A few weeks later Wesley was on the Titan.

Riker had told him in the afternoon he was going to have him on the bridge like when he was an ensign, engineering on his shift and sleep in the morning after his shift.

He and Deanna had been looking after him and noticing he's been having trouble focusing.

Deanna had seen some blood and cuts on his arms but kept it quiet.

He was on his shift right now thinking.

"Wesley?" someone said.

"What?" he said when he was back.

"I asked you to set this up." Lieutenant Wells said.

"Oh, sorry. I'll do it now."

Then he set up what he was told.

Later after his shift he was in his quarters trying to fall asleep but having trouble.

He was tossing and turning seeing what happened again. Then heard something.

"It's your fault I died! You were part of the Enterprise and should've known what could happen! I don't know why I ever loved you. Because of you my family lost someone!"

Then he woke up panting and sweating.

Then he sat up, held himself close and cried.

"I'm sorry. You're right, I should've known better. I was an Acting ensign when I was only fifteen years old. I'm the son of a doctor and Lieutenant of Starfleet and acted like I didn't know anything. I knew everything and was able to finish what Captain Picard was trying to tell me when I first got there. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." he said quietly.

Two hours later he was at the bridge and exhausted. His eyes were a little red but nobody noticed.

"Lieutenant Crusher warp 98." Riker said.

He knew Wesley was exhausted and had trouble staying awake.

"Yes sir." Wesley said and set it up.

"Engage."

So he hit the button while Riker looked at Deanna. She could feel exhaustion, sadness, guilt and everything he had when he was there before the wedding.

"I'm worried about him. I'm starting to think about seeing if it would be better if he was on the Enterprise or at least a different ship." Riker said.

Deanna nodded in agreement.

"He won't talk to me even when I ask him if he wants to." she said.

"Hmm, I'll give him a little longer and if it doesn't get better I'll talk to him and see if he should be on a different ship like back on the Enterprise. Beverly isn't there anymore but he still has Picard and the others."

She nodded in agreement and wondered if Wesley was going to be here much longer.