Too much. Not enough.
Both feelings at the same time, the last echo of pleasure running his body. Yi wasn't even truly aware of this, the slow return to reality. Felt everything and nothing at the same time. Overstimulation. If that could be. But a different kind than the one mortals could feel. This time, he merely lied down and stayed hyper aware of every little spark of pleasure. It's….good. So much for his vocabulary, this time it was lacking to describe what he felt. Nothing came as close. Good. Pleasant warmth, if he was to trust his senses. Warm ?
As the surface was reached, he realized it wasn't really his own temperature but Yasuo's. Quietly snuggled to him, holding him dearly. It dazed him shortly to see that he completely lost himself in that intercourse. No way to find a temporal point, how long since he was out. It shouldn't have been too long but still, he was unsure.
Also because he couldn't remember well how it went after a certain moment. How could Yasuo make him so helpless ? It was all too sweet and hot and messy, easy to slip and fall. For his fear of his own strenght during loss of control, this wasn't as good. But it would seem nothing dramatic happened, a bit of a relief.
Tranquil breathing nearby, warm body pressed to his and already he felt love well up. His lover had been so good to him, now all he wished for was to please in return. Gently, Yi moved from his stiff position and returned the embrace, careful hands over naked skin.
Immediate reaction, Yasuo moved to rest on top of him, that beautiful grin he had in such intimate setting. Exactly what made him crave a kiss, no matter the time and situation.
« Hey, baby. Glad to see you back. » So so loving, along a hand lifting his chin. No doubt they both had the same urge in mind, to quench thirst.
So Yi wouldn't wait any longer and pulled him closer, hand behind his head. Begging a kiss, accepted fast and full of desire. Peculiar, to actually need something that much but he wouldn't question it. To have Yasuo so eager to please sure was a blessing, too much for him. But he would take anything, as long as it was given happily. Like this kiss, quickly overwhelming them. This wouldn't have stayed quiet for long, too restless, glad to oblige. If at first he thought to be the one needing most of the exchange, Yi was proven wrong as time stretched. Yasuo didn't let go, no once, so opposite to the previous sweetness. He kept his hands over the latter, covering him completely and providing even more.
All this stopped suddenly, after a good making out. Yasuo was the one parting so fast, only to give such an ardent gaze to his lover. Piercing, burning to offer. From here, it really brought up his blush, deep red over his cheeks from the lack of air. And so he fought his breath back, pinning Yi down to the mattress and passion given form. This would give him the wrong idea, really. He still needs ? No way to know, this wasn't the topic he mastered. But seeing Yasuo in such state, he could make a guess.
« Love ? Do you need more ? » The mere question got him craving too. All this was really new, Yi couldn't know yet when these urges would go away, if it ever would one moment. Or just cut it off but even that seemed useless. I don't know.
He remembered, his own body betraying, seeking his lover's presence and love only to beg for more. Till it reached the carnal point and then it would be enough. But how to make it go away ? Stop any pain signal for some time ? This was his peers recommandation but he thought the time between his encounters with Yasuo was too short.
Anyway, for now he didn't suffer from it. Just, it really was taking to notice how much he could need.
As another proof, he saw the short time Yasuo took to answer this, deep gaze lingering on him. Starved for more, not too violently but enough to be seen.
« You first. Do you want to continue ? » Still a hint of need.
This left Yi wondering about how long he zoned out. It must have been long enough for Yasuo to want more, probably. Or really he was desperate, just like himself. Such a pair. Imagination could do so much, when one only had it as distraction. But could he even reach three times ? It still was Yasuo, never underestimate this man. He would prove the contrary to the whole universe.
« You're not answering me. » Chuckle left to be heard. Sometimes he loved how caring the latter was, even in the wild sense. « Do you need relief ? I never went with you until a third release so I'm curious. »
« I…I don't really need right now. But I would soon, very soon. Honey, I just want to see you…You look so pretty when you're letting go. »
New wave of emotion, mixed with need as he heard this. Always so kind, even in his stubborn ways. A surprise to hear he wasn't craving at the instant but no doubt Yasuo said the truth. If they were to continue, he would get aroused as quick. Yi himself got this rush of anticipation. Still, it would be the last one if we go for it. Not to doubt his lover's stamina but already they were at his usual maximum. Maybe able to push a little more but no further a third.
« Tell me how you want me, I'm all yours. And don't fret, I shall provide you equal relief if you ever feel the need later on. »
Even words had an impact, he could watch it happen before his gaze. Yasuo, still lying on top of him, breath held for a few seconds while arousal clouded his eyes a little more. He won't hold for long.
So Yi was curious what he would ask him. They had tried so many different things this day, was it possible to discover something else ? He waited patiently, gentle hands roaming the warm body pressed to his.
« Touch yourself. » Said in a breath, almost quiet but given the close distance, everything was heard.
Yi didn't know how to react to this request. An order, more or less. Still, it was a choice offered. But he never really expected Yasuo to ask this. Something he wouldn't get involved in. Really ?
« Are you sure ? I'd rather let you do whatever you want with my body. »
How to intensify a blush by the second. Really, Yi wondered if there was a limit for that, if his lover would stop getting redder in the face at a mere offering of himself.
« I-I keep what I asked. I'd want you to touch yourself. » That time eye contact broke, when Yasuo hid against his chest. « But don't if that's not you thing, I understand. » Almost shy, muffled against skin.
Always so strange to hear Yasuo's requests, when it wasn't directly tending to his own need. It left Yi wondering what he could get from that or if he merely seeked to pleasure him without an ounce of relief back.
« I can do this. But what about you ? » Still worried to have nothing planned for Yasuo. After all, sex was before anything a way for him to make him happy.
« I'll be fine ! I just want errrrrm to see you. I'd really really love this. »
Oh. He finds this arousing. A concept Yi still had to grasp yet but it left him very curious. To hear about people finding relief in someone else's. To watch. Maybe Yasuo had this just for him but all the same, it made him weak to know. And to understand. Because this made sense, to find joy in seeing his lover satisfied, happy. Only thing to check was if he could indeed get physical response from this. Another time, though.
« It's alright. If this make you happy, I'll do it. Just tell me, how do I do ? What position ? »
For this, Yasuo lost no time and moved off him, sitting up by his side. « Do as you wish ! But if really you don't know, maybe sit. I think it'll be good. »
Since he had no preference, Yi did as suggested and sat too. Facing the latter, who decided to get a bit closer while still leaving some space between them. After some shifting, Yasuo seemed to be happy with that. This way, he would miss nothing and it left Yi touched, no idea what kind of emotion. Sort if vulnerability, being open like this for his love to see. There was no such thing as shame for him but in occasions like these, his need to mask himself came back so faintly.
« Like this ? » Quietly asking, to be sure. The situation came on him, wondering how he was doing this. Never done similar act before, or at least succeeded by himself.
Yasuo nodded eagerly, blush still staining his face. This wouldn't go away soon. In such open position, Yi's gaze could just travel a little and fall on the latter's crotch. Still craving, after all this. Quick to catch up. Really tempted to help Yasuo instead but this was his request, he couldn't do something else.
There came the feared pause. No idea how to do this. Well, he knew but under such scruteny, it was like half his reason had left. Yet he needed, needed so much. But he couldn't bring himself to this.
« Baby ? » Of course Yasuo would notice, ask. As small and worried this sounded.
« Ah no, don't worry. It's just, I'm not very familiar with all this. »
« Go on, there is nothing to fear… » All too sweet, smiling at him while he held Yi.
No fear. There is no wrong way. So Yi took himself in hand, careful. Yet at the first touch his yearning felt like doubled. Couldn't help but squeeze a little harder, stroking his cock a few times. Still lubed after their lovemaking, the glide was more than easy. And already Yi felt the pull, getting stronger.
« Oh… » A few noises let out, not really aware of it. As soon as he noticed, Yi looked up and indeed that gaze laid over him was priceless.
His love, burning with passion, coming a little closer to hold. It may seem innocent, hands casually staying on his arm and waist. Sometimes it twitched lightly, when he accidently moaned aloud.
This seemed to go well, for now. Chasing that spark of pleasure, seizing it with determination. It was so bright, ready to consume him. Seconds passed and Yi couldn't think about anything else. Too strong, too taking. couldn't even take his hand off himself, bucking into the grasp. Half aware of his small pleas, a certain name spoken with need.
So much desire for this and. It seemed in reach, so close. Soon he would break and fall into another rush. Very soon.
Not a single thought spared to the debauched sight he was giving, how vulnerable this situation was. No care, it felt good and it was what Yasuo asked. By the way, his lover's gaze never left him, entranced. So much desire in a man, devouring just from a gaze. Once Yi looked up, he couldn't avert it again. So much love, begging to be given, so happy to see him in this instant.
Yet once Yi looked lower. See if the latter was as affected than him and indeed he was. Very hard, a mess of precum trailing down. If he could pay as much attention, he would notice the light rocking, seeking relief but there was no way to have it. To see Yasuo rendered to equal yearning was a blow, not sure if he would recover.
As he grew closer to the edge, something happened.
Or maybe to say, didn't happen. Yi had no idea why but he couldn't, as simply as that. Climax was there, so close yet it was out of reach. It didn't happen. What….. ? What am I doing wrong ? His thoughts were already a mess and now his body couldn't let him focus. It was so good but he couldn't go further.
« Please…. » Didn't realize he said this out loud, to be heard. Pleasure was maddening, at the brink of bliss yet he was stopped there.
« W-What's wrong, baby ? It's okay, you can come… »
Gone for good, body spiraling into need till there was no way back. No control over himself anymore, merely fisting his cock and crying out of frustration.
« I can't…It's not…enough…Please ! » Urging, begging, whatever as long as it made it stop.
Choked sound nearby, Yasuo hit by the meaning of all this. But just this was too long for Yi, not able to take more. In despair, he yanked his lover to his body, taking him in his arms to sob his need. Now he could feel Yasuo's arousal, jerking into contact despite himself. Completely forgot his inhibitions about embracing the latter during this sensitive instant. All that mattered was to make this end. Please please please…
It turned even more messy, when Yasuo took his hand away and instead rocked against him. Crude contact, cocks brushing and all the previous lube and precum got this filthy. A hand around both of them and no care to the universe, whoever may hear. Yi finished back to the mattress once more, a very needy lover in his arms and delicious friction around his cock. All that it took to bring him to climax, crying out brokenly
« I'm— coming…. » Eyes definitely closed, curling into Yasuo and orgasm rippled through his being.
Harsh, violent, black out.