Holy fucking shit.
Here was Yasuo, quietly waiting for sleep. Indeed this had been quite a day and now he had some time to think about it, remember. Damn. And Yi was here, holding him close while he waited for him to drift away. It was nice, to be held and it brought him peace without fail.
So, this day. Even now he couldn't get over the fact that at last they could have sex mutually. That Yi took his share of pleasure. Well, he made sure of it, treating him right for all the goodness before. A kind of first time yet not so much. Tonight he would fall asleep less stupid.
…He was so cute. Not to say his lover wasn't most of times but he found a certain sweetness in this eager discovery. To hear Yi trusted him for this but feared to bother. To see him experience orgasm.
Oooh that one was surprising. Truly, neither would have been prepared for this. And it sure scared Yasuo at first. Indeed a bit different than what he was used to see. He wondered if it even felt different, more or less intense. Maybe just he didn't know.
After all, that was the point of their intercourse. To give him pleasure. Thinking of, Yasuo wanted next time to have him and explore his body. Find out which way was the best to satisfy Yi.
I want to hear more…
Train of thought doing its thing, it brought Yasuo to the other entities. Ooops. In fact, at first it was scary to hear about gods paying attention but the more he thought about it, the less it seemed important. Yes it would be awkward if they tried to interrupt but it was like any mortal interaction anyway. Nothing worse. Let them hear. And anyway if they did, it was a sign he did a great job at pleasuring his lover.
So as long as they didn't come around, he wouldn't care.
Because there was the worst case already in his dayly life. Jinx. Oh as the day neared its end he couldn't stay calm about this one. She heard ! She knows ! Indeed their pilot had been in such a mood during dinner, a real pain for Yasuo. What a terrible meal it was for him, she never stopped laughing, mocking him.
So it seemed that Yi met her at some point and this was why he asked him later, in the privacy of his bedroom. It wasn't Yi's fault, not at all. But still he would have to ease the burn of shame for being called out where everyone was for dinner. Shit….
It was absolutely his fault and he deserved that anyway. Payback. Yi didn't seem to be mad at him, not taking that wrong. But Yasuo knew he could have been wounded, unaware of the reason. One bad move, captain. So next time he would make sure to do all he can to be forgiven, take care of the latter.
Sigh, for getting himself in a problem. So dumb.
« What's wrong ? You don't seem to fall alseep. »
It actually got Yasuo to look up, meeting Yi's gaze. True, he never slept so he could pay attention to whatever troubled the latter's rest. There he found quiet worry, their embrace shifting slightly to take him closer.
« Oh no, don't worry. Just…I'm sorry for today. » Light pink to his cheek as soon as the topic was mentionned.
« Again ? What should I do to change your mind ? It's alright. » Gentle hands moving around Yasuo, till between them, to at last lift his chin and kiss him softly.
Soothing indeed, Yasuo just craved this kind of attention. Pressing back, melting in that kiss. Though Yi made sure to let go before he could run out of air. The kindness lingered, in his gaze and gestures.
« If there is anything I can do to appease your mind, tell me. Sleep is very important for you. »
« Let me love you, tomorrow morning. I swear I'll take good care of you, find every way to make you feel good. »
« Would that be so different from what you give me everyday ? » A grin lit his face, happiness echoing around.
« Yes, because I'll do my best ! Please let me… » Definitely blushing, from that sweet smile and the fluster following any of Yi's attention. Yasuo hugged tightly the latter, face burried in his front.
« It would be a pleasure to let you have me. However you see fit. Just let me remind you I can't know if I'll be required elsewhere at that time. »
« Okay, okay. » It ended up a little muffled but Yi seemed to understand.
« Good night, love. »
Maybe now he could find sleep, or hope. In Yi's arm, held with all the love in the world.
The night went, mostly blurred in his perception. Yasuo didn't know when but at some point he was alone in bed, no matter how far he reached in that heavy state of mind. Sleep wouldn't let go that easily. He remembered lying in bed, looking for someone that wasn't here.
Then a change in temperature, slight cool over his cheek before his hands found again what he missed. Love.
Words whispered yet it didn't make sense, even if he focused. Just, it couldn't be bad. No matter how lost he was, Yasuo knew. It was Yi, returning to him after who knew what kind of mission. At last he pulled to him the latter, so glad to have him back. Then he could fall again and rest, everything would be alright.
Last faint memory was the feeling of lips against his forehead.
When Yasuo came back to reality, some time had already fled since the latter's return. Blinking slowly, registering each of his sense till he deemed he wasn't exhausted anymore. Arms were still holding him, kept close to Yi as they spooned.
Had he just moved a little to stretch than a peck was given to his neck, soft.
« Hello my dear. I'm glad to see you slept for so long. »
« Oh, really ? » Not completely awake, it could be hear in his voice.
« Indeed. It's a good thing, you needed to rest. I enjoy to know you healthy and happy. »
While he spoke, one of his hands was taken till Yi could press a kiss to his knuckles. This whole gesture made his heart ache of sweetness.
Unfair !
With a low growl Yasuo moved out of the embrace and came on top of the latter, pushing him to lie on his back. Then he bent and kissed him with that new fervor of being so spoiled with affection, denied to give back as much. He kissed Yi, till his own limit could be reached, till his head swam a bit, from the sudden move and the lack of oxygen. Hands on either side of his face, he kept his lover right there and showed all he could.
Till a hand pushed firmly against his chest, having him to stop that exchange that asked too much of his energy.
« Breathe, you…idiot. » Gentle words with equal gestures to have him stop this foolish rush.
Yasuo could still hear that smile in the tone, heartwarming. Success. Hard breathing but getting back little by little, he still tried to give as much pecks as he could, moving to Yi's jaw to his neck. This familiar move also awoke something, memories. And a new interest was found. I could now.
Completely lying on top of Yi, he left his trail of attention and made his way over bare skin, free to be explored.
No doubt his lover noticed the change of focus. Now Yasuo kept his mouth over him, a soft kiss to his shoulder then he gave more and more over his arm. To finish by his hand, kissing his knuckles just as Yi did a mere instant ago. When he did, he gazed back at the latter to acknowledge this, show the purpose. The beauty in this – other than Yi's – was that he let him do, that kind gaze following every move.
« So you decided to start. I must confess, this is very pleasant. »
« Is it alright ? Can I ? »
« Yes, love. Do as you wish. »
« Erm, just…this is also meant to feel good. Like, for real. Sexually. Just so you know, I can't keep that chaste for so long. »
« Don't worry, I won't keep you from that. I'm sure you will make good use of that mouth. » At first a small laugh, clear sound like his peers and this was even beautiful to hear.
As that last sentence sank, Yi's hand moved to craddle the latter's face, thumb brushing over his lower lip. And that hit deep. On several points. Leaving Yasuo craving for more, ready to give and possibly receive later. But now it was time for him to prove himself, thank and be forgiven.
Indeed Yasuo used his mouth and not shyly. Worshipping ethereal skin, so smooth under his lips and ready to be loved. Fleeting thoughts as he went on, equal attention given to Yi's other arm, final kiss over his open palm. Each time making eye contact, to show his own love in more than one way.
Would marks work ? Really a good question. So at a moment he stopped and asked.
« Hey, baby. Does your skin can be marked ? Like hickeys, if you know what I talking about. »
Already a sort of gentle haze veiled Yi's gaze, not gone but no doubt he was enjoying this. Still able to answer with all his reason.
« I don't think so. Hickeys are a mortal reaction. About blood and else. But try if you wish. »
A bit disappointed but it was to be expected. Not everything could work, as different as Yi was from any human or even mortal. Unique.
« If I bite, won't it hurt ? »
« It will but really nothing serious. I doubt you'd be able to cause anything bad, or even less try to. » Still that grin, as he turned his face in the pillow.
« No way I would ! Mmmh, can I try ? Nothing harsh, I swear. »
« Do as you wish. I'll always let you know if it's too much or the opposite. »
So Yasuo tried, going up to the latter's neck. There it would be better for both. Gently he bit, sucking a little though he knew this wouldn't turn into a hickey. Under his mouth, Yi took this rather well, slightly tensing but nothing bad. Hands returned over Yasuo, a sort of anchor. Deeming this enough, he parted and looked at the bite.
Strange. Indeed, there was no mark, not even the bite. Surely because nothing could impact physically Yi's skin. Untouched, preserved. Sad to see that but he would find another way to love all over Yi. Maybe teach him to leave marks over his own skin. A shiver ran down his spine. Oh, it would be good. But next time, not now.
Moving on, he focused on Yi's chest, just like the other time. Teasing a nipple, nibbling till he heard a soft gasp. So this worked. Important thing to know. While provided his own attention, Yasuo's other hand played too with his chest. Going a little harder, gradually. Till it was an actual moan let out as praise.
Looking up, he found Yi staring at him with unconcealed lust. This was a good look on him, becoming vulnerable. All so new, to see his lover want him in several ways.
« Doing fine, up there ? » A hint of smile, pride for bringing such pleasure. And he wasn't even close to what he planned silently.
Keening low in his throat after a playful bite, Yi spoke and even this gave away his desire : « You're very good at this, I can't stop myself. I…I think I need you again. »
Still showing how unfamiliar Yi was this this whole concept of arousal. Aware of his body's craving yet so careful about the way to present this.
« You think you can wait ? Or you need me right now ? » Still prefered to ask, in case Yi yearned too much. It was for him before anything else.
« N-No, you wanted to take your time with me. I can wait. »
This was a go for Yasuo and he would do great use of it. Deeming the area well explored, he trailed lower, down Yi's chest, flat stomach and still that smooth skin. Too much to kiss, worship gently but he wouldn't give up so fast.
Beyond it was still clothing, Yi's habit not to stay completely naked in bed. As soon as Yasuo got his hand lower, fabric vanished and revealed the latter's need. No a surprise anymore to find him hard.
To indulge his lover, Yasuo stroked hi cock a little, loose grasp not meant to take him closer. By now he couldn't stay on top of Yi and moved back completely. Warm hand to the latter's thigh, the silent request was answered and he spread his legs for him.
Awww gorgeous. Eagerness so obvious in Yi's move. New skin to explore, leaning down to nuzzle his inner thigh. Lick a little, gentle bite and just this earned him a short jerk from the latter. Impatient. Yasuo paused on this, aware that his lover would want him to finish his happy worship and refuse to even ask for more. Maybe it would be better for them if he went on.
So he sped up his exploration, still taking care not to hurt and giving as many pecks as he could. Appreciative hand trailing down Yi's leg, massaging lightly. I should move.
Arousal wasn't as obvious in Yi's body but plenty of reactions showed he was quite far already. Unable to hold on too long. After all, he just started to learn pleasure and this could be a lot to take. One time Yasuo merely brushed his cock and a desperate noise escaped the latter. When he looked up, Yi had his hand over his face, not trying to stop these noises but rather out of fear of himself. Clinging to control, no matter what.
« Honey, I'll take care of you now. Lie down on your front, I swear it will be good. »
« F-Fine. » Not even fighting that decision nor denying his state.
Yasuo watched him comply, rolling over so his back was turned to him. Also noticed how Yi took the pillow under him, grabbing it and the sheets in a not so calm gesture.
So he came closer, warm hand wandering over his back for a time. Under his palm he could feel the struggle, not so relaxed, terribly craving. He was aware during this he wouldn't be able to see Yi's face but it was a small price to pay for such experience offered.
Crawling back, he spread Yi's legs again and settled right there. Yasuo couldn't help it, his hand traveled again his lover's body and stayed over his rear, kneading gently. Admiring the detail of accuracy to any human. He did a great work. His face heated up a bit at the thought of tending to Yi this way, it wasn't often he did it. But it would be good, sure to be rewarded by the sweetest noises.
« Yasuo… ? » Unsure, probably confused about that pause.
« Sorry baby, I'm getting to it. »
So here he went, leaning down to worship his most intimate place. Large lick over Yi's rim, not so tentative since he expected no taste. That sense of purity, clean. Better. What caught his attention was his lover's surprised moan, suddenly clutching the pillow.
« Ah— ! What did you do… ? »
No time to answer, Yasuo returned to it, craving any kind of praise for his work. Tongue pushing lightly, teasing and passion put into this attention. He kept his hands over Yi, registering any reflex, jerking as he properly ate him out. Drool made a mess of it but he didn't care, he was allowed to love all over his lover.
Curious, he sneaked a hand under and indeed Yi was hard, bucking against his hand the second he went in.
Noises poured freely, a name repeated several time before Yi cut himself and cried out in the pillow. It didn't even make sense as Yasuo gave everything, alternating between large swipe and gentle push.
No way to talk during but it wasn't as important as hearing Yi losing himself. Rocking back, thrusting into that slick grasp around his cock. Enough to drown. Close ? Couldn't stop to ask, Yi would be too desperate.
Then words made some sense : « 'M close… might come… »
Closer to reality and orgasm than Yasuo thought. A few seconds later, Yi's back arched in a fashion alike humans, outrageous moan left to be heard. It died over his tongue, sounding like breathless but it was impossible. Rutting into Yasuo's hand, he rode the feeling for a time, face down.
Oh wait. He still feared it would go as before so he braced himself, observing closely.
When it was clear his ministrations weren't needed anymore, Yasuo pulled back and laid a careful gaze over his lover. Pleasure was still shaking Yi's body, hand clutching the sheets and pillow before letting go, then doing it again.
Afraid to touch, Yasuo stayed near. Cautious hand trying to anyway, he still found the latter very physical under his fingertips. Oh, it's fine.
« Hey, still here ? »
Since he was to wait, Yasuo lied down next to the latter, paying attention to anything. Slowly, the trembling came to an end. His hand never left Yi's back, rubbing to soothe him.
Then Yi turned his face, looking at him. Breath taken at the sight, so precious in that bliss. A hand previously holding the sheets instead reached for Yasuo, clumsy but he still made it. Merely contact but it was sweet. Moving to his face, same gesture done before, this time along a praising gaze.
« I…I'm fine. Shaken to my core. Blissed out. Really, your mouth didn't disappoint. »
A few seconds was all it took to be kissed again, accepting the kind words.