that." Jason says gathering her hair in his hands. "Mandy, sweetie, I'm close." Jason grunts. Mandy continues, but becomes hyper focused on Jason calling her sweetie, he had never done that before. Mandy feels his member pulsate and sucks him dry. Jason flops back, breathless "Damn Mandy." He says, pulling her on top of him. "That was amazing." Jason lays there holding Mandy tightly against him with one arm and stroking her side with the other. Jason shifts so he is on top of Mandy. Jason senses something, hesitation? "Honey, what's wrong?"
"That Jason, you always call me by my name. This has never been personal, you're making it personal."
"Maybe this should be personal." Jason tells her before latching onto her collar bone. Mandy instinctively lets out a small moan and runs her fingers through Jason's hair. "See, you like it." He declares as he moves his lips further down her chest. He swirls the tip of his tongue around on of her peaked nipples.
"Mmm Jace, this is not a fair time to talk to me about this." She says running her hands across his shoulders.
"Mmhhmm. So, I should stop?" Jason challenges while kissing is way to her other breast.
"Talking." Mandy counters.
Jason chuckles as he sucks her other nipple into his mouth. He knew what she meant, but something about this morning felt different. He had never woken up with her in his arms. She was doing something to him, something he had never felt before. "I forgot how soft your skin is." He announces while kissing across her abdomen.
"Jason." Mandy mutters, he was changing things, he wasn't allowed to change this. She looked down at his substantial frame and realized she felt safe with him, in his arms.
Jason positions himself in front of her core and looks up at her with a giant smirk when he sees how wet she is. "I see you're not too mad at me." She rolls her eyes at him, god she hated that he could get that much of a response out of her. He trails a finger up her dripping folds, then places his finger in his mouth and sucks it clean. "Mmm you taste even better than I remember."
"Mm Jason, please." Jason shakes his head no and goes about kissing and gently sucking on her inner thighs. "Jaassonnnn" Mandy whines, reaching for his hair. He raises his head and flashes her his best cocky frogman smile before attaching his mouth to her aching core. "Ohhhh Jace, just like that." Mandy moans at the new stimulation. Jason pushes two fingers into her "Fuck." Mandy yells out. Jason sets a fierce pace between his tongue and his fingers and the next thing he knows Mandy is shaking and screaming his name.
Jason slows his movements as he feels Mandy start to relax. He repositions himself on top of her. "I forgot how much I enjoyed going down on you, since you never let me do it." He says before capturing her lips again.
Mandy wraps her arms around Jason's neck and he kisses her. "Maybe I'll let you do it more." She mumbles still drunk from the strong orgasm that ripped through her. Jason was in shock, did she just confirm that they would be hooking up again? He feels Mandy reach between them and grip his erect member. "Someone's ready to go again." She purrs, stroking him. "Roll over, I want to be on top."
"Have I ever not given you what you want?" Jason teases as he rolls off of Mandy. "Now, get over here." Jason watches Mandy straddle him. Looking her body up and down, the way the natural light bounced off her shoulder and breasts, he realized he had never seen her naked in the day light.
Mandy leans forward and kisses him, feeling his hands running up and down her back. Mandy leans back and he guides his length into her wetness, she descends completely. She begins to move, making sure to get as much of Jason's member deep inside her as possible. They move together as one, him meeting every one of her movements. Jason studies her, the way she moves, the way she moans, the look on her face and the way she reached her hands out for him, wanting the contact. "Oh, shit. Jace." Mandy yelled as she was overtaken by her climax. Jason fell over the edge right behind her. She collapsed onto him, planting soft kisses in his hair line. "Mm, that was good Jace."
"Yeah, it was." Jason agrees, encircling her with his arms. Mandy shifts and lays next to him, her arm thrown across his chest. "You know it's okay that the job has changed us, it also brought us together."
"Jason, I don't know if I like the person I have become."
Jason kisses the top of Mandy's head. "I like her. Look, Sonny said something today that got me thinking." Mandy scuffs at Jason's words. "No, I'm serious, he can be insightful sometimes. He said evolution is inevitable, what if we have evolved from needing to wanting each other."
"What are you trying to say?" Mandy inquires while drawing mindless circles on Jason's chest. Something felt so right about this moment, maybe what Jason was hinting at was right, maybe they had evolved into wanting to be together.
"Mandy, I don't just want this to be a once in a while thing because one of is stressed. This morning felt different than any other time. I have never wanted to call you by anything but your name or kiss every inch of your body. This wasn't just a primal need to have physical contact, this was more."
Mandy nuzzled into Jason's neck. "More scares me." As soon as the words left her mouth she knew he was right, she would never admit to being afraid to anyone but Jason.
"I know, me too, but the simple fact that we can admit it to each other is a clear example of why we need more. I want this Mandy, I want you."