Afterward, these thoughts followed Yi on his day. Of course, it was rather important. Yasuo wanted to share such activities so he would find a way.
Honestly, Yi didn't really know if he could experience pleasure by himself. Not something he was created for. So for this he couldn't do much.
On another note, he had an idea to have sex with Yasuo. At least, more than he did before. The first times, he was giving to Yasuo but maybe he could replicate what mortals did. This ran in his mind as he made his way between stars and planets.
Maybe he want me to directly tend to him. Yi knew many ways mortals used to please their partner, some only one-sided and other more mutual. It could be right to do. Question was, would Yasuo want to lie down for him ? To receive ? From what he saw before and what they did, it seemed that he liked penetration.
Possibly, this could be a solution. In a shared act, it would be more interesting for him to see and Yasuo would be satisfied too.
Now, he had a new matter. But the answer was easy to find. Himself was an entity, no genitalia obviously. Again, entities chose their appearance so this could be solved very simply. Change shape to a human one.
Doubt crossed his mind too. Would this be a good idea ? Or Yasuo would he prefer to stay at what they already had ? It was complex, since he wanted to share more than this but what if Yi did a mistake.
It wasn't new, this fear of failure. It happened before he hurt the latter so he wanted to be sure and take minimal risk. Nothing too bad.
In any case, they would have to talk about it, at least to hear him agree or not. All he wanted was to please, so he would wait and see.
Next time he could join Yasuo, the man was reading quietly at the back room in the evening. Busy but chances he was waiting for him. Softly, Yi materialized by his side, slowly reaching for him.
The surprise effect was greatly diminished since the first days. Now, it was rather a quick glance to him, to be replaced by a happy gaze and arms catching him.
« Honeyyyyyyyy ! Good evening ! »
There was comfort in this atmosphere, how Yasuo always welcomed him with cheerful mood. A kiss, either pressed to his cheek or directly claiming his lips. If he ever had a home, it would be him. For that warmth filling his soul at the reunion of a day.
« My apologies for being late. Shall we go to your bedroom ? »
Yi was aware the latter could be fully affectionate once behind a locked door. That he would be at peace and relax.
« Nah, don't apologize. You came back to me and it's all I ask. » Followed tiny pecks, like as many offerings of love before he resumed : « Yeah, let's move. »
So they stood and went on their way, hands casually lingering on each other. Yi liked this detail, how even in silent times there was hardly a moment without contact. Constant touch.
As the door was opened, he whispered to Yasuo : « I have been thinking about our last conversation. I may have an idea. »
Mere words yet it had Yasuo to freeze shortly and give a curious yet flustered look. Enough to push Yi against the door once it was close, sealing their mouths and enoying the sweetness found. Endearing, to see Yasuo react this way. Always so amazing to realize that he got an impact on him no matter what he said or did.
Here he was, back to the door and kept there gently as Yasuo came closer. Till there was no breath, no space between them. Hands roamed a bit too, wandering over parts of armor and foreign skin. So Yi returned the attention, kiss and caresses.
Till he came to literally feel Yasuo's arousal. Oh. It was heavy between them, difficult to ignore but why would he ? A few words, more shared kisses and it sparked desire within his lover. Not intended at all but Yi was curious how to make it happen on purpose another time.
At first it seemed to have no reaction from Yasuo though he must have been aware of the consequences on his own body. Carried on making out, urgent hands on Yi.
Then he parted so slightly, just enough for them to share a gaze. And dear, how it touched Yi. A lot of passion burned there but also a reminding embarrassment. There had been some improvement, Yasuo hadn't bolted as soon as he registered his loss of self-control. So Yi was glad to see this.
He looked like a man aware of his fault – if there was any – but resolute to face wrath for it. Except, it was Yi and he would never do this. Instead, he gave a rather chaste kiss, as his hand went lower and cupped the latter's crotch. Indeed, more than aroused. Hard under the touch, erection straining under fabric.
For a fleeting second he wondered how such development could happen. What did he do to earn such desire ? Words ? Behavior ? Or simply by his mere presence ? A debate for another time. Right now he had an aroused lover, ready to move.
Face burried in Yi's neck, leaving a few kisses here, he whispered : « What idea ? »
« I'm not really sure but maybe there something I can do for us to enjoy. Move to bed ? »
No need to ask twice, Yasuo was fast to step away from the door, pulling his lover with him at the occasion. Till he found the end of the bed and fell back on the mattress. Careless, needy, a rare kind of lust in his eyes as he eyed Yi up.
« I'd rather you undressed before that. To make everything easier. » As he sat at the edge of the bed, already about to help Yasuo with that task.
Good thing he wasn't wearing his full gear. Just shirt, trousers and boots. Yi always liked to take his time in this moment, strangely or not. It was peculiarly nice to take off one by one any piece of clothing Yasuo wore, revealing more skin. Difficult to explain yet it brought him a certain joy. Beauty under his comtemplative gaze.
As soon as he was naked, Yasuo came back to lie down on the mattress. Putting himself on display, spread limbs and confident gaze directed to Yi. He knows. He knows the effect he has and he's not scared to use it. Himself would never complain, it was indeed a breathtaking sight. No matter how Yasuo tried to seem smug, maybe playful, the blush coloring his face and shoulder gave away his inner state.
Yi would stay here just to watch, if there was no universe, no life outside, no time fleeing. A gift, laid there for him alone. Stayed right on his spot, gaze stuck on the welcoming form of his lover. Wanting. There was still a thought at the back of his mind, hos he should get moving very soon before Yasuo got bored.
So he crawled to his level, on his hands and knees, the latter under him. Distracting, really. Urge to worship flesh, give shape to his wonder. Express how captivated he was. Leaning down, he kissed Yasuo. A soft gesture, as to thank him for this gift.
On the return, Yasuo sure wanted to get this moving. Tongue begging for entry, a hand keeping him down in this passionate exchange. Take gentleness and turn in it something more heated. Demanding.
In the spur of the instant, he grinded against Yi, whatever he could find. A need to find pleasure but not too desperate yet.
Wait, I should ask him.
Parted with some difficulties, from the short show of strenght to keep him close. But Yi would move anyway.
« Yasuo, I have to talk with you about this. About what I could do for you. »
If the latter was about to whine for the interruption, he cut himself as quick to pay attention. A more serious expression too. « S-So ? »
« You may remember me telling you how my kind chose their shape, to their preference. »
« Yeah. » Something in the tone showed Yasuo wasn't understanding fully but he was getting close to the point.
« So I could possibly modify myself, so we could share more. I know you resent me using technical vocabulary but I won't use a vulgar one neither. So the closest expression I have is this : would you like us to make love ? »
« Make...love… ? »
As Yasuo repeated this, he could almost hear the utter shock in his mind. Not in the kind of bisbelief but more like a genuinely happy surprise.
« Whe-Where did you get that expression ? » All in blushing haste. Gone, the previous confidence of a young man.
« Was it a wrong use ? I thought it was correct... » A bit angry against himself, for misuse of vocabulary.
« No no no ! It's the opposite, completely correct. I…I'd want this so much. »
So now Yi could be at peace, for this short panick. No harm done. A kiss given as silent apology.
« May I understand there that you agree ? Would it be alright ? » Just to be sure.
« Errrm if I didn't get it wrong, you suggest to change yourself to fu— err make love to me. What, you really think I'd refuse bot for you ? Have been dying for it. »
Yi saw the latter laugh a little, a kind of nervosity. What then ?
« So sorry, I can't help this. Like, it's a bit awkward but I can't help but imagine that you actually gonna shift just to fuck me deep. I'm not desperate but yes maybe a little… »
It was rather funny to hear Yasuo talking like this, no filter to his thoughts as he let it aloud.
« So it's a yes ? »
« Of course, baby. I'm all yours…. »
Pulled into another kiss without a chance to dodge it. But why would he, anyway ? It was so sweet to witness mortal urges.
« How do you want to do this ? » After they got to stop, limit of oxygen reached.
Yasuo took a little time to answer, breath short but he seemed to already know : « I want to ride you. Must be so pretty under me, I want to see that. Let me prepare myself, it won't take long. »
« Ride me ? So you will be on top ? I'm just checking, vocabulary isn't very easy. »
Curious gaze then Yasuo got it, fast to make things clear : « Yes ! Me, on top of you, best sight ever. » As he spoke, he was busy reaching for lube. « Lie down for me, handsome ? »
Easy praise, something Yasuo enjoyed to use as much as him. For reasons, it was efficient, quick and accurate. Never missed. Trying to hide his own reaction, Yi complied and lied down on the mattress. As soon as he did, the latter straddled him as he was meant to stay here. How a man could look so happy to be there.
So for a few minutes, it was indeed preparation time. Yi had nothing to do, which allowed him to watch all he wanted. From this point of view, he couldn't see a lot of what Yasuo did but the reactions were the best. Some noise too, lube against skin but also moans. In that exact moment Yi could understand how some people enjoyed watching their partner pleasure themselves. Yasuo seemed to have fun indeed and little by little he bent from the stimulation. Ardent gaze locked on his lover, though it must be difficult to focus while working a few fingers inside.
In wait, Yi kept his hands where he could over the latter. On his thighs, stroking lightly then sometimes to his cock. Flushed red from need, fluid at the tip for the teasing endured.
Beautiful, in the obscene sense. Raw, crude yet he couldn't look away. This was mortality, enjoying everything but it meant allowing vulnerability. Yi felt this, the need to protect. Coiling in his chest like a snake, a loving snake. It was always so strange to describe this feeling, how love could take different shapes depending on the occasion.
Shaken out of it by an urgent hand over his shoulder, trying so hard to convey his need : « Yi…I'm so ready, take me. »
« I'm here, love, I'm here. »
So it was time to experiment. Changing shape wasn't exactly hard, they could do it in a second as long as they knew what they wished to look like. Right now, it would be a small change, nothing drastic. Vague gesture, as he had the remanant of his metal armor and cloak turn into thin air. Revealed.
For an instant he tried to gauge Yasuo's reaction, see if it would be to his taste. A sort of stress again, to make a mistake. But it didn't seem so bad. The latter's gaze merely went a little wider at the sight, so did his pupils by direct impact of arousal. Good. At first curious hand reaching for him, for his cock standing at attention.
Made sure it would be exact to human's physiology, except for the skin tone he kept from himself.
What truly he forgot was that it meant a new way of feeling. Indeed, a new part of himself. There was no notion of pleasure nor pain but he did feel this warm hand stroking gently. Yasuo looked a little more familiar with all this but he still took care not to rush. Yi's head returned to rest on the pillow, trying for a time just to focus on touch.
Peculiar, foreign, maybe good. Not pleasure but to feel warmth was always nice.
« Hey. I didn't really know what I was signing for but damn I'm no disappointed. Gonna fill me up nice. » Yasuo broke silence, while he handed lube for him to open it.
So Yi did then handed it back, watching as the latter lubed his cock. Ah, cold ! Even for his own temperature this wasn't too appreciable.
Yasuo shifted closer, lifting himself then he took him inside in one move.
But it wasn't just the suddeness of the move. Several things came to his mind as fast, making a mess of his thoughts as sensations became strong. Warm. Really really. Nothing compared to fingering someone. If that was possible, it seemed almost burning. Tight heat welcoming him.
The cry out wasn't forgotten neither. The instant Yasuo lowered himself, he let out a loud noise that got him to worry for a short time. Too fast ? He couldn't know what his lover felt in that instant. But at the same time there was this searing sensation, someone so close to him they could melt.
Worried hand over Yasuo, lifting his chin from the bent position he fell in. Like under the weigh of pleasure itself.
« Oh no, are you alright ? Please tell me… »
Yasuo seemed alright though a sort of haze in his eyes. In any case, he could focus on Yi too so it mustn't have been too bad.
« Fiiiiine baby… It's just been long since last time, got too fast. » To end on a laugh, something honestly happy.
« Don't go too hard on yourself, It's supposed to feel good, not hurt. »
« Gotcha, sir. Just have to get used to it. » Another moan escaped him as soon as he made a small move, driving Yi slightly deeper. « Oh shit. Mmmh even better than I'd imagine. »
All Yi could do was to refrain him if he tried to hurry again. Cautious hands over him, travelling to soothe. Maybe I could… An idea, indeed. As distraction, he stroked Yasuo's cock, enough not to be ignored. On instinct, the latter's hips jerked into the grasp, resulting in another move. So to say, he had reasons to shout. Precum leaked, traitorious evidence of his state of arousal.
Since Yi wasn't so sure about causing more accident like this, he took his hand away but his lover didn't want that. Urged his hand back and rocked into it, fucking himself on his cock.
It must be fine, then. He hoped so.
A pace was set, Yasuo getting increasingly needy and grinding down with vigor. A hand as support on Yi, sometimes grasping a bit too hard but it wouldn't hurt him anyway. Just clung to him, losing himself.
On his part, Yi tried to rock back, following what would be natural to do. And it seemed to work, from the noises pouring from Yasuo each time their thrusts matched.
Another reason to fall in love, in this surreal timing. Really, it touched Yi to his core to realize how lucky he was to be right there, to see his now lover taking pleasure. It meant he was safe, it meant he was comfortable to be with him. How could one find such sweetness in details ? His soul positively ached at the sight, Yasuo overwhelmed by this thorough display of love. Would do anything to see him like this again and again.
Most of time Yasuo tried to keep eye contact despite all going on but he failed a few times. Rocking down like it was all he could do, helpless. And he kept bucking into Yi's hand, his own over it to be sure he wouldn't go away.
This was nice, Yi concluded. As much to see Yasuo take pleasure directly from him than the sensation he got. Again, it wasn't pleasure, he never felt this. But he could feel something, the latter's urge to seize something so close.
All this till climax. For Yi, he understood it happened when Yasuo genuinely cried out, louder than anything else. Even tried to muffle it but he was too late. Fluid covered his hand, as the latter gave a few weak thrusts before plainly passing out. Well, not really, not for too long. But he seemed very out of it, resting on top of Yi with a clouded gaze.
Worry kicked home and Yi felt a bit of distress. Was it too much ? Took his hand off, where it was trapped between them. Sticky but he didn't dare cleaning it over the sheets. So he used his other hand and shook lightly his lover, for a reaction.
« Yasuo ? Are you fine ? Do you need anything ? » It bled in his tone but no care for this, there was more important.
There came some mumbling against skin, at last : « 'M fine…Was really really really good. Enough to knock me down, haha. » Not so loud but at least it was a sign of life.
The latter crawled a little on top of him, head lifted to look at Yi : « Good for you too ? Sorry, couldn't do much. »
« Yes, it was really interesting to experience. And I'm glad to see you so relaxed and satisfied. »
« Mmmmh I'm sleepy now. Can't move. »
« I can see that. Just let me move and I'll clean up. »
No vocal answer but Yasuo did get the hint, moving to lie on his side. This had Yi to pull out and a whimper broke free afterward, making him look at the latter just in case.
Yes, sensitive.
Now he could move and get them clean enough to sleep – at least for Yasuo. It wasn't really a surprise to find him asleep when he came back to bed. This really was exhausting for him.
Sprawled on the mattress, drooling a little on the pillow he grabbed, Yasuo sure was a sight.
Last thing before he lied down with him, a hand in Yasuo's hair while he gave a soft peck. Then Yi took him in his arms, hoping the man's nightly reflex would act soon and have them cuddle peacefully.
So this experiment is a success, it would seem.