All this made so little sense for Yasuo but he couldn't complain. At last his love was back in his arms, more than eager to find him. That he could tell, from the kiss shared merely seconds after he arrived.
My darling… There he could call this day a good one.
Yet something was off, or happening at the moment. From Yi's reactions, his words since he hugged him, and else. He needs me ? It bounced in his mind, trying to understand which level of meaning was used there. Because Yi was an entity, probably meaning something else.
Hands stayed over him, with a sense of possessiveness if he was right. Really Yasuo started to get lost, confused over this. Did he miss something ?
« What you do need, Yi ? Are you alright… ? »
So close to him, stare as piercing through him, everything showed he wasn't kidding. Never, actually, since Yi couldn't lie. But this seemed a new matter, not seen before.
Another kiss pressed to his mouth and it sparked something in Yasuo, to witness this urge. Indeed the latter could have a lot of motivation when it came to their relationship but this seemed on another level.
Once the kiss was stopped, Yi parted so slightly to speak : « You. I don't know how to explain this but please… »
It left Yasuo more puzzled than ever. In another context, with another mortal, this conversation would have a certain innuendo but it was Yi. He simply couldn't mean something like this. A blush came up, for the impact such word would have if they were about to share. He needs me. Me. The sexual tone wasn't the first potential explanation, Yasuo prefered to look elsewhere.
« Try. Tell me with your words. » He understood this struggle to be clear, when one hadn't the right words or it was something difficult.
All this time, they kept the embrace, on the floor. Slowly but surely, Yi finished taking him in his lap as distance was reduced. And that gaze. What could he get from it ? So open, worried but also a hint a bit unfamiliar for him.
Yi looked away. This was telling, about the potential topic. He's not confident over this ? Scared ?
Just as he was craddling his cheek so they could again gaze at each other, Yi spoke again : « I asked Dusk, about how they had sex. She told me. »
OH.
Just a piece of information yet it already gave the tone for the following. No… really ? Yasuo felt what was coming up. He was right, the topic wasn't so innocent. This meant, Yi had a solution. And possibly it was linked to the whole thing going on at the moment. What got him so confused.
No doubt the gaze he gave was quite impressed, Yi looked taken aback. As judging if this was a good or bad reaction to start with.
So Yasuo tried to reassure him : « Go on, go on ! What did she tell you ? »
Was that restlessness ? It was getting stronger, clear in Yi's stance. He did something. And that thought killed him on the spot, just to imagine.
It seemed also obvious that the latter struggled to face him, maybe shame or else. Trying to hide if he could but his moves over Yasuo gave away that he didn't want to go.
« We can experience pleasure and pain if we modify ourself with a nervous sytem. We can have sex. I can… »
Despite no real reason except these latest words, Yasuo held his breath. Weigh of such words falling over him. Yi could find pleasure. He could pleasure him now. The explanation seemed a bit logic but it was some details proper to entities, himself could just nod. Instead, dumbfounded by this new world of opportunities. Oh gods. We can !
The embrace around Yi tightened, several emotions overtaking him. If really he went to it, he could cry of joy.
« Baby, it's so cool ! Thank you so much ! » With renewed energy he gave as many kisses as he could, wherever he wanted. Most of it fell over Yi's neck, some over his cheeks and a last one directly claiming his mouth.
« W-Wait…I'm not done. » Able to part, lingering gaze over Yasuo.
« Fine, I'm listening ! »
Really, Yi could be so cute sometimes though nothing was intended there. Just to see him a bit bothered, not so calm. Yasuo supposed it was because of an unknown topic yet it was strange considering the entity's knowledge about sex and else. Then why ?
Only possibility, Yi tried something already. This sounded so out of character yet on the contrary maybe ? The latter was curious and if he at last found a way to experience pleasure, then it could be a safe bet to say he tried on his own. Yasuo couldn't develop more these thoughts, a rush of need in his veins. Just Yi trying something of the sort alone but also to know he was new to this. Stay calm ! Or he would lose it fast.
« So…I prefered not to bother you, since I know my experience to be lacking and it would be boring for you. I…tried. But couldn't by myself. » Gazing sideway, in a fashion close to mortal's embarrassment.
Ohhhhh… There, pretty picture coming to mind and enough for Yasuo's blood to go down. A shame, really. But he was a mere human, difficult to resist the imagined scene of his lover trying something considered as obscene in their societies.
He « couldn't » ?
« What did you try, honey ? Tell me, I want to hear. There is nothing to be ashamed of. »
« I'm not ashamed. Not of this. But I resent bothering you for this sort of thing. I apologize. »
It made sense, knowing Yi. Soft peck given, to show he wasn't mad at all and even glad to have him right here.
« Don't feel like you bother me. It's normal to ask, especially about this. Why couldn't you, alone ? »
The embrace around him got suddenly tighter, arms laced around him till he was pressed to Yi's front. And the latter kept his face down, against his shoulder.
« It felt… like anything I ever had. Good, more than good. But I'm not sure if this was pleasure, I don't know if it was the right way. I feared this would break me if I went all the way. Even now, I can feel it, despite having cut off pain signals. Yasuo, I feel it… »
This surely was logical, considering Yi's point of view, his experience close to zero in this exact topic. Just like love, before. It left Yasuo both incredibly happy for him and also oddly turned on to hear him describe what was indeed pleasure. Strange, since it was part of life itself but understandable.
A chuckle came, despite himself. It wasn't funny, it was overly touching to hear such innocent description. Yi knew nothing of this but description and observation so actually feeling it was new. A miracle. Life-changing.
Yi's reaction was a frown, maybe hurt a little.
« Hey no ! I'm not mocking. It's just very sweet to hear you discovering pleasure. I can't wait to give you some and more. »
And now, hope. Powerful, in Yi's eyes, after he dared to look up again.
« Even now ? »
Just two words, enough to punch Yasuo's breath away. Nothing could translate what went through his mind as reaction. But he would, gladly. Ready to give back everything Yi gave him before, when it wasn't so mutual.
« Now. » In a breath, not even sure how he could say this right now without blushing fiercily. Chances he already was. Now his mind was filled with possibilities and he knew nothing would come as close than reality once they did it.
I want too… Thinking about what he craved more to do to Yi. This had to be good, perfect. He wanted to give him everything and also explore.
« How ? »
This time he would be the one guiding the other, showing the way.
« Bed. It will be easier. »
No need to tell twice, in the next seconds Yi was standing and offering him his hand as help. Once on his level, Yasuo was caught in another kiss and really he was sure the latter wasn't in his usual state, as if desperate. Tongue gently pushing, the kiss got deeper till Yi was practically devouring him. Nice… It felt good to be needed. At least if felt like it. Well, he said so too.
Once Yi let him go to breathe, he asked him : « Lie down, please ? Let me take care of you. »
His moves showed he would rather to stay close to Yasuo but he still complied, stepping back till the bed then lying over cleaner sheets. Now the sight was nice, his lover waiting for him with unvoiced impatience.
In the back of his mind, he knew what he was going to do. To please Yi in this very first experience at two. I want to have my mouth on him. To find each little place to make him feel good or find new ones. Would Yi be sensitive or not ? Would it be as with a mortal or a completely new experience ? Only one way to know.
« Yasuo, come here… »
Taken out of his thoughts, about the beauty in front of him.
« I'm here… Can you undress please ? »
Joining Yi on the mattress, just above to enjoy the sight. Another kind of wonder, another nuance. No matter how, the latter looked stunning. A small gesture made and indeed the cloak and everything else vanished into thin air. In all glory. Breath and attention caught for a few seconds then he remembered to breathe normally. Handsome… Really, having Yi with him was like the biggest fuck adressed to karma and destiny. No way he deserved him but here he was.
Perfect, indeed. Yasuo trailed his hand over ethereal skin, relishing the colder sensation as much as the gaze Yi gave him, oppositely ardent. Glancing lower, he was hard but no surprise since the latter used this trick to pleasure him before.
« Stunning. » Just as he gazed back, showing his dedication.
« Thank you. This is just a body but I'm happy to hear you enjoy my appearance as well. » Soft in tone, compared to the whole rush Yi seemed to feel at the moment.
« Then I love how you chose to look like. All of you. »
Leaning down, he kissed Yi gently, to convey that sweetness of feelings. Yet that shaky hand grabbing his neck to keep him there told how it wasn't maybe the most appropriate time.
Unabashed gaze over Yi, enough to make him question lowly : « What's wrong ? Shall I do something ? »
« A-Ah no ! Don't worry ! It's just… you don't look really calm. Are you alright ? »
Looking away, the latter answered and indeed there was something : « I can't explain this well but I feel a sort of new need. Around you. Before contact was all I asked but now…it's taking a whole new meaning. »
« Like, sexually ? »
This was a bit crazy to hear, all this time knowing him for feeling no need. Then he confessed needing contact. And now this. Yasuo was dying little by little. He's horny ? Really this could be some great news.
« Since I tried, it barely left me at peace. I don't know, I just feel this…pull. So I suppose it's just like when you say this : I need you. »
Curiosity awaken. Once more.
« What did you try ? » Still gazes locked on each other, so close yet he didn't dare break this talk to move on.
What could Yi have tried to test about pleasure ? Good question and all answers would give him 'bad' thoughts.
« What you did in your room, against the door. During the day, when you seeked relief by your hand. I tried to repeat that but I suppose it wasn't as natural. »
He was watching ! Part of Yasuo wanted to hide for that one information but it was past now, no reason to cry over this. At least Yi hadn't bothered him at the time or he would have taken this worse.
Also, new warmth through his body, hearing his lover touched himself the way he did. Because it was the closest example. Yasuo couldn't stay still for too long, yearning awaken too.
« You must have looked so pretty… Wished I was there. »
« Now you are. Please, I hate to force you but it is getting extremely difficult not to move. Soon I may lose my mind… »
No physical sign of arousal yet everything in his voice made it clear. It was peculiar to have a cosmic entity in one's bed, since no usual mortals signs were useful. No heavy breathing, no blush. Yet he understood Yi was getting too aroused, as foreign as this sounded.
« Yi, can I try this ? I swear it will feel good. I want to find what you prefer. » Just as he lay a hand over Yi, pressing lightly.
« Oh. Yes, please. Do as you wish, as long as you do something about it. »
Dizzying, to have such power over a god. An illusion, he was aware. Yet it was incredible to be allowed. Since Yi didn't seem able to wait for too long, he would have to keep the thorough worship for another time. But not a reason not to have some fun at last.
« Tell me, are you supposed to be sensitive like us mortals ? Any special areas ? »
While he got to work, careful hands over skin but it didn't seem to hurt him even slightly. Good news, surely he was right about this assumption.
« I imitated the nervous system of a human, like you. I think it should react all the same. »
Yasuo listened closely, confirmed, as he took more confidence. If at first he had been scared to hurt Yi, now he wouldn't worry too much..
« Is it on, now ? Will you feel it ? » Looking up shortly.
« Yes… » Already so impacted yet nothing happened.
He still feels what he did before. Maybe Yi wasn't familiar with the very concept of arousal, that wouldn't go away so easily. Time to experiment.
First, he had his hands over Yi's chest, appreciating the feeling under his palms. Cupping, massaging, as he paid attention to any noise. No real indicator here. He glanced up, to Yi. Not here ?
The latter returned the gaze, kind of soft yet needy. Then a hand was burried in Yasuo's hair, pausing shortly before untying it. Ah yes, he prefers it this way. Yasuo didn't mind, it was nice to feel the latter carressing him.
Since he hadn't anything potent, he changed method and trailed his mouth over smooth skin. Small kisses from Yi's collarbone till his chest again. There he decided to try and tease a nipple, to see.
Here came a small noise. The first heard in his bedroom, from Yi. Oh. And the grasp in his hair even tightened before letting go again.
« It was good ? » Looking up as quick, to hear what Yi had to say about this.
« It was. But if you take that long and ask me everytime, I think I'd better take care of myself. » Was that a spike of impatience ? Probably.
« Ah, sorry. I won't make you wait. »
To be needed sure was a change for Yasuo, instead of bothering his lover for relief. Really, he decided to let his exploration aside and to get on with it.
I'll make him scream. This was his new goal, since till then he didn't seem to have great impact. Eager tongue trailing even lower, enjoying that light shiver under his touch. Till he was between Yi's legs, cock at attention.
Just the first stroke ripped another noise from Yi, low in his throat and again he tensed a little.
« Ah… »
Yasuo wanted to hear more. This was truly amazing to cause pleasure and to have proof of it. And he wouldn't check everytime, since Yi seemed eager to get this done.
Returning to his erection, he kept a gentle hold over him, not too tight. Stroking leisurly, bringing what he deemed to be sufficient pleasure to start with. Twisting his grasp around the tip, going a little faster. The only odd thing was the lack of precum or anything of the sort. Well, once more, he supposed it was normal. Yi didn't bleed, no bodily activity so this was another thing less.
Yet the pleasure found in his careful handjob was loud and clear. Yi's reaction became louder, at first a sort of hushed noise then more moan broke free. As if surprised of his own reactions, he brought a hand to his mouth.
« No, let this out. I want to hear you, love. »
« Alright… » Trembling, vulnerable. There came the clues about Yi's state of completion. « Y-Yasuo… ? Is it what it's supposed to feel like ? »
« Yup ! Good enough for you ? It's like when you tried ? »
Just while he stroked Yi, a bit tighter to earn better moans. To hear him slowly losing it.
« Oh — ! Yes it's… the same. Good…. Please don't stop… »
Damn. Really Yasuo had to hold himself back or he would have a pitiful end just after his lover. Melody to his ears, such kind words turned obscene by the need displayed. Even more to know Yi was discovering all this, so new to it.
It's time.
Craving to do things properly and a little to sate himself, Yasuo went down on him in one go. A bit difficult since it had been some time since last one but he was positive it would come back quick. Just as his cock was envelopped in wet heat, Yi jerked into contact. First reflex and probably not the last. The hand kept all along in Yasuo's hair was very useful now.
« Yasuo — ! How… » This was an entity losing grasp over reality, too shaken to understand.
Called, it filled his heart with joy. Now he could repay Yi all he deserved. So he redoubled his efforts, licking around his shaft, sucking. Each tiny move got the latter so twitchy, barely able to hold himself together. Little by little, he would break him.
Then Yi's hand abandoned his head, to his sadness. Would be alright… When he looked at his lover, he had his hands without any focus. Just there, holding himself in a sort of self-control but the edge would come anyway. Yasuo understood this as a measure not to hurt him. And knowing an entity's strenght, maybe it was for the best. Awww he's scared for me.
It was useless, Yasuo was used to this – maybe not to giving to a god but still. Always coming back to him, taking more. It was certainly an experience for him too. Different than with a human, to say the least. There, no real taste except this odd reminder of purity, clean. And sure it wouldn't be difficult in the end, he supposed. Since no aftertaste and else.
Now Yi was bucking into his mouth, control turning to dust. When he looked at him, the latter had his head turned on one side, hands over his face. Oh no he's cute. Sort of closing himself little by little, till he would snap.
Pleas, urgently said. Begging for him to make it stop, give more, whatever he could give. This was too much even for Yasuo, to see and to hear. Such precious sight than the one experiencing deep love. All this kicked his instinct to please, giving the last effort required for Yi to come. If he could come like mortals. Fleeting thought.
It still took a little longer than what Yasuo expected but not a matter in itself. Once more, he took Yi down his throat, let him fuck his mouth with little fear for the risk. Don't care. Used as he was, happy to hear such praise from his lover.
Cry out, sudden tensing and Yasuo understood he came. As he half-expected, there was no release, no load spilled. But he did feel that fullbody shiver that took Yi, quite intense it would seem. Yasuo pulled out and lay a gentle gaze over the latter.
« You did good, baby. Just for me… » As he joined his level in bed, hovering near.
Yet something was different. What ? It wasn't over, he realized. By now, Yi was lying on his side, still shaking in a way a bit alarming. Like hugging himself, overwhelmed, a few moans still escaping. What struck Yasuo – after the whole thing – was his gaze, wide, unfocused to the afar.
« Hey hey hey ! You alright ? »
Reaching for Yi yet when he was about to touch him, his hand passed through him. Yasuo's heart would have gone dead if he didn't recognize this from the first encounter with the latter. Like an hologram. What the fuck… Now he was really worried, shaking his hand in Yi's vision.
Then the shaking stopped, little by little. And recognition came in those eyes.
« Yasuo… ? Oh I'm sorry, I wasn't ready for this. » Voice a bit raw anyway, he noticed.
This time when he reached for Yi, he was very solid under his hand so the scare was over.
« Holy fuck ! What was that ? »
Indeed it got him so worried for a time, to see the latter so unresponsive. Is that what his climax looks like ? It seemed a lot longer than what mortal usually experienced, for sure. Now Yi looked fine, maybe exhausted but he beckoned Yasuo closer for a kiss and everything was good.
« I have no idea. It was…beyond my imagination. Thank you Yasuo. » And another kiss given, deep and hungry.
Another matter came to his mind, a bit more personal. « Yi… ? Help me please ? »