A bit surreal but Yasuo wasn't yet to get over it. Still struggling to both fight that wave of arousal and understand how he came to that point. How Yi could make him so horny, without even trying to. Gods, if one day he realized. Like, the latter merely came on top of him as he payed attention but it just made Yasuo more flustered. Dominated by gentleness.
« How do you want to do this ? What do you need ? » Yi sounded like he would give him everything, no matter the cost.
What did he want ? His mind couldn't settle on one proper answer. Too many ideas at once, too tempting. All he knew was that he needed, right now.
« Your hands, on me. Touch me, please. » A certain urgency in the tone.
And so hands trailed down on warmer skin. Not the first time Yi had his hands on him but the setting made it different. Always that contrast of cooler fingers appreciating the feeling of skin. Yasuo keened softly, a noise left to be heard. This was as much help than exploration, for his lover. A memory of the last time, when Yi had him undress to observe and relish the feeling of touch. But this time, he was allowed to do more, go further. Imagining that got Yasuo to blush a little more. So so desperate, against all he said.
To make it a little easier for Yi, he retreated enough to lay a praising gaze over the latter, sitting up between his spread legs. Yasuo couldn't find how to put himself, reality of his situation coming to slap him hard. Right there, in Yi's sight, noticeable bulge in his trousers and upper body flushed with desire. Would almost think to hide himself, by reflex but it wasn't something he did usually.
Smooth hands stayed on him, following muscle and stopping a few times for scars. Question was who really was enjoying this. Anyway, Yasuo would say nothing, far too pleased to have contact kep. Yi lingered a little longer on that latest scar, the one he directly helped to heal. A curious pause, in that otherwise heated atmosphere. Then he went lower, at the limit of fabric. Air abandoned Yasuo for a short time, bracing himself for what he craved.
The awaited move was done. After gently stroking him through his trousers, Yi went to take off that last barrier of clothing. Utterly revealed, only a blush as adornment under such loving eyes.
« You're gorgeous. I'm aware I repeat myself but I each time I see you, it makes me feel something powerful. I would never get tired of the sight. » Out of the blue, a mere statement from Yi yet it resonated of honest wonder.
Actually, Yasuo's heart skipped a beat at these sweet words and couldn't return to a peaceful rhythm anymore. Unfair !
So for a time, he wasn't just giggling of embarassment, not even able to understand his own reaction. Gaze averted, fumbling a little with the bed sheets as he tried to ignore the burning within him.
« Stop that ! How…how can you make me feel like this ? Just a few words and I can't even speak correctly. »
Daring to look back, Yasuo saw the latter come closer, enough to give a kiss. So he welcomed him gladly, for the distraction and soft gesture. After Yi parted, he stayed so close.
A whisper : « I shall always tell the truth. Even more when it's so blinding, like your beauty. Be reassured, you're making me helpless too. »
To stop more praises, Yasuo was the one to iniate the second kiss, a reminder. A need to be sated but also to be loved. He held Yi into it till he couldn't breathe, at the brink of seeing stars. Literally or not.
While he recovered, he felt arms laced around him, on his back. To his false chagrin, Yi carried on with soft words, peppering pecks wherever he could as long as it fell on warm skin.
« Breathe, my love. » Spoken so low.
At that point, arousal wasn't the main sensation but it came back soon enough to remind Yasuo. Not fulfilled yet, craving to increase over time.
Enough for Yasuo's patience to run out and directly tend to his need. Stroking himself, a bit ashamed of precum already beading. Smeared a little, to ease friction as he nearly lost that semblance of control over himself.
Yi was fast to notice and resume what he was doing, joining the latter in that grasp over his cock. Many moans came up, some he could have prevented but right now Yasuo didn't really care about that. Just reduced to pure need, hips jerking into contact to follow.
But there was something he wanted to try and it would require him not to come so fast. So he tried to refrain all this,despite his body screaming to continue.
« Wait, Yi… » Pawed a little at his lover, to catch his attention.
Hopefully, Yi was always paying attention to the smallest detail, almost too cautious. He stopped and listened closely, while keeping contact.
« Yes ? Do you want me to stop ? » Bending to kiss Yasuo's cheek, an offering of affection.
A little time to find the right words, not to worry him. It was getting difficult, with so much want. « No, no ! I just want to do something else. Gimme a second ? »
A quiet nod answered him, proof that for now Yi wasn't too worried. Let him move after sitting back. The sudden loss of contact was rather sad but it would be soon forgotten. Yasuo rolled over and went to search in his stuff, not far of the bed. Ah, here it is. Managed to grab lube, after blindly looking for it. So he took it to Yi's sight, as the latter was paying attention to that strange move.
« Lube. » To possibly answer Yi's question, before it was asked. He knew him for having knowledge on sex but didn't know to which extent.
« Oh. Right. » Not a lot to guess in that, though.
« You know what it does ? »
« Yes, people use this substance to make sex easier. Most of times for penetration and else. »
Why was he asking that if he didn't want to hear the answer ? Yasuo regretted a little, for the direct but slightly crude words used. Of course he would say that kind of stuff.
« Okay, okay, I got it. Please don't say that again. »
Short pause from Yi, head tilted to a side with an expression of light confusion.
« Ah ! Don't worry ! It's just a bit surprising to hear you so blunt. We people like to turn around words a little, specially about sex. »
« I understand. I will try not to use a certain vocabulary then. »
This would go on a real talk if he didn't interfere so Yasuo moved closer to stop it. Going on Yi's lap, he sat there for what he wanted to do next. The mood had shifted from arousal to a calmer one but again, Yasuo would return to desperation with a few more touch. It wasn't fair for himself but he knew his body. And he knew too well now how Yi could turn him on while being oblivious to it.
As he was settling down in their short space, Yi watched him do with a certain curiosity. Not even aware, his arms returned around Yasuo's waist, to hold as sort of instinct.
« Baby ? I want you to do something for me. Is it still fine ? »
« Anything you'd want from me. What shall I do ? » Always so fast to accept. It warmed Yasuo's heart, in a way.
Face heating up at the mere thought of voicing that need, he handed Yi the lube, gaze down as he spoke : « Could you finger me… ? If you understand what I ask. »
« Oh, I see. Of course I can. I will just require some patience and advice from you, not to harm you in any way. »
« Sure, sure. »
Innerly, Yasuo sighed of relief. This would have been awkward for him to explain. He understood that Yi had never done that before so it would take just a little more time for him to learn.
Arousal in his veins, urging to get moving, Yasuo slightly held himself up, enough for the latter to have access under. A bit of tension but there was no reason in that instant. Nothing he hadn't done before. Just had to guide his lover and all would be alright.
By habit, his hands went to hold Yi, a grasp over colder skin.
Yi took a few seconds to understand of to open the lube then poured some on his hand.
« Don't be scared to use more. It never hurts to be cautious. »
Small nod from Yi, attention focused on what he was doing. Complied and lubed his hand fairly. Then he looked up to meet Yasuo's gaze, as making sure it was correct.
The following kiss was approval, urging to get moving at last. He let go a little in that exchange, drowning in that soft feeling before he tensed a little, digits circling his rim. Oh.
« I'm sorry, did I scare you ? »
« No, love, go on. Lube always feel too cold but I forget everytime before it happens. » Laugh to ease the worry and focus instead on what would come next.
Still not believing that h was about to be fingered by a cosmic entity, it would seem. Tried his best to relax, like every other time.
« Just one finger. No need to rush. » Whisper close to Yi's ear, that way he couldn't see his face.
So he held him tightly, at the first push inside. Yasuo wasn't new to that, countless of times he prepared himself for more fun or just for a few lonely releases but it wasn't as vulnerable than letting someone else open him up. A single digit inside, moving slowly as both grew used to the new sensation. Minimal stretch but it had been some time since he last did that kind of stuff. Yasuo clung a little to him, maybe hoping to get on with that.
If forgotten for a time, now his cock gave a reminder, leaking a little more. Already he started to feel that pang of need, unsure he would last long.
Almost missed the words from the latter : « Yasuo ? Is everything fine ? »
« Y-Yup. Getting used to it. And you ? »
« It's completely unlike what I thought. How can you feel so warm from the inside ? But I like this. I can feel how this brings you pleasure. »
« Haha, glad to hear you having fun. Add a second one, please… ? » Already his breath was coming shorter, impacted by the stimulation.
Yi did as asked and a second slick finger slipped inside. Getting more confident, the latter started to scissor, push a little. Still with care but also that intention to earn more moans. So difficult for Yasuo to stay still on the latter's lap, intimate touch that got him weak.
By now his head had fell to Yi's shoulder, resting there under that increasing warmth. With some effort, he rose enough to give a last advice. Already shivering at what was going to happen but he wanted so much.
« Yi ? Okay, I —Ah ! I see you got this. Now, just listen. L-Last trick. »
A soft hum to his side told that Yi indeed payed attention.
« Oh and when you feel it's right, add a third finger. Gonna be fun… But now, do this. Try to press your fingers up. Fuck, I-I don't know how to explain that right. Mmmmh— You'll maybe find a spot, if you press here it's gonna feel so good… »
All this was a mess, not yet babbling but sure words seemed to lose sense at the moment. Hoped this would help Yi.
« Where ? »
« Dunno, I could do it but I can't guide you. Search a little… ? If you find some— » Cut by a sudden moan, loud enough to resonate in the bedroom. Yasuo tensed on that, tingling pleasure running up his spin. « Oh, fuck, r-right here…do that again, please please please…. »
Quit an outburst, for sure. Yi maybe didn't expect that reaction but he was fast to provide, coming back to that specific spot that rewarded him of many curses and trembling groans.
His unbusied hand went to Yasuo's thigh, trying to get his attention.
« Yasuo. I want to see you. Would you look at me, love ? »
On his part, no coherent thoughts could be made from now. Still registered the request but he wasn't as quick to get moving. But Yasuo did, pushing himself up and still struggling to stay upright under such act. His hands went to Yi's shoulders, tightening oh so often as he rode that sweet feeling. It was good, so good and he was so happy in that instant. Held and pleasured, a loving gaze never leaving him. Emotions were getting louder, filling his chest and soon he would just be able to cry his relief.
And Yi was right here, watching him lose himself. All in gentless, as if he wasn't efficiently fingering him till climax. Just this, affection in a gaze, oblivious to shame and vulgarity. Just care.
Yasuo couldn't take more. At the limit of breaking, he took a hold on his cock and stroke himself hard enough to find the end. It would be so good. All flushed, desperate. Almost too much.
Breath punched out of him, a new wave of blinding pleasure then he was gone. Bucking a few times, Yasuo came in his hand. But all this couldn't be whole without the noise he made at such critical point. A name moaned loud, almost difficult to understand.
Than silence, his ears rang for a time. Slumped forward, leaning to Yi both in lack of strenght and need for contact. Can't move…
There came a sort of pause, drop of tension. Yi didn't really move, just accepted him close. Then carefully he pulled out. A whimper broke free, still a bit sensitive after that.
« I'm sorry for this. I understand this hurts afterward. I'll try to remain gentle. »
Quite funny to hear. Could Yi not be gentle even once ? Impossible.
Actually, Yasuo could move and lie down by himself but there was also that damned exhaustion seizing him like a snake. So he let Yi do, have him lie down on the mattress. Winced at the feeling of his own release all over his hand. Urg…Contact was broken for a time, as Yi was looking for something to clean up. Returned fast to Yasuo, always back for touch.
But there was a sudden question, coming up after all this.
« Yi ? What about you ? »